A year is not too long to say, not too short, but it is enough to change a person's ambition and make him mature. Here, Xiao Lai feels a sense of rebirth. Here, she became more aware of the path she was going to take, and it also made her bond with the person she loved the most in her life, which can be described as her most proud.

You must know that she really experienced the devastation of the college entrance examination and the tempering of the postgraduate entrance examination, which sublimated her knowledge and thoughts to a certain height. This year in the compound taught her how to summarize herself during the trough and how to choose her future.

It is precisely through what others have not walked and has endured the tests that others have not withheld, so she has always been clear about what she wants her dream to be. However, this dream still has to go through a long learning process.

Some people suddenly understand after middle age that they don't know what their ideals are and what their principles are, and in the end, they get nothing.

It is to see these practical problems, therefore, from the first day of college, Xiao Lai has been strict with himself, everything must adhere to the principle of "excellence", only to do anything to the extreme, can he know what his ideal is.

If a person adheres to his principles for a long time, he will also be exhausted, and even sluggish and depressed. At this stage, if she can meet a very good leader, then she will definitely be able to pick herself up and continue her journey. This may be the most popular understanding of the so-called "strong when it is strong".

If you are not a stunned young man, if you still have a little clear judgment, you will definitely be able to make yourself a considerable improvement in a short period of time.

It was precisely because of the high requirements and high standards of this publishing unit that Xiao Lai made up his mind to enter this cultural industry. It fits her way of doing things very well and she was able to adapt to her new role very quickly.

On Monday morning, Xiao Lai simply packed up, picked up a bag and went out. She was going to report to get acquainted with the working environment.

It's a bit early, and along the way, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant. After getting out of the car, Xiao Lai walked on the road, with cheerful steps, confined in the compound for a long time, never felt the breath of the flow of people, and felt a little isolated from the world. Fortunately, she came out in time, otherwise she would have been there for a long time.

New work, new beginnings. Working with Xiaolai are a group of young people, most of whom are born in the 90s. All of them are very lively and cheerful, and Xiao Lai is infected by the working atmosphere here.

The morning meeting was the most impressive. The colleagues were all in high spirits, and the slogans were very exciting. Xiao Lai just came, a little embarrassed, I wanted to stand in the corner and be quiet, but I didn't expect to be named by the leader. She said hello to everyone embarrassedly and briefly introduced herself.

There are mostly boys, and the office is small, but everyone has their place. Xiao Lai was arranged in the most marginal position, and the morning was used to feel the working environment and go through the entry procedures.

In the afternoon, the leader began to explain the specific work content to Xiaolai. From applying for a work account to being familiar with manuscript programming, Xiao Lai has carefully made records.

The dissertation on Chinese medicine is not difficult for her, after all, she has still studied a course for a year, and the most important thing is to revise and write. This is the core work, and Xiaolai needs to concentrate on sorting out the work process carefully.

When it was time to get off work, Xiao Lai was a little busy. A colleague took her to the dormitory, arranged accommodation, and explained some precautions, and Xiaolai was ready to move.

After finding a wet wipe, wiping the bed clean, and going out with a colleague with a key, Xiao Lai took the car back to the compound. She had to pack her bags as quickly as she could.

She sorted out all the bags of clothes together, picked a few unwanted ones, left them in the dormitory, and let others take them if they needed them.

Packed up, it was almost ten o'clock in the evening. Xiaolai's things are not too much, but they are relatively heavy, and they need to be carried in two trips. She first carried a bag of beds and hurried to the car.

Everyone was about to fall asleep, and Xiao Lai was still on the road, like a snail, carrying his luggage little by little. The starry sky at night is not so bright, but under the street lamps, people can be seen in the light.

She was actually a little scared, but she still hurried forward, not daring to walk in the night, and not daring to take the trail, so it took a long time to go back and forth.

At that time, there was no ofo, and Xiaolai didn't find the bus stop sign, so he moved over in a daze. Back in the new dormitory, she didn't dare to ask for help, so she gently pushed open the door, put her luggage on the ground, and hurried back.

This night, destined to run around, destined to be tired, I was sweating, and my courage became bigger.

She ran all the way until she realized that the bus had stopped. There is no way, she still has to go back to the compound, she needs to rest, this day is too tiring.

Just when she didn't know what to do, the last train sped by. She didn't hesitate to get into the car, picked an empty seat, and sat down with a snort, panting, too tired.

After a busy day, Xiao Lai didn't bother to look at his mobile phone, and found that there were a lot of text messages and missed calls. When she opened it, it turned out to be the boy's, she smiled bitterly and replied, "I'm busy, I didn't see it." Ignoring her phone, she just wanted to get back to her dorm room as soon as possible to rest along the way.

Unexpectedly, the mobile phone kept vibrating, and when I took it out, I saw that the boy actually called, she hesitated for a while, but she still answered, and told the other party that she was moving and was rushing back. The boy was quite concerned about her, and asked her over and over again if she had arrived. It wasn't until she fell asleep that the other party stopped.

Actually, this boy is still very kind, and he is also very good to Xiao Lai. It's just that Xiao Lai is a little absent-minded and hasn't made up his mind. This made the boy very passive all the time.

The heart is not strong enough than the sky, and the flowing water has no intention of loving the heart.

People are worse than flowers, and sometimes there is no doubt in life.

Xiao Lai also thought that if she entered into marriage with him, she might regret it at some point, because she didn't love this person and couldn't accept it, but the other party was really good, especially to her, very good. If she wants the stars in the sky, he may also satisfy her, but Xiao Lai does not belong to the kind of girl who loves to be coquettish and compare, giving people an atmospheric feeling, so, so far, no one can hold her.

This may be fate, he and her are destined to be together. The boy's infatuation and Xiao Lai's arrogance and indifference made this rare fate end without a problem.

What can't be carried away by the years is a person's prejudice, and no matter how much time flies and time passes, it cannot change a person's old paranoid concepts.