"What did you say?"

Mom was chopping vegetables for a moment, and looked at Xi Fan in surprise: "Say it again, what are you going to do?" ”

Xi Fan repeated expressionlessly: "I don't want to go to school, I'm going to drop out, don't go again." ”

"No way!" The knife in my mother's hand slammed into the cutting board, and she said angrily, "It's so easy for me and your father to provide for you to go to school? If you can't say it, you won't be on it?! It's not negotiable, you have to go! ”

Xi Fan didn't react to his mother's anger, but said calmly: "Whether you agree or not, I won't go, even if I die right now." ”

Mom seemed to be shocked by Xi Fan's words, and then she felt that she was serious, not just casually joking to deliberately anger her.

Mom asked in a surprised voice, "Are you serious?!" ”

Xi Fan just looked at her calmly as before, without saying a word.

Mom gritted her teeth, lifted the kitchen knife in her hand, put it on her neck, and shouted to Xi Fan: "You don't need to die!" If you don't go to school, then I'll die in front of you first! ”

After shouting, my mother cried again, and persuaded Xi Fan very sadly.

"Fanfan, even if your mother begs you, don't be willful.

You have finally been admitted to the provincial key points, and you can go to a good university in the future, and the future is bright, how can you say that you will not go if you don't go?

You've always been very worry-free for your mother, don't make trouble, okay? Mom begs you, do you really want to watch Mom die? ”

Xi Fan's originally calm expression collapsed when his mother picked up the knife holder and put it on her neck.

She burst into tears, choked up and said, "Mom, don't force me, I don't want to go to school, I don't want to go!" ”

"You're pushing me!" Mom shouted excitedly, and due to her emotion, the blade in her hand cut through the skin on her neck, oozing a trace of blood.

"What do you and I work so hard for every day? Your father goes out early and returns late every day, and I work very hard, and the company is still so far away from home, but what is the purpose of rushing back to cook for you at noon every day? Do you say that if you don't go to school, you won't go to school? Aren't you pushing me?!

Listen to my mother, let's go to school obediently, and everything will be fine when you go to college, otherwise I will die in front of you now! ”

Seeing that the knife in her mother's hand was getting closer, Xi Fan's heart struggled violently, and in the end, she compromised.

"I'm going to school."

Every day is like playing a stand-alone game, the people around her are NPCs, no one has any communication and interaction with her, except for being bullied, no one will say a word to her.

Since that day when her mother forced her to go to school, Xi Fan never went back to eat at noon, bought some food casually every day, or simply didn't eat anything, sitting in a corner of the school without people, in a daze.

Occasionally, when I was extremely depressed, I would take a utility knife and slowly slash my wrist to relieve the dullness in my heart from the pain caused by the wound.

On this day, at lunch, Xi Fan went to the corner where she often went as usual, sat on the ground against the wall, and had two steamed buns bought in the morning, but she didn't want to eat them, just lowered her head and was stupid.

"Wow, woo."

Suddenly, a few dog barks called Xi Fan back to his senses.

When she raised her head, she found that there was a skinny yellow earth dog squatting a few meters away in front of her, looking at her pitifully, her eyes would glance at the bun she put aside from time to time, and she saw Xi Fan looking at it, her tail wagging happily, but she didn't dare to approach.