Chapter Eighty-Four: Caught in Love—Anxious
The incident of being secretly photographed by Chen Gang passed without danger, although sometimes it was a little embarrassing to see Chen Gang again, but the two of them also tacitly agreed, and slowly there was no longer a holiday, and they returned to their previous state. During this period, Lu Xiaojing still maintained a warm contact with Liao Yifan, and also took the opportunity to date a few times, enjoying the beauty and comfort.
Unconsciously in winter, the hospital's department adjustment is also in full swing, as the first batch of adjustment departments, the obstetrics and gynecology department is divided into two, according to the plan setting, Lu Xiaojing was assigned to the gynecology department, and Zhao Xiaoyan, who returned from school, also became the leader of the obstetrics department after the separation. For this adjustment, Lu Xiaojing also went with the flow, and there was no war between the two women as speculated by the outside world, although it made everyone a little disappointed, but it made the relationship between Lu Xiaojing and Zhao Xiaoyan go to a higher level.
After the separation of the department, Lu Xiaojing was in charge of the work of gynecology, which was much easier than the original busy and busy, and she was also happy about it, first, she could spare more time to take care of her son and have more opportunities to reunite with her parents; The second is that he and Liao Yifan also have more room to get along.
In the past few days, Lu Xiaojing has really wanted to meet Liao Yifan again, and after carefully calculating the time, she has not seen each other for more than a month, and Lu Xiaojing can't help but have some expectations in her heart. So, she left a message with Liao Yifan on the Internet, saying, "Yifan, I miss you again, if it's convenient for me to go and see you one day!" ”。
According to the past practice, Lu Xiaojing's message Liao Yifan would reply quickly, so Lu Xiaojing looked at the phone expectantly and waited, but after a long time, Liao Yifan did not reply to her message. This made Lu Xiaojing a little disappointed, but she thought about it, "Maybe he is busy, and he must know how to understand-."
Thinking of this, Lu Xiaojing stood up and walked out of the office aimlessly with her mobile phone. Her office was not far from Zhao Xiaoyan's office, and at this moment, she saw Zhao Xiaoyan coming back in a white coat.
As soon as Zhao Xiaoyan saw Lu Xiaojing in the corridor, he asked, "Sister Lu, are you not on duty today?" Lu Xiaojing nodded hurriedly and said, "Well, not today, what about you?" Zhao Xiaoyan said, "I didn't just have a temporary operation, and I'm not actually on duty today!" As she spoke, Zhao Xiaoyan pushed the door of her office open.
Then she said to Lu Xiaojing, "Sister Lu, since you're not busy today, come and sit with me, we haven't had a good chat for many days!" As soon as Lu Xiaojing heard Zhao Xiaoyan say this, she was idle anyway, so she simply followed Zhao Xiaoyan into her office.
Zhao Xiaoyan boiled a pot of boiling water, took out a disposable cup to make tea for Lu Xiaojing, and after finishing his work, Zhao Xiaoyan sat opposite Lu Xiaojing. She stared at Lu Xiaojing and looked at it carefully, Lu Xiaojing was a little numb by her, so she said, "What are you doing here, don't you know each other, or are you a prisoner?" ”。
Zhao Xiaoyan immediately smiled and said, "Sister Lu, what good things have you done recently, I look at you very well, and I always feel that you are younger and more beautiful than the previous two years!" People say that people are in good spirits when they are happy, I think you must have encountered a good thing that makes you feel relieved and happy, if you don't tell me about it, maybe you can also give me some inspiration or something! ”。
Lu Xiaojing listened to Zhao Xiaoyan say this, and couldn't help but feel beautiful in her heart, she knew that she had become very happy because of the nourishment of love for a while, and her work was not so nervous, so she was refreshed, with these two blessings, could her complexion be bad? But Lu Xiaojing thought so in her heart, but her mouth was full of indifference, she said, "Where, an old woman in her 40s, how can she still have any complexion, you just make me happy!" ”。
Zhao Xiaoyan replied disappreciatively, "Sister Lu, you just don't want to share it with me, don't say it, I know, people say that women in love are the most beautiful, I think you and your brother-in-law must have returned to a glue-like state, that's why you are so beautiful and moving!" Lu Xiaojing knew what Zhao Xiaoyan meant, and couldn't help but blush, she scolded Zhao Xiaoyan, the two people and women just said a word, and I teased and chatted with each other, looking intimate and harmonious.
At this time, Lu Xiaojing suddenly remembered something, and asked Zhao Xiaoyan in a somewhat curious tone, "Hey, I heard that you and Dean Chen Jiashu graduated from the same school, and you still have intersections in school, right?" Zhao Xiaoyan glanced at Lu Xiaojing and said, "Why, do you also believe what they said?" ”。
Lu Xiaojing smiled and said, "Haha, I think it's true, you guys look like a good match!" Zhao Xiaoyan listened to Lu Xiaojing's words, her face was also a little pale, she said, "Well, in fact, sometimes it's just creation and making people, and some things are not arbitrary!" ”。 Seeing the change in Zhao Xiaoyan's expression, Lu Xiaojing seemed to have guessed something, so she looked at Zhao Xiaoyan with some expectation.
Zhao Xiaoyan continued, "I did have a story with him, when he was two levels higher than me, and our graduate students were still the same supervisor, because we usually had more contact, we had a relationship and established a romantic relationship!" Hearing this, Lu Xiaojing opened her mouth in surprise, she didn't expect this rumor to be true, it seems that there is really no groundless rumor.
So, Lu Xiaojing continued to ask, "Then why didn't you come together?" Zhao Xiaoyan looked a little lost at this time, she looked at the ceiling and said, "It's all fate, and I blame myself for not fighting for it!" Then Lu Xiaojing said, "After graduating from graduate school, he was admitted to study abroad in Germany, and I continued to study in my laboratory. Originally, after I graduated from graduate school, I would also prepare to go to Germany to study for a PhD, so that we could be together! ”。
When Lu Xiaojing heard this, she asked puzzledly, "What about later?" Zhao Xiaoyan glanced at her, "Later, after I graduated, my family forced me to go home and did not support me to go abroad, and under the pressure of my parents, I gave up the idea of going abroad to reunite with him, which is equivalent to giving up on him!" ”。
Lu Xiaojing felt unreasonable, she said, "I feel that with your character, it is difficult for you to be influenced by others!" On this issue, how do you say that you give up and give up? I don't feel like it's your style! Zhao Xiaoyan smiled bitterly, "Haha, in fact, you all think highly of me, I am a person who is cold and arrogant on the outside and fragile on the inside, under the persuasion of my parents at that time, I have no opinion, so I obeyed-".
Lu Xiaojing couldn't help but feel sour in her heart, she felt sorry for the fact that this good marriage could not achieve a positive result, so she asked again, "Did he also give up?" Zhao Xiaoyan said, "He has never given up, and he is still single!" Lu Xiaojing seemed to understand everything, she said, "He came here completely for you, right?" ”。
At this time, Zhao Xiaoyan's eyes looked a little sad, and she choked back her tears, she said, "I owe him, but this is the arrangement of fate, I am already a woman with a family, and I have fallen once, I sometimes really hope that everything in front of me is not true, but I have no way to make him die!" ”。
Zhao Xiaoyan spoke, tears also flowed down her cheeks, seeing this, Lu Xiaojing's heart was also a little broken, she really didn't understand why there are so many crazy men and women in this world, why do you have to work hard and fly apart, Zhao Xiaoyan is like this, how can she not, thinking of this, Lu Xiaojing doesn't feel sad from it-
Zhao Xiaoyan and Chen Jiashu's experience is very complicated, far higher than the difficulty of herself and Liao Yifan, although Lu Xiaojing is very sympathetic, but she doesn't know where they should go, so she persuaded Zhao Xiaoyan from the perspective of women's sympathy not to think so much, everything will fall into place-
After listening to her persuasion, Zhao Xiaoyan also stopped his sadness, smiled with tears, and said, "Well, regardless of him, even if the flood is monstrous in the future, what can I do, it doesn't matter!" Later, the two chatted about some other topics, and Lu Xiaojing said goodbye to Zhao Xiaoyan and returned to her office.
After Lu Xiaojing sat down, she picked up her mobile phone to read Liao Yifan's reply, but the result disappointed her once, Liao Yifan still did not reply to her, which made Lu Xiaojing a little anxious, she wanted to call Liao Yifan, but she was afraid that he would be inconvenient, so she paced around the office and was restless.
In this way, Lu Xiaojing waited for a whole day, and finally saw the message sent by Liao Yifan when she was about to get off work, "I'm sorry, I have something to do today, and I can't reply to you in time!" Lu Xiaojing was both excited and nervous the moment she saw this message, and she thought: What can he do?
So with concern and doubts, Lu Xiaojing sent another message, "Ao, is there anything you need me to help with?" She hoped that Liao Yifan could tell her as soon as possible, but when she got off work, Liao Yifan did not reply, so Lu Xiaojing fell into loss and uneasiness.
After getting off work, she drove home, because she had been thinking about Liao Yifan, causing her to run a red light unknowingly, and the moment she broke through, Lu Xiaojing was scared into a cold sweat, and she asked herself: What's wrong, is this trapped by love?
In order to calm her mood, Lu Xiaojing drove the car to a parking lot and stopped, she told herself: Liao Yifan has something, don't interfere too much, it's not good for him and herself, she is a mature woman, she should know the trade-offs, especially when she returns home, she can't show her emotions, it's not fair to the child and Wu Qiming!!
After a period of adjustment, Lu Xiaojing felt that her mood had calmed down a lot, so she started the car and drove home-