Volume 1 Chapter 435 Guilt with Nowhere to Hide
Yun Suyu couldn't help laughing at herself, she was favored everywhere, watching others sacrifice for her, but she still wanted to live peacefully guarding the world.
Suddenly, a strong sour feeling surged up on her head, and Yun Suyu pressed her temples with her hands, trying to relieve some of the abrasive headaches, but the more she tried to suppress it, the more the pain from her head stimulated her nerves.
She could no longer see the many figures surrounding her, nor could she hear the nervous call of her name.
At this time, Yu Si Yu was already at a loss, he knew that she had a headache, but she hadn't done it for a long time, and the stimulation of her was something he didn't expect. Once again, he felt a sense of powerlessness, and even if he held her in his arms, he could not share her pain in the slightest.
Finally, Yun Suyu's eyes turned white and he fainted in his arms.
"The queen is not in good health, go down!"
Yu Si anxiously dropped a sentence, then picked up the unconscious Yun Suyu, and hurriedly went down to the court, leaving behind a group of ministers and the resentful Nan Xinyi. She watched the back of Miji Yu holding her away, and crazy jealousy rushed into her head, drowning her like a flood in an instant.
Before arriving at the Fengqi Palace, the imperial priest had already issued an order to pass on the imperial doctor.
He kept watch over her, wanting her to see him as soon as she woke up. The imperial doctor said that she was just stimulated, which caused an old headache, but he was still not at ease after all, and he couldn't help but feel distressed when he thought of her out-of-control appearance.
At the same time, she was worried about her old headache.
Wen Renbai's actions have really exceeded his expectations, he can't imagine that he can give up the dignity of a man for her and choose to become a eunuch, if it is himself, the big deal is death, and he himself can't do such an extreme move.
He really underestimated him.
Miji prepared a lot of her favorite food and stayed at her bedside, waiting for her to wake up.
The beauty on the bed, with tears still on her face, slightly reddened around her eyes, closed eyes, and tightly locked brows made her little face nervous.
He stretched out his bony fingers and brushed them lightly on her face and between her eyebrows, trying to wipe away her tears, smooth her eyebrows, and wipe away her pain.
It wasn't until night fell that Yun Suyu woke up, and as soon as she opened her eyes, she saw Yu Si Yu's anxious and happy face, and she felt a moment of warmth in her heart, and it was fleeting.
"Will you let him go?"
Yun Suyu squeezed out this sentence from his hoarse crying voice, which made the happy smile on Yu Siyu's face instantly stiffen, and the hand that was about to be handed to him with the water cup also stopped halfway.
Miji wanted to get angry, but when she saw the dry tear stains on her face, she withdrew that breath back into her stomach.
All he wanted now was for her to get back to normal, more than anything else.
"He'll be fine, don't worry." Miji said softly.
Yun Suyu's eyes dimmed, and he closed his eyes again, not knowing whether to fall asleep or recuperate.
Yu Si put down the water glass, walked to the bed again, and without saying a word, sat quietly on the edge of the bed, guarding her.
It was so peaceful for a long time.
As the night deepened, and the Imperial Master was leaning on the side of her bed and falling asleep, Pomegranate ran in in a panic, as if he had forgotten that there was an emperor in the room.
"Niangniang, Niangniang, no, the golden cicada is gone!"
The voice was not loud or small, just enough to wake up the drowsy Yu Siyu, and also made Yun Suyu, who had closed his eyes, open his eyes.
Pomegranate suddenly realized that he had disturbed the two masters, and something was wrong.
Ke Yun Suyu had already sat up, and when he saw the imperial priest beside him, he didn't have time to deal with him, so he asked Pomegranate, "What's wrong with the golden cicada?" ”
Pomegranate took out an envelope from her back, handed it to her hand, and said: "Just now the slave maid was going to arrange the palace people to keep vigil, and I heard them say that I didn't see the golden cicada all day today, and the slave maid knocked open her door with someone only to see an envelope on the table, but there was no one with her." ”
Yun Suyu opened Jin Chan's book and looked at it.
Soon, her hand holding the letter hung limply on the thin quilt that covered her body.
"You gave her permission?" Her eyes were blank, and she asked him faintly.
Yu Si replied without concealment: "Yes." ”
It was he who allowed Jin Chan to go to Baifu one day, but he didn't expect her to be so fast.
"When did you release Sniff White?" Yun Suyu asked unwillingly.
Yu Si Yu frowned, not knowing how to answer her, but Yun Suyu suddenly became excited, and his eyes were firmly fixed on Yu Si Yu's well-defined face: "You didn't plan to let him go at all, didn't you." ”
Seeing her abnormal expression, Yu Si Yu was worried that she would have a headache and make another offense, so he hurriedly reassured: "Don't worry, he will definitely be fine." ”
Just a reassuring word, Yun Suyu's face softened suddenly, and he collapsed motionless on the bed, his eyes were blank, only the tears in his eyes were still shining.
"Yu'er." Yu Si Yu had mixed feelings, and with some trembling hands, he stretched out his hand and gently hugged her in his arms, "Yu'er, although Wen Renbai is still charged with trespassing in the palace, as long as you want to, I will definitely let him out of the prison alive." ”
Yun Suyu listened to his words, I don't know whether to believe it or not, he has always regarded Wen Renbai as an enemy, and he doesn't want to let himself have anything to do with him, he clearly knows that he is the only one who thinks and loves her, but he has been seen by Wen Renbai again and again, making him jealous.
In the end, it's her fault.
The tears on his face were uncontrollable.
The pomegranate had retreated and no longer bothered them.
Yu Si gently patted her on the back and said to her softly, "Cry if you want to, leave everything to me, and I will never make you sad again." ”
Suddenly, she could no longer hold back the tears surging in her eyes, lay on his shoulder, and cried fiercely.
Her tears couldn't be dried, she didn't know how many tears she had shed today, this pain was like a sharp blade, stabbing her broken heart one by one. Fortunately, she still has him, and Ting'er, at least she hasn't lost her reason to live.
The whimpering cry is like the last sorrowful cry of a bird, lingering, crying and complaining, and mourning endlessly.
The golden cicada left, walking silently, in the final analysis, it was just a slave, there was no dowry, no pomp, no sedan chair wedding dress, and even less luggage.
The road ahead is uncertain, so we can only bite the bullet, take one step, and count one step.
Yun Suyu didn't even have time to say goodbye to her, Bai Shuyi was very deep, and Jin Cicada was just a straightforward little girl. Yun Suyu always felt that it was she who sent the little sheep of the golden cicada to Bai Shuyi's tiger's mouth.
Gao Chao also knew what was going on, he could only sit weakly in the room where Jin Cicada lived, feeling the breath she had been there, enduring the pain in his heart, and the choked throat, and never left for a long time.
is full of guilt again, as if everyone is making a huge sacrifice for her, but living is more uncomfortable than dying!
Wen Renbai has successfully washed away the lewdness for Yun Suyu. The crime of chaotic harem and the secret assassin also made him say that he was forced by him.
And he himself still did not escape, the justice of Canglan Country is strict with himself, and he has always adhered to the principle of heavy punishment for minor crimes, just a crime of trespassing into the palace, and he was still sentenced to a thirty-year prison life by Bai Shuyi, which is no different from life imprisonment.
She was safe and sound, saving her life and posterior.
She did not enjoy a perverted sense of superiority at all, but was tormented by this guilt and self-blame.