Chapter 696: Reluctance to hate
Although there are cool points in "Dao Yanzhi", it is not a cool article, which is mainly based on the growth process.
When describing the story, in fact, Lu Jinyu consciously omitted Xu Yanzhi's suffering days, in fact, the story that appeared in her mind at the beginning was a hundred times more difficult than what she described.
When she wrote it, she felt sorry for this "false creation" protagonist, because his growth environment was really bad.
If it weren't for his tenacious vitality and survival in a terrible environment like a weed, I am afraid that there would have been no such thing as pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger and counterattacking in the future.
Now that he knows that the protagonist is by his side, Lu Jinyu only feels that his heart is becoming more and more uncomfortable.
"Then am I Jiang Jinyu?" Lu Jinyu looked at Ji Yanmo with some uncertainty, "I don't have this part of the memory, but I wrote such a story...... I'm supposed to be her, right? ”
Thinking of this, Lu Jinyu couldn't help but bite his lip, "It's very likely that I am the one who once hurt you?" ”
Thinking of this, Lu Jinyu only felt very uncomfortable.
She knows the feeling of being betrayed by her loved ones.
Probably people who have had the same experience can empathize with some things more empathically.
For a moment, she suddenly understood that Ji Yanmo had ignored her for more than three years.
She was treated coldly for some reason, and she couldn't contact anyone for another three years, so she only felt very wronged.
But if you think about it from Ji Yanmo's point of view, he fell in love with a person who had betrayed him, and this person seemed to be still lying to him, how painful and sad his heart should be!
She thought that maybe it was her who should say sorry, not Ji Yanmo.
But is she really Jiang Jinyu?
If so, she obviously doesn't remember anything, and she is also very aggrieved!
For a while, Lu Jinyu didn't know what attitude he should show to face Ji Yanmo.
Ji Yanmo seemed to see through Lu Jinyu's uneasiness, and he said softly: "It's okay, whether you are or not, remember it or not, it doesn't matter anymore." ”
In the darkness, his voice seemed to have a soothing power.
Lu Jinyu only felt that his hand was caught, and his voice was not as cold as at the beginning, but a little more calm: "It doesn't matter if you are Jiang Jinyu or not, as long as you are the person I like." Don't mention the past, the future can be expected. No matter what you think, anyway, I admit it, plant it in your hands, and I am willing. ”
As soon as the words fell, Lu Jinyu felt that his hand was raised.
Then something warm pressed against the back of her hand, and she could feel the warm breath coming down.
Lu Jinyu was stunned.
Heaven and earth are silent.
At this moment, nothing matters, all that matters is a choice.
Now the options are out.
Ji Yanmo has completely seen his heart.
Even if Lu Jinyu wanted him to die, at this moment he was willing to dig out his heart and hold it in front of her.
The hatred of the previous life was because he trusted too much and couldn't accept such a betrayal.
The hatred not long ago was because I loved it too much, so I couldn't accept such a fact, and I turned from love to hate, and I almost wanted to go crazy.
After that, there will be love, and there will be no hate.
can even give her her life, how can she be willing to hate her, let alone see her cry.
"If I were really Jiang Jinyu, did you think that there might be a misunderstanding between us...... If I want to kill you, what is my motive? ”