The results should have been out three days ago, but unexpectedly, the fifth day was still waiting, and Xiaolai decided to "fight" it.

At noon, she rushed to the city, hired a tricycle according to the route she remembered, and followed the route of the tutor home in the rain. All the way.

After getting out of the car, Xiao Lai held a flower basket and a phone in his hand, feeling a little nervous, and for the first time he gave a "gift", he still felt a little "can't get over the hurdle" in his heart.

After sparing for a long time, Xiao Lai still did not find the teacher's residence. She decided to call.

"Hey, teacher, I'm Xiaolai, I want to visit you before I go back." Xiao Lai plucked up the courage to say the good things he thought when he came.

"Oh, you're still there? Come on, I see you. The teacher stood on the balcony and waved at her.

"It's coming, it's coming, what are you bringing things for?"

"It should."

"Wait a minute, take the phone."

It turned out that Zhang Di called, and the boss of the group was putting pressure on the teacher, but there was no way, because Xiaolai was present, and the teacher didn't dare to say anything. However, the teacher still asked about Xiao Lai's family relationship.

"What do you do at home?"

"Oh, they're all ordinary people, not the boss of the group. I have an older brother who is in business. Xiao Lai said a little "obscure", she has seen the teacher's home scene, did not think further, the house is poorly furnished, it seems that the teacher is relatively honest, is a scholar-type tutor.

"Oh, what else does that have to do with that?" It seems that the teacher has moved his mind, and he is afraid that Xiao Lai will make things "bigger".

"Nope."

"You can take the exam again next year!" The teacher picks out the results.

"......" Xiaolai choked up a little, and hoped that the teacher could respect those students who studied seriously and were humble and pragmatic! Because only those who are serious about academics will make the motherland truly strong.

"Thank you, teacher, no matter what the result is, I will remember the beauty here, teacher, goodbye!" Although Xiao Lai was disappointed, this kind of "dark box operation" was the "***" that really chilled her heart.

She didn't want to be nostalgic for the flowers and plants, trees and trees here, and the only way for her to get on the train as soon as possible was her best choice. In the middle, Zhang Di made several phone calls, but she only sent one text message, hoping that he would get his wish.

Life still has to go on, and Xiao Lai quickly adjusts his mentality and devotes himself to a new job. Although there is no vision, no rush, and no goal in life for a while, a person cannot but survive, even if it is not for himself, he must continue to walk bravely and hard, even if it is to sit and wait, even if it is decadent, even if the scenery along the way is barren and desolate.

Xiao Lai is very, very kind, so kind that he can't see others being wronged in the slightest. Because she couldn't feel the warmth of others since she was a child, she couldn't feel the sunshine and kind care, and she only knew how to give to others willingly. So she didn't shed tears, even if her heart was desolate, even if she was greatly hurt, even if she was not understood, even if she was sad and wanted to escape from this noisy worldly place.

However, she did not choose to do so, because she still has a conscience, a grateful heart, and a responsibility to her parents.

The train soon traveled from the south, all the way along the wet tracks, to the north, leaving a long string of "black smoke" everywhere the train went, as if telling Xiao Lai's inner sorrow.

Back at the place where he lived, Xiao Lai stayed in the dormitory and slept for three days. She didn't go out and didn't have the strength to go shopping. She was very tired, she felt that she couldn't find an outlet, and she didn't know which direction to work in, this experience made her resistant to the graduate school entrance examination, and such a shady curtain made her not want to touch it again, both frightened and helpless, because she had no strength to change such a situation, and she had no ability and qualifications to expose such a shady scene. She can only let herself learn to calm the anger in her heart and forget about that scene.

On the afternoon of the third day, Xiao Lai wanted to go out and buy something to eat. Passing by the restaurant, she ordered a Kung Pao chicken rice bowl and found a corner to eat.

The streets were still so lively, but Xiao Lai was in no mood, and after paying the bill, she walked aimlessly on the street.

I walked around the vegetable market, bought a few strings of yam gourds, and wandered aimlessly. An old fortune teller on the road called Xiao Lai!

"Girl, seeing that your eyes are empty and your will is depressed, can you come to a hexagram?" The old man seemed to have guessed Xiao Lai's state of mind and spoke.

"Grandpa, how much is a hexagram?" Xiao Lai rummaged through his pockets and found that he didn't have much with him.

"Thirty."

"Okay."

Xiao Lai doesn't believe in divination, but he just wants to make himself feel better, so he can only rely on his own temperament.

"Girl, looking at your face, you will be a rich and noble person in the future, but you need to pay attention to the open-mindedness, brainstorming, and not arbitrary." It seems that Xiao Lai can "calculate" it by himself.

"Then grandpa, my marriage may be seen?" Xiao Lai is now very unsatisfactory in his love career, and he wants to know what the old man means.

"Girl, your hands are thicker, the marriage lord is northwest, you should find a marriage partner who is engaged in electronics and the like. Remember, be sure to stay away from hooked noses, triangular eyes. Xiao Lai smiled, paid the money, and left happily.

This kind of divination is very popular in the countryside. Although the family is not superstitious, they will look up to him as if he were faith. The "essence" handed down by the ancestors, after thousands of years of evolution, finally has the foundation of his existence, even if he enters the era of socialist science, it is difficult to change his old appearance, and people still want to find a trace of sustenance and soul for their hearts.

Xiao Lai is not superstitious about such hexagrams, but treats him as an ancient culture, and she can't understand why sometimes she can see other people's inner world from the eyes of those old people. Famous schools also have special courses to teach students.

In the following days, Xiao Lai still went to work as usual. It's just that she always feels that the surface of her feet is swollen, and she doesn't pay much attention to it.

After three days, the whole calf was swollen and I couldn't walk. Xiao Lai's proprietress heard about her situation and quickly contacted a hospital for her, asking Xiao Lai to go to the doctor quickly.

Fortunately, it came in time, and if it was a little later, her leg would be useless.

After hearing the doctor's diagnosis, she needed surgery right away. It turned out that Xiao Lai was always wearing wet shoes during the week in the south, and was infected by a strange bacteria, and then encountered a sudden attack by poisonous mosquitoes, and the venom entered the muscle sac cavity of the foot, and the edema would spread to the whole body, and it was necessary to seek medical attention in time to control it.

Lai gasped as she was carried to the operating room. Several doctors asked her if she wanted anesthesia, and she said no.

"Are all your family members here?"

"No, I'm alone, if I need to sign, I can only sign it myself." Xiao Lai was a little uncomfortable, and went to a retest, but when he came back, he had to suffer such physical injuries.