Lu Xiaojing and Chen Jiashu chatted and chatted, she no longer had the interest to talk anymore, talking about work and talking about this, Lu Xiaojing already felt that it didn't matter, since the new leader didn't want to see him, then let him go, it's a big deal that he doesn't want this director, he is also happy to be a doctor.

Therefore, no matter what Chen Jiashu said, Lu Xiaojing did not respond positively, but responded lightly: I obey the arrangement of the hospital, I have no opinion! Chen Jiashu also felt Lu Xiaojing's emotions at this time, and he wanted to try his best to win Lu Xiaojing's understanding, so she said to Lu Xiaojing, "Doctor Lu, I sincerely hope that you will not have any unpleasant ambiguity about the arrangement of the hospital. ”。

Lu Xiaojing smiled and said, "Dean Chen, I really don't have any resistance, I have self-knowledge, I know what I can do, in a word, I will actively cooperate with the leader's work!" Chen Jiashu leaned forward at this time, stared at Lu Xiaojing with both eyes, and said a little, "Doctor Lu, as far as I know, you have always had a competitive relationship with Zhao Xiaoyan, do you have any thoughts about the hospital wanting to promote Zhao Xiaoyan this time?" ”。

When Lu Xiaojing heard Chen Jiashu ask herself, she poked her sore spot all of a sudden, but she couldn't show weakness on this occasion, she suppressed the resentment in her heart, and said to Chen Jiashu very calmly, "Dean Chen, I have a competition with Xiao Yan, but there is no dislike between the two of us, we are engaged in a gentleman's dispute, and I also admire Xiao Yan, Xiao Yan can take on a heavy responsibility, and I can't ask for it, so there is no Yu Liang complex between me and her!" ”。

After listening to Lu Xiaojing's answer, Chen Jiashu showed appreciation, and he said approvingly, "Doctor Lu, you are a good doctor who understands the general situation and takes the overall situation into account, I am proud of Xiaoyan to have such a competitor as you, since you are so sympathetic to each other, I think you will also strongly support this adjustment, I am very happy, I hope that in the future, you can continue to support each other and promote each other-."

Listening to Chen Jiashu's overflowing protection of Zhao Xiaoyan, Lu Xiaojing felt that blood was dripping in her heart, she wanted to fight, she wanted to fight back, but she finally restrained herself, she sneered, and said, "Dean Chen, this is not necessary, Xiaoyan has the blessing of you, the dean, I think he will definitely do a good job!" ”。

Chen Jiashu heard what Lu Xiaojing said, he was stunned for a moment, and said, "Doctor Lu, do you have a misunderstanding about me, if there is a misunderstanding or question, you can bring it up to me, and I will explain it to you openly and honestly!" Lu Xiaojing smiled and said, "Dean Chen, where are you talking about, we don't know each other in the first place, there is no intersection, how can I have a misunderstanding with you, and I heard that you are a medical doctor studying in Germany, for such a medical elite, I can't admire it, where do I dare to have an opinion-."

Listening to Lu Xiaojing's words that obviously contained cynicism, but Chen Jiashu couldn't find any flaws, he was depressed and didn't know what to say, at this time Lu Xiaojing was already addicted to words, she saw that Chen Jiashu fell into silence, so she took advantage of the situation and said, "Dean Chen, I have finished reporting on the work situation, I have also heard some of your thoughts, if there is nothing else, I want to go back first, Corey still has some things to deal with!" ”。

Chen Jiashu was surprised by Lu Xiaojing's preconceived question, and he realized at this moment: The seemingly weak Dr. Lu in front of him is by no means an ordinary woman, she is polite and maverick, she is a very individual, very active woman, as an atypical hospital manager, instead of getting angry, he began to appreciate -

So, Chen Jiashu put away his silence, a smile appeared on his face, he took the initiative to stand up, and said, "Okay, Dr. Lu, let's talk about this today!" Lu Xiaojing also stood up and said, "Dean Chen, then I'll go first", as he spoke, he turned around and walked out the door, Chen Jiashu took a step forward and took the initiative to help Lu Xiaojing open the door-

When Lu Xiaojing was about to step out of the door, Chen Jiashu suddenly said, "Doctor Lu, you are a very unique person I have ever met, I hope to hear more sincere advice from you in the future!" Lu Xiaojing and Chen Jiashu looked at each other for a moment, and replied coldly, "Don't dare to be!" Then he turned and walked out the door.

Back to the office, Lu Xiaojing sat on the chair and leaned straight on the back of the chair, she felt weak and helpless, she recalled that over the years, she came to the hospital, started from an ordinary doctor, and stepped into the leadership position of the department; She recalled her hard work day and night, failed to take care of her children, and failed to fulfill her daughter's filial piety to her parents——, thinking about it, she felt great grievance and incomprehension, and couldn't help but burst into tears-

Lu Xiaojing's heart was full of loss and sadness at this time, but even though she had a thousand words, she couldn't find anyone to talk to at this moment: Wu Qiming, at best, he would persuade himself, don't care too much; He Mengying, if she is very aggressive, she will scold her; Dong Zhentang, it's not convenient to retire at home; Liao Yifan, how can he be embarrassed to go back on his word when he refuses to be thousands of miles away-

The more Lu Xiaojing thought about it, the more lonely she became, the more sad she became, she sobbed unconsciously, she quickly stood up and locked the door of the office, she didn't want people to know her state at this time, she just wanted to vent alone, she also understood that only she could understand all this pain, and she was the only one who could carry it-

Unconsciously, it was time to get off work, Lu Xiaojing soothed her emotions and stopped her tears, she walked to the mirror to see, her eyes were already swollen from crying, and her former flower and moon appearance suddenly became a lot haggard, she wiped off the tear stains with a tissue, and made up for her makeup, and finally saw the past.

She waited a little longer, she didn't want to go home, she wanted to walk quietly alone, so she walked out of the office, took advantage of the dim light in the corridor and hurried downstairs, walked out of the hospital directly, walking aimlessly along the street alone, she didn't know where she wanted to go-

I don't know how long I walked, the feet in the high heels felt painful, so she moved to a small garden on the side of the street, and sat down in front of a bench, and then there was no noise of the road around, but out of nowhere came a boy's song: I looked up at the sky is blue, I looked down at the ground is gray, walking alone on the crowded street, my heart feels more and more desolate, I have never been able to believe that you have left me, I have always been unwilling to believe that you have abandoned love, and now you and I do not need to justify, Who's who is who is not at fault, my heart has been disheartened, my heart has become cold.

The singing is melodious and bleak, the lyrics are in the heart, Lu Xiao listened to the song quietly, and couldn't help but have an empathetic experience, yes, after experiencing all this, his heart has become disheartened, and his heart has become cold!

Lu Xiaojing listened to the song, shed tears, and once again experienced desolation and helplessness. After listening to the song, Lu Xiaojing looked up at the sky, and through the branches, she saw that the sky was already full of stars, some of those stars were bright and some were dark, but they were all lonely and looked at each other, none of them were connected together, Lu Xiaojing couldn't help but sigh, the stars are still like this, what more can I ask for?

Thinking of this, Lu Xiaojing suddenly had an idea, to drink, to indulge, and let herself relax completely! So, she got up and walked to the side of the road, stopped the car and rented a car, and told the driver to take her to the bar, and the driver asked, "Which bar to go to?" Lu Xiaojing said, "Feel free! Without saying anything more, he started the car and merged into the traffic.

After a while, the taxi stopped in front of a bar with flashing lights, Lu Xiaojing paid for the taxi, and then walked into the bar——, because it was still early, there were only a few people chatting in the bar, Lu Xiaojing found a corner of the card seat and sat down, called the waiter, ordered a few bottles of dark beer and a glass of whiskey on the rocks, and then drank it alone.

Accompanied by the energetic music in the bar, Lu Xiaojing seemed to forget the unhappiness and drank alone, cup after cup. Later, there were more people in the bar, and the stage performance also began, and the beautiful men and women began to sing and dance vigorously, which also ignited Lu Xiaojing's passion, she stood up from her seat with the wine, and began to shake her body to the beat of the music.

Later, Lu Xiaojing simply walked to the front of the stage with the flow of people, drowning in the middle of those crazy men and women, she faded away from her shyness, threw away her reserve, danced and shouted to her heart's content, making herself a night woman completely.

That night, Lu Xiaojing was so drunk that she staggered out of the bar until late at night, but fortunately, she was still a little conscious, and she sat at the door of the bar and called Wu Qiming, and when Wu Qiming arrived, she was already lying asleep in front of the bar-