183. There is unwillingness
I paid the bill with a decisive credit card, and after a short time, all three watches were ready.
"Can you help with the delivery?" Chen Xiaoli got the things and asked with a smile.
"Yes."
"These two are sent to the imperial capital, and this one is sent to Jinlin." Chen Xiaoli said, and wrote down the address of his uncle's house and his own house.
"Are you giving it away?"
"Yes, it's all good-looking." Chen Xiaoli's eyes are faint and faint, and he behaves appropriately and politely, which makes people feel good.
The counter sister took the address and made a record, promising to send out the express early tomorrow morning, and Chen Xiaoli thanked him with satisfaction.
Li Kang couldn't help but ask at this time: "You didn't buy it for yourself." ”
Chen Xiaoli shrugged his shoulders and smiled at him: "Originally, yes, but it's so beautiful, I'll buy one for my mother and aunt Guoguo." ”
Li Kang didn't understand the world of rich people, why he didn't want it because he was too good-looking, but gave a bunch to his relatives.
But he kept silent sensibly, always feeling that it would be stupid to ask this question, and that asking it would shatter something that was forcibly maintained in an instant.
Because although Chen Xiaoli answered him with a smile, Li Kang felt that the sadness in Chen Xiaoli's eyes seemed to overflow for some reason.
After filling in the address, Chen Xiaoli walked out of the card counter empty-handed.
At the entrance of the mall, Chen Xiaoli took the large and small bags in Li Kang's hand, and then handed one of the shopping bags back to Li Kang: "Compensate for your shoes." ”
When did you buy it? Obviously together all the way.
Li Kang took the shopping bag in amazement, and before he could speak, Chen Xiaoli got into a taxi.
After getting into the car and reporting the address, Chen Xiaoli's tears couldn't stop falling, wetting her eyelashes and wetting her placket.
Since he has no intention of you, then don't shed tears in front of him in the future, Chen Xiaoli clenched his fists.
At the same time, she secretly said to herself: "If you don't want to, I'll take a break." ”
It's just that the second half of the sentence "Since then the mountains and rivers have not met", she can't read it.
But it's not without gain, and the heart that can't calm down after writing big characters for more than a month is unexpectedly cold at this moment.
Chen Xiaoli has his own stubbornness.
She was glad for now, but fortunately many of the people who had planned to summon up the courage to speak up tonight had not had the opportunity to say it.
Otherwise, how embarrassing it would be.
Chen Xiaoli thought sadly.
The driver was wise not to speak in this situation, but after arriving at the place, he quietly glanced at the beautiful girl in the back seat who was haunted by sadness from the rearview mirror, and said softly: "Miss, it's here." ”
"Thank you, master." Chen Xiaoli handed over a brand-new 100 yuan bill, and then stumbled out of the car without waiting for change.
The driver sighed, and when he saw her go up the stairs, he turned around and drove out of this old-fashioned neighborhood that was built more than 20 years ago.
When she got home, Chen Xiaoli began to pack her belongings, and she was ready to return to Jinlin the next day.
But halfway through packing, she still sat down on the floor in a gloomy mood.
She's still ...... I am unwilling!
Idle is idle anyway, so stay a few more days.
Otherwise, wouldn't Editor-in-Chief Li's arrangement be wasted? Leaving like this would be too faceless to give him.
Editor-in-chief Li, who has never been given face by Chen Xiaoli, would not know how honored she would be if she knew that she was thinking like this at this time.
Is this finally being seen squarely?
Chen Xiaoli found a reason for herself, and then she returned the half-packed things to her one by one, not at all like she was only going to stay for a few more days.
……
Half an hour later, Li Kang returned home.
He took the bus, and he had to change trains, and he accidentally sat over the station, which was another toss.
Carefully put away Chen Xiaoli's shoes, Li Kang clicked on the phone.
As expected, Chen Xiaoli didn't send any news, not even a report of safety.
I had the intention to go to the Hill Hotel to find her, but after thinking about it, I thought that it seemed a little inappropriate to come to the door so rashly, so I had to give up.
Only Liu Fei left him a message, saying that he planned to update 100,000 words every day for a while, and after finishing the book, he would go with Liu Yifeng to find a town with good scenery and have a good rest.
Li Kang readily agreed, let them have fun, and remember to bring gifts to himself by the way.
Lying on the sofa, Li Kang looked at the computer but it was not at all like before, and he wanted to code words.
His mind was still replaying Chen Xiaoli's smile just now.
That smile was so sad that Li Kang wanted to cry.
seems to understand something, but Li Kang really doesn't understand.
It's just a watch, why did Chen Xiaoli's mood change so much, and why did she show such a sad expression.
Li Kang had the idea of turning around and returning to Longxing Square to buy another watch for Chen Xiaoli, but thinking about Ge Linlin, he stopped his impulse.
I don't know how much the operation will cost, and the more than 80,000 yuan at the critical moment is likely to be Zhuge Linlin's life, and Li Kang doesn't dare to spend it casually now.
Let alone...... Li Kang excused herself in her heart, Chen Xiaoli didn't really like that watch, she bought three pieces, but they were all given away.
Maybe...... It doesn't matter if you don't send it......
I don't know how long I sat there, but when Li Kang looked at the time again, it was already half past ten in the evening.
Li Kang didn't eat dinner, and he didn't have the heart to eat it.
I want to go straight to sleep, but my brain, which is dominated by emotions, is not sleepy at all.
The spirit was a little excited, and he suppressed the throbbing that rushed to Chen Xiaoli, and Li Kang wanted to do something else to relieve his emotions.
So Li Kang turned on the computer and began to code words, he took the stories that had happened, his emotions just now, all of this and everything, artistically processed them into unrecognizable stories, and recorded them on the computer with a clump of square words, recorded in the article, and recorded in "On the Road......
After his reprocessing, these stories are now different from the original wind, but the emotion, Chen Xiaoli's sadness, his own powerlessness, the gap between reality and ideals, and the fear caused by poverty have all been completely recorded by him into his words.
No wonder Chen Xiaoli once said that his books have a soul.
At this moment, even Li Kang himself felt that his books did have a soul, and this soul was himself.
It turned out that Chen Xiaoli did not understand the book, but understood him.
Li Kang coded all night, and his hands never stopped.
It wasn't until the alarm clock went off at eight o'clock that he was awakened.
My wrist was sore and painful, and my waist was a little tired, but I had written 40,000 words neatly on the document.
Coupled with the previous manuscript, Li Kang will not have to worry about updating in the next week.
Life always has to go step by step, first do the present and then think about the rest.