Some people leave and will never see each other again, and some people say they don't see each other but suddenly appear, An Jianguo's appearance has always become a thorn in An Wan's heart.

"Xiaowan, I'm going to live abroad, take this money as my compensation for you and your mother." An Jianguo put a card in front of An Wan and said.

After receiving a text message a few days ago, An Wan couldn't sleep at night, so I decided to see him again.

If you accept this money, it means that you forgive him, forgive him for Yang Xiaoyun's domestic violence when he was a child, forgive him for ignoring him for so many years and not fulfilling his responsibilities as a father at all, and forgive him for losing his original happy childhood.

It happened suddenly, and some people had almost forgotten what he looked like, but he suddenly appeared.

"You have never taken care of me all these years, since you didn't have it before, and you don't need it now, why do you say that I must accept compensation, I'm sorry" After saying this, An Wan immediately got up and left.

Suddenly I felt a little ridiculous, since when did some people need money in exchange for their forgiveness.

Now that he has a new family and a cute and well-behaved daughter, he doesn't even know what he is.

Since he has been forgotten in the corner by him, the current reunion is not intentional by him, it is just an accident.

An Jianguo, who is now sitting in front of him, is no longer the father who loved him when he was a child, and in An Wan's memory, those sporadic loves have turned into his hideous face, which makes people afraid.

There were only the two of them at the dinner table, and An Jianguo learned that An Wan agreed to see him again, so he came here two hours in advance to wait for him with joy, and ordered a lot of dishes that An Wan loved to eat when he was a child.

But hearing her say this, An Jianguo's face was suddenly full of shame, he knew that there would be such a result, but thinking of the debt to An Wan, he couldn't help but blame himself.

An Wan walked on the road, she didn't know how long she had been walking, and when she came back to her senses, it was already dark, so she picked up her mobile phone and looked at the time, it was already more than eleven o'clock, and the mobile phone showed that there were still a few missed calls, all of which were called by Gu Lingchen. An Wan called back, and soon connected, and an anxious voice came from the other end of the phone, "Wanwan, where are you, why haven't you answered the phone all the time?" There was a hint of anger in his tone.

An Wan slowly replied, "I'm sorry, I didn't hear", her tone was very low.

"Where are you?" Gu Lingchen calmed his tone and turned worried.

An Wan looked at the sign on the road and replied, "Near Riverside Park." ”

"I see, don't move there, I'll pick you up." Gu Lingchen let go of the clutch and accelerated forward.

An Wan sat on a chair next to the park and waited for him, what happened today had been repeating in her mind, and her mood began to be depressed, and it didn't take long for a black car to stop not far from her, it was Gu Ling who came, and An Wan at this time was distracted and didn't notice that he had stood in front of her.

"Let's go." Gu Lingchen took An Wan's hand and said.

"Okay." An Wan came back to his senses and looked at him.

At this time, Gu Lingchen's appearance made An Wan feel extremely relieved, smelling the unique breath on his body, as if all his troubles disappeared in an instant.

But since the countdown to her life began, she didn't know how long this happiness would last.

An Wan didn't say a word in the car, Gu Lingchen could see that she seemed to have something on her mind, "Did something happen?" ”

"I'm going to see him again." An Wan's eyes fell on the neon lights on the road, flashing dazzlingly.

Of course, Gu Lingchen knew who the "he" in An Wan's mouth was referring to, because except for this person, no one could make An Wan distracted and stunned for so long.

"He said that he was leaving and would never come back, and he was going to give me a sum of money, saying that it was compensation", An Wan continued, and suddenly sneered after speaking.

Gu Lingchen's eyes were full of worry, "This kind of thing has to be decided by yourself, in fact, many times it is easy for us to forgive others, but it is difficult to reconcile with ourselves." ”

Reconciling with oneself is not that you need to forgive others for what they have done wrong, but that you can't care about what others have done wrong.

An Jianguo didn't do anything wrong at all except abandon himself, everyone has the right to choose, and he just chose to leave at the beginning.

Since he could accept that Yang Xiaoyun had a new family, why couldn't An Jianguo?

Gu Lingchen knew that words of comfort had no effect at this time, and An Wan was never a person who needed comfort, and what she had to do was not to forgive that person, but to reconcile with herself.

The next morning, An Wan received another text message from that person, "Dad is leaving the day after tomorrow, if you have time, we will meet, okay?" Dad is still waiting for you at the old place at noon today. ”

"Early morning, I know what to do, thank you." An Wan smiled and said to Gu Lingchen, Gu Lingchen also smiled, because he knew that An Wan was about this matter, this person, could be regarded as letting go.

Ann Evening came as promised.

"Xiaowan, you're here." An Jianguo said with a grin.

Regarding An Wan's previous attitude, this man thought that An Wan would not forgive himself, so now her appearance made him ecstatic.

"Well, what you said yesterday, I accept." An Wan's tone was very calm, without any complicated emotions.

"Then you've forgiven Dad." An Jianguo's smile was even worse.

"No forgiveness, don't feel like you owe me anything, you brought me into this world, I blamed you before, but I was wrong, take care of yourself in the future, after all, you won't see you again." An Wan said that a sense of sorrow came to her heart, and the tone of the next few words was extremely low.

If he hadn't happened to meet An Jianguo that day, maybe in An Wan's heart, in addition to the shadow of his childhood, he would still have some worries about him.

"Actually, it was your mother who fell in love with that person first." An Jianguo suddenly changed the subject.

An Wan was slightly stunned, as if she was dreaming and was suddenly woken up.

And the person in An Jianguo's mouth turned out to be He Yuan, who had been concerned about him for many years.

In other words, after An Jianguo and Yang Xiaoyun got married, Yang Xiaoyun had already fallen in love with that man, and it was she who betrayed this marriage first and gave up the family.

There is no right or wrong in love, what is wrong is to meet the wrong person at an age when you shouldn't be loved.

Fortunately, the right people didn't pass by.

At this time, An Wan seemed to be able to feel An Jianguo's difficulties back then, and she could finally understand why An Jianguo ignored her.

Sometimes the truth is so cruel.

She couldn't accept Yang Xiaoyun's betrayal, and she couldn't accept the fact that He Yuan was already her stepfather. She began to hate herself, hating herself for accepting the kindness of others to her without knowing anything.

Maybe the reason why He Yuan is good to himself is just that he feels indebted in his heart.

An Jianguo's eyes turned red as he spoke, this matter is a great shame for a man.

An Wan was already in tears, "What are you saying now, do you want me to blame myself for blaming you for all these years?" ”

"No, Xiaowan, you have grown up now, and you have the right to know these truths." An Jianguo shook his head.

An Wan's eyes became deep, and she was silent for a while, and suddenly thought of something, "No, you left back then not only because Yang Xiaoyun was with He Yuan, but also because you didn't say it." ”

An Jianguo was puzzled, "What?" ”

An Wan hit the nail on the head, "Are you afraid that Yang Xiaoyun and I will also have hereditary cancer, and before you got married, Yang Xiaoyun didn't tell you about it, and you didn't know until your grandfather died, so you have long had a lot of dissatisfaction with Yang Xiaoyun." ”

An Jianguo lowered his head and kept shaking the glass containing water in his hand, he didn't expect that he would be exposed, "Xiaowan, I am the victim of this matter, and it was your mother who hid the truth from me." ”

"So when you learned that she was going to be terminally ill, you started to abandon her, right?" An Night's gaze became much sharper.

"Xiao Wan, Dad also has a lot of last resort." An Jianguo had a tone of self-reproach.

"Did I ask you?" An Wan vaguely suppressed her anger.

An Jianguo nodded slightly, "Yes, but I can't really just guard her like that for the rest of my life." ”

"So that's the real reason why you abandoned your wife and children." An Wan's eyes became colder and colder.

An Jianguo put down the water glass in his hand, lowered his head and hugged his head, his face began to be a little ashamed, "Xiaowan, I'm sorry." ”

An Wan's eyes began to become blank, and since Yang Xiaoyun appeared with Xiaohan, she has been saying sorry to herself.

But why, the mistakes made by adults have to be borne by themselves.

If An Jianguo hadn't suddenly appeared, if he hadn't told himself the truth back then, maybe the only missing father's love in An Wan's heart had been filled by He Yuan, and maybe Yang Xiaoyun would still be the mother who likes to nag in her heart.

But what's wrong with her, what is wrong is that she was mistaken for being terminally ill and abandoned, and what is wrong is that she met An Jianguo and had her own with him.

"Okay, my little night has grown up, and it will be relieved to have him take care of your father." An Jianguo spoke slowly, he naturally knew about Gu Lingchen and An Wan.

An Jianguo suddenly began to keep picking up vegetables for An Night, showing a kind smile like an old father from time to time, although he was a little uncomfortable, but for An Wan, regret is regret, and no matter how much he makes up for it, it is in vain.

I thought I was just meeting him for the last time and eating the last meal, but I didn't want to know the shocking secret, which had to make An Wan feel cold.

An Wei knew that the reason why An Jianguo told him everything was just to hope that he could feel less guilty in his heart, but he didn't think at all that he would be happy when he knew.

"Xiaowan, you must live well in the future." An Jianguo sandwiched a large piece of braised pork into An Wan's bowl and said.

Looking at the braised pork in the bowl, An Wan remembered that when he was a child, An Jianguo was actually very good at cooking, and his favorite thing was to eat the braised pork he made. Maybe his cooking skills are more or less related to him.

An Wan looked at him and thought to herself, this parting is really goodbye.