Text Chapter 108: The Return of the Song Duan 3
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I don't know how long it took, Song Duan felt that the person in his arms had not moved much. She stood all the time, and even the hand on her head moved a lot lighter, and she looked down. Song Duan had nothing to say to Tong Xinya, how could she not fall asleep while standing? But I didn't think much of it. She is also tired in the past few days, and she should not have had a good rest.
But standing like this is not a way, Song Duan can only bend down and want to carry the person in her arms to the bed, so that at least she can sleep better. But as soon as he moved, the person in his arms opened his eyes. "Shall you go to bed?"
"Are you still leaving?" I don't know why I fell asleep in Song Duan's arms, opened her eyes and looked at Song Duan, she thought that as long as she closed her eyes, Song Duan would be the same as last time, and leave without saying goodbye.
"Yes!" The corners of Song Duan's mouth rose, and he answered her question with certainty. "When you go, I hope you'll be well. When the time comes, I can teach you how to ride a horse, and we will go on a horseback ride. Didn't I say, take you on a tour of the mountains and rivers? ”
When Song Duan said that he would meet, Tong Xinya's eyes dimmed, and Song Duan would leave his side like last time, leaving a sentence of sorry and just like that. She left Shen Lingfeng...... It should be Shen Lingfeng who left her, she didn't want Song Duan to suddenly disappear in her time. "Song Duan ......"
"Huh?" Tong Xinya's eyes told her that she had something to say to herself, but before she could say it, Song Duan still bent down and picked her up, walked to the side of the bed and put her down. "I can allow you to sleep, but when you wake up, you must eat."
"Aren't you afraid that if you are so good to me now, I will suddenly disappear in front of you?" No, will you be able to go back soon? If you suddenly appear here, you must suddenly return to the same place.
Song Duan looked into her eyes and suddenly disappeared? In the past, she suddenly appeared in front of him and Shen Lingfeng, ran after Shen Lingfeng, and disappeared in front of her. At that time, he had seen it. "During this time, I am not here, and I don't know if Ling Feng is good to you. If it's not good, don't think about him. ”
Song Duan didn't want to answer his own question, Tong Xinya didn't know, but someone said that before leaving, say goodbye. It's the best memory. "Did I die right away?"
"Hehe......" Song Duan laughed when she asked like this, and stretched out his hand to touch her head. Aren't you dead? can still be alive in front of me, and the body is still broken, which is worse than before. ”
Tong Xinya moved her lips, but still didn't continue to ask.
Song Duan looked at her like this, sighed, turned around and moved a stool in front of her. "Didn't I tell you that there are some things that you don't need to think about if you don't need to remember them?"
Not to, but she really wanted to know. It was a long, long time ago, how did she get here, did she really die and leave here, even if that vortex appeared in the sky a few days ago, she didn't think about it. "I just want to know."
Song Duan kept looking at her gloomy appearance, and finally let out a breath. At the beginning, Shen Lingfeng's sword stabbed her heart. He wanted to take her to his father so that he could save her, but he was too young to have any strength at all, and in the end she left halfway, but ......
"At the time, you didn't have a heartbeat. I buried you in the grove in the backyard of Yaotang, but when I knew that you were Xin'er, I opened the coffin, but there was nothing. "My father knew he was sad, and when he buried her, he sprinkled some medicine on her. Those things can be kept for a long time.
"I was ...... Did you go back? "Bury her with your own hands, why didn't she die? If she had died then, it wouldn't be like this. I won't have any memories of Shen Lingfeng anymore.
"I don't know, but you were curious about everything in Kyoto." At that time, everything she saw was like the first time she saw it, she wanted everything, even if she saw the jewelry box that others threw on the ground, she could be curious for a long time. Then...... They were all naïve, not like this. "Don't think about it......"
Song Duan ...... "She doesn't want to, if she goes back again, will she forget everything like she did then?" I might ...... I'm going back soon. ”
Song Duan was stunned, about to go back? She had said that before. That's when I really went back.
Tong Xinya turned her gaze to the side and didn't look at Song Duan, who could know how much courage she needed to say this to Song Duan? She also felt Song Duan's incredulous gaze, and she didn't dare to face it. I don't know how to deal with it.
After a while, Song Duan reached out and broke her face directly opposite him, and there was not much change in his face. "You're coming back from your world, right?"
"I ......"
"Don't talk yet, listen to me." Song Duan interrupted her, and he could feel his heart trembling, "A long, long time ago, a child told me that her world has those high-rise buildings. I can't read words, so I have to write simply when I say anything. I still don't believe what the little fool said. I'm still thinking about what a high-rise building is. Why should the words be written simply? ”
Before, she had said that there were many, many things, and he didn't understand, but now, he did.
"Song Duan ......" high-rise buildings, I haven't heard of these for a long time.
"The child should say that there is something in her world that runs faster than a horse. But I've been looking for so long, and I've never seen anything run faster than a horse. "His world has no ifs, and he doesn't know what it is, but he can hear it at that time, her world is very beautiful." Later, the child said that he could finally go back. ”
That is, on which day, she left. He thought that the innocent child would never appear in front of him again. But suddenly one day she came back. I still ignored her. ”
Tong Xinya sniffed, those good memories she had never remembered. When I think of it, it's all the bad ones. Even Shen Lingfeng's part of the memory, she didn't remember it now.
"Later, she stupidly ran to my medicine every day, and she couldn't make anything, so I thought it was better to forget it. Seeing that she was pitiful, and for the sake of resembling the child who had left me, I reluctantly took her in. But when I suddenly remember, everyone will grow up, and everyone will change. I really knew that the stupid child in my heart had also grown up. And he was the first to recognize her.
"Once, that stupid child also appeared out of nowhere, and when I was ready to greet her, she suddenly left again. Also left with another person. Xin'er ......"
Song Duan raised the corners of his mouth, and his fingers wiped away the tears that Tong Xinya had already shed. "You've once suddenly disappeared in front of me. If you have to leave this time, don't be so sudden. At least...... I promised you to take you all over and around Kyoto. Eat everything you can eat in Kyoto City. It's a lot, and I promised you some time ago that I would accompany you on a tour of the mountains and rivers. I will take a short time to fulfill all my promises to you. ”
There are many, many of them, and in addition to them, there is also Shen Lingfeng. The three of them together.
"I don't know how long it will take, I don't know how long it will take." She had thought about leaving Shen Lingfeng in the past two days. There's nothing to be nostalgic about here. So she kept opening the painting she had brought out of the palace. But the same whirlpool as last time didn't come out of mind. It came out of nowhere, and she didn't know when it would pop up.
"So I said, I'll take the shortest amount of time. I will also ...... "Like last time, I will be by your side."
Song Duan is always so gentle, Tong Xinya's tears began to fall violently, and finally leaned her head on Song Duan. "Song Duan...... I was actually scared. When I used to work, I felt that all life and death were just a task for me, so I tried my best not to be eliminated every time...... Every time I get hurt, I'm always the first to wake up glad I didn't die. But I'm really scared now. ”
I'm afraid to leave here, I'm afraid I won't see Song Duan, and I'm even more afraid of the world she will go back to...... There is no Shen Lingfeng.
When Tong Xinya talked about life and death, Song Duan's heart suddenly beat a few times. But it soon recovered, Tong Xinya was afraid, and she would not reveal the fear in her heart. "Your World...... I don't understand. However, next time, as you said now, remember to think of me, in this world, there is still a person who doesn't want you to get hurt, doesn't want you to talk about life and death. ”
Tong Xinya didn't speak, her hands wrapped around Song Duan's waist. In the past, she really wished that when she was sad, she would have someone to accompany her, and she didn't need too many words, just one sentence.
However, every time I was sad at that time, I came home and went to sleep. Woke up the next day and looked at the empty room. Aside from work, and desperately trying to take on those challenging tasks, she couldn't find a reason to stop. As soon as you stop, that loneliness always swarms in the middle of the night.
"Song Duan...... How nice it would be if you lived in my world! ”
Song Duan lowered his head and rested his chin on her head. "If I lived in your world, how could I have met you before."
What would it be like if she were in her world? He didn't know. Even when she left, he thought about leaving. But at that time, after all, he was too cowardly. I didn't even have the courage to follow her.
"I'm homesick." arched in Song Duan's arms, here, it's so cold. "I've been here for more than three months."
"Hmm!" When I saw her again, it had been three months and twenty-five days before I knew it. Because he was afraid that she would be sad, he left alone for a month.
Tong Xinya closed her eyes, it has been more than three months, and time has passed so fast.
Knowing that the person who didn't move at all in his arms was already asleep, Song Duan closed his eyes, that time she left, how long did she feel sad, how long did she feel guilty, this time, she left, he hoped to make up for all the guilt last time to her.
He Wenjian stood in front of the window and looked up at the starry sky, he had been here for more than three months like that girl, and from the beginning he thought that he could be the head of a bandit in the mountains. As time passed, he grew tired.
He is also homesick, misses his parents, and has not heard from him for more than three months, they must be worried about themselves at home, but here he is. is also the same as Tong Xinya, there is too much reluctance.
Here, there is no 21st century glamour, no you fight. Walking, then the group of brothers who run around behind him all day.
When Tong Xinya said that he could go back, he was still proud of this kind of life, but after a long time, what was the use of being proud?
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