109. Waiting for an opportunity to retaliate is difficult
At night, she woke up crying, and by the faint light of her mobile phone, she looked at the unfinished book, because she was about to enter the examination room!
"Can you turn off the lights, I can't sleep!"
"Oh my God, I'm hiding under the covers, you can feel the light, I admire you so much! There is also the day after tomorrow that I will enter the examination room, can you be more tolerant and generous, let me go, as long as it is a few days, it's fine! ”
When May saw her say this, she really felt that she was too sensitive, and she was embarrassed to apologize to Xiao Laila, so she could only fall asleep again!
Later, Xiao Lai realized that he had a boyfriend in May, Qi Feng, who was already studying for graduate school here! Two people are in love and have been together for more than five years! During school, May thinks that her grades are better than her boyfriend's, and she always has a high-minded attitude, while her boyfriend always obeys and is cautious because he loves her too much, lest his beloved girl find out that one day he is not so outstanding and will leave him!
Since her boyfriend was admitted to this well-known university with the first overall score, May suddenly found that she was too childish to be willful and extreme in the past! With the display of her boyfriend's own strength, one day, the girl finally couldn't help it, proposed to break up, and stubbornly moved out of the house she had rented together, no matter how her boyfriend persuaded her, she just didn't look back!
Xiao Lai listened to her experience and understood her very well, but at the same time, she felt that May was very willful and selfish! Walking out of the campus, single-minded and persistent feelings are rare, girls must learn to cherish them!
It's time for the interview!
Before approaching the examination room, Xiao Lai was still holding a thick book in his hand and "recited" outside the examination room!
"Hey, classmate, put away your books, and the exam papers will be sent out immediately!" The invigilator reminded her!
Xiao Lai had no choice but to put the book on the side of the lectern in the classroom, find his seat number, pick up the pen and start answering the questions!
"Students, after answering the written test, we are ready to enter the interview process! Please do the questions carefully, don't cheat and destroy your future! ”
Time fades into the test paper minute by minute! After Xiao Lai finished writing the last word, he gently closed the pen and sat there waiting for the teacher to come and collect the papers!
At this moment, Xiao Lai is very quiet in his heart. She thinks that she answered very smoothly, and she has answered all the scoring points, "I dare not say that I played to the fullest, but it is already my best written test", and she feels good!
Out of the written examination room, all the candidates were called together to talk! This is another ceremony of "fighting father, fighting background, fighting relationship"!
Many students introduced themselves, and without exception, each student did not really express their in-depth opinions about the major they were applying for, but only mentioned the title of the book they had read or a certain symbol!
However, this does not affect the overall score! Everyone is interprofessional, so far, Xiao Lai still doesn't understand, what are the admission criteria for graduate school? Is it to recruit multi-faceted talents or academic talents? In what ways does a student's academic research ability manifest itself? Since it is an academic study, how does the school turn this ability into productivity? In fact, this is the most important place for the country to consider, how to evaluate teaching methods, how to evaluate the admission method of colleges and universities, is where every educator should pay attention!
According to the way the lottery is drawn, Xiao Lai is the last! The people in front of them came out one after another, and everyone got together to discuss secretly, what questions would the mentor ask? What translations will come out?
The more this is the case, the more Xiao Lai feels inexplicably nervous! "What to do? What to do? It's so nervous! Xiao Lai pinched his thigh hard, trying to calm himself down!
There was no way, when Xiao Lai went in, he sat there, his legs kept trembling, and the verbal expressions that had been prepared were all forgotten at once!
The four teachers in the interview motioned to her, "Sit down and speak slowly"!
"You have a lot of good things on your resume, but you're not young, so why do you have to take the graduate exam?"
"The main thing is to fulfill one of my dreams, and the most important thing is to improve my ability and strength to make myself better!"
"Have you ever thought about it, once you graduate, have you figured out how to find the right job?"
"Well, I'm a media person myself, and this major is still very appropriate! If possible, I would like to continue my education! ”
"If you are not admitted, will you still choose to obey the adjustment?"
"Yes, it will!"
"And where did you graduate?"
"So-and-so medical school!"
"Oh, then you can go back!"
"Thank you, teacher!"
"Alas, it feels like it's out of play!" Xiao Lai came out, feeling a little uncomfortable!
"How did you answer?" su
Call!
"I don't feel good, I don't know the bottom of my heart!" Like a deflated ball, Xiao Lai was extremely disappointed, her sad mood and low mood had reached the upper limit at the moment, she didn't hide her pain, and her voice was a little choked!
"What's wrong? I'll be there in a moment! ”su
Comfort over there!
"Forget it, I'll just go back and rest by myself!" Wiping away his tears, Xiao Lai decisively rejected his kindness!
The results came out, and Xiao Lai didn't pay attention anymore! She looked intently at her manuscript!
"Your results are out, and you're 0.5 points off the last place! What a pity! ”su
I feel aggrieved for her!
"Got it, the interview score, the tutors deliberately lowered the score by 30 points, but the written test score was 30 points higher than others, no way!" Xiao Lai already knew the result!
"Then don't be too upset! Let's work hard first! ”su
After saying that, I quickly hung up!
Before Xiao Lai finished saying "goodbye", the other party quickly hung up! Xiao Lai felt even more sad in her heart, there was no way, she still had to go on alone.
"No one
will become
Permanent backing of your own.
No one
Will always be
I like it simply
Alone.
only
Learn to be strong,
learn to grow,
to be able to make yourself
Being someone else can
Starlight to rely on! ”
For the next week, every time Xiao Lai called, su
It's either "busy" or "the phone you dialed is on a call". Finally, one weekend afternoon, su
I made an appointment with Xiao Lai and went to the library to meet!
"Lately, I probably won't be calling you anymore!" su
Said with a blank face!
"Oh, I see what you mean! Then please don't look back, just go! Xiao Lai turned around, trying to restrain the tears that were about to flow!
Two people, with their backs to each other, walk away! Xiao Lai doesn't know where to go to find a corner to hide! She walked aimlessly to the subway entrance! Suddenly the phone rang again!
"It's me, where are you?" su
At that end, I choked up!
Separated, but only ten minutes had passed, and he immediately regretted it! In fact, Xiao Lai really doesn't know whether to be happy or sad at the moment, his tears have long been uncontrollable and he is running wildly!
"Sitting in the corner of the square,
You and I hug each other
Shelter from the wind!
now
Embracing you,
How hopeful,
Love can be eternal! ”
"Don't cry, your eyes are swollen from crying!"
"I'm really sad that you're going to do this over and over again!" Xiao Lai keeps hammering him!
"Well, I don't know what to do? It's sad anyway! ”
Xiao Lai kept crying, as if all the grievances were going to be vented! The two of them also ignored the strange eyes around them, sat next to the fountain, and shed tears for each other!
"Over the years, I have really declined!" Xiao Lai seriously summed up his past and found that there was nothing he could be proud of!
She really needs change, desperately needs!
Sometimes, people really need opportunities, but they need to work harder so that they will not be dragged down by love and career! Only with strong enough strength and ability, love and career can go hand in hand! I don't know if it's suitable for others, anyway, Xiaolai recognizes this truth very much!
In the past few days, Xiao Lai has taken a leave of absence! She needs to rest, her body is already seriously overdrawn, terrible! I was ready to rest at night, but I didn't expect that May would come out to be a demon again!
After twelve o'clock in the evening, she actually ran to do the laundry! The sound of the washing machine stirring, the noisy Xiao Lai couldn't sleep, and she patted May.
"I'm too sleepy, can I wash it again tomorrow?"
"Why don't you reflect when you're arguing with others?"
"I'm not like you, I didn't drive the washing machine! I'm looking at my phone, are you getting in the way of resting? Xiao Lai said it was reasonable, and May was surprised!
"I don't care, I'm going to wash!"
"I don't care, I'm going to shut it down!" The two men were at a stalemate.
"If I don't sleep tonight, I'm going to wash!"
"Whatever you want!" Unexpectedly, Xiao Lai's temper was so strong, May was really shocked!
"Then I'll find the landlord!"
"Whatever you want!" Xiao Lai thought, "That's right, let her find it!" ”
"What's wrong? Conflicted? "The landlord shouted on the phone!
"Landlord, I'm doing laundry now, Xiao Lai won't let her wash, I don't want her to sleep!"
"Xiao Lai, everyone is together, humble to each other!"
"I'm sleepy, she did this on purpose, what can I do?"
"May, then you wash it tomorrow, don't affect the rest of others, it's not easy for everyone!"
Even if this matter has passed like this, the purpose of May has been achieved, and Xiao Lai really has no sleep! Xiao Lai made up his mind and moved!
During the week, Xiao Lai searched for listings on the Internet! Soon, she had a few nice houses ready to call and see them!
For a week in a row, she gave su
Call and ask him to see the house together, and he will refuse!
"Why do you get back to the office at 7 p.m." Xiao Lai really felt that the other party was unreliable, it was too dark at night, and she was a little scared, it was really dangerous to go to the house alone!
"I'm writing a report, I really don't have time to accompany you! Why don't you come with me on Sunday! Xiao didn't tell him about the dormitory, but let su
Feel like you're clingy!
"Okay then, but can you go to dinner with me now? I'm a little hungry! Xiao Lai dragged him and ran to the restaurant together!