Chapter 836, Faith is gone
"What do you say? We are brothers, how could I have killed you! "Life and death are nothing to me anymore, Josh and I have borrowed our lives from God, and we can live one day at a time. I don't want to give up on Josh, and I definitely won't hurt you for Jane's sake. When you can't have both, death is the best solution
Take off. If I die, Josh will definitely not live, I only ask you for one thing. ”
"Bury us together, and if we can't find the bones, then make a clothed grave, so that we can find each other in the next life and stay together for the rest of our lives."
"You...... Is this a farewell to me? ”
Gu Hanzhou asked in a hoarse voice word by word.
Every word was so heavy that I couldn't breathe.
Life and death are the most painful. "I shouldn't have let you know the truth, I know that I'm still alive, and it's much harder to make another choice now. You and I are brothers, connected by blood, and have the same tacit understanding. I went the wrong way, but I don't regret having her. You have to make a good peace
Yi Nuan goes down, it is my blessing to you. ”
Gu Changning patted him on the shoulder heavily, his eyes full of hope.
The wish he couldn't fulfill could only be fulfilled by Gu Hanzhou.
"Josh is still sick, I'm going to go back early, just ...... Say goodbye. ”
He patted it, then turned away with a hard heart.
This time, there was no nostalgia to look back at him.
Gu Hanzhou's feet seemed to be filled with lead, and he could only watch.
The fist is clenched deeper and deeper, and the green tendons on the back of the hand are like tree trees, intertwined.
In the end, a punch slammed hard into the wall, white ash and crumbs, smashing a mark.
He didn't seem to know the pain.
Since he was a child, the second brother is older than himself, mature and stable, and has always taken care of him.
He's not just his own brother, he's ...... Faith!
So much so that after his accident, his emotions collapsed like that.
It's like a catalyst that catalyzes him to grow, to become stronger and stronger, to avenge him.
Now, the two brothers have finally released their suspicions, but for various reasons, they have to resist separately, and each has its own mission.
It can't be said who is right and who is wrong, but only worthy of it.
In this life, there must always be something to protect desperately.
If not, then this life is too bad.
……
Xu Yinuan is not in a good mood at home, and too many things have happened recently, which makes her heart unbearable.
She felt that if she continued to be sad like this, the child she would give birth to in the future would definitely not look good.
Since Jane said it, even if he didn't have himself, he still couldn't escape this catastrophe, and someone did it on purpose.
Then she doesn't have to worry about it anymore.
He didn't think of her as a friend anymore, but she still didn't want to see him become the horrible person he was now.
She could only pray silently that he could slowly get better and get what he wanted.
When he is firmly at the top, he can stop taking charge of the whole Caitlin and stop going crazy for revenge.
She was alone in the garden looking for something to do for herself, picking fresh roses to make flower tea.
She does things while soothing the baby in her belly.
Now that I'm almost seven months old, the fetal movement is a little more obvious, but it's still a little weak for other children.
The doctor said that the fetus was weak, her body was too thin, and she was afraid that it would be difficult to give birth smoothly, and she needed to cut her abdomen, and she had already begun to determine the due date.
She became a mother for the first time, and she was inevitably nervous, afraid of giving birth to an unsound child, and afraid that she almost had a miscarriage last time, which would affect the child or something.
She just wanted their family to be safe.
"Baby, in the future, Mom will never force you to do something you don't like. I don't want you to get ahead, I just want you to live happily. Power is good, but ...... It will deceive people's hearts, but you must not forget what your original intention was. "If you're a girl, I don't have to worry about you. It's just that the thought of someone taking you away with flowers and pots in the future makes me feel uncomfortable. What do you think of this child? I'm a year older than you, and I like it very much, later
When you grow up, your face will definitely not be bad. ”
"I won't give you an arranged marriage, it's just ...... Consider considering. After all, the ratio of men and women is now out of balance, and girls don't have to worry about finding a partner. ”
She chattered, a little selfless for a while, and didn't hear the footsteps behind her.
When they got closer, she realized something was wrong.
What a strong smell of wine!
She immediately became alert, turned to look, but fell into a strong and warm embrace, and was held tightly.
It's Gu Hanzhou, he drank wine?
Isn't it good to go out before? How did you come back like this?
"Gu Hanzhou ......"
She tried to push him away, but he held him firmly.
"Don't move, let me hug you."
"Yes...... Did something happen? ”
"You know...... Is it such a terrible thing to lose your faith? And now, I don't. ”
His voice was hoarse, and his words were sad.
He rarely shows his vulnerable side in front of her, he will always be the unfallen Tarzan, standing in front of him, sheltering her from the wind and rain.
And this time, he's looking for her haven to protect him.
Xu Yinuan's heart instantly hurt fiercely.
His high spirits make people admire.
But when he was embarrassed, he grabbed people's hearts.
He is a person who bleeds without tears, no matter how badly injured he is, no matter how much blood he sheds, he only frowns and never cries out in pain.
But now......
He was like a deserter who had lost his armor, drunk and drunk, and hugged himself tightly for comfort.
The only thing she did was to accompany him, share his joys, sorrows, and become his confiding bucket.
Because she knew that he had no one else to confide in his palpitations except herself.
They become the closest people to each other and can do whatever they want.
She didn't send a single shot, hugged him tightly with her backhand, and couldn't remember when the last time he showed weakness.
It's been almost three years, and she's only seen him embarrassed.
No matter how strong a man is, he will also have a vulnerable side.
Gu Hanzhou hugged her for a long time, and finally calmed down and said, "Did I frighten you like this?" ”
"No, I dried some roses, do you want to drink flower tea to save them?"
She said softly, soothing the wounds in his heart.
"Okay, after drinking so much wine, it's time to get rid of it."
They sat down at the little round table in the gazebo, and she made him tea.
"Second brother...... Is there something going on over there? ”
She asked cautiously.
His belief has always been Gu Changning.
Even if he is indestructible, he is a giant in other people's hearts, unattainable.
But Xu Yinuan, who is familiar with him, knows that there is also a giant in his heart, who has no great achievements, but uses it in his heart.
He can do anything for his second brother, even if he turns his back on himself.
But he just said in great pain...... His faith is gone, and what a despair.