Part 71
Whose heart is mottled by whose passing years?
When An Wan left, he only left a few short words for Li Yanhuan, "Yanhuan, thank you for always being there when I need it most, I want to walk alone in the future, don't think about it." β
When Li Yanhuan came back, it was already dark at night, and when he saw that there was no light at home, he shouted a few times, but no one answered.
After seeing the letter on the table, he immediately panicked, and immediately called Gu Lingchen.
"She's gone, and I don't know where she went, I just said I wanted to get out of here." Li Yanhuan's choked voice.
Gu Lingchen put down his phone, and he couldn't see any expression in the dim light.
"It turns out that you are in such a hurry to get rid of it."
In a short time, he slammed the door and left.
On the night when the lights were bright, Gu Lingchen stepped on the accelerator to the end and moved forward at the fastest speed.
After a long time, it finally stopped.
In fact, even he himself doesn't know where to go?
He supported his head with his right hand, his eyes motionless in the darkness of the night, and his face was cold.
stayed for a while, so he turned around and went to Li Yanhuan's house.
When he knocked on the door, he was sweating profusely and panting.
"When did she leave?" Gu Lingchen asked eagerly.
Li Yanhuan shook his head, gloomy, "I don't know either." β
"Did you say anything?"
"She just said she was leaving City B." Li Yanhuan gave Gu Lingchen the letter left by An Wan, "Also, she said that you should not look for her." β
Gu Lingchen's face was desolate, and then he ran downstairs.
He kept running as hard as he could, and he didn't stop for a moment.
"Early in the morning." Lin Youwei suddenly ran after him after him, "You wait." β
Gu Lingchen didn't respond to him, but ran faster.
Lin Youwei didn't give up, and he wasn't slower than him.
After about an hour, Gu Chenchen was physically exhausted, and finally stopped and lay on the ground.
Lin Youwei put his hands on his knees and lay on the ground.
At this time, beads of sweat fell on Gu Lingchen's face, and there was no color in his eyes.
"You say, is it necessary for you to make a fuss like this?" Lin Youwei was out of breath.
Gu Lingchen looked straight at the sky, his eyebrows cold, "In her heart, it seems that there has never been me." β
"Did you misunderstand something, if she really doesn't love you, why should she be with you again?" Lin Youwei sat up straight and said.
Gu Lingchen's mind went blank, and his eyes became blank, "I don't know." β
"If you want me to say you're just overthinking." Lin Youwei persuaded calmly.
Gu Lingchen was silent, and his mind was full of An Wan's face.
"Let's go, drink and get drunk." After Lin Youwei finished speaking, he pulled Gu Lingchen up.
And Gu Lingchen is like a walking corpse, at the mercy of him.
When the two came to the bar, Zhang Peng took his place in advance and waved at them.
Gu Lingchen frowned slightly, only feeling that it was too noisy.
Seeing that the neat rows of glasses were already full, he drank one cup after another.
Zhang Peng had the heart to dissuade him, but Lin Youwei shook his head at him, "Let him drink, he can't hold back if he has something in his heart." β
For a long time, Gu Lingchen was drunk, his hands were numb and weak, and he lay on the table.
"You say, why doesn't she have me in her heart?" Gu Ling Chen began to talk drunk.
Zhang Peng shook his head helplessly, "It's better to be affectionate than ruthless!" Then he looked at Lin Youwei, "Are they really divided?" β
Lin Youwei nodded.
"So if you want me to say, it's better to be lonely and old like me." Zhang Peng kept shaking his head and drank the wine in his hand.
"Wanwan, did you want to leave me a long time ago?" Gu Lingchen was completely unconscious, and fell motionless on the table.
Lin Youwei looked at Zhang Peng, "What now?" β
Zhang Peng spread his hands, "What else can I do, send it back!" β
After leaving Li Yanhuan's house in the evening, she went directly to the train station, and there was nothing unfinished in her heart.
She bought a ticket casually, thinking about where to go.
With two hours to go, she sat at the station and waited.
Watching people come and go, staggering, I began to feel a little melancholy, and I was in a daze all the time.
Suddenly, a familiar figure appeared in front of him, An Wan raised his head, and his full expectation was still disappointed, "It's you?" β
Su Ye smiled at her, "Isn't it me Gu Lingchen?" β
An Wan turned her head and didn't want to talk to him anymore.
But Su Ye didn't know it, so he sat next to An Wan, An Wan moved to the left, and he also moved.
"Is it interesting for you to do this?" An Wan was already impatient with him.
"It's boring, come with me, let's go abroad together and cure your illness." Su Ye was calm.
An Wan's eyes were a little more sad, and she slowly spoke: "Do you know what a terminal illness is?" It's just that no matter how you cure it, I'm going to die, I'm ready, so please don't give me any more hope, okay? β
Su Ye couldn't bear it, "No, it will definitely be cured, I won't give up, and you can't give up." β
"I'm sorry, I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint you." An Wan's tone was cold and in a trance, and then she got up and didn't want to say any more.
"If you leave, I will tell Gu Lingchen all this." Su Ye said firmly.
An Wan was slightly stunned and kept standing in place.
Su Ye walked up to her and held her shoulders with both hands, "Promise me, don't give up, okay?" β
An Wan had tears in her eyes, there was a lot of obvious sadness on her face, and she sobbed in a questioning tone: "I'm not irrelevant to you in the first place, why do you interfere with me?" β
"I'm not interfering with you, it's that I can't watch you die." There was also a hint of sadness in Su Ye's eyes.
An Wan choked, the whole person was already in a trance, and he was pulled away by Su Ye.
In the car, her eyes were blank, and she looked straight out the window.
"Let's leave tomorrow and go to the United States, shall we?" Su Ye asked cautiously.
An night did not answer.
"Then it's decided." Su Ye continued.
"Wait a few more days." An night did not speak salty.
Su Ye did not answer, nor did he refuse.
"Thank you for everything you've done for me, but I can only see you as a friend." An Wan suddenly said with a serious face.
Su Ye stepped on the brakes, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Of course, I don't think about you either, I'm just used to chatting with you, I don't want to lose you as a friend." The corners of his mouth lost a smile at the last sentence.
An Wan was stunned, and then looked out the window.
Suddenly, a familiar black car passed by her, she hurriedly turned to look behind her, looking in the opposite direction from herself, no matter how much she looked, she couldn't see his face clearly, and her eyes gradually moistened in a moment.
"Here, wipe it!" Su Ye handed a small square scarf to An Wan.
An Wan wiped her tears with her hands, and a tingling pain in her heart followed.
Su Ye took An Wan back to his home, and An Wan's thoughts had already wandered away, and he didn't come back to his senses until the car stopped.
"What is this place?" An night looked at the huge villa, and there was silence all around.
"This is my house, and I don't like to be noisy, so I usually live here alone." Su Ye opened the car door for An Night.
An Wan hesitated, she was not very willing to come to other people's houses.
"Since we are friends, we should have the most basic trust in friends!" Su Ye spoke gently.
"yes, I have nowhere to go now." An Night's face eased.
Su Ye placed her on the second floor, while he himself lived on the first floor.
When I arrived in an unfamiliar environment, it was another sleepless night, so I turned on my phone.
There were dozens of missed calls, except for Li Yanhuan, all of them were Gu Lingchen.
There is also a lot of information.
"Wanwan, did I lose you?
Late and late, we don't quarrel and don't break up, okay?
Wanwan, where are you?
Late, I want to eat the sweet and sour pork ribs you made."
β¦β¦
Looking at one message after another, tears blurred my eyes.
An Wan hugged her head and cried, her heart was like a knife.
After crying for a while, she texted back, "I'm sorry, I never really loved you. β
Then he wept bitterly, and his pain was unspeakable, and his pain was unspeakable.
After receiving the information, Gu Lingchen was also in pain, and his heart was like ashes.
He didn't know what the point of all these years of perseverance was, as if he had never been just a joke.
November 17 is fast approaching, and this day has a special meaning for Ann Night.
Su Ye couldn't rest assured when she went out, so she followed her.
At dusk, they arrived at Serre Square, surrounded by a sea of people.
An night stood at the farthest point and watched countless colorful lights flicker.
"Do you want to go in?" Su Ye asked.
An Wan shook her head slowly.
If he's not there, what's the point of a one-man concert?
After turning around, Gu Lingchen's face appeared clearly in front of his eyes.
An evening was stunned.
"So he's the reason you left me?" Gu Lingchen's eyes were sharp.
An Wan didn't answer, but Su Ye suddenly took her hand, and An Wan looked at him with countless doubts in his eyes.
"So, when did you guys get together?" Gu Lingchen sneered.
"The person she loves is not you." Su Ye's eyes were firm.
Gu Lingchen thought of the message An Wan had replied to him last night, and finally couldn't control the anger in his heart, and swung straight punches towards Su Ye.
"Don't." An Wan shouted loudly to try her best to dissuade her, and she pulled Gu Lingchen, "Can you not be so naΓ―ve?" β
"Am I naΓ―ve? Yes, it's because I'm naΓ―ve, and I'm naΓ―ve to be deceived by you all the time! Gu Lingchen turned around and left after speaking.
An Wan watched his back disappear into the crowd, tears raining down.
Su Ye gently patted her shoulder as a sign of comfort.
"I'm fine, I'm sorry, it's all because of you that I'm hurt." An Wan quickly stopped crying, looking at Su Ye's injured face and blaming herself.
"I'm fine." Su Ye looked at her and smiled slightly, "So, do you still have to wait?" β
An Wan was slightly stunned, she didn't know what she was waiting for, maybe she was reluctant to let go!
"I don't know."
I have imagined countless times before what it would be like for me and Gu Lingchen to be separated, but I never thought it would be like this anyway.
But it's okay, maybe he'll forget about himself soon.
She didn't see Gu Lingchen's face when he turned away, it was cold and thorough.
Gu Lingchen returned to the company and began to focus on his career.
Non-stop meetings, non-stop busy.