People can only create more achievements in a cheerful and happy state of mind. Thinking about the past few years, in fact, he has been in a state of spiritual love, but in reality, the person who makes Xiaolai "looking for and worrying" has always been a symbol and a shadow.

She can only get out of this invisible predicament and the so-called "shackles" by constantly recharging herself and learning. Thinking of this, all the grievances and sufferings that I have suffered in the past are not enough to talk about. Little Ryder is ready for the next lesson.

From getting on the bus to the dormitory, it took a long time, about three hours. Xiao Lai hurriedly went to the cafeteria to line up and met Xiao Jie.

"Xiao Lai, you're here for dinner, it's been a long time." Xiaojie always gives people a warm and hearty feeling.

"Well, what have you been up to lately?" Xiao Lai has never paid attention to Xiao Jie and their affairs since he was preparing for the graduate school entrance examination.

"It's still the same, except for classes, just wandering around the dormitory, strolling around, and talking with them, but you, I haven't seen you recently." Xiaojie asked with concern.

"After the graduate school entrance examination, I have been studying with Miao Miao, she has been looking for a job recently, and I also work part-time." Rai is always very honest in telling her about recent events.

In fact, Xiao Lai has never known Xiao Jie's true thoughts. Regarding this girl who is a top student, if she doesn't take the postgraduate entrance examination, Xiao Lai really can't figure out what made her stagnate.

There are no scandals at all, clean, diligent and thrifty, and serious work, such a rare good student is not exempt from vulgarity. The conditions at home are also okay, and there are no worries, which really makes Xiao Lai brainless.

There was a time when Xiao Lai and Xiao Jie walked together. Xiao Lai asked her why she didn't try harder now, and she actually said that she would take the test after she waited. Xiao Lai saw that he couldn't persuade him, so he didn't insist any longer. After all, everyone has their own aspirations, but don't let your confusion delay your "great future", and don't wait until you lose it to regret it.

For Xiao Lai, Xiao Lai actually has a lot to say, but the reality is always helpless. Two classmates and friends who originally had nothing to say had to say had to go their separate ways after struggling together for a while. The two young and innocent hearts were disturbed by the reality of people and events. In fact, the gap between people has already arisen when choosing what teammates to choose, or it has existed for a long time, but people's minds have not yet considered the problem at a certain height.

Xiaojie is still the same as usual, his favorite food is still the rice bowl with three fresh dishes, Xiaolai's eating speed is not as fast as Xiaojie's, she always says, "Why don't you go to the study room first?" Xiaojie always said with a clear heart, "Don't get in the way, eat, I'll wait for you." ”

It was probably their last meal at school. Two friends who used to be good friends may not have an intersection, Xiao Lai thought of this, and felt inexplicably sad in her heart, because she was the only good friend who was sincere to her.

After eating, Xiao Lai followed Xiao Jie to look around the campus.

"After graduation, where are you going?" Rai is very concerned about her future.

"Find a job first, closer to home." Xiaojie is always so calm about his future. This made Xiao Lai very helpless to communicate with her, as the so-called "the emperor is not in a hurry, and the eunuch is in a hurry".

"Oh, what do you think about it?"

"My dad doesn't care, my mom doesn't understand, only I worry about myself."

"Me too, if you can't do it, you can go to Beijing, there are many employment opportunities there, Miao Miao has been interviewing recently, most of them are from Beijing."

"It's a bit far from home, and it's too much of a toss back and forth." Xiaojie rejected her kindness.

The two friends parted happily, but they promised to meet again one day.

Xiao Lai began to constantly run around the station for that part-time job, and would give lessons to students every week. As more and more classes started and more and more students gathered, Xiaolai began to attract attention. The person in charge also hopes that she can stay and continue to grow the team. But Xiao Lai was a little uneasy about the status quo after all, and she was not in a hurry to agree.

She has her ideas. When the part-time job was almost three months past, Xiao Lai took the phone and chatted with his sister Butterfly.

"I've got a part-time job here, would you like to come?" Xiao Lai asked straight to the point.

"Senior sister, what kind of work is it?" Butterflies are always cautious.

"English part-time, six days, only two hours a day, 120 a day, would you like to go?"

"That's good, but my English is not standard, what should I do?"

"It's okay, I'll teach you. It's very simple, just finish the phonetic transcription. ”

"Okay then."

"Then you can go with me tomorrow."

The two of them made an appointment to meet at the site.

Rai and Butterfly start discussing part-time jobs in the car.

"Senior sister, do you feel so challenging?"

"It's okay, be confident. It's very simple, and you have no problem practicing it a few times. ”

"And what are you going to do?"

"There was a hospital pharmacy in Beijing that asked me to do an internship." Xiao Lai finally said what he thought.

"In addition, I have a graduation thesis to write, and I don't have time to do part-time work."

"Oh, I see, what if I don't want to do it for a while?" Butterfly has some doubts, but this is where she is smart, and she is good at pushing the problem to the other party.

"Then you can explain the reason to her and settle the salary."

Xiao Lai got out of the car and drove to the training class with the butterfly.

"Good morning, teacher." A student recognized Rai.

"Good morning, today we continue to talk about consonants." Xiao Lai asked the butterfly to sit there and "listen to the lecture".

In just two lessons, Xiao Lai tried her best to use her potential, so that the butterfly could learn some teaching skills from it. I don't know if I remember the butterfly, Xiao Lai also did his best.

During the meal, Xiao Lai explained his situation to the person in charge, and introduced the butterfly by the way, and the two of them completed the handover.

Perhaps, the location of this training class is relatively remote, and it is rare to retain talents, so when Xiaolai introduced Butterfly to take over her work, the person in charge readily agreed.

The two of them stayed until dark and didn't go back, but fortunately, they caught the last train.

The two of them were a little tired from crowding the bus, so they went back to the dormitory, ate something and went to sleep.

A few months before graduation, it is the peak recruitment season.

Xiaolai also wanted to find an internship unit, so she followed her friend to a talent recruitment session. The hospital was still recruiting people before, and Xiao Lai asked about some related things and decided to leave.

On the eve of graduating from college, it is customary to go for an internship. This is probably the life that everyone wants to try, to experience life in their ideal workplace. But there are also people who don't want to follow the steps, everyone has their own dreams before leaving, bags on their backs, and set foot on the ideal train to find their dreams.

Xiao Lai, before leaving, persuaded her sister Xiao Wu, who was good when she was admitted to graduate school, to go to a rehabilitation center together.

As soon as I got off the train, I saw someone from the hospital coming to pick me up. Xiao Lai fantasized about another beauty of the hospital, and finally left the four-person room where they had lived for four years, and finally could be liberated from their busy studies, imagining how intoxicating the image of being so proud in angel costumes and wearing angel hats is.

Thinking that he was about to go to the ideal place to realize his wish, he saw the person Xiaolai involuntarily raised his face, and the whole person was immersed in his own fantasy. The person who came was the director of the hospital, helped put the luggage in the car, and began to chatter. Xiao Lai and his friends were more restrained at first, and the director was also an open-minded and cheerful person, taking special care of this young classmate who had just arrived.

Along the way, I walked east and west, through the busy city of cars and people, and finally stopped in a relatively quiet alley. The director helped to open the car door, and Xiao Lai saw that the hospital was surrounded by iron bars, and there was a unique big willow tree at the entrance of the hospital, with lush branches and leaves, which was said to be a cultural relics protection species. You can see the inside from the outside of the iron fence, but Xiao Lai and Xiao Wu are still unclear, and when they enter the door, it is another world.

Following the director into the courtyard, the further I walked inside, the house looked dilapidated, and the originally smiling voice became serious. Until the last row of bungalows in the courtyard, the director stopped, said that this was the girls' dormitory, helped to carry the luggage in, and said hello to the steward and left, leaving two people standing outside the door, and the two began to pay attention to the surrounding environment. Seeing someone standing and brushing his teeth on a wall that was only plastered with lime, and there were only a few faucets on the wall, Xiao Lei pulled his friend and walked in, feeling that there was someone, and the other party looked back, it turned out to be a new arrival, and pointed to the toilet behind the wall.

The two girls smiled awkwardly at each other and told each other that they were just coming around. When they entered the dormitory, they found that the dormitory was full of various items, each bed was full of clothes, most of them were on their lunch break, and the table was full of dishes and chopsticks, some of which had not been eaten or disposed of in time, and the room exuded all kinds of smells.

The entire interior can only accommodate standing space, and the beds are separated by curtains. The environment here is too simple, and Xiao Lai can't stay anymore. Unfortunately, their beds had already been vacated, and they were close to the innermost two lower bunks. The two of them went straight to the bed and looked around, although the conditions were a little worse, they could sleep peacefully.

Xiao Lai and Xiao Wu began to clean their residence, although there was a lot of dust, they could also see that there was a window in the wall to ventilate. By the time they were done, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon. Due to the fatigue of the journey, Xiao Lai and Xiao Wu were extremely sleepy and fell asleep on the quilt.

When they woke up, it was almost time to finish their meal.

Xiao Lai and Xiao Wu hurried to the designated office, waited for the director to ask a few words, and rushed to eat with the meal tickets issued. I was so hungry that I was in the car all day, and my stomach was already grumbling with hunger.