Neither of them spoke, and time passed quietly.

"Alright."

In the end, Ah Yan reminded her, and she came back to her senses and got up in a hurry: "I'll go upstairs first to see if I owe it." ”

After that, she ran away.

She went to the nursery, and the child was asleep.

As the world grows, his face slowly grows, and his small nose and eyes are very similar to Wen Yan, which is simply carved out of a mold.

After she closed the window, she went to Ah Yan's bedroom.

To be precise, this is Wen Yan's bedroom.

As soon as they entered, they were all familiar, even if they hadn't come back for more than half a year.

The color of the curtains, the greenery of the balcony, the books on the simple bookshelves......

It was all designed by himself, just like the bachelor apartment in the imperial capital.

Simple plain, elegant and chic, not at all like a person doing business, nor like a person socializing at the wine table.

"Huanhuan."

At this moment, a kind voice came from behind him.

Her heart trembled, and she immediately turned around, thinking that what she saw was Ah Yan, but she didn't want to ......

It's fantasy.

She knew very well that everything in front of her was false, because she missed it too much and couldn't let it go, so she allowed him to appear again and again.

He stood behind him, wearing a clean white shirt, and looked clean and cheerful.

"You're here, Wen Yan."

"You miss me, I'll come out, I've always been in your heart, haven't I?"

Wen Yan stepped forward and stroked her cheek.

"Don't cry, I'll feel sorry to see you cry."

He wiped her tears, she hurriedly wiped them, kept shaking her head, and said, "Don't cry, it's a happy thing to see you." Me and ...... Ah Yan is getting married, I thought I would either die alone in this life, or I would become your bride, but I didn't expect ......"

"Why don't you love Ah Yan, he's not me, but after all, he's also a part of me, isn't he?"

"The soul is not the same......"

"What's the difference?"

"The man I love is not good at words, we all have bitterness in our hearts, we all have a knife, and we all stab ourselves, but we still greet each other with a smile and pretend to be fine. We say that we don't love each other, but in fact we love each other to death and live, and we just torture ourselves and each other. ”

"I've been through so much with him that I can't replace him with a different person. Experience, emotion, irreplaceable. When in danger, he rushed to me as soon as possible. He would keep climbing over the wall, just to take care of me when I was sick. He would look at me blushing and shy, and he would refuse all women's overtures. He would cook for me, even if he had trouble with me, he was afraid that I would go hungry. ”

"I can't give these experiences to another person, even if they are exactly the same."

"However, I'm gone, I can't hug you anymore and give you warmth, but Ah Yan can."

"No...... It's different, you can leave me, you can't push me into someone else's arms! ”

She wept incessantly and clutched his hand tightly.

Ah Yan stood outside the door, seeing clearly, she was talking to the air alone.

He leaned his back against the wall, and suddenly a sense of powerlessness came over him.

At this moment, Gu Gu came out.

He came back with Bai Huanhuan, and Wen Yiqing rushed over when he got the news, in order to personally handle his marriage, which could be regarded as his own compensation for Wen Yan.

Gu Gu also came back, and this time he had to be a flower girl.

She knew very well that she had two uncles.

The eldest uncle is very gentle, wears gold-wire glasses, is a road idiot, and will faint blood.

The second uncle has a bad temper and is not kind to them, but she knows that the second uncle is also a good person.

She held the doll, rubbed her eyes, and ran over to pull his hand.

"Uncle, what's wrong with you?"

"It's fine."

"What is my aunt doing in there? Why are you crying? Who is she talking to? ”

"And your uncle."

"Uncle? Didn't the eldest uncle disappear? ”

"She can still see it, and only she can see it in the whole world."

"Second uncle doesn't want her to see it, right? You also like your aunt, and you want to be with your aunt. But, you can't. It's like I really want to be with my dad, but I know that my dad doesn't love mom and loves someone else, so dad won't come back. My aunt likes my uncle, you like my aunt, and you can't be together, can you? ”

"So, love...... This thing is weird, it's a leprechaun, it tortures people. ”

Ah Yan heard the childish words and rubbed her head.

"Are you in pain then?"

"Yes, Dad can't be with me, of course I'm not happy. But my mother doesn't complain, and I don't complain. Since they are destined not to reconcile, if I were to choose someone, I would definitely choose my mother. When I think about it, I am already very happy when I have a mother. You think, although my aunt doesn't love you, but ...... You're better than your uncle, you can be by your aunt's side, can't you? ”

When Ah Yan heard this, his body was stunned.

He never thought deeply about this question.

Originally...... Wen Yan got Bai Huanhuan's heart, and she got her person.

Although, it is not fair or unfair.

Wen Yan occupied this body for twenty-six years.

And he is going to occupy the remaining decades.

What is he complaining about?

is already a crippled personality, but with so much, he should be content.

"Gu Gu, thank you, I don't seem to be so uncomfortable."

"Then my uncle got up quickly, and it was cold on the ground. Besides, I still have something to ask my uncle! Tomorrow...... Can you take me to a parent-child event, I want that prize. The same toy as my teddy bear, I want to find a companion for it. ”

"Why don't you call your mother?"

"Mom and Dad want to participate together, Mom doesn't want to find Dad for this little thing. She said that since the two of them are separated, they should be chic. I can't embarrass my mother, and besides, my mother will be sad to see my father, like ...... You look at my aunt the same. ”

"Okay, for your sake of comforting me, I'll bring your aunt to it tomorrow."

"That's a word, you can't goof!"

Gu Gu hooked him seriously and hanged himself, and then returned to the room satisfied.

Ah Yan got up, Bai Huanhuan had already come to his senses, and sat on the ground and curled himself tightly into a ball.

He let out a breath of turbidity and went in to clean up the mess left by "Wen Yan".

He handed over the tissue and said, "If you see things and think about people, this room is for you to live in, I can find a guest room at will." ”

"He's not here."

"He's in your heart, where you are, where he's there, isn't he? If you don't forget it, he won't disappear. He will be in your sight anytime and anywhere and will tell you what is going on in your heart. Are you talking to Wen Yan, or are you asking yourself in your heart? ”

"Are you looking at Wen Yan, or is it another you?"

Ah Yan said in a deep voice.

Bai Huanhuan was at a loss.

These words kept circling in my mind and lasted for a long time.

Wen Yan...... Is it your inner self?

What she can't get over is the news of Wen Yan's death, or the self in her heart, she is too obsessed and unwilling to let go.

It's not so much that she doesn't want to let go of Wen Yan, but that she can't forgive herself and refuses to let herself go......