Three hundred and forty-two
When the woman rushed over, the boy was already asleep, there were still tears on his long eyelashes, his face was wet, and his eyes were red, the woman looked at her son like this, and immediately regretted her intestines, she really felt that her heart was aching a little bit, sad and regretful that these feelings were accumulating little by little, the woman couldn't help but want to shed tears, and the nanny next to her said: "The young master doesn't like to cry either, watching you quarrel with Mr. a little bit without saying a word, just shed tears without speaking, I took him away, But the sound can't be stopped.,I can't stop him with the cartoons I usually like to watch.,I really can't help it.,So I dared to call Mrs. to come over and take a look.,I don't want the young master to look like this.。 ”
The woman wiped her tears with a tissue, and glanced at it gently, the TV said that the sound was very small, but she could still see that it was her son's favorite thing to watch on weekdays, the little boy held the pillow and closed his eyes, his eyelashes were shining under the light, trembling slightly, she was more and more distressed, there were small snacks and warm water on the table next to her hand, and a towel, it seemed to be processed, she sighed in her heart, suddenly her eyes were sour, she always thought that she was great, who knew that she was not as good as a nanny, Just like this, she felt a sharp pain in her heart, she forgot about her son every time because of that dead man, as if such a thing was not uncommon, she closed her eyes, was silent for a while and said: "You go out first, and, thank you very much, if something like this happens next time, please do it again, everything in the way of the young master." He's the most important thing. ”
The nanny smiled, she nodded, she is a person of the age of a person, has a son and a daughter, her husband has died, she herself is alone at home and wants to work, her son and daughter are also filial, let her cultivate well at home, she has to come out, who knows that being a nanny is more improved, the owner of this house is not only generous, but also easy to get along with, at least the old nanny feels like this, she doesn't feel uncomfortable, just this look is very satisfied, slightly pursed her lips, She is also a person who is a mother, although she married a good man when she was young, she has not suffered anything, of course, she respects her husband like a guest, and there is nothing else that makes him feel uncomfortable, so naturally she can't understand the emotions of this good-looking lady, but she is a mother, and she still understands the feelings between mother and son very well, she nodded and said: "I know Madame, although I am just a nanny, and I don't know if some things are suitable for me, but I still want to tell you, Although I can't understand the contradiction between you and Mr., I can understand the sadness of the little young master in the singular, the young master is a person born with a golden soup key, everything is fine, and I am also very competitive, so Mrs. always doesn't want the young master to have a bad childhood, don't think that children don't understand anything, that is, the younger the child will be more sensitive, they will feel very accurately that something is wrong, not to mention that you still do those things in front of him//, if you leave a psychological shadow, what to do when you grow up. ”
I don't know if it's because the woman is haggard at this time, because the child's affairs have relaxed her vigilance, at this time she only cares about sadness, she still really talks about this is nothing as good as her nanny's words, the more she thinks about it, the more uncomfortable it is, and she is very afraid, she doesn't think about what she did, in the end she still talks about her son as her own property, and doesn't treat him as an independent person, so she will ignore his feelings, and has been willful, and has been saying that his mother loves him is like this, The woman is full of remorse, of course, it can't be because of a quarrel with a man, she is now uncomfortable in addition to regretting not taking care of her son is uncomfortable that she is not ruthless enough, and now the cheap man doesn't know which cheap woman's bed he is lying on, he really hates to death now, being ashamed and being trampled on as a woman, maybe Hajiu has a little bit of jealousy in her heart, she still wants the man to die, but at this time, she obviously has no time to care about the dog man, she raised and even looked at the nanny, The voice was soft, and he said: "I remember what you said, I will be very careful in the future, I want to try to accidentally forget and ask you to help, take the young master away, no matter what, I don't want him to be hurt, because no one can hurt him." Not even me. ”
The nanny nodded, answered, and then turned around and left very interestingly, leaving enough space for the woman to think independently, this bed is very large, even if it is a ten-year-old boy who is on it, there is still a lot of space, let their mother and son enjoy this rare peace. The woman looked at the door closed, and then the slippers lay on her son's fat New Year's greetings, she didn't take off her clothes, looking at her sleeping son in the dream is still very uneasy, her heart hurts slightly, gently patted the young man's shoulder, covered him with the quilt, and then looked at him with her head, the young man's handsome face inherited the excellent genes of her and which cheap man, no matter how you look at it, it is a very good-looking face, it looks good when you are a child, and it looks even better when you grow up, and the woman can laugh out loud when she thinks about her son when he grows up, She curled the corners of her lips, and saw that the tenderness that had just been in the heart of the young man's tightly closed eyes had all disappeared, it was all his fault, she didn't even find out about her son's strangeness early, think about it carefully, such things seem to have happened a lot, but today I found out that if I didn't stop the loss in time, I didn't know that my son's young heart still thought that his parents didn't love him.
It would be very bad if he left a shadow, the woman's eyes darkened, in fact, she knew, the old nanny, the family conditions were not too good, twenty or thirty years older than her, she was already a person of the last century, at that time she was still the second child in the family, of course, she was wronged a lot since the ancient two, but this poor, not as good-looking as a woman her, but she met the right person at the right time, so she survived with peace of mind, there were two children, a boy and a girl, The appearance is larger than his parents, and he is very smart, every time he drives a car to pick him up from work at night, his mother looks like a business person, and the car he drives is not too good or bad, and occasionally when he sees her, his eyes are also very light, and he treats ordinary people like that, and he doesn't grovel to her boss because his mother works here, after all, the old lady just can't stay idle and go around, and she doesn't have time to come out to find something to do, so it doesn't matter if she offends her or scolds her when she is not bad at all. Such a man brought his wife to pick up his mother, and in the back of the car sat his unmarried sister, there were only four of them, but they seemed to have the whole world.
Obviously there is not much money, after all, the car is not as good as the one in her garage, but the woman wants to cry very much, extremely a little want to go crazy, they didn't say anything very sensational, just a greeting on weekdays, tell each other what they did today, a family is waiting to go to his mother to go to someone else's house What fun happened, of course, no matter what the mother said, their family is very interested, everyone is trying their best to make the old lady happy, during the day she is his nanny, When she comes home in the evening, she is the treasure of the family.
Such a familiar feeling, this is a place full of fireworks, such a bland but really enviable feelings make the eyes of the woman standing at the bottom of the stairs complicated, if she marries an ordinary person, maybe there will be no such thing, she can also be married to her children, and live the rest of her life smoothly, but she really wants to give up such a superior life to be an ordinary person, and she gave up after two minutes of entanglement, of course, she still chooses the current life, Give her another chance to say the same, no matter what, it is only when her stomach is full that she has the strength to speak, after all, even if she can't give the boy a happy family, at least she can give him all the superior life in the future, she and her son lost these fireworks lives, but also in exchange for the life that those teenagers don't know, he doesn't need to struggle in the future, even if he doesn't do anything but sleep every day, she has no opinion.
That's what is all about.
Women are really difficult to serve, women have watched for a long time, after thinking clearly about what life to choose for themselves, they gave up their envy of the heart, or do their own good, even if she is a woman who is grumpy and always unreasonable, she is still qualified and has the money to make trouble, it has always been like this, women are also used to the habit of spending money lavishly, and they are really not used to it, so they simply don't change, but they are far from willing to beie.
The woman looked at this as a young man, quietly looking, it didn't seem to have a slight resemblance to his dead ghost father except for his face, the woman looked at him or reached out and pinched his face, sure enough, she continued to inherit her good qualities, the woman looked at the young man, and her eyes were full of joy overflowing.
This is her son.
It's her baby.
She will teach him well, she will treat him as an adult to hand over the building, she will love him well, let him open up well, anyway, his dead ghost father doesn't care, she is okay like this, a man can't rely on his son. The woman thought so, and then closed her eyes and fell asleep.
Outside the window, the stars were shining, and the two of them were lying on the bed, which was probably the closest time for the mother and son.
The nanny has changed her clothes and is waiting for her son at the bottom, and soon comes, the same time as before, these months, has never been late, the nanny looked at the suit to open the door for her, handed her her favorite pastry and asked her softly if she was happy today, B nanny smiled faintly, she remembered the mother and son, and felt how she was so lucky to meet her husband.