"Aunt Wang, since Li Wenji came back that year, didn't he say anything?" An Zixian's eyes seemed to be breathing fire, hearing these old anecdotes, and Li Wenji's guy actually disappeared deliberately, and then thinking about his painstaking efforts to find him, he missed him so much, but he never considered this friend who was like a brother, and he couldn't help but feel a little chilled and sad.

"No......" Aunt Wang raised her eyes and was silent, "I was not at the scene, when he came back that day, I could see that he had something on his mind, but the old man was stubborn and didn't want to tell me, he would never say it, but what he didn't want me to know would definitely not be good for me." ”

"This guy really has no conscience," An Zixian looked depressed, "I suddenly feel so stupid and naïve, what is the point of these things I have worked hard for all these years, but in the end you are deliberately alienating me and forgetting me, I have suffered for half my life because I sold the information behind your last words..... Now think about ......"

"Master!" Mo Jingting approached An Zixian's side, "Don't think so, there is a secret in this, maybe ......"

"Maybe something! Didn't Aunt Wang say it! He came back to say goodbye to the old man, but he didn't say a word to me, and just left......"

"Master, you are thinking about it, carefully check the date, the day Li Wenji came back, there was Mu You looking for you!"

An Zixian tried to calm himself down when he heard this, and he tried his best to recall the date that Aunt Wang said, helping the wind and the past like smoke, he realized that he had received a call dozens of times that day, he was on a mission that night, and when he went back to the house to look at his phone, it was noon the next day. At that time, there was also a call back, although it was not dialed, I just thought it was inconvenient during the trip, so I fell asleep.

Seeing that Master's face gradually warmed up, Mo Jingting whispered, "How is it?" I think of something, I can still think of it after so many years, which shows that Li Wenji still cared about your brother at that time, otherwise how could it impress you! “

An Zixian looked at Aunt Wang again and was silent, but Aunt Wang looked at the master and apprentice in front of her with a very strange look at this time.

Seeing this, Mo Jingting quickly knew what was going on, and said, "Aunt Wang, we didn't deliberately deceive you, but we didn't have much time to see the old man at that time, and we were very happy to hear about that relationship, so we had to ...... it."

"I understand, it's okay," Aunt Wang looked at Mo Jingting kindly, "It's okay, you're a good girl." Aunt Wang smiled gently, then turned to look at the stone Buddha in the square and was silent for a while.

Mo Jingting tried her best to sort out the old anecdotes that Aunt Wang had just briefly recounted, and asked, "Aunt Wang, you just said that Aunt Li Wenji changed her name later, did she change it herself, or did the old man change it, and what is it called after the change?" ”

Aunt Wang shook her head slowly, her eyes still staring at the stone Buddha, and said: "That is the pain in the old man's heart, and his heart was like a knife before he said it here, and then I didn't ask anymore, and he didn't say it anymore." ”

At this time, An Zixian looked out the window, saw the afterglow spreading, and felt unwell, and said: "Aunt Wang, I'll send you back, the weather is starting to get colder, the old man has just left, you should also pay attention to your body, and don't bother too much!" ”

Aunt Wang sighed, "You have a heart," Aunt Wang glanced out the window, and then turned back to the stone Buddha, "Let's go!" ”

"Jingting, you go back first," An Zixian said as he helped Aunt Wang and looked at her again, "There's no need to play anything anymore, there are too many things happening these days, and I want to accompany Aunt Wang quietly these days." You go back first, and when I figure out some things, I'll take the initiative to find you. ”

Mo Jingting smiled reluctantly and squeezed out a sentence: Okay. Then he followed him, sent Master and Aunt Wang to the gate of the temple and waved goodbye briefly. I wanted to say something, after all, I was touched a lot by the profound things I had experienced in Ningzhou, but before the words were mentioned, An Zixian had already helped Aunt Wang walk down more than ten meters away.

Seeing this, Mo Jingting pouted, thinking about the major events of life and death that she has experienced these days, she can't help but be a little stunned about life, like an illusion floating in a mirror, everything is true and false, she always feels that there is a body tethering her, and the end of the rope is getting closer and closer, and she also feels that her sense of mission is getting stronger and stronger, as if her body is specially set for some ultimate plan.

Leaving the Stone Buddha Temple, Mo Jingting stopped and stopped along the way, and finally when she arrived at the unmanned platform, she went to the station, got on the high-speed rail and went back to the late winter and late summer bar in Yicheng that fascinated her.

......

When I arrived at the bar, it was almost midnight, the whole long street was sparsely populated, the red lanterns hung high and the neon lights corresponded, and the bursts of light and shadow in the circle were reflected in Mo Jingting's heart like reflecting the dust of the years, sometimes it felt very distant and dim from this world.

Gradually, Mo Jingting also understood that half of the unfamiliarity came from her mechanical and rational body, and the other half of her kindness came from the warmth of her own human genes, maybe this is what her grandmother said, the difference between her and Yike, she did not maintain absolute rationality like Yike, otherwise it would be such a pain to not feel the warmth of the world.

The theme of this time the bar is ink rain and clouds, and when Mo Jingting walks in the bar hall, it is like walking on a misty mountain, and it is also like a fairyland.

When I raised my eyes, I saw either smoke or rain, with a melodious music, for a moment, Mo Jingting seemed to feel that she could go straight to the sky all of a sudden, and then ride the clouds and fog, and then fall back in an instant, it is really the two extremes of human affection, one is like rising to the climax of life, and the other is like falling into the trough of life.

Mo Jingting's superhuman-like body feels more real than ordinary people, in this floating state of mind, it is like putting her soul in a drum washing machine, washing back and forth in the clouds of smoke like foam, until the clear voice of her life punctures those bubbles with faces one by one, and then returns to this devoiding reality.

Looking back, Mo Jingting realized that it was Li Zhongquan, the bar Li Zhongquan who had not seen her for a long time, who spoke to her. After Peach Blossom listened to the master, this time the stereotype of him changed, thinking about it, he was also a poor person, the last time the master told himself that the eighty old mother he had complained about was true.

But think about it again, what's wrong with him, his elderly parents are the most selfish and ruthless, they enjoyed all the happiness and freedom when they were young, and when they are old, they feel lonely and want to have children, but they don't leave any savings when they have children, so that Li Zhongquan was born with pain. said that it was to study, parents needed to provide for it, and said that it was to drop out of school to make money, but the good years were wasted, and maybe one day they could become the pillars of the country, but they were wiped out because of the selfishness and ruthlessness of their parents.

Thinking about these helpless reasons, Mo Jingting couldn't help but feel sad and pitiful for Li Zhongquan's life. should be a flashy and splendid life, why did he fall into the front of others and laugh at the poor people who make wedding dresses for others? But there is nothing wrong with raising his own parents, and besides, he is protected by the law, if it is not his parents' fault, whose fault should it be? If this law does not allow the birth of the Dink family, or if the Dink family is like a certainty, when he regrets wanting to have children, he must also accept the punishment of the law, this Li Zhongquan's life will be a correct trajectory.

"Hey, beauty," Li Zhongquan grinned, "I haven't seen you here for a long time, it's so late today, what do you want to drink?" ”

"Forget it," Mo Jingting looked around and glanced at Li Zhongquan, "It's just to come and sit down and nourish your heart...... Oh yes, our deal...... The salary for this period of time has not been paid...... Wait a minute, I'll ......."

"No need, beauty."

"What's wrong?"

"I haven't reported any information about my boss to you during this time, so naturally you don't need to pay me......"

"Our transaction is not invalid, the agreement is that I can keep up with your boss's information, not that you take the initiative to inform me of the information, so according to the agreement of the transaction, I still have to pay you."

"No matter what you say, I don't want it anymore!"

Greed for money was Mo Jingting's definition of him in the past, and now that he knows his life experience and difficulties, he naturally doesn't want to be ridiculed like before. But why he didn't want this comfortable salary anymore made Mo Jingting curious, so he asked, "What?" You have always seen money, why have you become like money now, you don't want to give it to you for nothing, are you ......" Mo Jingting wanted to scold him for saying that he was not a fool, but before he could say anything, he was stunned by Li Zhongquan's quick answer.

"Scold, scold hard, anyway, this look has already become a label in everyone's hearts, and I don't need money so much anymore, what I want to do most now is to do my own thing, and then read books, it's actually pretty good......"

Mo Jingting suddenly had a resonance, but immediately deduced that Li Zhongquan must have experienced some major events of life and death, but what big things can he have in his identity, such as words that see through life and death, could it be ...... Mo Jingting thought that when she appeared in this state of mind, she learned the news of her mother's death. Immediately raised his eyes and glanced at Li Zhongquan, could it be ......

"No matter what," Mo Jingting asked tentatively, "you don't want to be free at any time now, you can do whatever you want, haven't the fetters disappeared?" ”

"Bonds? No, no...... They're not fetters, they're my parents, my biological parents......"

"Hmm...... That's why what happened to them, you have become so enlightened! ”

"They are gone, and they are gone, silently......"

"Isn't birth, old age, sickness and death a natural normal? Let's mourn and change! ”

"But ......"

"What's wrong?"

"They went because of it, and I thought I could maintain this family that could be called 'home' for a long time, but I turned ...... the other hand."

"What the hell is going on? Did they force you to make money or did you not want to continue to support you? ”

"Nope! That's not true! Li Zhongquan almost shouted, "They can't see me so tired, they both committed suicide on the grounds of giving me freedom and relief, they are too selfish and ruthless, and they don't consider my feelings at all." Li Zhongquan couldn't hide his feelings and cried quietly.

Hearing this, Mo Jingting felt as if she had been pierced through her chest by a bolt of lightning, and she felt a blow in her mind. She never expected such a result, the most unacceptable thing for her was that she criticized Li Zhongquan's parents for their selfishness and ruthlessness in her heart a few minutes ago, and at this second, she knew that sentence might be right, how can there be parents in the world who don't love their children, but his parents behave in a special way, and Li Zhongquan has never had any dissatisfaction, everything was imposed on him by himself.

It seems that he is not well versed in the world, and people have feelings.

Mo Jingting wanted to appease Li Zhongquan, but he quickly touched his tears, extinguished his voice, and then shook his body, resumed his normal work, and the smile on the corner of his mouth did not seem stiff and disobedient, but there was still sadness in his eyes that could not hide his sadness. Seeing this, Mo Jingting was in awe, such a person is worthy of respect.

.......

At midnight, Mo Jingting ordered some drinks and drank some wantonly, I don't know if it was the drunkenness or the fact that she was drunk with the ink rain clouds, and finally returned to the hotel where she had been with stumbling footsteps.