Xie Jinling looked at the warm hand covering his hand, and a trace of warmth slipped through his cold and desolate heart. She turned over her hand, her palm facing her aunt's palm, held the warm hand tightly, and then asked her aunt as if talking to herself: "Auntie, your child should be similar to me, right?" ”

The aunt nodded, and when she mentioned her daughter, all mothers were overflowing with happiness.

"Auntie, what does it feel like to have a child?" Xie Jinling asked her.

"Sometimes I think she's very noisy, especially when she cries. Crying when you're upset, crying when you're hungry, crying when you pee, but it's also cute, and in many cases having a child makes people feel that life is complete. You accompany the child to grow up little by little, learn with her, watch her understand a little bit, and begin to feel sorry for her mother, such a process is the happiest stage of life. "Auntie, there is undisguised happiness between the words.

The corners of Xie Jinling's mouth were slightly curved, the child should be an envoy, an envoy who is not stained with dust. No one and nothing should erase his existence.

"Auntie, if you want to keep a child for a person who is not long, what kind of feelings is that?"

The aunt was stunned, and immediately panicked, and hurriedly pulled Xie Jinling to ask her what was wrong.

"Sister, are you sick? Don't you scare me? If you don't feel well, I'll take you to the hospital right away. "Then I got up and called the driver to come.

Xie Jinling grabbed her and shook his head slightly: "No, it's not me, I'm fine." It's a friend of mine and she's sick, very serious, probably only a few months away. But she wants to leave a child for someone, what kind of feelings do you have? ”

Auntie's heart fell when she mentioned her throat, and she held Xie Jinling's hand tightly before she spoke: "Sister, your friend should be afraid that the other party will be lonely." She paused for a moment before speaking, "In this world, if a woman is willing to give birth to a child for a man, she must love him to the core." You have to have hope to live, and that friend of yours should think the same way. ”

This hope is not necessarily reserved for the other party, but also for oneself. What if she survived by that hope? Sister, you should persuade her, persuade her not to give up, and persuade her to accept treatment well. ”

Xie Jinling looked at his aunt's kind eyes, and only felt that the dirty thoughts in his heart were like garbage in a stinky gutter, emitting a foul smell. This world is not very friendly, she actually wants to stifle a girl's hope, and actually hopes that she will die soon. Even she felt sick to such a filthy self.

Seeing that Xie Jinling was speechless for a while, the aunt was a little worried: "Sister, what's wrong with you?" ”

Xie Jinling smiled: "It's okay, Auntie, let's go down to eat." I'll go see her in the hospital later. ”

Auntie's heart suddenly let go, just want to eat.

"Auntie, how many more New Year's Eve are coming, right?"

"That's right, so sister, you have to eat more to raise yourself, you should feel more distressed when you go back like this."

Xie Jinling nodded, she could feel that she had lost a little weight again, and her hands seemed to be only skinny and bone-covered, so she didn't know if it was her parents' turn for her again.

Later, Xie Jinling really went to the hospital again, and before she went, she called Dr. Wang to make sure that Tong Yuyang was not in the hospital before she went.