Is it bad to be a long-term lover? Why are there so many amorous people in the world? Isn't it good to be a little obsessed? Xiao Lai believes that as long as there is a little affection, love will always exist.

Perhaps, such paranoid thoughts are too young. However, there is a difference between men and women after all, and the love of youth and ignorance will not deteriorate with the accumulation of time.

After a few years of good time, bidding farewell to the ignorant and ignorant study career in the past, Xiao Lai also officially became an office worker. But she has not really matured yet, and she has not yet gained a new understanding of her future plans, which is also a problem that she urgently needs to solve.

Walking through the sunny days of his student days and entering a dark and boundless quiet place, Xiao Lai is just looking for a job that can continue to survive, 9 to 5 in the morning, 6 or 7 days off.

Maybe he hasn't fully adapted to this rhythm of work, maybe he has been hit by failure, Xiao Lai doesn't seem to be enthusiastic about anything, he gets off work every day, like a turtle with a heavy turtle shell on his back, when the day dawns, he goes out to look for food, when it gets dark, he "retracts" himself into the shell, and in the face of disputes, he never comments or likes it. In such a world where there is no quarrel with the world and is only satisfied with himself, Xiao Lai forgets his troubles for the time being.

If life is not satisfactory, it may come from the economy; If you are in a depressed mood all the time, the biggest possibility is that you are not emotionally satisfied. She wants to follow her heart to find a trace of love that was still in high school, but unfortunately things are wrong.

Long hair up to the waist, but did not wait for the boy who once made his heart move, Xiao Lai sat on the swivel chair in the barber shop, watching his hair fall out little by little, his heart was extremely uncomfortable, and the person he was thinking about was still lost by himself after all.

How easy is it to get noticed again? Lai has been in his new job for three months. Every day after work, Xiao Lai has to stay late in the office area, even if he is not working and not reading, he has to stay in front of his mobile phone for a while. Because she was paying attention to that person's state, the other party was on a blind date, she was sad for several days, the other party was in love, her heart hurt and she couldn't breathe, and she was crying alone. Even if the other party falls out of love, Xiao Lai has to pay attention to it, such a state is not a good thing, she knows very well that let herself really learn to let go, and the bell must be tied to the bell.

These days, a friend introduced Lai to a partner and urged her to meet. The age is similar, the conditions are good, but I don't know why there is no object yet, maybe the other party is very demanding, Xiao Lai thinks like this, and also wants to throw away the troubles in his heart, maybe after meeting, he can know whether the other party is the person he wants to find, and he can know whether the person who used to be is worthy of being so stupid.

After making an appointment with the location, Xiao Lai simply packed up, put on his bag, and went out. The other party had been waiting at the door of her unit for a long time. The two met for the first time and introduced themselves to each other, but they didn't expect that the other party brought all the real estate certificates.

In the café, Xiao Lai sat there, chatting without a word.

"Where did you go to college?"

"Beijing Technology and Business University, majoring in environmental management, bachelor's degree, now in Shougang, the hukou has also fallen in, and the house is in Fangshan." Maybe the boy was afraid that Xiao Lai would misunderstand, so he reported to his home, and handed his ID card and real estate book to Xiao Lai.

"Then you have such good conditions, why don't you get married?" Xiao Lai has some doubts in her heart, although the other party is not tall and a little fat, she doesn't think this is a shortcoming.

"There is no suitable one, maybe everyone is from the Appearance Association." The boy is a bit like talking cross talk and likes to tease himself.

"And what do your parents do?" Although Xiao Lai did not fall in love with him at first sight, she still left some space for the other party, she wanted to let go of her inner obsession, try to accept the care of others, and accept this unsatisfactory reality.

"My mother is an accountant, and my father works in a factory, and his relationship is not very good, and he always likes to fight." The other party is not shy about it at all, and may have "hated his father to the core".

Xiao Lai was surprised that the other party was too straightforward and too paranoid. This is not suitable for Xiao Lai, because this part of the dispute about family affection really shouldn't be decided so early.

One side is in a hurry, and the other side is in love. Xiao Lai also didn't realize that this blind date boy would be so obsessed with her.

Back at the dormitory, Rai received a call from the boy.

"Is it there? Stay safe on the road! Rest early in the evening! "The other party is very sweet.

"Well, okay, thank you, you can rest early!" Xiao Laike is polite, maybe she doesn't want to fall in love in her heart.

"Okay, see you next time!" The other party was looking forward to Xiao Lai's answer.

"I'll see you later." Xiao Lai is still so calm.

After hanging up the phone, her life is still so peaceful. I will eat with my newly met colleagues every day, and there is Xiao Cai with him, and his grandson who continues to take the exam.

The boy calls every day, and Xiao Lai sometimes answers, sometimes forgets, selectively forgets, and probably doesn't want to fall in love so soon.

However, what makes Xiao Lai puzzled is that the boy is always so enthusiastic and unrestrained, and Xiao Lai is a little embarrassed. She didn't want to accept someone's kindness so quickly, because she still had an obsession in her heart, she hadn't completely let go, and she wasn't ready to accept other people's thoughts, this sudden persistence made Xiao Lai feel a little sour.

Running from Shijingshan to Haidian, taking the subway for two hours every day, the boy got off work, and ran over, in order to meet Xiao Lai, such a warm and beautiful intention, Xiao Lai was a little afraid to accept, although she is currently single, although she has no boyfriend, although she is a very, very kind good child.

Perhaps, Xiao Lai's coldness made the boy feel that he was "retreating as advancing", he did not reduce such behavior, but kept inviting Xiao Lai to "go out and go around".

With such a persistent action, three months later, Xiao Lai promised the other party to go mountain climbing together.

Getting up a little early in the morning, Xiao Lai carried his bag, took some cash, and took the car all the way to the place where the boy said he would meet.

The other party is a very talkative person who knows the history and culture of the capital very well. Everywhere he went, he told the story, although Xiao Lai was happy, it was not a signal of heartbeat, just admiration.

Loving someone is not an accidental thing, it is a process that develops from accident to necessity. Love, sometimes, is from a person's deep heart, is from the comfort of the heart, love a person, regardless of time, place and occasion, will put the other party in the heart, very exclusive.