Shi Sheng took the elevator to the 7th floor.

The elevator door opened, and the intensive care unit was separated by layers of glass, and in each intensive care room lay a person, full of tubes, and struggled to hold on to the oxygen cylinder.

"Hello Miss, who are you looking for?" A nurse wearing a mask asked Shi Sheng.

"I'm looking for Gu Qingyue."

"Mr. Gu, come here." Shi Sheng followed closely behind the nurse.

"When you come to us, you have to disinfect first, for fear that the bacteria will infect these patients again, they are too vulnerable." The nurse took out the disinfectant as she spoke, and handed Shi Sheng a set of sterilized disposable plastic clothes by the way.

Shi Sheng put on his clothes, and immediately saw Gu Qingyue, feeling a little apprehensive.

The nurse took Shi Sheng to a door, "Mr. Gu is inside, wait for you to go in and try to be as quiet as possible, so as not to affect the patient's rest." ”

As she spoke, the nurse pushed the door open.

In the ward, Gu Qingyue was put on an oxygen mask, with a thick needle in his hand, and a bag of red liquid hanging on the infusion stand next to him, and the sound of liquid dripping could be heard quietly in the ward.

"Gu Qingyue..."Shi Sheng called Gu Qingyue's name softly.

The man on the bed was motionless, lying there neatly.

"Gu Qingyue." Shi Sheng shouted again.

It's still a dead silence.

Shi Sheng walked to the bed and looked at the man lying on the bed, even though his face was a little pale, it still did not affect his handsome face.

"You used to look at me and smile, but now you can't even open your eyes." Shi Sheng thought of Gu Qingyue, whose eyes were like crescent moons when he always smiled before, and his eyes turned red.

"You used to hug me if I was a little sad, but now you can't even move your fingers." Shi Sheng knelt in front of Gu Qingyue's bed and held Gu Qingyue's hand, she put Gu Qingyue's hand to her mouth.

Shi Sheng's tears fell down, and although Shi Sheng cried sadly, Gu Qingyue still showed no signs of waking up.

The visit ended quickly, and the nurse knocked on the door, "Miss, the visiting time is over, and we have to ensure the patient's rest." ”

Shi Sheng nodded lightly and stood up, but his eyes did not leave Gu Qingyue's body at all.

"Gu Qingyue, you must wake up quickly." Shi Sheng could only pray in his heart.

"By the way, Miss Nurse, there's a little boy named Heixi, which ward is he in?"

"Hee-hee? We don't have a little boy named Hihi here. The nurse shook her head.

"No way, you must be mistaken." Shi Sheng desperately wanted to see his son.

"I might have been wrong before, but not this time." The nurse was sure, "Because there are no other children in the intensive care unit except for a few newborn premature babies." ”

"It's impossible, please look at the registered information and help me check if there is any." Shi Sheng was a little anxious, "I am the mother of this child, and he should have come to this hospital with me two months ago." ”

"Not even more so from two months ago." As she spoke, the nurse opened the computer file, which clearly recorded all the patient's information.

The nurse asked Shi Sheng to look at them one by one.

Shi Sheng looked at it for the first time, "Why not." ”

Then she looked at it again and still didn't, Shi Sheng was a little panicked, and after repeating it several times, there was no information about Xixi, not even his name.

Shi Sheng threw down the computer and flew to the nurse's station outside his ward to ask again, but except for the nurse who took care of him, everyone had seen Xi Xi and hadn't even heard of him.

Shi Sheng went back to the ward like crazy and pressed the emergency bell, and after a while, the nurse who took care of Shi Sheng pushed the door and entered the room.

"Where's my son?" Shi Sheng got straight to the point.

"Didn't you say you're still in a coma." The nurse turned her back to Shi Sheng and began to tinker with the useless instruments.

"Don't lie to me, he's not there at all!" Shi Sheng reached out and grabbed Miss Nurse's wrist, and the sudden pain made Miss Nurse turn her head to face Shi Sheng.

"Please, tell me where the hell is Hee-hee." Shi Sheng's eyes suddenly filled with tears, she pleaded with the nurse, she wanted to get the truth.

Miss Nurse didn't plan to hide it anymore when she saw Shi Sheng's appearance, "After finding Gu Qingyue by the river two months ago, three more people were salvaged from the river, and two of the three people were still breathing weakly, one was you, the other was Mr. Gu Qingyue's aunt, and a child.... ”

The nurse didn't finish speaking, but her eyes were red, Shi Sheng held the nurse's hand tightly, she was too nervous.

"He's so pitiful, he was gnawed by a fish beyond recognition when he was salvaged, and he has... Already—" Miss Nurse sobbed.

"It's too late, there's no breathing." Thinking of the child's tragic condition, the nurse felt distressed.

Suddenly, the world went blank, and all the sounds seemed to be far, far away from Shi Sheng.

"Xi Xi is dead..."Shi Sheng's mind was full of this sentence.

"My son is dead." Shi Sheng sat at the head of the bed with his whole body paralyzed, "Only my son died..."

Shi Sheng couldn't stand the bad news, she had just woken up and was very weak, and she fainted again.

After a few days and nights, Shi Sheng's consciousness began to accept information from the outside world, she heard the doctor come again and again, the electrocardiogram was measured again and again, Gu Qingyue's mother also came, and she cried breathlessly in front of Shi Sheng's bed.

But Shi Sheng didn't want to care about them, and he didn't want to open his eyes, "Isn't it good to sleep like this?" In Shi Sheng's subconscious, he refused to recover.

She didn't want to face the world.

"But if she can't wake up, there is no way to confirm whether the child she rescued that day is her son." Shi Sheng was in a daze and heard the nurse asking the doctor, "There is no way to cure these with medicine, and the patient himself is unwilling to wake up, so he can only wait slowly." ”

"I... Can you still see Heehi? Their conversation caught Shi Sheng's attention, and she wanted to see Xi Xi one last time.

Shi Sheng tried hard, but his eyes couldn't be opened like glue, and his limbs couldn't use any strength.

Shi Sheng tried countless times, and with perseverance, his fingers could finally move.

A few minutes later, Shi Sheng opened his eyes again, and the sudden light pierced his eyes, and Shi Sheng subconsciously covered his eyes.

"Hmm." Shi Sheng found that his head was in pain like an explosion, and he couldn't help but snort softly.

Shi Sheng pressed the bell next to him, and after a while, the nurse came in.

"You're finally awake." The nurse looked at Shi Sheng with satisfaction.

"Hmm." Shi Sheng didn't have any extra strength, "Can I still see my son?" ”

"That little boy has already been buried that day, if you want to see it, there are photos of that time that can be shown to you, and you can identify whether it is your child by the way."

"Photos are fine." This is the only way Shi Sheng can see Xixi's last side.

The nurse brought a few photos and warned Shi Sheng, "If you want to see it, you have to learn to stabilize your emotions by yourself, otherwise your body may really not be able to hold on." ”

Shi Sheng nodded slightly, and stretched out his hand to ask the nurse for a photo.

In the photo, a little boy is lying on the ground, his face is bruised and purple from the river water, there are pitted places on his face that have been gnawed out by fish, large pieces of skin are turned out, leaking out the bloody flesh inside, and the rest is a large area of swelling and bruising, and he can't tell where the facial features are on one face, Shi Sheng can't believe that this is the lively Xixi.

His small hands were clenched, his usually white and tender hands turned black and black, and the clothes on his body were also washed away by the river, leaving only a thin autumn coat attached to his body, and from the photo, you can see through the thin layer of clothes, Xixi's ribs are clearly visible.

Shi Sheng finally couldn't control it, and cried with a "wow".

Then a woman's miserable cry can be heard throughout the floor.

Shi Sheng saw the mole on Xi Xi's neck that was a bit like a triangle, and Shi Sheng knew very well that it was Xi Xi.

The days passed day by day, and Shi Sheng had not eaten or drunk for three days and three nights.

"Shi Sheng, if something happens to you again, what will I do." Gu's mother came to the hospital to take care of Shi Sheng.

Shi Sheng's eyes were hollow, and he sat motionless on the bed like a fool, "If you don't get up well, Mom will spend her whole life in guilt." ”

Gu's mother wiped her tears and took out a bowl of chicken soup from the thermos box, took a spoon and tested the temperature, and put it next to Shi Sheng's mouth, "Eat some, girl." ”

Suddenly, Shi Sheng pushed the bowl open to his mouth like crazy, and Gu's mother almost fell.

"You all go, don't leave me alone... You're all gone... You're all gone... Let's go..."Shi Sheng curled up in the corner of the bed with his legs in his arms, repeating this sentence over and over again, his head buried in his knees and trembling.

Seeing this, Gu's mother had no choice but to leave.

"If she continues like this, we may need to give her a tranquilizer." The doctor told Gu's mother, "She is too emotionally unstable, and she needs to be taken care of during this time so as not to do things that hurt herself." ”

"Okay, doctor, I will come to accompany her every day during this time, and find her the best psychiatrist by the way." Gu Mu sighed.

In the ward, Shi Sheng suddenly grabbed the quilt and covered himself, covering himself tightly, even covering his head inside.

"I want Xixi, I want Xixi..." Shi Sheng, who was inside the quilt, bit his big finger, and the blood was left on the snow-white sheets along the nails.

The sudden smell of blood made Shi Sheng a little sober, she looked at the broken finger that was bitten by herself, and the blood couldn't stop gushing out.

"It's said that ten fingers are connected to the heart, why don't I feel any pain at all." Shi Sheng's heart is empty, since he saw Xixi's photo that day, Shi Sheng has no heart to hurt.

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