44 into the tower
Later, I still came out to meet the old fairy.
Because that nosy haha fairy is also here. Regardless of the occasion, he laughed as soon as he came, and always said something like "the girl is big, disobedient" and the like, which is very face-wrenching. Anyway, I'm in Tushi Palace, and I'm a person who is just facing Taishang Laojun, and so many little fairies under his hands can't obey me. As a result, as soon as Dongshanjun came, he exposed my old bottom and made a lot of noise, and he didn't save me face at all. I'm going to stay in the pot and keep silent, don't the little fairies outside all have to think I'm a girl and stop obeying me?
So I had to come out and tell him to shut up.
Then he sniffed and said to the old fairy, my aunt was trapped in the Tushi Palace, and she beat the old man half to death, and she couldn't hold it anymore, why didn't you save her?
Lao Xian'er and Dongshanjun were very confused, and the others were also confused and didn't know what I was talking about. I had to take out my diary and say that my aunt was very miserable. also said that I don't think she has any intention of retreating at all, and most likely she will die in the hands of the bad old man in Tushi Palace. The old fairy's expression was very complicated, and she didn't speak.
Then Dongshan-kun, who was miserable, saw me crying with a diary, not to comfort me, and laughed. laughed so much that everyone looked at him, and then said disapplausively: "That girl in Jiuli is a drama spirit!" The great credit of sesame seeds will be blown into the sky. It's hard to get back to the main master of the Tushi Palace, so you can't blow it to death? ”
I think what Higashiyama-kun said is not unreasonable.
Because my dad also said that fighting is one thing, and building momentum is also very important. If you want to do big things, you can't just fight and not publicize. Of course, if you can only publicize and can't do anything, that's too much. More than enough is too much. So it's still a fight at all. My aunt is very good at beating me and seeing it, but has she overdone it? And so on –
I found out that something was wrong, and held up the diary and retorted: "You can see clearly, this is her own diary, who is she blowing it to?" ”
Dongshanjun still didn't think so, and glanced at the old fairy first-there was a lot of information. Then he looked back at the diary in my hand, and said while haha: "I said that the girl is a drama spirit, what is a drama spirit?" The drama spirit is, if you are ruthless, you can even lie to yourself! Don't believe it, I bet with you, in her diary, there is absolutely no mention of the rout that she can't fight! ”
I don't dare bet on him.
I've been in my diary for a long time, and I've seen with my own eyes that if you look at actual battle damage, the old witch has died more than a hundred times. But in the diary, she is still fighting, which shows that there are indeed some exaggerations.
I have a feeling of being deceived, and I felt guilty because I misunderstood the old witch, but I didn't expect this guilt to be deceived too! Alas, the world is too complicated, and I, a simple and kind little monster, can't resist it at all. Moreover, it is okay to be deceived by sunspots and goldfinches. But my aunt, an old witch who has been dead for more than 600 years, also tried to deceive me. This world is so unfair to me, why am I so difficult!
Now I want to cry even more. I feel that everything in this world is fake, even relatives who are related by blood, or the kind who are scattered and die thoroughly, come to lie to me! If you can't get love, even if you can't get love, family affection is unreliable. Since there is no sincerity in the world, then I might as well cultivate with my Liuhe Pagoda and Dragon Scales! What are these living people doing? Looking for anger?
Hum! Swindler! It's all liars!
I got angry, got back into the broken pot and buckled the lid myself. Then the diary in his left hand and the dragon scales in his right hand were big, and they entered the Liuhe Pagoda together. There is no time in the Liuhe Tower, and here, as long as I don't want to go out, no one can let me go out.
I decided to practice hard here.
The dragon scales have the power of the ice fountain, and there is also the Samadhi True Fire outside the tower, so I can cultivate both water and fire. Daddy used to teach us that we can only practice one thing at a time, so as not to be greedy and chew too much, and it is easy to go crazy. I used to believe in him, and he was as obedient as a puppet. But today I decided to rebel. Anyway, my aunt lied to me first, even if I really went crazy, some people took the blame.
What's more, I don't think my talent has been fully developed at all, and small things like water and fire cultivation won't hurt me. Don't forget, I'm a genius in my mother's mouth, the object of admiration of the children of the Ten Thousand Demon Mountains, how can I go crazy so easily?
Kuroko is in love with his sister, I and me, I really hate it!
I don't know anything about what it's like out there, and I don't care at all. I just think that I have never been so in tune with the Liuhe Pagoda. Whatever I think and need, it knows right away and always helps me adjust to my best in an instant.
There is no time in the Liuhe Tower. In other words, time here is at my disposal. Therefore, the cultivation outside the tower is not at all the same order of magnitude as here. Here, I can merge the state of the previous moment with the blood of the next second. Hands, feet, ears, eyes, ......, all the organs and senses of the body, can be used separately; It can also be all in one; Not even selfless.
I can be in the fire at once, the hottest, hottest cluster of flames. It can also be the coldest and most chilling ice core in the ice fountain. I can be me; It can't be that it's not me. I can be everything; Everything can be me.
I can also be Kuroko's sister.
I saw myself in his eyes. His eyes were so beautiful, like the ice fountain of the Unbounded Mountain. The ice and snow are melting, and the water is still cool; But being illuminated by the spring sun, the whole sun melts into it, and it is warm. It was bright again, as if all the stars in the sky rested in it. I'm in it too.
Why can't I rest in it?
I like him so much, I like him to the point that I can't bear to let his lover sister die, isn't it enough? Why doesn't he like me too? I don't want all the stars in his eyes to give me, just one is enough. There are thousands of them, and I only need one, just one, is it too much?
I've heard from my predecessors that the love of youkai comes easily. As long as you smile or blink at someone, they will willingly give you their heart. This is not said by my senior, but by my sister. But when she said this, the vixen and the snake spirit were also there, and they both nodded, which showed that this was true.
But I don't know why, I smiled at Kuroko so many times that my eyes were tired, and he still wouldn't like me. I don't understand, is it not as charming as those who give birth to dolls directly?
However, it is clear that my grandparents, my father, my aunt, my sister, and my younger brother are all very successful. Their love road is not bumpy at all, and they have a loved one early, so they can do great things when they should do big things, and those who are willing to enjoy happiness can enjoy happiness without worries.
It's just me, more than 600 years old, and I can't achieve anything except practice. It's all because love is unsatisfactory, so I don't have the heart to do big things.
Alas, what the hell is this thing about love, it's almost dragging me to death, it's really annoying!