In this era, if a woman loses a man in her family, she loses all her financial resources, and in their eyes, there is no way out for the future.

Xi Fan walked slowly among these people, silent.

Yan Yuheng and Liuhuo followed Xi Fan, and they both sensed that something was wrong with her.

Ever since the Qin army began to use that huge trebuchet to break the city walls, and the Qin army was able to break through to these ruined places to attack, Xi Fan became more and more silent.

Compared to her silence, her actions became more and more ruthless, every shot that killed the Qin army was full of violence, none of the corpses of the Qin army who died under her gun were intact, and none of the enemies swept by the silver feather spear could remain intact.

But as soon as she stepped back from the front, she was always silent, exuding a strong sense of burnout.

It's not physical exhaustion, but the kind of resistance and burnout that radiates from within.

They had no idea what to do to get her emotions back up except to ask, "Are you okay?"

[Tired, right?] Confused, right? I wonder when this kind of day will end, right? So why not step back? Let me do it for you, what you don't want to do, I'll do it for you! As long as you step back. 】

Since the city wall was damaged and the casualties were rising in a straight line, Xi Fan could no longer suppress "her".

In my ears is the voice of "her" all the time, or sarcasm, or comfort, all words have only one purpose, that is, to replace her, to control the body.

Xi Fan became silent, also because the spirit was almost trying to suppress "her" and prevent "her" from breaking through her last line of defense.

Can't let "her" out, can't ......

[Why are you so stubborn!] Let me take your place! I'll do better than you! 】

No, you're not doing it right.

[Then you're right?! Justice, kindness, positivity, friendliness?! No, none of those are you, you are cowardly and fearful, this is you! 】

No! No, I'm not......

[Stand back, you look at the surrounding scene, how bleak, how miserable, you think about it carefully in the previous life, although Cangzhou City was also broken by the Qin army, but is it so miserable? Not really! Although it is broken, it is broken quickly, and these soldiers and city citizens are at least still alive! Do you still think that you are resisting so desperately and doing everything right and worthwhile? 】

I...... I don't know......

Sivan paused, her expression becoming very confused.

The sounds of crying, snorting, and screaming around her kept echoing in her ears, making her heart ache for a while.

She began to wonder what the point of doing all this was herself......

Not long after returning home, the herald knocked on her door.

"Commander Ling, there is an urgent military situation, and the general has summoned all the generals to discuss the city gate!"

Hurriedly went out, Xi Fan rushed to the west gate.

By the time she arrived, all the generals were already there, and Lei Liang's expression was faintly happy.

Xi Fan walked up to Qiu Song and asked softly, "Did the person who infiltrated the Qin army yesterday succeed in destroying the trebuchet?" ”

The trebuchet of the Qin army posed a huge threat to Cangzhou City, so Lei Liang sent people out more than once to try to deal with the trebuchet, but they all failed.

The Qin army defended this trebuchet very tightly, and all the people sent by Cangzhou were lost there.

But this time, everyone was summoned, and Xi Fan had to wonder if yesterday's action was successful.