"Why did you mean that Su Ye suddenly agreed to accept our interview?" An Wan suddenly asked, "Is it possible that it's because of Jinyi." ”

"Absolutely impossible." Li Yanhuan replied without hesitation.

In fact, on the day of An Wan's ugly appearance, she clearly saw Su Jinyi behind everyone's back, smiling proudly as if she had finally achieved her goal. When An Wan was criticized, she turned away dismissively.

"Yan Huan, how do I feel that you and Jinyi are not as close as before?" An Wan felt that Li Yanhuan was a little strange.

"No, haven't you seen you in a long time?" Li Yanhuan smiled.

An Wan nodded, "That's right, when we just met again in City B, you were much colder to me than to her." ”

"No, aren't you different, okay, I'm not good enough for you, An Xiaowan, you have to have a conscience as a man." Li Yanhuan said seriously.

An Wan couldn't smile bitterly, quickened her pace and walked to the front, and Li Yanhuan chased after her vigorously.

"Late, the company has been very busy lately, so you don't have to wait for me at night."

This is the message that Gu Lingchen sent to An Wan, and it is also the only news about him in the next few days.

After receiving the message, An Wan returned home, to be precise, Gu Lingchen's house, and suddenly felt empty.

Many times, people who are adrift in a foreign land don't want to cook and go shopping alone. Sometimes when I look at others in groups, I can't help but feel envious.

Perhaps the biggest sadness for adults is being alone and leaving home.

When she first came to City B, she slowly got used to doing a lot of things alone, but since she was with Gu Lingchen, she was used to having him in the days.

Suddenly, one day there was only one person left, and it seemed as if even the air had become bitter.

An Wan is still the same as before, and made Gu Lingchen's favorite sweet and sour pork ribs, which was agreed by the two of them when they went out this morning, thinking that he would come back late and be hungry just enough to eat.

Because of the successful completion of the task this time, the editor-in-chief gave amnesty to the world, no, it should be amnesty for himself and Yan Huan, and allowed the two to rest for two more.

When I woke up on the second day, the sweet and sour pork ribs were still motionless there, and An Night was a little lost.

He cleaned up his mood again and made several more dishes he loved to eat, ready to send them to him.

Because the two had been in the news, she couldn't be too ostentatious, so she wore a big fisherman's hat and a scarf to cover her face.

When I came to Oriath downstairs, I didn't plan to go up, yesterday my mobile phone was turned off in the early hours of the morning, and today it is still the same, so I directly found Simon.

"Miss Ann." Simon received An Night's call and quickly went downstairs, standing straight and respectfully in front of An Night.

"Is he okay in the early hours of the morning?" An evening asked.

Simon didn't look her in the eye, "Mr. Gu, he's fine." ”

"You guys have been very busy lately, you must not have eaten properly, I made a few dishes to trouble you to help me give them to him, you must watch him eat." An Wan couldn't bear it.

Simon slowly took the lunch box, his face changing suddenly.

"What's wrong? Is something happening? An night saw that something was wrong with Simon.

"No, it's just that Mr. Gu has been working overtime day and night recently, and his mobile phone is often turned off, so you don't have to worry." Simon laughed.

An Wan was suspicious, nodded slightly, and took one last look at the Oriath building before leaving.

"I asked Simon to bring your favorite sweet and sour pork ribs, no matter how busy you are, you must eat on time." An Wan sent a message to Gu Lingchen, but there was no reply.

When I returned home, I had nothing to do, and I was ready to do a big cleaning, first the living room, bedroom, and wiped all the places, without missing any expenses.

Finally, there is the study, where Gu Lingchen sometimes works, and the familiar cactus has grown a lot.

An Wan smiled happily, but she didn't expect that the first gift she gave him was still there, so she was high-spirited and began to clean the place without staining.

However, I was not tall enough, and the top layer was really out of reach, so I moved a chair to stand on it and patiently wiped the thick dust that had accumulated for a long time.

Suddenly, there was a burning sensation in his nose, and blood slid down his lips.

An Wan panicked all of a sudden, at a loss, and since she was a child, she has never had a nosebleed since she can remember.

Sometimes we often say that fate is unfair, but the most unfair fate is to treat everyone fairly.

Before An Wan went to the hospital, he still sent a message to Gu Lingchen, "If you are too tired, you must stop and rest." ”

I did all kinds of examinations according to the doctor's instructions, and when I finally saw the examination report, it was like a bolt from the blue, and it was dark in front of me.

Every word above clearly appeared in front of An Wan, who was 90% suffering from hereditary cancer.

Take the medical examination report and ask the doctor, how long do you have left?

The doctor replied worriedly, "Five years at most." ”

An Wan lost his mind, "Five years, enough." ”

Five years is also a long time, and there are many things that can be done.

"But now that medicine is very developed, and foreign countries are making rapid progress, maybe a way will be found before that." The doctor couldn't bear to say.

An Wan understands very well that this is a way for doctors to comfort patients, her grandfather died of cancer back then, how can there be any treatment, it is nothing more than self-deception.

In this way, after leaving the hospital, An Wan sat on a chair on the side of the road until it was dark, and he came back to his senses from his distant thoughts, his feet were numb and unconscious, and he slowly got up with his hands on the wall.

She doesn't know how long she can live, she has never had such a strong desire for life, she wants to live, she wants to live safely and healthily, and be with Gu Lingchen for a long time.

But now, it's all an unrealistic dream.

Gu Lingchen still turned off the phone, he had never been so eager to see him immediately, An Wan's tears couldn't stop flowing, tears raining down.

So I called Yang Xiaoyun, I haven't been home for more than half a year, and at this moment, I really miss them.

"Mom, how are you doing?" An Wan wiped away her tears and asked.

"Okay, we're all doing well, Xiaohan is about to intern, he will be a doctor in the future, and you and Uncle He are very happy."

"That's good."

Yang Xiaoyun heard An Wan's tone a little low, and she was vaguely worried, "Xiaowan, how are you doing?" ”

"I'm also doing well, my job is going well, and my salary has been raised!" An evening smiled at the corner of her mouth.

"Xiaowan, if you're not happy living in a big city, come back!" Yang Xiaoyun said earnestly.

"I'm not unhappy, I've always been very happy, there is Brother Chen Nuo here, and Yan Huan, and there are many people who are good to me, you can rest assured!"

"Really?"

……

chatted with Yang Xiaoyun for about half an hour, and after hanging up the phone, An Night was on the sofa, and tears flowed out disobediently.

As a child, she longed for a complete home, and then finally had one. When I grow up, I want everyone to be safe, and I sneer, people really can't be too greedy, otherwise they will lose more.

This night, An Night stayed awake all night.

The sun shining through the glass window also lost its temperature, as if everything around it had lost its color.

Looking at the pot of cactus balls in the study, a small plant has tenacious vitality, let alone a person, even if it escapes, it can't change anything.

An evening walked on the street, watching the hurried steps of every passerby, if it wasn't for life, would they also stop and take a look at the bustling world?

Walking and walking, there were more and more people, more and more crowded, and An Wan was almost pushed by someone.

Fortunately, at that moment, a pair of hands supported her, and An Wan subconsciously took a step back.

Turning his head sharply, "Early in the morning." Suddenly I was a little disappointed.

"Thank you, Mr. Su."

"Are you looking for someone?" Su Ye let go of An Night.

"Nope."

"Are you planning to feel the life of ordinary people, taste the various states of life and then post a post?" Su Ye asked jokingly.

An night is at a loss, I shouldn't have a chance in the future, the traffic in this city is busy, and I don't have a chance to feel the changes of the four seasons every year.

"Are you hungry?" Su Ye saw that An Wan did not answer, and continued to ask.

An Wan shook his head, in fact, from yesterday to now, he has not eaten a grain of rice, he didn't say that it was okay, but when he said it, he was really hungry, and his stomach suddenly growled.

"You're not honest!" Su Ye smiled and quipped, "That's it, I'll invite you to dinner." ”

"I'm afraid that's not appropriate!" An Wan politely declined.

"What's inappropriate, it's not in vain."

"Is there anything you need me to help with?"

"Eat first."

An Wan was dragged away like this.

I thought that people like him should eat in that kind of five-star high-end place, but I didn't expect him to take him to a roadside stall with excellent business.

"Do you eat these too?" An evening asked.

"Why, I'm also a human being, and if I am a human being, I have to eat the fireworks of the world." Su Ye smiled cruelly, "Boss, come two spicy hots." ”

An Wan felt more and more that the person in front of her was very different from the rumors in the outside world, and sure enough, seeing is believing.

After a while, a bowl of spicy tang was swept away, and looking at An Wan's gobbling up, Su Ye was dumbfounded.

"If it's not enough, you can order another one." Su Ye said.

An Wan drank the last mouthful of soup in the bowl, "That's enough." ”

"I didn't expect you to like these like me." Su Ye said with a smile.

"yes, I can't think of it either." An Wan looked at everyone who ate, and their appearance was very satisfied.

When An returned home in the evening, Gu Lingchen was still nowhere to be seen.

I found a bottle of red wine from the kitchen and opened it with great difficulty.

This is the first time she has drunk alone, she has never drunk alone before, and the last time she drank was when she celebrated her birthday in the early morning of Gu in City C.

She didn't dare and couldn't call Li Yanhuan, she was afraid that the people around her would know that her life was imminent.

I drank several glasses in a row, and I drank it too quickly, and the strength of the wine soon came up, and I had already begun to mumble drunk.

"Gu Lingchen, you big villain, leave me alone at this time."

"Gu Lingchen, where are you? I really, really miss you. ”

"Gu Lingchen, even if the person who is with you is not me in the future, you must be happy."

"Gu Lingchen, I'm not here in the future, will you forget me?"

After saying the last sentence, An Wan was already unconscious and fell asleep on the sofa.