79. You can't see each other in a different place
A meal can not only detect a person's etiquette, but also his way of doing things. This is different from the previous su
It's completely different, but the habit of being picky hasn't changed at all.
Looking at the unclean food is not eaten, there is a little dust on the plate is not touched, the cheap ones are not bought, and the tableware must be scalded with boiling water before use.
He, no wonder he's so thin, there's a reason. It's all faults that are singled out, those fat people who can eat, his weight must be the result of not being picky.
"Eat it, eat more, it's too thin!" Xiao Lai looked at these delicacies, a little "unbearable", she picked up the chopsticks, sandwiched some vegetarian dishes, and put them there.
"Well, I'm a little hungry, what do you want to eat, I'll order it again!" He is quite generous, and he picks vegetables for Xiaolai while eating.
"I was so full just now that I couldn't eat at all."
"Eat some more, I'm going to take a car in a while, I'm hungry on the road!"
"Lose weight! Keep your mouth shut! Xiao Lai didn't say anything more, she just smiled and watched him eat.
When taking the bus to the train station, Xiao Lai was a little depressed. She found, su
He didn't take her to his school, but kept walking around, as if he was a little afraid of someone.
However, she still didn't ask. got off the bus and went straight to the waiting room, and little Leben wanted to get a ticket and take the bus. I never thought about it and was su
Stopped, Xiao Lai asked him puzzled, "Why don't you go back?" I'm going to check in! ”
"I'll be sad, I don't know when I'll see you again!" Saying that, he also held Xiao Lai's hand, a little reluctant!
"Have time to play with me!" Lai patted him as if he were comforting a child.
"I'm leaving, let's talk!" Xiao Lai really caught the train without looking back.
su
Looking at her back, she was a little familiar, thinking that when Xiao Lai sent him back to the dormitory, he left a long series of backs. And Xiao Lai over there, who was a little preoccupied, met this time, but did not talk about the display issues that should be discussed. The moment she stepped on the train, she decided to forget about this person as a moral remedy, and she took this trip as compensation for his previous decision, and decided not to contact him again.
A long-distance relationship is the thing that Xiao Lai dislikes the most! What's more, this time she and su
did not negotiate the problem between them, rather than a long pain is better than a short pain, Xiao Lai waited for him to call again, and had a showdown with him.
On the train, Xiao Lai bought some food, and felt a little uncomfortable, because this was after she completely let go of one relationship and accepted another, she found that she was not really happy.
However, su
didn't take into account her concerns, a little selfish and unkind, for this, Xiao Lai did not show any special disgust, it can only show one problem, that is, this man has replaced the previous shadow in her heart.
Xiao Lai has been a little bumpy emotionally along the way. But she doesn't want to break the jar, and she won't be restless, if there is a sincere feeling, in front of her, she will ask her heart before she will
Decide whether you want to accept it, whether you want to catch it or not.
When I returned home, life went on as usual, and Xiaolai still wrote manuscripts, did tutoring, and added classes. And su
The attitude towards her has changed, although there are still many calls to Xiaolai, but sometimes the contact is disconnected.
Xiao Lai noticed it, but she didn't show it, but reduced the frequency of answering the phone, she wanted to get herself to adjust as soon as possible, and she didn't want to be affected by him anymore.
Sometimes, the more weak a person's heart is, the more frequent he will contact you, in order to make you unaware of his true thoughts, afraid that his mind will be seen through, will make a lot of unusual actions, for example, call more often, the call time is shorter; There is only mutual greeting between the two people, and there is no further discussion; The other party wants to force you to leave, and will always be absent from your most important days and occasions; Excuse busyness to cover up inner panic, etc.
One night, Lai called him.
"What are you doing?" Xiao Lai took the initiative to call him this time, which was an accident.
"I'm reading, I've just come back!" The other party's tone was a little polite.
"I want to tell you something, is it convenient now?" Rai is determined to ask him about what to do in the future!
"Well, convenient!"
"Would you rather have two places, or the same city?"
"It's all right!"
"And what if I'm in the same city? What would you do? ”
"Isn't the situation pretty good right now? Why do you want to be in the same city? ”
"So, you mean it doesn't matter?"
"Then you found me just for the original unwillingness, right?"
“……”
"Then don't contact me again, okay, bye-bye!" This is the first time that Xiao Lai has learned his tone and said goodbye to him!
The sound of the "......" phone hanging up.
During this period of time, Xiao Lai was not sad, and he did not contact that person again, but just blocked and deleted all his contact information, in order not to let himself think of this person again.
There's nothing you can't think about, there's no big deal, if you can't talk about it, you can't talk about it, if you don't have feelings, you can work hard, and you can't hang on a tree!
Xiao Lai began to act on his own, and after submitting a few resumes on the Internet, he finally received a notice of interview. This is also what she asked tentatively before
I wanted to surprise him, but it turned out to be like this, she didn't hesitate any longer, but still bought a ticket and got on the bus.
Along the way, she was not in the mood to reminisce about the scenery on the side of the road, just to prepare for the interview. After getting out of the car, Xiao Lai didn't care about drinking saliva, so he went to the interview first.
When she was interviewing around non-stop, this side of su
is having an affair with his sister. Anyway, Xiao Lai didn't know and didn't want to see it, it was important to find a job first, and she selectively blocked the few text messages he occasionally sent.
There was no response, he was unwilling, and wanted to know her news, sometimes he himself was such a confused person, he didn't dare to face his true thoughts, and he couldn't resist the temptation of the outside world. This is what Xiao Lai hates the most, so she can't forgive, she wants a dedicated person, not a day and a twilight or something like that.
Although su
There are many options, but Xiao Lai doesn't want to have anything to do with him anymore, so he is okay and goes his own way. Who can guess each other's thoughts, who can figure out what they should do, in order to be worthy of their hearts and worthy of love?
Xiao Lai can only follow his inner thoughts, stumbling all the way, and he doesn't know how to put his youth! I interviewed a few units, but either the work content was unsatisfactory or too far away, so Xiao Lai decided to interview for the last book editor position before going back.
In the end, she was hired very quickly, which was really beyond Xiaolai's expectations, originally, she might have said goodbye to the capital, but she didn't expect that "the willows and flowers are bright". After talking about the relevant entry issues, Xiao Lai promised the other party to report in a week.
Finally a little confident in himself, Xiao Lai thought that he could happily take the train back, but he didn't want to, he received a text message from him on the train, "How was the interview?" ”
Originally, Xiao Lai didn't want to pay attention to him anymore, and the plot behind was even worse. Xiao Lai edited a text message, "Let's go, thank you for your concern!" As soon as it was sent, the other party actually changed a mobile phone number and called in, Xiao Lai looked at the unfamiliar number and ran to wash his hands and listen.
"Hey, hello, who's that?" This number she hadn't seen before.
"Did you get in the car?" The other party was a little drunk, and Xiao Lai had already heard it.
"How are you? I'm in the car, it's not convenient to answer! Lai wanted to hang up.
"Do you think I am?"
"Neurotic!"
"I miss you!"
"I'm sick!"
Xiao Lai didn't speak, and hung up directly. The other party kept asking Xiao Lai, "Why did you block me and delete me?" ”
"Sick!" Xiao Lai was uncomfortable with his anger, this matter was originally settled, but he didn't expect him to be endless.
The mobile phone was turned off, and he was angry along the way, and when he got off the train, Xiao Lai forgot his backpack, and when he went back to look for it, the train had already left. Little Lai sat down on the side of the road tiredly, sighing!
When people are lucky, even the heavens will help you, and when people point their backs, even an ant dares to step on you. Xiao Lai angrily took out his mobile phone and called his roommate, asking her to help open the door, because he couldn't find his things.
Unexpectedly, he called again, which really gave Xiao Lai a headache.
"Is there an end?"
"I miss you, you can't talk to me properly."
After he said this, Xiao Lai's eyes were a little red, not red, but she had just cried in the car, so that she forgot to carry her bag. This person always disturbed her will when she hadn't made up her mind, making her glass heart extremely fragile.
"What's wrong? Are you crying? Missed me? The other party couldn't hear Xiao Lai's voice, and he was a little uncomfortable.
"You're thinking too much." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone, and the other party called again, and the prompt tone "The phone you dialed has been turned off." ”
In fact, Xiao Lai is still not strong enough, and this person's capricious interactions make her feel insecure. Sitting there, tears still flowed, silently.
In fact, the person on the other end of the phone has just recognized his heart in the past few days, but Xiao Lai has difficulty accepting it, because she has no confidence in herself, how can she ask her to forgive a person who is hot and cold?
If the heart is no more, do not regret it. If your heart desires, don't let it break your heart. If you love, please love deeply, if you go, don't look back. Xiao Lai didn't recall those pasts, and finally became strong, how can you say that you will disperse?
People are sometimes so forgetful, the more they don't care, the more anxious they chase after him, and the more they care, the more indifferent they are. When you are together, you have to treat it with your heart, and when you are separated, you don't have to regret anything.
Back in the dormitory, Xiao Lai rested for a day, cleaned up for another day, and finally called his father to help carry the luggage home, and decided to buy a ticket to return to Beijing.
She didn't know, what was waiting for her? Maybe it's what people call fate!