97. Break your mind and be yourself
As a commemoration, Xiao Lai took a few photos while the mug was still warm, which was very rare. At one time, she put all and su
The photos in question have all been deleted, and now it seems that it is better not to be so impulsive!
After hanging up the phone, she gave su
sent a text message, "Take you Zizhuyuan tomorrow morning!" ”
Saturday morning, su
The message came early.
"Are you awake?"
"Well, haven't gotten up yet!"
"Hurry up, I'm a little hungry!"
"Okay, I'll be over in a moment! Twenty minutes to come! ”
In the morning, no one got up, so Xiao Lai packed up and paused, put on his bag, took the card and went out. Her dormitory is a bit far from the school gate, and it takes more than half an hour to walk, in order to save time, su
I gave my bike to Rai.
"This bike is a bit old." su
When he talks about his bike, his expression is very proud.
"Then you must cherish it!"
"It was bought by a senior brother for 50 yuan when I first came to Beijing, and except for the body that is a little rusty, the others are very durable and strong." It seems that this bike has been with him for many years and is very meaningful in his heart!
"Isn't it reluctant to give it to me? No, I'll pay you back after the exam! ”
"It's okay, you ride first!"
Along the way, there were few people and there was a lot of fog. Xiao Lai rode slowly, and when she got to the parking space, she gave su
sent a text message, "Eat first if you're hungry, don't wait for me, I'm still waiting for the bus, it's a little late!" ”
As soon as it was sent, the car had come, and she waited smoothly for the car, but after a few stops, she saw su
There stood anxiously.
"It's time to get to the station, everyone take their belongings and luggage, and please get off the bus at the back door." The flight attendant calmly took the microphone and broadcast back and forth over and over again, and the lines were memorized very slippery!
"It's here, have you eaten?" Xiao Lai asked him with concern!
"Nope!" su
There is some unhappiness on his face, and he may have encountered something tangled again!
"Then let's go, take you to dinner!" Xiao Lai wanted to go with him, but he didn't expect that he would run to the front by himself, such behavior, in Xiao Lai's opinion, may be to avoid suspicion!
The two of them ordered two servings of breakfast, and it was quickly digested! And su
But there is a bit of a blank face! Although Xiao Lai had a trace of displeasure in his heart, he still didn't show it!
"Have you eaten enough? Let's go! ”
su
Seeing that Xiao Lai left his seat, he also followed and wanted to settle the bill, Xiao Lai tugged at his clothes, "It's over, let's go, it's not too early!" ”
Along the way, su
didn't talk much, Xiao Lai didn't pay much attention to him, he was used to seeing his every move, I don't know who I'm messing with at this time, don't worry about it for the time being, let him go!
su
checked the route in advance, and Xiao Lai followed behind and went to take the car together. Although the bus stations here are densely distributed, they are all 180 ° around, if you want to go to another place, take the bus is the slower, not as fast as taking the subway!
In the subway, it was full of passengers. On Saturdays and Sundays, everyone brings their families and friends together for a short time, and there are more people than usual to work! Xiao Lai was a little thirsty, and when he got off the train, he looked around for a self-service machine, but there were too many people and he couldn't squeeze through, so he had to go out of the subway and find a way.
The current subway is designed to be very user-friendly. If you are thirsty, you can buy all kinds of drinks directly without leaving the station. It's just that there are fewer hot drinks.
su
Under the sun, accompanied Xiaolai to the newsstand on the street to buy water. His tastes are picky, and Xiao Lai lets him choose by himself.
"A bottle of peach-flavored lemonade, a bottle of black tea!" After looking for money, the two of them walked around outside the walls of Zizhu Courtyard in a hurry!
"Are you tired?" Xiao Lai was in too much of a hurry, and his feet were swollen!
"Not tired!"
"Let's go!"
Zizhuyuan, many people will think that there must be a lot of bamboo in the garden, but in fact, it is just a park built along a moat, and it has developed into a "willow-shaded" grassland in modern times!
Along the river, smelling the strong fragrance of osmanthus all the way, the two people have their own hearts.
"What's wrong with you? It seems to be in a bad mood! Xiao Lai asked casually!
"Actually, it's nothing! It's just that a netizen blocked me! Of course Xiao Lai knew what was going on, she wanted to confess this matter to him, but she had seen su
After the reaction, Xiao Lai decided to be silent!
"Is this person important to you?"
"I can't say, anyway, that person has been with me for several years, but I have never met!"
"Then you're too nostalgic!"
su
The netizen who said it must be the girl called "Interpretation Flower"! Xiao Lai didn't want to deceive her all the time, a few days ago, Xiao Lai confessed everything to her.
"Is it there? Belle! ”
"Yes, senior brother, what's wrong?"
"Do you look at my avatar like a boy? And the tone in which I speak to you, don't you doubt it at all? ”
"Well, when you say that, you remind me!"
"Actually, I'm your brother's friend!"
"Well, you can see that you care about him very much and who he contacts!"
"So you know what? Because of you, we often quarrel, and it's very painful! If you don't feel that way about him, then please don't contact him again! ”
"I've deleted him, don't worry, I have a target!"
"Alright then!"
"Actually, you don't have to look at him too tightly, you know how to give him a certain amount of space, so that you can tolerate each other!"
"Thank you, we can be good friends!"
"Aren't we now?"
"Okay, understood!"
After this, su
has been very depressed, he doesn't know very well, why can't he find that female netizen? Isn't it nice to talk all the time? Why are you blocked?
"If you met her in reality, would you be with her?" Xiao Lai still asked the doubts in his heart!
"Probably not, but I have some good feelings!"
"Really? In my opinion, boys are all the same, three and four! Xiao Lai was a little angry, because he actually sighed sadly in front of himself for a friend who couldn't be touched! When he did this, he completely ignored Xiao Lai's feelings, such a boy is such a "scum"!
"I'm not, at least I haven't done anything to be sorry for you!"
"I hope the facts prove it!"
Xiao Lai didn't agree with his remarks, at least, she already knew that there were already four girls, and the relationship between them was a bit ambiguous!
"Let's go, there is no water in the river ahead, you can go down and have a look!" su
I could feel that Xiao Lai was a little unhappy, so he quickly changed the topic!
"Not in the mood! See for yourself, I'll follow you! ”
The green riverside, the river channel is dry, su
When I was interested, I ran down alone to see if there were any fish in the river! Xiao Lai was a little tired, squatting by the river, looking at the clear water, looking at his back.
"Come down and look inside the water, there's a lot of fun!"
"Don't go, it's too dangerous, I don't want to go!"
"It's a shame not to come! There are so many little fish here! ”
Seeing that Xiao Lai still doesn't move, su
It's also boring to go ashore after only playing for a while!
Passing by a pond full of lotus flowers, two people sat on the ground. Looking at the leafy lake, Xiao Lai took a lot of photos. This season, the eyes are full of emerald green, coupled with the rising mist, and the extra smoke is swirling, which seems to be a fantasy.
It's just that there is some embarrassment along the way, the mosquitoes here are too poisonous, wherever they go, wherever they bite, Xiao Lai is about to collapse, it's really itchy, it's too torturous!
"Don't scratch it, the more you scratch it, the more it itches!" su
Seeing that Xiao Lai's legs were covered with pimples, he felt a little terrified, this mosquito is too poisonous!
"No, there is not even a shopping mall and supermarket around here, where can I buy toilet water!"
"If you do this again, you will only attract more poisonous mosquitoes." He is also kind-hearted and doesn't want to see Xiao Lai suffer like this.
"Why don't you try it, it's too annoying!"
"Don't try, I'm blood type O, and I don't like to attract mosquitoes!"
Xiao Lai wanted to shoot him a little, picked up the phone and tapped him on the back. The two of them hugged each other like this.
This is a dense bamboo forest, sitting in the small pavilion of the bamboo forest, holding it for a while before letting go, each of them is still red-faced.
"It's been a long time since I hugged it!"
"So owed!"
"Come on!"
Helpless, Xiao Lai had to get a little closer to him. didn't think about it, he hugged Xiao Lai, and did it without thinking about it.
"You're going to be a hooligan?" Xiao Lai always likes to spray him!
"Yes, that's right, I like to play hooligan on you!"
"You weren't like that before, were you?"
"Who dared before? It's not sure about the relationship! ”
"Then why don't you go to your junior sister? Wouldn't that be more convenient? We can meet every day! ”
"You think anyone can just hold hands?"
"Isn't it? But you've never talked to me about the future, you just want to put the present in the present! ”
"Wouldn't that be nice?"
"Then you should go to your junior sisters and talk to them about ideals, the future, and love!"
"Looks like you know me and them well!"
"Isn't it? I just hope you can confess to me, don't always deceive me like this, it won't do you any good to lie to me, I will take revenge as a person, you have to understand this truth. If one day, I know all about what happened between you and them, don't you feel a little guilty in your heart? ”
"I haven't done anything, so why should I feel guilty?"
"I often chat with them, and the tutor deliberately matches, so what do you think you should do?"
"I, I haven't thought about it yet!"
"That's it!"
Xiao Lai didn't speak again, just stood up, pulled him, and went in the car!
"The sun is good,
Although love is strong,
But I can't see the light,
Unable to find the future,
There is no expectation.
love
Do you want to continue? ”
Xiao Lai has always wanted su
You can give yourself a clear future, however, never heard him say it! This is also the reason for Xiao Lai's disappointment, any love will grow day by day in a future with goals and transparency and clarity, until one day it successfully finds its nest!