Chapter 123: Why Did You Leave Me 5
Her voice made the hand that was holding her tremble again, as if he was suspicious for a while, and finally let go slowly!
Li Yin gently pulled out her hand and fumbled beside her for a while to turn on the bed lamp.
If Fan Fan's room had not been lit up, and it was already past nine o'clock in the evening, then he had been in the dark for several hours. Liyin opened her mind and looked silently at the wall beside her. At this time, she didn't dare to turn around and look at the person lying beside her. She guessed he was blaming her? Hate her? Or is it the same as before, even if there is a quarrel, as long as she returns to him, it will be as if nothing has happened? She thinks she hates her! I remember the last time I went to the crew, she was lost, and when Fan Fan found her, "If you leave me, then I will hate you for the rest of my life"!
There are only two emotions in this man's heart that are real, and that is love and hate! All other emotions are just like his profession, all acting.
The lights were turned on, and Li Yin looked at the wall, and Fan Fan stared at Li Yin's side face. The room was silent, and the sound of breathing was faint. The turbid air would have been stagnant, and Liyin would not have been able to smell the ginger and sourness in the room. Suddenly, out of the corner of her eye, she caught a glimpse of the crumbs on the ground, and she suddenly got up to get a broom to clean it up. As soon as she stood up, the medicine box that she had casually inserted in her pants pocket when she entered the house fell to the ground with a "pop". She hurriedly bent down to pick it up, but Fan Fan's throat was so hoarse that he couldn't slurred words, "Don't you even want to look at me?" ”
Liyin's bending movements came to an abrupt halt. The already bent body is almost at a 45-degree angle, and the heart is still tightly twisted. After a slight pause, she reached out and picked up the pill box and straightened up, the blood flowing back and her head was a little dizzy. After standing still for a few seconds and waiting for the dizziness to pass, she gasped softly and said, "I'll clean up the house first!" ”
Fan Fan didn't say anything more, and the corner of Liyin's eyes glanced at the quilt wrapped around him and seemed to move. She paused, walked softly to the balcony and pushed open the glass door. It had rained in the morning, and it was hot outside with occasional light breezes. The hot air from outside rushed into the house through the open half of the balcony door, and it seemed that in an instant, the air in the room was much fresher.
I remembered that a month ago, she put the remote control of the air conditioner in the bedside table. She hesitated, but moved to the bedside. Subconsciously glanced at the bed, Fan Fan's face turned sideways inside, and he couldn't see his face clearly. She opened the cabinet door, neatly took out the remote control battery, installed it and turned on the air conditioner for ventilation. A chill hit her body, and she remembered that Fan Fan was still feverish, and she had forgotten the most important thing!
Reiin returned to the living room and took out a glass to clean. Tang You suddenly appeared, he pointed to the slightly steaming water cup on the coffee table and said, "There!" You're ready! ”
Li Yin glanced at Tang You, no need to say more! He put the cup back in his hand again, and walked towards the Fan Fan Room with the water that Tang You had poured.
Li Yin entered the room and put the water cup on the bedside table, paused for a moment before saying softly: "Brother Zhengyang, get up first and take antipyretics!" ”
Fan Fan's face was still facing inward, as if he was asleep, ignoring Li Yin's words!
Liin gently sat on the edge of the bed. Trembling hands to pull Fan Fan's face! As soon as her hand touched Fan Fan's cheek, a hand sprang out of the quilt and slapped her hand away!
"Bang... Smack...", accompanied by a hoarse voice roared: "Get out!" ”
Too hard, Liyin's slapped hand touched the glass on the bedside, and the glass toppled and rolled to the floor. The water is spilled, the cup is broken!
The glass seemed to shatter in Reyn's heart. Fan Fan's sentence "Get out" was like a hand reaching into her heart, pinching and rubbing the broken glass slag full of her heart. Her heart hurts! Almost suffocating. There was no sound in his throat, but tears seemed to be frightened, and he shrunk into his eyes and didn't dare to flow out willfully.
She felt as if she had been electrocuted, and her whole body trembled. Her mind went blank, and she pursed her lips and was stunned! I only heard my own slow but heavy breathing, like a reverse current of sadness sobbing in my heart.
"He hates me!" She thought to herself!
"What about hate? Isn't that exactly what I want? She persuaded herself again!
"As long as he's good! Let him hate. In this world, in addition to love, which can be remembered for a lifetime, hate can also be remembered. If he hates me all the time, he will never forget me. ”
Liyin sighed softly, got up and walked out again!
Fan Fan did have a fever, and he might have really burned badly, but he was awake. The moment Li Yin entered the door and talked to Tang You, he knew that she was coming.
He wanted to see her, but he was afraid that she had come to tell him that she was going to break up with him. He felt that it was better not to see, although Liyin hit him, kicked him, and let him go. Say goodbye to him too! Didn't she say goodbye when he went to work before? She didn't "break up", she didn't "never see you again", he could still think that Liyin was afraid of being kidnapped and lost her temper. When she calms down, it's still his Liyin!
He didn't let Liyin in, he didn't want her to see his deplorable appearance! Liin is still in! The moment Liin approached him, she thought his Liyin was back! She didn't leave, and he was happy. But when the lights came on in the room, Liyin didn't even want to look at him. It was like another handful of salt on the wound in his heart! He was uncomfortable, he cried again! Silent tears. He turned his face sideways, not wanting Riin to pity him by seeing his vulnerability. He wants her love, not her pity!
Liyin's gambling glass shattered, and his heart was also broken. He turned to look at Liyin, but Liyin was stunned, so stunned that she didn't notice that he was looking at her! From Liyin's face, he saw that she was extremely injured, it was he who had injured Liyin just now.
He understands that Liyin never hides her joys, sorrows, and sorrows. She loves to laugh, she loves to cry, and she will scold when she makes her angry. But she was so sad just now that she forgot how to shed her tears.
Liyin was gone, looking at her slightly thin back and flashing out the door lonely. His heart was empty and painful, and he couldn't stop crying.
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There are footsteps!
Very light, very light, it's her. He quickly wiped away his tears. She's back! He thought that if she came back, he would not drive her away again. Even if she comes to tell him "never again", then he can hug her one last time. You can also confirm if she was injured last night!
Liyin came in with a shovel and a broom in one hand and a water glass in the other! Feeling a pair of eyes staring at her, she didn't dare to make eye contact with those eyes, she didn't know what those beautiful eyes looked like at this time! Ice and fire shoot out of the eyes!
She walked to the head of the bed with her eyelids down, and put down the glass of water that was still hot. Sweep up the glass slag and bowl slag in the room! She swept very carefully, swept and swept, and suddenly remembered something and threw the broom and ran out!
Fan Fan stared at Li Yin busy in front of him. This gave him the illusion of suddenly going back to the previous days! It feels blissful!
Li Yin swept the ground, and suddenly remembered that Fan Fan was hungry all over, so she went out and asked Tang You to call her brother Ma Yu to send some rice, and she cooked some porridge for Fan Fan to eat for a while! As a result, Tang You went downstairs to get the rice by herself, and she turned back to the room, swept the floor and mopped it clean. When I was done, I went to close the glass door on the balcony. The air in the room is cooler, and the ginger, spicy and sour are gone!
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