Since she told Wu Qiming about Liao Yifan, Lu Xiaojing's heart felt a lot easier, although she didn't drag out all the facts, but from the words, she also felt Wu Qiming's love and trust in her, which made Lu Xiaojing feel both relieved and ashamed.

From that moment on, Lu Xiaojing decided to distance herself from Liao Yifan, at least no longer have intimate contact, so she didn't contact Liao Yifan for a few days.

But whenever she was idle, Liao Yifan's voice and smile still involuntarily appeared in her mind, thinking about the happy time with Liao Yifan, Lu Xiaojing couldn't help but smile at the corner of her mouth, but happiness flashed, and when she returned to reality, she remembered Wu Qiming's trusting and sincere gaze, and then Lu Xiaojing's heart was full of self-blame.

In this kind of happiness, suffering and self-blame, Lu Xiaojing did not feel too relaxed, she blamed herself for being a bad woman who was not content, but she was still sighing about the loss of fate with Liao Yifan. During this period of time, Lu Xiaojing seems to have lost herself-

On this day, Lu Xiaojing finished the work at hand and boarded QQ, and suddenly found that Liao Yifan's avatar was flashing non-stop, Lu Xiaojing was also related, she knew that Liao Yifan must have been in a hurry these days, she clicked on QQ, and Liao Yifan's message poured out instantly: Sister, what's wrong with you? Sister, why don't you ignore me? Sister, have I done anything wrong, are you going to punish me again? Sister, I can't sleep at night, have you disappeared from my sight again? ——

QQ's messages are all Liao Yifan's anxiety, waiting, hesitation and questions, and the sadness of the message is getting stronger and stronger, and it can be seen that Liao Yifan is almost in a collapsed mood. Seeing this, Lu Xiaojing's heart fell into sadness and hesitation again, and she muttered to herself: "Liao Yifan, since you love me, why don't you chase me, since you don't chase me, why did you appear again, and what can I do if you appear?" Lu Xiaojing couldn't think of an answer, let alone the best of both worlds, and finally she wrote a letter to Liao Yifan:

Yifan, I want to ignore you, but I can't ignore you! Ever since you reappeared in my life, I thought I had found love again. During that period of time, my mind was full of you, your laughter, your goodness, the happiness you brought me, and being with you did make me feel the beauty of life and the joy of life, and I also thought that this was a gift from God, so that I could regain happiness again in the year of no confusion.

However, after my husband and children returned from traveling, all this was like a mirage, and suddenly disappeared without a trace, because in the face of the children's well-behaved and husband's trust, I could no longer pretend to be nothing. Maybe my heart isn't big enough to really fit two men in it, even though both men are so good and love me so much-

Yifan, I once read a little story, about a woman who died on the beach, no clothes, many people on the beach passed by, some walked around her, some shook their heads and sighed, and then a man passed by, saw her miserable situation and felt pity, so he took off his coat and put it on her, and then left sadly. A few days later, another man passed by, and he couldn't bear to see this woman on the beach like this, so he found a place to dig a grave and buried the strange woman—

The reason why I tell this story is to say that many things are predestined in a previous life, including love and marriage. If according to the cause and effect in the story, if I am that woman, you are the one who once clothed me, after several lives, we are destined to spend time together in this life, which is also the fate of the previous life. And the man who buried me, because he gave me the most in the previous life and loved me the most, so in this life, I became his wife. In a sense, all this was arranged in a previous life.

Yifan, our acquaintance and meeting is also fate, how can we not cultivate enough in the previous life, we can only know each other in this life, but my husband and I are destined to be inseparable, because I want to repay his kindness in his previous life. Yifan has been thinking a lot, a lot these days, and my mood is also very chaotic and chaotic! Today I've finally figured it out, so let's stop here, don't be in constant contact, if that I really can't stand it-

Yifan, I hope you understand my feelings, my hardships, and I hope you can understand this earthly relationship!

After writing this affectionate text message, Lu Xiaojing sent it to Liao Yifan on QQ, she also felt a little relieved, at least at this moment she was no longer too entangled, and in her heart she also hoped that Liao Yifan could recognize and agree with her thoughts.

After sending the letter, she went to the OA to read her work email. At this moment, the mobile phone rang, she hurriedly took the mobile phone to see that it was He Mengying calling, she connected the phone and asked, "You don't run your pharmacy well, why do you call at this time?" ”。

As soon as He Mengying heard that Lu Xiaojing was so unpolite, she replied: "You don't know what to do, I don't care about you, call to greet you, I really don't know the hearts of good people!" Lu Xiaojing also laughed when she heard this, and replied, "You are a good person, you are about to pit me to death, what a good person!" ”。

He Mengying heard Lu Xiaojing taunting herself, in fact, she was also not worried about what happened that night, so she said, "Hey, I am also hanging about that night's incident, what happened to you, you made it mysterious that day?" Lu Xiaojing replied: "It's not a big deal, and it's not clear on the phone, I'll tell you more when I have time!" ”。

He Mengying hurriedly said, "Are you busy now?" Lu Xiaojing said, "Dude, I'm going to work now!" He Mengying replied, "I just came to your hospital to see a patient, and I'm downstairs with you!" As soon as Lu Xiaojing heard that He Mengying was in her own hospital, in fact, she also wanted to find someone to talk to at this time, so she said, "Come to the office, I'm not on duty today!" ”。

He Mengying was also very happy when she heard it, it was rare that Lu Xiaojing was not busy today, she said, "Okay, I'll be there soon!" After hanging up the phone for a while, He Mengying happily pushed the door in, and as soon as she came in, she said to Lu Xiaojing beautifully, "My dear, there are quite a few handsome guys in your hospital, I saw two on the elevator, sunny, so handsome!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing couldn't help but sneer when she saw He Mengying's smugness, and scolded, "You womanizer, don't forget to look at handsome guys everywhere, do people also take a fancy to you!" He Mengying happily replied: "I guess it is, I saw the two of them looking at me one by one, and the eyes were quite ambiguous!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing scolded angrily, "Hooligans, it's strange that people don't look at you when you dress like this!" He Mengying pulled a chair and sat opposite Lu Xiaojing by the way, and said disdainfully, "It doesn't matter what you wear, the main thing is to have a good figure!" Then she said, "Don't talk about them, talk about you!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing glared and asked He Mengying, "What are you talking about me?" He Mengying looked mysterious and asked, "Why did you ask me to help you lie that night, is there a good relationship outside?" Lu Xiaojing saw He Mengying's question so direct, her face was a little hot, and her expression was a little unnatural.

As soon as He Mengying saw Lu Xiaojing's appearance, she guessed in her heart that she was not far from ten, she was even more energetic, so she leaned her face closer to Lu Xiaojing, and said expectantly, "Baby, tell me quickly, who is that person, do I know him?" Lu Xiaojing felt a little ashamed and angry at this time, pushed her, and scolded, "Why are you such a bastard!" ”。

He Mengying pretended to be very innocent and said, "Don't I care about you, besides, I will also check you, I'm afraid that you will be deceived!" Lu Xiaojing was also amused, and scolded, "You still have this kindness-", the two of you amused me for a while.

Then, Lu Xiaojing told He Mengying everything about herself and Liao Yifan, because of her relationship with He Mengying, she also told He Mengying about the two of them being together that night.

After listening to Lu Xiaojing's narration, He Mengying showed a look of envy, she looked at Lu Xiaojing and said, "My dear, I envy you to death, you said that you have cultivated a blessing in which life, and all the people you meet are people who value love and righteousness, why am I so unlucky, all the people I meet are perverts and hooligans, or they are greedy for money and forget their righteousness!" Then she looked at Lu Xiaojing seriously and said, "Or, if you feel that you can't handle it, let me have one!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing saw that He Mengying was not doing it properly, so she scolded, "Get out, it's not serious at all, people are upset, let me tell you, you haven't done it yet, I won't tell you!" He Mengying immediately turned into a hippie smile in clothes again, and begged, "Okay, okay, I'm not joking with you, I want to make you happy, like a hairy girl, and you are so angry!" Lu Xiaojing glanced at her and laughed-

He Mengying looked at Lu Xiaojing and asked, "Do you know about Wu Qiming?" Lu Xiaojing replied, "I just told him about Liao Yifan's existence, and I didn't say anything about taking it overnight!" He Mengying stared at Lu Xiaojing's eyes, looking very surprised, she said, "Xiaojing, I didn't expect you to be really a master, you know how to avoid the heavy and light, you are really a master!" When Lu Xiaojing heard He Mengying's words, she couldn't tell whether it was a compliment or a joke, so she said, "You are stupid, if he knew about this, would he still be so calm!" ”。

He Mengying continued, "So I said that you are clever, this kind of thing would rather rot in the stomach than let him know, these men, it doesn't matter what you see, but looking at your wife's chastity is more expensive than gold, if you know your relationship, you really can't go back!" Lu Xiaojing nodded, she was also glad that she had a heart at the time, otherwise she really didn't know what the consequences would be.

He Mengying continued to ask, "What are you going to do next, to develop into a fixed lover?" Hearing this, Lu Xiaojing's expression suddenly darkened, she said, "I plan to terminate this relationship, I can't stand this state anymore, every day like a thief, I can't face Wu Qiming, I can't face the child, it's better to end this abnormal relationship as soon as possible!" ”。

He Mengying's expression also calmed down when she heard this, and she said, "It stands to reason that Wu Qiming is not good to you, and you may not be able to find such a person who knows cold and hot among ten men, but on the other hand, a man like Liao Yifan is also rare, and he has been in love with you for more than ten years, which is really commendable!" Where to go, I'm really speechless-".

Speaking of this, He Mengying stood up and paced in the office, as if talking to herself, and said meaningfully, "Life is short, opportunities are rare, and if you grasp it well, it is also a choice to get the best of both worlds", speaking of this, she smiled at Lu Xiaojing.