Nie Qingwan was still leaning on the head of the bed and flipping through the book to read, when Yin Xuan came in with the letter and the tiger talisman, she didn't raise her eyelids, Yin Xuan didn't bother her, sat on the couch on the side of the big bed, took out the letter, and looked at it.

After only looking at the beginning, Wang Yuzhou's voice sounded outside the door.

Yin Xuan put down the letter and went to serve the medicine.

When the medicine came in, he sat on the edge of the bed and wanted to feed Nie Qingwan.

Nie Qingwan didn't let him feed it, put the book on the bed, and reached out to bring the bowl over.

There is a layer of anti-scald cloth on the outside of the medicine bowl, which is wrapped around the bowl, which is also brought out from the palace, and the bowl is not hot at all through this cloth.

But the medicinal juice was still hot, and Nie Qingwan used a spoon to blow and drink it slowly.

Yin Xuan glanced at her, and seeing that she didn't frown or cry out in pain, he returned to the bed and picked up the letter to read.

Although the room was big, the couch Yin Xuan was sitting on was very close to the bed, and as soon as Nie Qingwan looked up, she saw the bright tiger talisman, and her eyes suddenly shook, thinking, how can there be a tiger talisman?

When she saw Yin Xuan reading the letter, she asked, "Is there a letter from the palace?" ”

Yin Xuan didn't hide her, and said in a low voice: "Hmm." ”

Nie Qingwan asked, "Nie Bei asked someone to send it?" ”

Yin Xuan snorted again.

Nie Qingwan lowered her eyes, thinking, the letter that Nie Bei asked people to send must be an extraordinary letter, otherwise, Nie Bei would not have sent someone to Yin Xuan's hands.

And if there is a letter and a tiger talisman, it must come from the hand of Chen Hai.

Among the people who currently have the Tiger Talisman, except for Chen Hai, no one will suddenly hand in the Talisman at this time.

So, is something happening to Chen Hai?

If something really happens, it's not a trivial matter, but a major event, perhaps, maybe his life is in danger, otherwise this letter should not appear in Yin Xuan's hands, and the Six Tiger Runes cannot appear in Yin Xuan's hands.

Nie Qingwan narrowed her eyes and thought coldly, Nie Bei had just taken over the government yesterday, and before he started to make drastic moves, this Chen Hai had insight into the opportunity and took the lead.

Also, the characters of the Three Princes, if they don't even have this brain, how can they be favored by Yin Xuan, and the rumors are still mixed.

Or, Yin Xuan also knows that even if Nie Bei acts as the government, the Chen family has a way to get out of the way, so he may not plan to destroy the Nie Mansion, nor does he plan to destroy the Chen Mansion, he just wants to see these two families fight fiercely, and then each of them will wither, but he will not be killed with a stick, and they will let them survive, in that case, he is worthy of both her and Chen Dedi, he can neither live up to her, nor live up to the kindness that the Chen family once helped him.

He wants to be perfect, but in this world, how can there be a perfect thing!

Nie Qingwan pursed her lips coldly, she didn't ask what was written in the letter, she could guess, she drank the medicine quietly.

Because it's hot, it's slow to drink.

After Yin Xuan finished reading the letter, Nie Qingwan's medicine had not yet been drunk.

Yin Xuan put the letter away and glanced at Nie Qingwan, thinking that if she didn't ask, was she curious, or had she already guessed?

Yin Xuan felt that the shrewd city of the Queen Mother must have guessed it.

Yin Xuan got up, put the letter and the tiger talisman in the drawer under the bookcase, then returned to the edge of the bed, sat down, and reached out to knead Nie Qingwan's calf.

Nie Qingwan did not refuse his service and enjoyed it very comfortably.

After she finished drinking the medicine, Yin Xuan let go of her hand, went to pick up the medicine bowl, and said, "You lie down for a while, I'll let Suihai call Huatu them." ”

Nie Qingwan lowered her eyes and responded, "Okay." ”

She is so well-behaved and obedient, Yin Xuan really likes it, he reached out and rubbed her little head, and then lowered his head and kissed her forehead, and then went out with the medicine bowl.

Wang Yuzhou and Suihai were guarding outside the door, and after Yin Xuan took out the medicine bowl, Wang Yuzhou stepped forward to pick it up, and after catching it, he asked, "Do you want to prepare potion and gauze today?" ”

Yin Xuan said: "No need. ”

Wang Yuzhou didn't say much, and went down with the medicine bowl.

Yin Xuan said to Sui Hai: "You go and see if the Huatu family has finished breakfast, if they finish eating, let them come to live in Yuansheng and accompany Wanwan to relieve their boredom." ”

With a sigh of the sea, he quickly took the order.

Wang Yuzhou was also abandoned by Yin Xuan last night, or Yin Xuan was so excited that he forgot that Nie Qingwan still had to drink medicine.

If it was a normal time to eat, Yin Xuan might still be able to remember, but he didn't eat at the normal time last night, they ate in advance, and after eating, it was a cave room, where could Yin Xuan think of anything else, the sword mountain and the sea of fire couldn't stop his pace, let alone drink medicine.

Even if he later removed the gauze on Nie Qingwan's body and saw the scabbed wound, Yin Xuan's head didn't think that there was still the link of drinking medicine, his head was full of only the woman in front of him, only the next thing.

When I get up from such a sleep, the sperm recedes, and everything that should be remembered is remembered.

Wang Yuzhou came on time last night, but sadly, he was locked out of the door, obviously it was still early, and he could still see a starry sky when he looked closely, and it was not completely dark this day, why did the door bolt it?

Wang Yuzhou couldn't figure it out, knocked on the door, and then opened the door with the sea.

Seeing Wang Yuzhou, Sui Hai slapped his head suddenly, thinking oops, Concubine Wan hadn't drunk medicine at night.

But who dares to disturb the emperor at this time!

Whether others dare or not, Suihai doesn't know, but Suihai knows, give him a hundred guts, he doesn't dare.

After the door opened, Wang Yuzhou carried the medicine box, raised his foot and stepped into the threshold, while asking Suihai why he bolted the door so early.

It's just that before Suihai could answer, Wang Yuzhou saw the red lanterns, red characters and red carpets all over the courtyard.

Wang Yuzhou's footsteps flickered, and his expression was stunned.

Seeing Wang Yuzhou's appearance, Suihai smiled and told the details of Yin Xuan and Nie Qingwan's marriage in the church that night, and said: "The emperor is so excited, I am too happy, I forgot that you still have to come to boil medicine for Concubine Wan." ”

Spread his hands with the sea stall: "I can only forget it tonight, I don't dare to disturb the emperor." ”

Wang Yuzhou thought to himself, if you don't dare, I won't dare even more.

Wang Yuzhou sighed, retracted his legs, and said with a smile: "People are in good spirits on happy occasions, and Concubine Wan's injury is not a big deal, this medicine is actually okay if you don't drink it, eat more every day, rest more, and recuperate, this medicine is consolidation, and it doesn't matter if you have one or two meals less, since the emperor and Concubine Wan have rested, then I won't do much, I'll go, and I'll come early tomorrow morning." ”

Sui Hai nodded and watched Wang Yuzhou leave.

As soon as Wang Yuzhou went back, he told his family about Yin Xuan and Nie Qingwan getting married in Yuansheng Residence, and the family members were all shocked when they heard the news, but Xia Qian didn't react.

Wang Fenyu said with a smile: "This Concubine Wan is really a strange person, she can make the emperor love her to such an extent, it is really not admirable and unbelievable, I really want to see her." ”

Wang Fenyu had never seen North China Jiao, and she didn't know what kind of character North China Jiao was, so she asked Li Yuchen.

Li Yuchen said: "There are no three heads and six arms, but he has a lively temperament and loves to play cards." ”

Wang Fenyu's forehead twitched, she rolled her eyes, and thought, is it because Concubine Wan likes to play cards, or do you like to play cards?

Wang Fenyu sighed and didn't ask.

I can't ask anything.

Xia Linghui heard Wang Yuzhou say that Yin Xuan and Nie Qingwan had married in the Daming Township Worship Hall, so she said to Li Yuchen: "Do you want to prepare some gifts tomorrow to congratulate him?" You are the emperor's concubine, and it is not bad to have a good relationship with this Wan Guifei, but now that you have heard such a thing, you yourself are in the Daimyo Township, and it doesn't seem good not to go on a trip. ”

Li Yuchen also happened to want to bring Nie Qingwan to meet his family, so he didn't hesitate when he heard this, and said, "I'll go to the street tomorrow morning to buy some gifts, and I'll pass by the street." ”

Xia Linghui nodded.

Yes, after a night, early the next morning, after dinner, Li Yuchen took Kang Xin to buy gifts, and Wang Fenyu followed, which was a coincidence that he bumped into Huazhou and Xie Baocheng again.

Today, there are just two of them, no one with the sea, and no one else.

I already knew each other last time, and this time I bumped into each other, and they came forward to greet each other, Li Yuchen looked at Huazhou, and asked with a smile: "Are you here to buy breakfast again?" ”

Huazhou shook his head: "No, we have already had breakfast, and because it is the first time I have come back to Daimyo Township, I want to walk around." As he spoke, he asked, "Are you here to buy breakfast?" ”

Li Yuchen said with a smile: "No, I'm here to buy gifts, I heard that Sister Wan got married, and I happened to meet her, so I can't help but congratulate her, otherwise when I go back, maybe she will bury me." ”

Li Yuchen and Nie Qingwan are already very close, and they don't see Huazhou, these words are three points serious, three points jokes, and four points jokes, but the intention is true.

Huazhou and Li Yuchen did not have much contact, so they entered the palace for a day, although the time was short, but Huazhou had a very good impression of Li Yuchen, mainly because Li Yuchen was very good to North China, because of his sister, Huazhou looked at Li Yuchen very well.

But after the matter of returning to Xia Tu, Huazhou was reluctant to deal with Li Yuchen, of course, he couldn't take care of it, Li Yuchen was the concubine of the harem, he was just an idle son in the palace of Jindong, and he couldn't beat the eight poles.

It's just that Daimyo Township is too small, and I met it yesterday and again today.

Huazhou heard that Li Yuchen was going to buy a gift to see Huabeijiao, although he didn't want to have anything to do with Li Yuchen, but thinking of what Yuan Boxi said to Huabeijiao in the palace before, to the effect that there are women in the harem, there are many hypocrites, so be more careful and be more vigilant, although Li Yuchen will not be stupid enough to hurt his sister in front of the emperor, but Huazhou still said after rolling his eyes a few times: "It just so happens that I have nothing to do with Xie Baocheng, instead of messing around, it is better to go with you, you are familiar with the famous township, go around with you, and we will probably be familiar with it tomorrow." , by the way, help you carry things, and then go to see my sister together. ”

Xie Baocheng was stunned when he heard Huazhou say this, stared at Huazhou, and then at Li Yuchen, smiled, and said in a loud voice: "This is a good idea, the two young ladies go out to buy things, don't you have to have someone saddle in front of the horse!" ”

Wang Fenyu listened to Xie Baocheng's words and sneered.

Xie Baocheng asked her, "What are you laughing at?" ”

Wang Fenyu said quickly and kindly: "What Gongzi Xie said is very reasonable, and my salute will bother you to carry it in a while." ”

Xie Baocheng was stunned for a moment, and reacted quickly, he frowned: "Miss Wang, are you turning around and scolding me for being a horse?" ”

Wang Fenyu said without changing her face: "You yourself said that you are a horse." ”

After she finished speaking, she couldn't help but laugh again, pulled Li Yuchen and left, regardless of a certain man staring at her.

Xie Baocheng pointed to Wang Fenyu's back and said to Huazhou: "Young master, is this Wang girl scolding me?" ”

Huazhou glanced at him and said angrily: "Who told you to interject nonsense?" This Wang girl has been following Xia Gong's side, and she has also entered the Jinluan Palace with a death-free token in her hand, compared to her lip service, you are completely inferior to her, and you will talk less nonsense in front of her in the future. ”

Xie Baocheng pouted, dissatisfied, and thought, what am I talking nonsense?

I'm not helping you!

Xie Baocheng glanced at Huazhou, snorted, and went to chase Wang Fenyu, he felt that this girl surnamed Wang was very good at catching and hurting people, so he went to learn a few tricks from her.

Huazhou shook his head and followed suit.

Gui Yuan followed behind him, glanced at Huazhou's back, and thought that the young master was in the Nie Mansion before, wasn't he tempted by Nie Haisheng? Why are you so enthusiastic about the emperor's concubine?

Gui Yuan scratched his head, he couldn't figure it out, so he had to follow first.

Yuan Boxi and his entourage went directly to Yuanshengju after coming to Daming Township yesterday morning, and had dinner in the morning, seeing that Yin Xuan did not keep them, they booked an inn outside.

Because yesterday Wang Yuzhou took Huazhou and Huatu and Suihai to Gumusu Street to buy breakfast, Huazhou and Huatu saw the bustling morning market of Gumusu Street, thinking that it would be very convenient to live here, so they simply found an inn on Gumusu Street and lived in.

came over with the sea, found Huatu and Yuan Boxi, and saw him going out together.

Suihai hurriedly greeted him, first greeted him, and then looked left and right, seeing that the travelers of the inn were walking back and forth, he lowered his voice and said to Yuan Boxi and Huatu: "Mrs. Hua, Mr. Hua, my young master said that Mrs. is a little bored today, so if you finish breakfast, you will go to accompany Mrs. Hua." ”

Yuan Boxi originally planned to take Huatu to various places in Daming Township to take a walk around and see the local customs of Daming Township, Huatu will go to court tomorrow, and he will have to go back to the imperial capital Huaicheng in the afternoon.

Although it was only one morning, Yuan Boxi didn't want to waste it, so he ate breakfast, cleaned up in the house, and prepared to leave.

As a result, it was blocked by Suihai.

Hearing that his daughter was bored, Yuan Boxi was stunned at first, and then puzzled.

Yuan Boxi thought that the emperor and his daughter visited the church last night, with the temperament of the men, it was strange that they had to make a mess last night, and she also gave her daughter a pack of medicine, if the medicine was drunk by the emperor, it would really be a night of trouble, and the two of them would definitely not be able to get up the next day, at least they had to sleep for a morning.

Although she is a mother, it is not easy to disturb her at this time.

Moreover, the emperor is very possessive of his daughter, Yuan Boxi is still very discerning, and he has already planned to come and see North China Jiao every other day, so as not to provoke the emperor, he can also play and accompany his daughter.

I accompanied my daughter yesterday, but I won't accompany me today, but I will accompany my husband.

But Na Cheng thought, not to mention that his daughter got up this morning, the emperor also got up, and he also said that his daughter was bored, so let them accompany him.

Yuan Boxi really didn't understand, but there were some things that he couldn't ask Suihai about, so he had to answer and said, "Okay, we've already had breakfast, let's go." ”

Sui Hai smiled and looked behind Yuan Boxi and Hua Tu, and asked, "Are Shizi and Gongzi Xie not here?" ”

Yuan Boxi said: "They lost the dishes and chopsticks and went out, probably went shopping, and couldn't come back for a while." As he spoke, he asked, "Do you want to let the two of them go too?" ”

Sui Haidao: "What the young master ordered was to call your family, probably go." ”

Yuan Boxi called Yan Yi and asked him to find someone on the street, and she and Huatu went first.

Yan Yi took the order and went downstairs, went outside, and looked for Huazhou and Xie Baocheng.

Suihai took Yuan Boxi and Huatu to live in Yuansheng, and Guan Yiru and Qu Meng naturally followed.

Yin Xuan entered the house after instructing Suihai, and saw Nie Qingwan pick up the book again and read it, Yin Xuan also went to find a book, kicked off his shoes, climbed to the head of the bed, leaned against the head of the bed next to Nie Qingwan, and flipped through the book.

Nie Qingwan was reading very seriously, but Yin Xuan was not.

Yin Xuan looked at a line of words, his mind floated, leaning on her, he really couldn't concentrate, he didn't know what was written after reading a line of words, and he felt that the book was all about her.

He held the book in one hand, and the other hand reached behind Nie Qingwan's waist and encircled her.

He didn't move after being trapped, only smiling secretly.

With such a big arm tied around her waist, how could Nie Qingwan not feel it, her eyelashes drooped slightly, and she looked at the big palm on her waist for a while, squinting, staring at the man who was happy to steal it, and said without saltiness: "Take it away." ”

Yin Xuan pursed his lips, didn't take his hand away without saying anything, and threw the book away, and his other arm also came sideways, hugging her full.

He pulled out the book in her hand, threw it out, and muttered, "What kind of book to read, it's all boring, we just got married, can't we do something meaningful!" ”

Yin Xuan is very dissatisfied, other people's newlyweds are all you and me, sticking together all day long, doing all kinds of blushing things, do they have to read your books, I read my books?

What's the difference between this and living in the palace?

He's annoying.

I hate that kind of estranged days when you don't have me in your eyes and I don't have you in my eyes.

Nie Qingwan's book was dumped by Yin Xuan, and he didn't have to read it, so Nie Qingwan crossed his arms and looked at him, thinking, newly married?

It's a newlywed, they just got married last night, and they took the most bizarre step in their lives, doing what newlyweds in the world do.

But what makes sense?

Nie Qingwan smiled instead of smiling, raised her eyebrows and asked Yin Xuan, "What kind of meaningful thing do you want to do?" ”

Yin Xuan lifted his eyelids lightly, glanced at her, and wanted to say, like last night.

But when he thought of her body, he couldn't tell the truth.

Even if he said it, she would object.

Yin Xuan didn't say anything, and directly took action to pick up Nie Qingwan, put it in his arms, and lowered his head to kiss it.

Nie Qingwan struggled for a moment, and was hugged tighter by him, so she simply stopped struggling and closed her eyes to enjoy it.

After a long time, Yin Xuan slowly let go of her and whispered, "Something like this will do." ”

Nie Qingwan stretched out her hand to smash his face, and said as if you still had a face, "Doesn't your mouth hurt anymore?" ”

Yin Xuan whispered, "It hurts." ”

Nie Qingwan said: "If you know that it hurts, you should follow the rules, your mouth hurts, my legs hurt, we can't do anything, let's do our own things." ”

After she finished speaking, she pushed him away and was about to get up, but was tightly held by Yin Xuan.

Yin Xuan picked out the words and said: "Wanwan means, my mouth doesn't hurt anymore, your leg doesn't hurt anymore, we can do such things all the time?" ”

Nie Qingwan directly rolled her eyes and shook him three words: "You are dreaming." ”

Yin Xuan said seriously: "Although it is daytime now, I haven't dreamed. ”

Nie Qingwan said very seriously: "You can have a dream, you can have everything in your dream, you can do whatever you want." ”

Yin Xuan pursed his lips and said unconvinced: "I'm just dreaming, it won't be alone, I must be accompanied by you." ”

Nie Qingwan's forehead twitched, she didn't plan to talk to this shameless man, she pointed to the book on the ground: "Pick up the book for me." ”

Yin Xuan didn't pick it up, but let go of her angrily and got up, but as soon as he stepped on the ground, he flew up and kicked the book far away, and then dusted off his trouser legs lightly, went to the wardrobe, and found clothes for Nie Qingwan.

He found a yellow dress and put it on her.

Nie Qingwan didn't wear it, pulled up the thin quilt to wrap herself, lay down, turned her back, and treated him coldly.

Yin Xuan propped his arms down, propped up on her sides, and said coakingly: "Suihai has already gone to call your father, your mother and your brother, they should come in a while, how can you go out to play if you don't wear it?" ”

Nie Qingwan said: "I'll wear it when they come." ”

Yin Xuan said: "Wear it now, I'll take you outside for a spin." ”

Nie Qingwan said: "I can't walk, and I don't want to go." ”

Yin Xuan smiled: "I won't let you go, I'll hold you the whole time." ”

Nie Qingwan said, "I'm not going." ”

Yin Xuan paused, and said with a slight threat: "You be obedient, if you provoke me, I will directly point to your acupoint." ”

Nie Qingwan grinded her teeth, thinking, you just bullied me for not having martial arts, she was lying there, not moving, and no longer talking, Yin Xuan looked at her for a long time, and when she saw that she didn't say or hum, he took the thin quilt off her body, picked her up, and dressed her.

This time she didn't object, but she was very obedient.

Yin Xuan smiled and said, "You have to let me threaten you with some acupoints, if you don't threaten you, you won't be honest." ”

Nie Qingwan ignored him directly.

Yin Xuan smiled and dressed her, and after wearing it, he looked at her fascinatedly, and really thought that she looked good in whatever she was wearing.

Thinking about last night again, another thought popped into my mind, thinking that she would look better if she didn't wear it.

As soon as this idea came out of his mind, his ears turned red, he immediately stopped, coughed in correction, stretched out his hand to hold Nie Qingwan in his arms in the form of a princess hug, and walked to the door.

Out of the door, Yin Xuan glanced at the sky above his head, the sky was very blue, the white clouds were like brocade, and they were as thin as cicada wings, walking in the sky with a diffuse and comfortable mood, the sun was smiling, kissing every corner of the earth.

It's a nice day, and at the same time, it's a hot day.

This small courtyard is surrounded by water, surrounded by trees, and there are many vegetation and flowers in the courtyard, so when he walked out like this, he didn't feel the heat at all, but seeing the sun fluttering outside, Yin Xuan really didn't want to let Nie Qingwan go out, he couldn't free his hands now, he couldn't hold an umbrella for her, and after thinking about it, he carried her to the pergola that he built yesterday.

Just as she was about to walk in, Nie Qingwan pointed to the swing next to the pergola and said, "Swing for a while, and we'll come down when my mother and them come." ”

Yin Xuan had no objection, hugged her, made a force on his toes, flew up to the sky in a chic and handsome manner, and landed steadily on the gently rippling swing.

After sitting down, he asked her, "Do you sit in my arms or on the swing?" ”

Nie Qingwan said: "Sit on the swing." ”

Yin Xuan stretched out one hand and grabbed the swing rope on the left to fix his figure, and with the other hand safely wrapped around her waist, he lowered his eyes to look at her and whispered, "Sit in my arms, I won't let you fall." ”

Nie Qingwan said: "I can't feel the joy of swinging when I sit in your arms, it's the most enjoyable to sit by myself, otherwise we won't swing, let's go down." ”

Yin Xuan sighed, reached out to pick her up, put it aside, his hand passed through her back, grabbed the swing rope next to her right shoulder, in order to protect her from behind, seeing that she was sitting firmly, he entered the internal force, let the swing swing swing little by little.

As the swing soared into the air, the oncoming breeze also turned into a whistling wind, and the hair of the two of them flew back, and there was a sound of hunting, and Nie Qingwan's laughter also changed from a chuckle at the beginning to a loud laugh, like a silver bell, soaring and whirling in the air.

Yin Xuan tilted his head uncontrollably and kissed her with a smile on her face.

Nie Qingwan looked back at him, and at that moment, the yellow skirt, long black hair, and a smile like a flower-like face combined into the most stunning glimpse in Yin Xuan's eyes.

However, before the shock had withered, the man who flew to the highest air spread his arms and legs, and flew out of the swing with a bang.

Yin Xuan's pupils shrank fiercely, and he shouted loudly: "Wanwan! ”

Nie Qingwan was naughty again, she flew down from the swing again, still from such a high altitude, Yin Xuan's frightened heart almost stopped beating, and rushed up without thinking, hugging her fiercely as she fell to the ground, and after hugging her, his gasping breath was like the chassis of an exhaust fan, and he was terrible.

He was really scared to death by her, can't she have a good time!

Why do you have to be so naughty!

After landing on the ground, Yin Xuan found that his legs were shaking, and his hands were shaking, if he didn't catch her......

Yin Xuan didn't dare to think about it at all.

After stabilizing his soul, he glared at her viciously and said, "I won't let you play with it again, and I will dismantle the swing frame in a while!" ”

Nie Qingwan pursed her lips, wrapped her arms around his neck, and tilted her head as she did after he had caught her countless times, and said, "I know you will definitely catch me, no matter when, where, as long as you are by my side." ”

In a word, Yin Xuan's anger was poured into the fire.

He resigned himself to holding her head, put her face on his own, rubbed her hair with his five fingers, and sighed: "You just bully me and you can't do anything." ”

Yin Xuan thought that before, as long as she was swinging, he didn't dare to blink his eyes, because he didn't know at what moment she would be whimsical again, playing a game of death, she was always so bad, she had to let him be scared before she was willing, after so many years, she was no longer a child, she was still so scared of him!

But as she said, with him there, he would never let her really fall, he would rush up to catch her as soon as possible, and then hold her tightly in his arms.

It was, and it is.

It's just that he could withstand such a fright before, but now, he can't stand it.

Yin Xuan thought sadly, Wanwan, I can't stand you like this now, I can't stand it at all, don't scare me like this in the future, I will really go crazy.

Yin Xuan lowered her head and kissed Nie Qingwan's hair, trying to hold back the fear crawling on the tip of her heart, she wouldn't know how afraid he was of losing her, in this life, he could die, she couldn't.