After Lu Xiaojing learned from Liao Yifan that her college classmate had committed suicide and passed away, she was very disappointed, and she was immersed in sadness that day, tears flowed vigorously, and even her eyes were swollen from crying.

When he returned home at night, Wu Qiming looked at her red and swollen eyes, was startled, and anxiously asked Lu Xiaojing what happened, Lu Xiaojing was asked by Wu Qiming, and she was sad again, and she cried bitterly, Wu Qiming was frightened by Lu Xiaojing's appearance, hugged her tightly, and asked with concern, "Wife, what happened, tell me quickly!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing lay in Wu Qiming's arms, sobbing and said, "Tianyi left 8 years ago, but I never know, I'm still thinking about meeting her again-", Wu Qiming often heard Lu Xiaojing mention Wang Tianyi, and he was also taken aback when he heard Lu Xiaojing say that Wang Tianyi was dead.

She hugged Lu Xiaojing and had to be comforted one by one, and asked what happened, slowly Lu Xiaojing stopped crying, and retold what Liao Yifan said about Wang Tianyi's experience to Wu Qiming, after listening to Lu Xiaojing's retelling, Wu Qiming's eyes were not moist, he comforted Lu Xiaojing and said, "Wife, since Tianyi has chosen this way, it is also a helpless move, people have left, and they can't be resurrected, don't be too sad-."

Under the persuasion of Wu Qiming. Lu Xiaojing's emotions gradually calmed down, and then Wu Qiming served her a meal, Lu Xiaojing ate a little, and during the meal, Wang Tianyi's voice, smile and bits and pieces involuntarily appeared in her mind, which made Lu Xiaojing lose her appetite, so she simply stopped eating, watched TV aimlessly for a while, and went to bed to rest.

It may be that Wang Tianyi's death hit Lu Xiaojing too hard, Lu Xiaojing's dream was full of Wang Tianyi one night, and Lu Xiaojing seemed to meet Wang Tianyi again in a daze, but Wang Tianyi in the dream did not have grievances and sorrows, she seemed very happy, not only her voice and smile were the same, but she was full of vitality, which made Lu Xiaojing feel a little comforted in her heart!

The next day, it was Lu Xiaojing's outpatient clinic, she got up early, and then went to work, she was busy all day, and she had no time to think about Wang Tianyi's affairs, and the third day was on duty in her ward, and the work was also full, plus the hospital organized a meeting of middle-level cadres, and she was very busy, in such a fulfilling work, Wang Tianyi's death also began to fade -

On Friday, Lu Xiaojing had no duty arrangement, and finally had a chance to take a breath, this morning she finished the work at hand, turned on the computer and boarded QQ by the way, and saw an avatar on QQ flashing, she opened the avatar by the way, and all she saw was Liao Yifan's message.

Among them, the most numerous are, "Senpai, are you there?" "Senior sister, senior sister, are you there? "Senior sister, you speak! Seeing the end, it was obvious that Liao Yifan was in a hurry, and it was mixed with lost emotions, and the last paragraph was: "Senior sister, are you there, more than 10 years of worrying about lovesickness, I finally got in touch, did you disappear from my sight again?" "Senior sister, don't ignore me, I can't see you online, I feel suffocated-".

Seeing Liao Yifan's messages all over the screen, and the anxious emotions in the messages, Lu Xiaojing suddenly felt a little moved in her heart, and she couldn't help but feel more close to this junior, so she typed it on the computer: "Hehe, junior, I'm really sorry, I'm too busy these days, so I haven't been on QQ, you are too worried, I won't disappear again-", after typing, she tapped the keyboard and sent it out.

Lu Xiaojing stared at QQ, she also hoped that Liao Yifan was next to the computer, somehow, she wanted to chat with this junior now, although she didn't know what to talk about, but after waiting for a while, Liao Yifan's response did not appear on the screen, Lu Xiaojing thought to herself: Maybe he is also busy-

Thinking of this, Lu Xiaojing just wanted to turn off QQ, when Liao Yifan's reply flashed on QQ: "Senior sister, you have appeared, I'm going to become a psychopath——", seeing Liao Yifan's words, Lu Xiaojing laughed all of a sudden, she felt that this junior brother of hers was too cute-

So, she also replied: "Yes, what makes you so abnormal?" Liao Yifan replied, "It's not all because of you!" Lu Xiaojing saw Liao Yifan say this, but she didn't know what to do for a while, she was silent for a while, and then replied, "You are just talking nonsense, I am not your dream lover, how can I make you insane!" ”。

After this sentence was issued, Lu Xiaojing watched how Liao Yifan replied, and after a while, Liao Yifan's reply was sent, "Senior sister, you may not be my dream lover, but you have always been the goddess in my heart, and I have been determined from the moment I saw you, and until today, it has never changed!" Seeing Liao Yifan's reply, Lu Xiaojing was a little surprised, she didn't expect that she still had such a lofty status in the heart of this junior.

But after thinking about it, she felt that her junior might be joking with herself, so she replied, "Villain, you dare that senior sister to make a joke!" Liao Yifan immediately replied: "The conscience of heaven and earth is true!" Seeing this, Lu Xiaojing was speechless, to be honest, this was the first time that a man had shown his heart to her like this, which made her heart feel hot.

In Lu Xiaojing's silent stall, Liao Yifan sent another paragraph: "Sister, in your heart, I may still be the little broken child who was not good-looking and unspeakable, but in the process of getting acquainted with you, your beauty, your kindness, and your open-mindedness have been deeply imprinted in my heart!" ”。

Liao Yifan's words shocked Lu Xiaojing again, in her impression, she and Liao Yifan did not have a lot of intersections, she didn't know why Liao Yifan had such a deep feeling for herself, she couldn't help but type a line: "We don't have a lot of interactions, how can I leave such a deep impression on you?" ”。

Liao Yifan replied, "We don't have much interaction, but every time it makes me unforgettable, sister, do you remember the time I was hospitalized at school?" When Lu Xiaojing saw this question, she tried her best to recall, but she didn't find a fragment of the memory, so she replied, "I'm really sorry, I really don't have an impression!" ”。

After a while, Liao Yifan replied, "Well, it's been a long time ago, but I still remember it clearly, it was in my sophomore year, I was admitted to the school hospital because I was drunk once, which caused jaundice to rise, and I was admitted to the semi-isolation ward of the school hospital because of jaundice hepatitis. Since I got this disease, my emotions have also fallen into the abyss all of a sudden, because I am afraid of being infected, my classmates and roommates have stayed away from me, and the first to see me are you and Sister Tianyi, do you remember this incident? ”。

Seeing Liao Yifan's words, Lu Xiaojing's mind suddenly flashed the picture of that year, and she remembered that clip: It seemed to be a Sunday morning, and she wanted to call Wang Tianyi to go shopping, when Wang Tianyi said that her little fellow was hospitalized, she wanted to go and see, and she happened to be fine, so she accompanied Tianyi to the school hospital.

Lu Xiaojing remembered that she accompanied Tianyi into the school hospital, turned around to a very remote courtyard, and saw her little fellow, a ward with four beds, and the little fellow was lying there alone, looking very lonely and depressed, seeing that scene, Lu Xiaojing remembered that she cherished the boy very much-

Thinking of this, Lu Xiaojing hurriedly typed a line: "Well, I remembered, that time we went to see you, you were very down, I remember that when you saw us, you cried-".

After this sentence was issued, Liao Yifan also replied on QQ: "Haha, sister finally remembered", and then Liao Yifan wrote: "Yes, I was hospitalized for four or five days, you were the first people to see me, I thought I had been forgotten by the world, when you appeared, my heart swelled with a warm current, I remember that I cried at that time!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing saw this and wrote: "Yes, you cried, and cried like a child, when I saw that scene, Tianyi and I were also sour in our hearts, I remember that on the way back to the dormitory, Tianyi said that it is rare to be away from your parents alone, and we agreed to go to see you often in the future-".

At this time, Liao Yifan also replied: "Yes, sister, that hospitalization in the school hospital was an unforgettable moment in my life, and that time also made me really experience how difficult the world is and how warm and cold people are!" Liao Yifan went on to write: "From the moment I was admitted to the hospital, I was surrounded by loneliness and fear, but I could bear it all on my own. I remember that the semi-isolation ward where I lived was a separate small hospital, in the very corner of the school, because there were very few such cases in the school hospital, and I had a sick number in those days! ”。

At this time, Liao Yifan seemed to be immersed in memories again, Lu Xiaojing also looked at his memories quietly, Liao Yifan wrote: "There, it's okay during the day, you can read a book by yourself, but it's very difficult at night, outside the wall of the ward is outside the school, it is a cemetery of villagers, and in the dead of night alone, you can always hear such and such sounds!" I remember one day in the middle of the night when it suddenly rained heavily, the wind outside the window roared, the thunder was loud, I was lying on the hospital bed and felt that the thunder was always hovering above my head, plus the strong wind was blowing the branches of the trees and constantly beating the back window, like thousands of little ghosts shouting——"

Looking at Liao Yifan's memories, Lu Xiaojing didn't feel good in her heart, she could imagine how helpless Liao Yifan's mood was in that situation at that time, she wrote a line to comfort Liao Yifan and said: "Don't think so much, those things have passed, you have experienced so much, and you have also exercised your heart, with these experiences, it is not in vain for you to be a man!" ”。

Liao Yifan replied, "Well, sister, in fact, when I think of those things today, my heart is quite calm, that is, the so-called no love, no hate, just a past!" When Lu Xiaojing saw Liao Yifan say this, she admired him a lot, so she typed a line of words: "Haha, you are quite free and easy, like a man!" ”。

Liao Yifan saw Lu Xiaojing praising himself, he should have put away his somewhat depressed mood just now, and immediately replied, "Thank you sister for your compliment, I have always been such a bright and upright person", Lu Xiaojing saw that Liao Yifan was energetic, and wrote: "Okay, say that you are fat, you are still breathing, how can you praise yourself!" ”。

Liao Yifan then replied: "Sister, I don't praise myself, I'll praise you again!" Lu Xiaojing looked at it and thought to herself what kind of slippery head this kid wanted to play, so she said: "Praise me, what do I have to boast about?" ”。

Liao Yifan asked, "Sister, do you remember what you were wearing at that time?" When he asked, Lu Xiaojing was also stunned, she thought to herself that it had been almost 20 years, and she could still remember what she was wearing in books! So she wrote: "It's been a long time, I don't remember! Liao Yifan then posted a smile and wrote: "Sister, I remember, and it seems like it was just yesterday!" ”。

When Lu Xiaojing saw this, he laughed, and he continued to write: "You just blow it, what do you say I was wearing at the time?" Liao Yifan replied: "Sister, you and Sister Tianyi were both wearing skirts at that time, I remember a dress that Sister Tianyi wore that day, I can't remember what color it was, but I remember what you wore clearly!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing saw Liao Yifan say this, she was also taken aback, indeed she loved to wear skirts in the summer when she was in college, she suddenly realized that this kid on the Internet seemed to be telling the truth, and then Liao Yifan sent another text: "You were wearing a white loose T-shirt on your upper body, a denim skirt on your lower body, and a pair of flatform sandals that were very popular back then. ”

Liao Yifan continued to write: "Sister, do you know, the way you dressed at that time was as quiet as a heaven to me, youthful, beautiful, and revealing a mesmerizing temperament! Seeing this, Lu Xiaojing's thoughts also returned to that youth again, she remembered what she looked like at that time, it was indeed as Liao Yifan said, and she suddenly remembered the way Liao Yifan looked at herself-

Thinking of this, Lu Xiaojing lightly typed a few words: "Well, I remember, I still remember that you looked at me a little strangely at that time, I want to ask why?" ”。

Liao Yifan saw Lu Xiaojing's question, sent a "haha", and then wrote: "My sister, do you remember, you were sitting on the opposite bed with Sister Tianyi, your denim skirt itself is short, and the two thighs are particularly eye-catching when you sit down, I didn't want to look at it at the time, do you think my eyes can be unusual?" ”。

Seeing Liao Yifan's reply, Lu Xiaojing's face turned a little red, and she said self-deprecatingly: You are stupid, why do you ask everything indiscriminately, now it's okay, how to answer? But at the same time, Lu Xiaojing's thoughts returned to the past, when she was slim and delicate, especially a pair of jade legs were straight and well-proportioned, not only her pride, but also the envy of many girls——。

Thinking of this, Lu Xiaojing couldn't help but be ashamed and happy, so she pretended to be angry and wrote: "Get out, I didn't expect you to be quite honest, it turns out that you are also a pervert!" Liao Yifan saw that Lu Xiaojing seemed to be angry, and hurriedly replied: "Sister, I'm not offending you, I just said my true feelings back then, sister is indeed too beautiful, I want to love beauty, praise beauty That's right, sister, don't be angry-".