Chapter 289
If the children in the family are not filial, they will not be filial, and she knows that she is not doing her duty as a mother.
"Your father...... At that time, my legs were disabled, and I took care of them for a while, and he kept shouting that he was going to go out to work, and your grandmother was in charge of the house, where could I speak. At that time, Wanbaoku had a job, and he often came to visit him at home, and every time he came, he bought something. Your grandmother didn't want to see him at first, but then she took the money from the Wanbao Treasury and didn't speak. Your dad didn't say anything at the time, but I said that I can't take care of him, at least I can't eat at home for nothing, I'm going to go out and find some work to do. The money you give to your family is not enough. Your grandmother's person has been partial to our family, what can I do? Your grandmother hasn't taken a fancy to me since I married your father, I know, but where can I go? Your dad...... I didn't know when I died, but your grandmother said that she had buried the person and told me to see it, and many days had passed since then. I still don't know how much your dad got in compensation, but at that time your dad said to give me a little, but I didn't ask for it. Your grandmother said that it is only tens of thousands of yuan, which is not enough for your father to take medicine, I, I ...... I didn't kill your dad. ”
Mu Chu lowered his head and didn't say a word, only pinching the fingers of the information seemed to be condensed by glue, and he couldn't pull it open.
"Your dad is a good man, and I don't deserve him. What can I do to treat your grandmother for the money you gave your family? What could a woman do in those days? Yes, I'm selfish, but I'm ...... Mu Chu, I really didn't kill your father. How can I do something like that, I'm selfish, but I'm not a murderer, don't, don't do that to me, okay? ”
Mu Chu sometimes feels that this mother is not easy, but she is not worthy of pity.
A person who only thinks about himself, even if he has great suffering, he can't abandon his disabled husband and run away from home to mess with a man who has long been unclear.
She can't bear the hardship, there is no way.
What can I do later?
Is it really because life is forcing it?
The hardships that Mu Chu endured when she was in school were known only to her.
She is a mother, what did she give to her biological daughter?
On the contrary, they exploited her to obtain their own financial satisfaction.
This mother is too cruel.
It can't be forgiven, and it shouldn't be forgiven.
Mu Chu took a deep breath, but the anger in his heart still couldn't be calmed.
She couldn't be kind to such a mother.
"Are you finished?"
Mu Chu packed up his things, and he tensed the last nerve to make sure that he hadn't lost his mind.
But the uncontrollable hand still trembled uncontrollably.
"Mu Chu, you hate me, I know, when you went to school, I ...... you I'm eccentric. I've seen a lot of girls' difficulties in society, I didn't want to have children, but with you, I gave birth. It is said that raising a son can prevent old age, and I just learned from others. ”
“…… And then what? ”
Mu Chu turned his back to her, staring at the blurred shadow in the window, his eyes already full of hatred.
Why does such a patriarchal and innocent mother appear in the world, why?
"I, I...... I'm not leaving, it doesn't matter if you don't support me, I'm self-reliant, and Lili. ”
"Huh...... Believe it or not, if I say a word, Lili won't care about you. Do you know what you've done? You only trust outsiders, and you don't trust your family. You, you might as well die out at that time. ”
“…… Me, Muchu! ”
Li Yanhong cried with grievances on her face, looking at her daughter blankly, and the feelings in her heart were very complicated.
She has a promising daughter, and her son is not bad.
But now the only one she can rely on is this daughter, but she is the daughter she looks down on.
Li Yanhong didn't know what she had done wrong, she really didn't know.
"Me, Mu Chu, Mom, Mom...... Wrong. ”
Is it wrong?
No, she only said that she was wrong, in fact, she didn't feel that she had done anything wrong at all.
Mu Chu thought, let her fend for herself!
"After you are discharged from the hospital, you can find a place to live by yourself, and I will give you living expenses every month according to the minimum standard prescribed by law, three hundred and five per month, and then where you go and what you do, it has nothing to do with me. Let's go! ”
Mu Chu was sent out of the hospital and sat in the car and cried for a long time.
It feels like someone else has ruthlessly smashed it with their hands.
She was sad, not at all comfortable after dealing with things.
This family affection has always been inextricable.
People say that blood is thicker than water, but where is this family affection?
Mu Chu will always get only disappointment and hatred.
A mother of her own, but she is never as kind as an outsider.
I want Ling Cheng's mother Wu Zhuo, Ban Lao, and even the client's parents, at least they will give a smile when they meet, but what about their own mother?
Only money, perfunctory and lies.
"Knock knock!"
Someone knocked on the car door outside.
Mu Chu was startled, lowered his head and wiped the tears on his face before unlocking the car.
The car door opened, and Ling Cheng sat in.
"Crying for what?"
Ling Cheng was looking for a parking space here just now, and wanted to go to see Li Yanhong above, I heard that she had been sick for several days, and recently she couldn't take the time to come over to take a look because of new customers coming to the company to inspect, and it happened that Ling Bei also found out the loopholes in the hospital, so he wanted to walk in person, but he didn't want to, he saw Mu Chu's car here, and when he looked inside, he saw Mu Chu crying here.
Ling Cheng's heart was as uncomfortable as being hung up and torn by a rope, he frowned, although his eyes were not on Mu Chu, but this heart was always hanging.
He tried to make it seem that he didn't care much about Mu Chu, but he couldn't control it.
"Want to drink?"
Ling Cheng said suddenly.
Mu Chu was still sobbing, but he was out of tears.
After a while, he replied, "I'm going on a business trip, a plane at night, and now I'm going back to pack some things." ”
"Don't you take a break during the New Year?" The marks on Ling Cheng's brow became heavier.
Thinking that when the two got married, Mu Chu often used his busy work to run himself like a machine to avoid the embarrassment of the two people.
She is always running away, and rarely faces hardship head-on.
This is both an advantage and a disadvantage.
"Does it have to be over today?" Ling Cheng asked.
"Well, I want to find out about the situation over there before the New Year, and the court will be held after the New Year."
"Not that bad, right?"
Ling Cheng wanted to keep her.
But Mu Chu didn't want to.
"Yes, there have been a lot of things recently, and I have made an appointment today."
“…… Then I'll send you. ”
"No, I'll go home after a while, aren't you busy?"
Mu Chu's gaze never stopped on Ling Cheng's body, as if there was a thorn about to pierce his eyes. It's hot, and as long as you look over, you're uncomfortable.
Ling Cheng also sensed her alienation, but Ling Cheng didn't want her to be alone.
Especially now.
"Where to go? What time is the plane? ”
Mu Chu glanced down at his watch, "Seven o'clock in the evening, go to ...... Jiang Yan. ”
"Got it, I'll send you at seven o'clock. I'll drive. ”
Ling Cheng didn't allow Mu Chu to refuse, he had already gotten out of the car, walked to the driver's seat, and pulled the door to change seats with her.
Mu Chu was stunned, but still wanted to say, "No!" ”
"Come down, be obedient!"
Obedient......
At that time, she was still in college, Ling Cheng had just met her, she didn't have breakfast and was going to go out to work, waiting for ten o'clock to come back to class.
So Mu Chu stared at the scorching sun outside and rode in a hurry.
Ling Cheng rode an electric car and told her to put down her bicycle and walk with her.
Mu Chu didn't want to.
Ling Cheng said, "Be obedient and get on the electric car." ”
At that time, the relationship she established with him, Mu Chu wanted to come out after going home to get the information, but she didn't want to see her mother.
Ling Cheng asked him to go up and get the information and asked her to give him the key.
Mu Chu didn't want Ling Cheng to know about his ugly family.
Ling Cheng was very serious, "Obedient, I'm in a hurry to go to class, I don't look at it much, I look more, just take the information, give me the key, I will come out after taking the information." ”
Mu Chu looked at his ankle that he had broken because of riding a bicycle, and then looked at the stone steps upstairs, and finally agreed.
Later, the two got married.
She often worked overtime, and he couldn't see him.
Mu Chu said that he was about to go on a business trip.
Ling Cheng cooked dinner and brought it to her, but Mu Chu didn't have time to eat.
Ling Cheng said: "Eat less and then go, be obedient." ”
After a long time, the two divorced.
Mu Chu held the divorce certificate in his bag.
Ling Cheng said, don't hate her.
She only smiled.
Ling Cheng said again: "Be obedient, I will explain to you." ”
Right now.
Ling Cheng said again, obedient.
Mu Chu's heart twitched.
It hurts, it seems to really hurt.
Every tremor felt like it was killing her.
Heart-wrenching, maybe that's what it feels like.
If it is said that saying goodbye to her mother's maternal love makes her painful, it is a kind of inner release.
The divorce of the two is another relief.
My heart hurts.
But after the pain, it doesn't seem to matter.
It's just that, I don't know why, at this moment, I heard a man who had become someone else's husband asking him personally: "Be obedient!" ”
Mu Chu thoroughly sensed what it meant to pierce the intestines and break the bones.
She looked at Ling Cheng and broke down and cried.
Ling Cheng...... Why don't you die? ”
Ling Cheng panicked and bent down to hug her.
Ling Cheng was also flustered, not knowing how to persuade him.
But right now, Mu Chu only needs companionship, a silent hug, to fill the wounds in her heart.
She is always strong, swallows no matter how much bitterness she has, and never tells anyone.
Study, work, family, all these difficulties are squeezed on her, and Mu Chu never cries out in pain.
But this is no longer the case.
She seemed to have lost everything, and the last straw on the isolated island was also dragged away by her.
This loss is unprecedented.
"Okay, okay, obedient, I'll send you home first."
Ling Cheng drove quietly, observing Mu Chu's face from time to time.
She had returned to normal, as if the weak woman who had broken down and cried just now did not exist.
Mu Chu hurriedly put on a hard shell, and in everyone's opinion, she was still the strong woman who could hold up the whole world.
It's just that the tears left on her face before she had time to dry betrayed her early.
Ling Cheng said, "Is there anything else to eat at home, you have to sit for three or four hours on a plane, and I'm afraid there will be no in-flight meals at this time." ”
"Well, and instant noodles."
Ling Cheng frowned, didn't say anything, just parked the car on the edge of the supermarket.
When he came back, he carried a lot of things and put them in the trunk.
The car started again.
Slow and unsteady.
When she arrived at Mu Chu's house, Ling Cheng naturally helped her carry her bag and take things, and naturally closed the door after entering the house.
Mu Chu went upstairs directly to pack his luggage.
Ling Cheng went to the kitchen to cook.
Wash the vegetables, wash the rice, stir-fry the vegetables and put them on a plate.