At nine o'clock in the night, Qian Xu'er returned to the hotel room, and was about to lie down and sort out her thoughts, when she suddenly remembered that she had promised Shen Ying to send him a message, so she sent a message: I'm at the hotel.

Within two minutes, the bell rang at the door.

Isn't this guy just holding on to a point to come to her? Qian Xu'er thought about not opening the door, but the other party persevered and pressed it over and over again.

"I've messaged you, why are you still here?" She opened the door and glared at the man in the doorway.

"I just want to see if you're okay and if you're drunk." Shen Ying didn't want to come over, who asked Qian Xu'er to post a circle of friends, so that he could see her drinking in the bar, he was so worried, he sent a message to pick her up and was rejected, and he was depressed. Dare to love him is all self-inflicted, and this woman doesn't take him seriously at all.

"I'll just drink with my female friends for a while, and I won't get drunk." Qian Xu'er knew that it was that circle of friends who caused the trouble, but she was drunk at the time, and when she saw that Feng Xiaoxiao had made a circle of friends, she also made a pair. After all, Feng Xiaoxiao can think of her and let her cooperate again, at least in terms of work ability, she is very sure of her efforts.

And what she lacks now is this confidence that is affirmed.

"Who the hell is that man? You don't seem to be in a good mood when you come back. Shen Ying was not very familiar with her past, so he wanted to ask for clarity as soon as he had the opportunity.

"You see that?" Qian Xu'er smiled casually, "She, she invited me to stay and do the studio with her, the kind of partner." It was said that they would give me dividends, but I was a little hesitant. ”

"Do you want to stay in Luming?" The sudden news made Shen Ying's throat tighten, as if he had been punched, and his voice was hoarse, "Won't go to school?" ”

"Actually, the class I am taking now is not very appropriate, and you know Mr. Bao's attitude, I am a little panicked." In fact, the biggest reason is Shen Ying. But in the face of herself, how could she possibly speak.

Shen Ying looked at her deeply, as if he had gained insight into her psychology: "The person you want to escape the most - it's me, right?" ”

"I—Why should I run away? I'm just thinking about a new job. Qian Xu'er didn't look at him, for fear that he would see what he really cared about.

"Look at me, Xu'er." Shen Ying held her shoulder, although he didn't use a lot of strength, it was enough to make her show a slightly painful expression, "I like you, I hope you don't leave me so soon before you clarify your feelings." ”

"But I don't want to clarify any feelings right now, I just want to find something to do. At school, you may think that I had a full and happy life, but I didn't. Qian Xu'er shook her head a little painfully, "The people around me are all better than me, even if you, the person who came in halfway, don't paint much worse than me." My classmates are so good, and I suddenly wonder if I haven't made progress all along—"

She held her head and squatted down: "You don't know how sad a person can be when his self-confidence is destroyed. ”

Shen Ying looked at this girl who had lost confidence in her profession to the point of self-doubt, and couldn't help but squat down, took her into her arms, and said softly: "You are a student now, all you have to do is absorb and absorb." And you're usually coloring webtoons, aren't you doing the same part-time job? Why not believe in yourself? ”

"Because I can't find the same passion I had when I was making comics with Yu Yu anymore." Qian Xu'er raised her head crying and looked at him, "I feel like I'm no longer good, and the whole person is gone." ”

"It's that serious." Shen Ying touched her head helplessly, "I knew I wouldn't let you come to Luming, and I just came back with nostalgia, like a leaf falling back to my roots, and I didn't want to leave." ”

"Who's nostalgic? You're just getting back to your roots. Qian Xu'er slapped his shoulder with tears and laughter, when did this guy become so venomous?

"Why would you stay? For former working partners? Shen Ying tugged at the corners of his mouth, "You want to stay for the illusion of yourself who used to work happily." ”

It's really in his words. Qian Xu'er gritted her teeth in annoyance, that's it. Today's reunion with Feng Xiaoxiao didn't really make her think about staying, but she missed the joy of discussing the plot together and working together for a goal in the past.

"Then when I go back to Wild Apple City, I won't even have a phantom, isn't it even worse?" Qian Xuer had to talk to him, holding her chin high, looking like she "didn't want to be seen through by you".

"What do you want a phantom, you have me." Shen Ying pulled her up from the ground, pulled those little hands close to his chest, and looked at her affectionately, "I support you in whatever comics you want." Shall I give you a hand myself? ”

Qian Xu'er was amused by him: "I don't want it, a man with millions of people a day will draw comics for me, and I will be damned." ”

"Really? I think it's a good couple's relationship. Shen Ying really fantasized about it, pursed his lips and pondered, "Sticking a sticker paper or something for you, I think I should be able to do it." ”

"It's all computer homework now, so it's still so backward." Qian Xu'er complained and complained, saying that she was not moved at all in her heart, which was fake. After all, it was the first time she had met a man who was willing to work hard for her job.

"So, Miss Qian won't stay, will she?" Shen Ying was still not at ease after going around such a big circle, and he had to get a personal promise from her.

"No, I already refused. It's just that the invitation given to me by Feng Xiaoxiao made me have the idea of whether I can start making my own comics again...... "Qian Xuer is a little fed up with the feeling of coloring other people's comics.

After all, the main writer is the largest, and she is a part-time worker, even if she has any opinions on the plot, drafts, and line drafts, she can't speak freely like she did in Shiyu Studio, so she can only keep it all in her heart. And when she saw the quality of the finished product that came out after she didn't say anything, she began to regret it, and she didn't want to put her name on such a low-quality work. Spending every day in such remorse, she certainly had doubts about her abilities. The so-called father of Party A, she has no right to put her beak, so she wants to be her father of Party A.

However, she will not rely on Shen Ying. Although I am grateful that he is willing to create a new job for himself, if it is really up to him, what is the difference between himself and Feng Xiaoxiao? What she wants is for her strength to be recognized, not for her own strength to find a man, which is probably the fundamental reason why she will unite with Lou Shiyu.

In their hearts, they are a big woman, not a silk flower that leans weakly on a man.