94 Accept the torture of the soul
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care, but the days still have to go on as usual. The work that should be done, the manuscript should be read or continued, Xiaolai always has a busy manuscript.
After work, I don't know what to eat, Xiao Lai has been ordering takeout recently, and I want to vomit when I eat. There was a thick pile of manuscripts on the table, and this was the amount of work she had to complete tonight.
I really didn't have anything to eat, so I cooked some red dates and rice porridge casually, and I just had a cake and made it up for dinner. For a while, Xiao Lai didn't contact Su much
Finish.
It's not that I don't want to, but I feel that I can't deal with such a boy anymore, and I may hurt myself at any time. The dormitory was very chaotic, because there were a lot of people, Xiaolai didn't rest well, so he could only keep reading and reviewing.
A text message suddenly came in the mobile phone, Xiao Lai took the mobile phone and looked at it, and quickly replied.
"Did you sleep?" su
In the middle of the night, harassing text messages again.
"Well, thank you, don't contact me again in the future, goodbye!" Xiao Lai is unwilling to fall into this intricate four-cornered love again.
"Why?"
"You should know better than anyone else, don't ask me that question again, okay?"
"I don't understand!"
"Whatever you want, bye!"
"Is there time on Saturday? Have a meal together? ”
"I don't have time, and if you came to me because of my junior sister, I'm sorry, you found the wrong person!"
"Nope!"
"People sometimes have to make a draft first when they lie, okay?"
"No, don't believe it!"
"Men sometimes have to be responsible, don't always shirk responsibility!"
"You say yes, yes!"
"Then why are you still contacting me? Not sure? Can't put it down? How can it be? How could you care about my business? ”
"I'm going on a business trip, so I'll treat you to a meal by the way!"
"I'm sorry, I'm not available!"
"I'm free on Saturday afternoon, come to the school to look for you, okay?"
"I have a few questions that I would like to ask you, can you answer me truthfully? After asking, you decide if you want to contact me again, okay! ”
"Well, you ask!"
"The first question, to ask weakly, why is no one willing to accompany you and care about you when you are frustrated?"
"No one likes me all the time!"
"The second question, why do you have so many girlfriends around you when you are famous?"
"Maybe I met it!"
"The third question, if you weren't the current you, would those juniors and sisters around you still be so persistent in contacting you?"
"No, never!"
"The fourth question, look back, are the brothers around you very similar to you at the beginning? Why don't all of your juniors look down on them? ”
"No, I don't know!"
"Because they are the same as you at the beginning, they are not the objects of consideration by those junior sisters, they only care about whether you have the strength now, whether you meet their conditions, whether you are better than them, who cares about a boyfriend who is similar to themselves, or even not as good as themselves? They only care if you are worthy of yourself now! ”
"How is that possible?"
"The fifth question, to ask it weakly, do you think that you and her are love?"
"Never talked about it, okay?" Xiao Lai really can't understand, why is he still quibbling and denying it until now?
"The sixth question, if you really have this sober consciousness, will you still go and talk to her? Do you still think she really loves you? Is this really love? ”
"I don't know, I haven't tried!"
On the other hand, why don't they go to a potential stock, motivate and nurture it, and become their ideal love and bread? Because the cost and cost of this is too great for them to talk about. Then again, they just want to sit back and enjoy their success, they are not willing to pay, they only care about their own gains and losses, they don't want to care about whether others are miserable, they only care about whether they succeed or not. ”
"Nonsense, who wouldn't want to find a good person?"
"Do you think they love you very much?"
"It's just a little nice, it's not that far!"
"So, why are you still contacting me?"
"Can't you care about it?"
"You're not responsible for me or anyone else, you know?"
“……”
"You'd better think through before you decide!"
In the past few days, Xiao Lai was ill and couldn't hold on, so he asked the leader for a few days off and lay down in the dormitory to rest.
A girl in the next room, Jin Feifei, is preparing to take the IELTS test to study abroad. That night, around ten o'clock, Xiao Lai was still reading there. Feifei actually came to Xiao Lai and asked her to help with eye shadow.
"Feifei, it's so late, why haven't you rested?"
"I'm going to a bar!"
"Then you are alone, pay attention to safety!"
"yes, got it!"
Jin Feifei, whose family conditions are very superior, has a stable boyfriend, and is studying in Russia. The two of them meet once every few months and usually video chat.
Xiao Lai is also a newcomer, and he doesn't know much about this girl, but he rarely sees her resting on time, and often comes to knock on the door around two o'clock in the morning, which makes everyone a little disgusted.
It's just that this time, I'm wearing heavy makeup and wearing a very sexy outfit, so I don't know if I'm going on a date, after all, the object is not around, and I can play as much as I want.
"Feifei, aren't you worried about you? Alone in the country, no one accompanies you! ”
"Don't worry, it's all old husbands and wives, he rarely locks me up!"
"Then what should I do if I miss him?"
"Run to him!"
"Didn't he come back to see you?"
"Very little!"
Xiao Lai listened to her call, and she could know that the other party was not her boyfriend at all, and the girl was always so open, which was really worrying!
Feifei has also graduated for many years, but he has never had a job, he usually relies on his boyfriend to support him, and he doesn't know where he earns the money, so he always spends it quickly, likes luxury goods, and loves to make friends with people in society.
People rarely go out with her, maybe everyone's values are different! However, Xiao Lai has also witnessed Feifei's "generous" style.
"That night, a luxury car was parked at the entrance of Xiao Lai's dormitory, and Xiao Lai was still wondering, 'Whose car is this, and it actually occupies the road to park?' When Xiao Lai went out again, she saw Feifei kissing a middle-aged man in the car, it was too exciting, spicy eyes! ”
Since then, Xiao Lai has never used the public washing machine in the dormitory, which is a little disgusting to think about. Such a girl, although she will not hesitate to sell her body in exchange for capital in order to go abroad, is really a bit of a trampling on self-esteem. No matter how much money the family gives them, they can't satisfy the vain soul of worshipping money.
Perhaps, in reality, it is more cruel and human nature is more indifferent. Xiao Lai just can't see such a dirty deal, and he really has three views that ruin himself. I thought that a famous school could purify a person's soul and educate a person's impetuousness and depression, but I didn't expect that there would be such a phenomenon of bad scenery, which made people confused.
It was originally the goal of "studying to become a talent and improving oneself", but it went astray, fell deeper and deeper, and could not extricate itself. I was about to take a book, sit down, read it carefully, but I didn't think about it, su
Calling again.
"Is it there? I want to go to school to see the cat, is that okay? The tone was almost pleading.
"Whatever you want! If you want to see it, just go see it, don't tell me! ”
"By the way, look at you!"
"Oh, I really don't have time!"
"Alright then, I'll see the cats myself!"
Which one is this singing, Xiao Lai is a little distressed, and he doesn't want to pay too much attention to the other party's every move, it's too tiring! Cats still like to move around, Xiao Lai doesn't know very well, when there is one more cat in the small pavilion where he is, lying there, staring at Xiao Lai, motionless. Perhaps, it came for the voice of Rai.
"Hello kitten, long time no see!" Follow the prestige, su
It actually appeared, and there was an extra girl behind it.
"Huh? Why are you here? ”su
As if surprised, Xiao Lai was also there.
"Oh, what a surprise, how could it be you? When did it come? ”
"I came to see the cat, and I searched for a long time before I found it, and it turned out to be with you."
"Oh, then I'll go back!" Xiao Lai hurriedly packed up his books and left this place of right and wrong.
"Senior sister, this is what I mentioned to you before, Xiao Lai." He looked at the girl next to him and introduced Xiao Lai.
"This is my junior sister, Chen Shuang, she works here!"
The two of them greeted each other, and Xiao Lai got up to leave. su
Seeing this, he hurriedly asked Xiao Lai, "Do you want to eat together?" It's been a long time since I've eaten with you! ”
"Let's go back next time, I have something to do, I'll go back first!" Leaving the scene gloomily, Xiao Lai's tears almost flew out.
su
With my younger sister, I ordered the most famous roast duck here, and the two of them talked about the past and drank some wine, until more than seven o'clock in the evening, and then they ended. Xiao Lai at the moment, is still because he met su
, a little unhappy, drinking the porridge they cooked, thinking about things while eating.
"Why does he have so many confidantes?" Xiao Lai is so depressed, where to go, su
There will be girls with you!
"Jingle Bell~"
"Hey, what's wrong again?" Xiao Lai is a little angry, su
It's always so tough.
"I wanted to invite you to have a meal today, but I didn't expect you to go back!"
"I've said it all, I'm busy."
"Don't you even want to know where I am now?"