Dependent
12.
Li Weizhou looked at him silently for a long time, sighed, and clenched his hands, "I'll go and fetch bath water for you first, sit here and wait for me," he went to adjust the water temperature, and looked at Luo Xun still sitting on the stool in a daze.
He tried to test the water temperature just right, and pulled Luo Xun to the toilet, "You take a shower first, there are clean clothes and pants on the washing machine, I'm outside, something calls me." Luo Xun finally reacted and nodded.
Li Weizhou moved a stool and sat at the door of the toilet to smoke, when he suddenly heard a "ping" sound from the toilet.
"What's wrong, Luo Xun!" Ignoring Luo Xun, who was taking a bath inside, he rushed in directly, and saw that Luo Xun's hands and the wall were covered in blood, Luo Xun looked blank and didn't know where to look, "Luo Xun, Luo Xun, can you say something to me, I'm Brother Zhou." ”
He took Luo Xun's hand and gently rinsed the wound with cold water, "Does it hurt?" ”
As if he felt water dripping down his hands, Luo Xun came back to his senses, looked at the person in front of him and suddenly hugged him, and buried his head in Li Weizhou's shoulder socket, "Brother Zhou, I'm afraid." Li Weizhou patted him on the back, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Brother Zhou is here." ”
Luo Xun hugged him tightly, as if he was going to rub him into the flesh, Li Weizhou felt some pain in his bones but still patted his back rhythmically, and when he heard the sobbing sound, his hand paused and continued.
"I didn't kill my parents, I wasn't a scourge, I really didn't, I missed them very much, and I didn't mean to hurt that person."
Luo Xun became more and more excited, Li Weizhou followed his back and let him relax, "Every night I can dream that he is lying at my feet covered in blood, I feel like I am stuck with glue, I can't move, and my mother keeps chasing me in a red dress, I run like crazy, but no one saves me." ”
He began to cry loudly from small sobs to crying, as if he wanted to cry out the fears and grievances in his dreams.
Li Weizhou quietly accompanied him to vent, his heart was a little cramping, and he wanted to comfort him, but he knew that only letting Luo Xun release it now was the best help, "Brother Zhou is here, don't be afraid, Xiao Xun, I will always accompany you." ”
It wasn't until he felt that the clothes on his back and shoulders were soaking wet that Luo Xun gradually stabilized his mood and stopped crying.
Li Weizhou slowly let go of him, looked at his crying red eyes and kissed him gently, like kissing the most precious treasure in the world.
"I'll help you take off your clothes, take a shower first," he said as he turned on the shower, tested the water temperature, and helped Luo Xun change into clean clothes after washing, and pulled Luo Xun into the bedroom, "You're tired, lie down and sleep for a while, I've been here." "Luo Xun is like a doll, unconscious and unconscious.
Li Weizhou covered him with a quilt, held his hand and looked at him quietly, his cheeks were bloodless after excitement, there seemed to be tears on his eyelashes, the wounds on his eyebrow bones and the corners of his lips no longer bleed, but they were still red and swollen, and when he checked his body in the shower just now, he found that there were bruises on his arms, which should have been hit with a stick, and there were many old scars in addition to this.
The more Li Weizhou looked at it, the more heartache he became, it was because he didn't protect Luo Xun well, if he could, he was willing to bear all this for Luo Xun, every word he said just now was as painful as a knife stabbing into Li Weizhou's body.
The sky was dark, the dark clouds squeezed the sky, heavy as if it was about to fall, depressed as if the whole world was quiet, a muffled sound, a torrential rain came, washing away the dust in the air but could not wash away the gloom in Li Weizhou's heart.
He sat on the edge of the bed and kept holding Luo Xun's hand, Luo Xun was very unstable in his sleep, his brows were furrowed and his head was swaying from side to side, he could feel the continuous force of his hand, whether he dreamed that his father was lying at his feet or his mother kept chasing him, Li Weizhou wanted to wake him up at this time.
Suddenly, Luo Xun shouted, "Don't kill me!" Li Weizhou immediately stepped forward and hugged him into his arms, "It's all a dream, don't be afraid." ”
After a while, Luo Xun hugged his waist tightly, and his eyes stared blankly ahead, "Brother Zhou, I'm so tired, I want to give up." He quietly hugged Luo Xun and did not speak, and suddenly there was only the sound of each other's heartbeats between heaven and earth.
"Xiao Xun, Brother Zhou will tell you a story," Li Weizhou touched his hair and said gently, "It was a long time ago, there was a little boy who hadn't seen his father since he was a child, and his mother was silent, and his classmates bullied him."
At first, he just tore up his homework book and threw bugs into his school bag, and then robbed him of his lunch money, the little boy did not dare to resist and could only accept it, and over time those people became more presumptuous.
One day he finally couldn't stand it anymore and resisted, but there were so many people who bullied him that watching him resist was like watching a circus, and finally they didn't want to watch it, so they ripped off the little boy's pants and threw them into the women's bathroom. ”
Li Weizhou paused, looked down at Luo Xun and continued, "The little boy looked at the people around him with his bare butt and kept laughing, crying and running into the women's toilet to get his pants back, at that moment he wanted to die with everyone, but he just turned around and left the school silently.
When he was wandering aimlessly, he met a little boy who was dressed cleanly, and he took a candy and said to the little boy, "Little brother, don't cry, my mother said that eating a candy will make my heart sweet."
It was the first time in the little boy's memory that someone approached him, he sniffled and wiped away his tears and ate the candy, which he thought was the sweetest candy in the world, and then the two little boys made an appointment to see each other the next day. ”
Li Weizhou didn't notice Luo Xun looking up at him fiercely, and was about to continue but was interrupted by Luo Xun, "Later, he couldn't wait for the little boy who gave him candy, because the little boy didn't have the sweetest candy in the world." ”
Li Weizhou was stunned, let go of Luo Xun, and looked at him motionlessly, only to hear Luo Xun say, "That day, the little boy came back to the door and saw his father standing on the roof of the building, thinking that he was playing a game with him, and he was waving his hands, but he didn't expect that his father was lying at his feet in the next moment." Half a year later, his mother also hanged herself in her room, leaving him and his sister to live together. ”
The two of them didn't say another word, looking at each other quietly, Li Weizhou held back the tears in his eyes and choked up, "It's all over Xiaoxun, we can all start again." ”
Luo Xun lowered his head and muttered to himself, "Brother Zhou, don't you think I'm a scourge star, killing my parents." ”
He held Luo Xun's face and forced Luo Xun to look at him, "Remember, that incident has nothing to do with you, in my heart you are the kindest person, eleven years ago, and still is." ”
Luo Xun's tears burst out, Li Weizhou gently approached and carefully kissed the tears, "Luo Xun, I love you, I love you the only one in this world." ”
Luo Xun hugged Li Weizhou tightly, kissing indiscriminately, from the forehead, eyes, nose, and then to the lips, rapid and passionate, Li Weizhou was stunned for a moment, and then the anti-guest grabbed his breath for the master, and it was hot and lingering.
After a long time, Li Weizhou let go of Luo Xun and said to him gently, "Xiao Xun, do you regret it?" ”
Luo Xun kissed him again, "Brother Zhou, you are the end of my long journey." ”