Text Chapter 172: I'm with you behind you
Shen Lingfeng is definitely the first time to stay in the kitchen to eat! Absolute! But he didn't dare to enter the side room, for fear that Tong Xinya would be unhappy and drive herself out, but fortunately, she found a more sufficient reason for herself, that is, to watch the fire!
But when the water was boiled, Tong Xinya still didn't come in, he could only put the porridge in his hand down and knock on the door of the side room, but the door of the side room was not closed at all, and he walked in cautiously. I saw Tong Xinya's eyes at the door.
"Xin'er, do you still need it? I'll help you Sheng. "But when I saw Tong Xinya's bowl, I felt that I had asked too much, and Tong Xinya's bowl was still full, as if I hadn't eaten it at all." The porridge is not delicious when it is cold, and I will go and change a bowl for you? ”
Finally, Tong Xinya's eyes fell on Shen Lingfeng's face, and she saw that he was still gray with a nose. "No need."
This tone doesn't seem to mean to drive yourself away? Shen Lingfeng immediately sat down. "You're ...... I mean, if you don't want to eat, I'll get you some bath water. You can rest first tonight, and understand that I can take you out for a walk, okay? ”
Originally, he wanted to say that Tong Xinya only ate a little bit and said that he didn't need it, and it was not good for his health, but he didn't dare to say it directly. Only one topic could be changed. Didn't Song Duan say that patients should go outside more often when they are not well? It just so happened that he didn't have anything to do during this time, and even if there was something, he pushed it all away.
"I don't want to go." I don't want to go anywhere, Shen Lingfeng Song Duan has said these words, but Song Duan has not fulfilled them.
"That'...... Or we will enter the palace tomorrow, some time ago, the emperor often mentioned you, saying that you ......"
"Shen Lingfeng." Interrupted what he hadn't finished speaking, although he knew that Shen Lingfeng now knew who he was. But he still made Tong Xinya feel unaccustomed to it.
I don't know why, every time Tong Xinya called her name, Shen Lingfeng felt that she had a sharp blade behind her back. Each time, he stabbed himself directly in the chest after calling his name. "I'll go see if the water is ready, you wait a minute."
"Shen Lingfeng, I have something to tell you." Didn't he just say that the water was better? Only he could think of a reason.
"I'll talk about it later, I'll go see if the water is good first, otherwise the fire will be extinguished in a while." He didn't want to hear Tong Xinya call his name directly, it was a sharp blade. It doesn't hurt too much when you pierce it into your heart, but it hurts a lot when you pull it out. "You wait here for me first."
Actually, you don't have to ...... like this, "What is the difference between what is good now and what is the difference between it and before?"
It's really a sharp blade! After approaching the heart, pull it out directly, and there is no room for it. "I'm just ......"
"I asked you when you sent me out, didn't you go as you thought at that time? If you hadn't known about me as she used to be, would you have sent me out so cruelly? Although Song Duan had already told herself what Shen Lingfeng was thinking, she still wanted to ask clearly.
Shen Lingfeng was silent, he really didn't know at the time, he just thought that Tang Yuyan had been by his side for so many years. Just swap Tong Xinya out to save her once, and then discharge the thieves' annihilation point by himself.
But Song Duan said that Tang Yuyan was when he arrested Tong Xinya at that time, and when he knew her identity, he really felt crazy. All his thoughts were on Tong Xinya, and he was still stupid to exchange her for Tang Yuyan.
Shen Lingfeng didn't speak, and Tong Xinya suddenly understood. At that time, it was all her own passion, and Shen Lingfeng's current situation only knew that she was the one who was stabbed to death by him twelve years ago. "Go back to the palace, I don't want to see you."
"Xin'er!" How could he go back to the palace now, if he wants to go back, he must have her by his side.
"I don't want to see you now, I'm tired of being a fake princess for so long." I know it's impossible, but I'm still struggling desperately. Knowing that Song Duan was good to him, he was still waiting for Shen Lingfeng.
She's tired, why shouldn't he? "Xin'er, can't you give me one more chance? I ......"
Fear of losing you, but also fear of losing the present.
"I've been leaving opportunities for myself and you since you took me back to the palace, including when I got into the sedan chair." If it's really fixed, don't change it.
Shen Lingfeng had never been like this, he begged her for forgiveness like this, but in the end, he was exchanged for Tong Xinya's indifference.
"You can't take care of yourself by yourself, besides, your body is not yet well, when you are well, I will leave, and I will not disturb you. Here's a little request. It was his lowest plea, and he wished he could spend more time with her, even if she kept pushing him away.
Obviously, he had decided to cut off all contact with him in his heart, but why did Shen Lingfeng still feel pain in his heart when he said a word. I closed my eyes, and it took a while before I spoke slowly. "You go out, I want to rest."
Tong Xinya didn't want to see herself now, and although Shen Lingfeng was reluctant in his heart, he still stood up. "Then I'll go out first, if you call for something, I'll come in, I'll be outside."
Watching Shen Lingfeng close the door, the tears that he had endured for a long time finally came out of his eyes. A little emotion, why can you always make yourself cry?
Shen Lingfeng outside the door sat on the ground, Tong Xinya's ruthlessness just now was really like what she gave to herself, wasn't she the same at the beginning? Now Tong Xinya has returned herself. She's going to be in a better mood, right?
early morning
Tong Xinya woke up when the sky was still bright, I don't know if my eyes were too sore last night, and she fell asleep on her stomach on the table, she straightened up and was about to go back to bed, but a coat on her body fell off her body. There is no one else here, and this coat is not his own, and he doesn't have to think about it to know that Shen Lingfeng walked in last night while he was asleep.
I just wanted to put my coat aside, but I suddenly remembered that there was only one room in this medicine tang, and when Song Duan usually took care of himself, he casually set up a simple bed in the backyard to rest, so is Shen Lingfeng too? Looking around, Shen Lingfeng's things were still there.
Even the quilt on the bed is not missing, it is late autumn, and the night is already a little cool. Shen Lingfeng wouldn't go to the palace in the middle of the night, right? After thinking about it for a while, she decided to go out and have a look.
As soon as he opened the door, Shen Lingfeng, who was originally leaning against the door and closing his eyes to recuperate, also stood up suddenly. Seeing that she was awake, he hurriedly patted her body. "Are you awake?"
Shen Lingfeng rested outside the door last night? "Why are you here?"
"I'm afraid you need something in the middle of the night, and there is no one here. I'm waiting here, you see, you're not trying to ......"
"You slept here last night?" She didn't need anything, she just wanted to see if Shen Lingfeng had left Yaotang. I didn't expect him to be here all night, and his face changed a little because of the cold in the morning.
"No, you know I've always been an early starter." Even if he was out for a night, he wouldn't say it. Tong Xinya didn't want to see himself now, he couldn't even guard the door of the room.
Why can't you just say what's in your heart?
"Do you need anything? Or ......" he didn't have a good time saying the words "hungry, Hong Tao couldn't get up so early." Even if I did, I couldn't make some food and deliver it so quickly.
Tong Xinya is recovering, and she can't just eat two bites every day like last night. Fortunately, Hong Tao was not worried about himself and ran over in the middle of the night. I just happened to tell him to bring something to eat today.
"You come in first." His face began to change, and he was still there. If he hadn't fallen asleep on the table and woke up so early, would Shen Lingfeng have just waited outside for him to get up?
Shen Lingfeng was stunned for a moment, and then puzzled. Then a happy smile appeared on his face. Tong Xinya let him in? This time it wasn't her own begging for nothing, but Tong Xinya really let herself in!
didn't have time to think about it, Shen Lingfeng just collapsed in one step. Then he closed the door casually. He was really afraid that Tong Xinya would suddenly say something like wait or something.
Tong Xinya never thought that Shen Lingfeng would complete a series of actions so smoothly. When he came back to his senses, Shen Lingfeng was already standing in front of him. "You ......"
"Don't bother you, you can find a bed and sleep again. I promise it's quiet! "All come in, Shen Lingfeng is still a little worried. It wasn't the same last night when I came in, and then I went out in embarrassment.
In fact, what Tong Xinya wanted to say was not what he said at all, but the opposite. "I didn't mean to say this, you can rest first, I want to go out for a walk."
Now I can't run or jump, the only thing I can do is walk.
"Then I'll accompany you!" Without her, where can I rest assured?! Now I wish I could see her by my side for a day. She wasn't happy, but she just had to know she was there.
"In the past, when Song Duan was here, he gave me the side room, and he went to the backyard to set up a simple bed casually, if you don't mind, find there at night." I don't want to stay with him for too long now, but Shen Lingfeng doesn't seem to be leaving. But he can't be at the door every day, can he?
This time Shen Lingfeng didn't speak, in fact, he saw a simple bed in the backyard yesterday. He always thought that Song Duan would go back to Song Mansion to rest after settling Tong Xinya, but he didn't expect Song Duan to accompany her all the time. It's because he's missed too much.
"If you don't ......"
"I know, I was resting there last night, I woke up early, I wanted to wait for you to wake up. I didn't expect you to get up so early. The smile on Shen Lingfeng's face was a little bitter.
"Hmm!" Not wanting to see the sadness on his face, Tong Xinya turned her head. "I'll go out first, you can rest first."
The hand that was about to open the door was held by Shen Lingfeng. "I said to accompany you, I won't bother you, I'll be behind you."
Why is it so familiar? Behind her, it's really the opposite of what it used to be. Resisting the urge to keep herself from shedding tears, Tong Xinya still pulled the door open and walked out.