Luo Xun didn't know at this time that Li Weizhou was standing at the door, bowing his head to sort out the learning content of these days, and when he heard Qi Ran say that he was waiting for him at Tsinghua University, he raised his head and looked at Qi Ran in surprise.

Seeing that he was silent and didn't speak, Qi Ran put his hands on the table and lowered his body, and said in Luo Xun's ear: "Haven't you always wanted to go to Tsinghua University?" Why can't you let go of your little boyfriend? ”

Li Weizhou has always been Luo Xun's weakness, especially when he heard Qi Ran's frivolous tone, he pushed Qi Ran away fiercely, and got up and left in disgust.

He walked straight to the door and didn't look back, "Tsinghua is indeed my dream, but compared to him, this dream is not worth mentioning." Also, please respect him, don't show off your achievements everywhere, you can't compare to him at all. ”

Luo Xun has had enough of showing off his achievements from time to time these days, and takes the opportunity to belittle Li Weizhou for nothing. He didn't allow anyone to say a word about Li Weizhou.

He opened the door and saw the lunch box on the ground but didn't see Li Weizhou's figure, guessing that he might have heard what he had just said, and ran out anxiously to find him.

Li Weizhou stood at the door and didn't know where to look, his brain was still blank, and the snowflakes fell on his clothes one by one. He thought that after smoking this cigarette, he would return to the laboratory as if nothing had happened, and wait until Luo Xun's competition was over.

Luo Xun ran to the door and saw that he was smoking, he breathed a sigh of relief, hugged him and said Brother Zhou, let's go home.

Li Weizhou heard Luo Xun speak, pretended to be nothing, turned around, and said to him with a smile: "What's the matter, are you tired today?" ”

Luo Xun looked at the cigarette butts all over the ground, as well as his reluctant smile, and couldn't help but say distressedly, "Brother Zhou, can you not be like this, don't carry everything by yourself?" ”

"Yes, the competition is very important to me, and Tsinghua is also my dream, but these are not as important as yours. Are you going away without saying a word, are you abandoning me? Or are you going to break up with me when the competition is over? The more Luo Xun spoke, the louder it became, and finally it turned into a shout.

Li Weizhou looked down at the snow on his shoes and whispered, "It's snowing, this is the first snow of the year." ”

Luo Xun saw that he didn't answer himself, and then remembered the lunch box at the door, thinking that he didn't believe in himself, and was even more irritable, "Li Weizhou, don't change the topic!" Luo Xun raised his hand and picked up his chin, and said word by word: "Don't you believe me?" ”

Li Weizhou tilted his head and said softly, "No, don't think so, I believe you." ”

Luo Xun asked him loudly with red eyes: "Then why did you leave?" Why do you leave your lunch box at the door and don't go inside? Can you lie a little more advanced? ”

Luo Xun's inner irritability began to stir again, and he wanted to punch and shatter the glass next to him.

Li Weizhou felt very tired, physically and mentally exhausted, and said tiredly: "Don't force me, Luo Xun?" Do you have to let me say that because I have low self-esteem, I know that I am not as good as Qi Ran, and I know that I am not worthy of you, you are satisfied, right? ”

Li Weizhou didn't care whether the door was buried with dust or not, he leaned directly to the side and said, "I believe in you from beginning to end." In my heart you shine like the sun, and I am like a speck of dust. Love may cover up these gaps temporarily, but over time love will be smoothed out, and then you will realize that we are not people of the same world. ”

Luo Xun never knew that Li Weizhou thought so, he thought that he didn't trust him, but now he panicked in his heart.

"It's like I don't understand what you're involved in, and when you need help, I can only sit aside and help nothing." Li Weizhou looked at him with tired eyes and said, "Xiao Xun, the more time passes, the greater the gap between us may be." ”

Luo Xun's voice was a little hoarse because of nervousness, "Brother Zhou, no, it's not like this, you are the best in my heart, can you not give up on me, and don't give up on yourself." ”

"Where are we not people of the same world, there has never been any gap between us, it was you who took the initiative to approach me who was embarrassed first, why do you have to retreat now! If I don't deserve it, I shouldn't be worthy of such a good you. Luo Xun began to speak incoherently, and gradually cried after speaking.

Li Weizhou wanted to give him a smile, but he couldn't squeeze it out, so he only patted his arm, "Go back to study, don't waste time." ”

"Brother Zhou, I won't go back, I know that I won't be able to find you again after I'm gone."

Li Weizhou lowered his head and did not look at him, nor did he speak.

Luo Xun took his hand, buried his face in his hand and choked up, "I really don't want to live that summer eleven years ago again, I can't live without you in my life." ”

He closed his eyes and tears slowly flowed, and whispered in a whimper, "Brother Zhou, don't leave me, okay?" ”

Li Weizhou felt the wetness on his hands, and raised his head to look at Luo Xun, who restrained himself from crying. He knows that Luo Xun's feelings for him are not only the love between partners, but also the attachment to his family.

Maybe Luo Xun can't be rational in the face of feelings, but he must be sober. He can't stop Luo Xun from moving towards a better future, and if he can, he is willing to be a sinner.

But when he saw Luo Xun buried in his palm and crying, he seemed to see the boy who hugged him in the old house and cried and said, "Brother Zhou, I'm afraid".

Li Weizhou was still reluctant after all.

The lamp under the laboratory floor illuminated the shadows of the two people obliquely, and they looked particularly lonely and lonely in the snow.

Li Weizhou looked at the snowy night, and after a long time, he thought that this winter was already very cold, and he should spend it with his loved ones, and then usher in a warm and hopeful spring together.

At the beginning, he could study hard to escape the gloomy life, but now why can't he fight again to catch up with Luo Xun's pace?

He wiped the tears from Luo Xun's face with his hands and said softly, "Don't cry, let's go home." ”

Luo Xun was like a child who had done something wrong and had received candy rewarded by an adult, and the complex emotions of guilt, self-blame, worry and sadness in his heart converged, and finally he couldn't help but hug Li Weizhou and bury it on his shoulder and cry out loud.

"I'm sorry Brother Zhou, I didn't notice your emotional changes in time and ignored you, but I really didn't want to leave you." Luo Xun cried until he choked up and convulsed, and his voice was intermittent.

Li Weizhou tried to control his emotions, his eyes still couldn't help but be red and wet, and his voice that suddenly became hoarse made him very uncomfortable, and he cleared his throat and said, "I have never blamed you, and I have always believed in you." Don't cry, I'm going to be a little cat. ”

Luo Xun once thought that Li Weizhou was invincible, but today he understands the lack of confidence in his heart, and he knows that he is a person who would rather give up ruthlessly in order to have a better future for himself.

He gradually calmed down, stopped sobbing, looked at Li Weizhou seriously and said, "Please always believe in yourself as you believe in me, and don't let go at any time." ”

Li Weizhou knew what he meant, looked at him with a smile and said firmly, "I promise you." ”