Bewildered

In the end, it was all because of her fault, and she avoided the important and trivialized the mistake.

She never knew that a person could be so frightened when he was silently angry.

It's like when a person is extremely angry, his face will make it even more difficult to guess his emotions.

The two maids withdrew from the door in a panic and left, muttering, "What's going on with Childe these days?" The bed gas is getting more and more weird. ”

"It's better for us to be subordinates and not talk about the master casually."

"But Childe is so strange, this hour in the past has already risen, but these days ......"

Nan stood in front of them with a solemn expression.

Frightened, the two maids immediately knelt down, "Miss Nan, we don't dare anymore......"

"Don't you dare, what?" I'm just interested in Hedai's recent situation.

"We ...... I thought Childe got up and went to Childe's room to deliver something, but was kicked out by Zhizhi. ”

"Oh. What is it? ”

The two maids glanced at each other, hesitating whether to say anything.

Xi Xi was even more puzzled, "Say it." Something, I'll send it in. ”

"Yes...... What was sent by the Prime Minister's Mansion was something that Miss Prime Minister gave to his son. ”

Quietly, she continued, "Oh? What is the young lady's last name? ”

"Bai Luoshui."

She took the thing and waved it down for the two maids.

A locked, delicate sandalwood box, and a letter.

There was a good smell of daffodils emanating from the noteboard, and she pouted, and these two people dared to pass on the book under her nose.

My heart is like a cat's claw, and there are a bunch of petals under my thin feet.

"See? Don't look? See? Don't look? See ......"

"See what?"

A pleasant young voice with a smile suddenly floated in.

Finely and quickly rolled his eyes to Jun Wu, and he felt bored, so he threw the remnants of the flower in his hand.

Jun Wu slid his wheelchair to Nan Xian's side, the long eyelashes on his handsome face curled and blinked lightly, and his blinking hand couldn't help but touch it.

The palms of the hands were tickled by the child's eyelashes, and the thin finally pulled a little smile out.

Jun couldn't help but smile and pulled down Nan's restless paws, "Sister Nan, you seem to be very irritable lately. ”

"Yes, indeed...... Somewhat. ”

"Is it because of Brother He?" She sometimes thinks that children are really too smart......

"It's not." The mouth involuntarily flew out of this sentence.

A person slowly walked past the side of the door.

Hedai's black hair was scattered over his shoulders, his hair was not curled, and he was dressed in a blue coat of Mo Lan, which was loosely draped, and he looked like he had a lazy and luxurious atmosphere.

"Brother He." Jun Wu shouted.

I was embarrassed all of a sudden.

"Ahem......" she coughed dryly, not daring to look Hedai in the eye, and handed him something awkwardly.

Hedai didn't answer.

She smiled awkwardly, stood up and took another step forward. "This is what Bai Luoshui gave you."

The dark ink eyes looked at her in a shallow light, and he spoke, "What. ”

"I don't know, maybe it's a love letter." She spoke again, but immediately regretted biting her tongue.

Hedai's black eyes did not move, ignoring her words, and his thin lips never opened again.

He finally raised his hand to take the sandalwood box, and did not open it immediately. I guess I don't have a key, I thought carefully.

Her gaze followed his long, clean fingers and slowly opened the letterhead.

He had always had such a calm expression, and when he saw the end, it seemed that his heavy gaze fluctuated slightly.

All at once, her heart ached again.

cares, no matter how much I didn't like it at the time, it seems that I still care now.

It is impossible not to react without such feelings.

It has always been shallow, but the love is deep.

It's like the whitewash that he found her in a place that she was so unfamiliar with that night, and only took her back to take her back.

There was still too much hesitation and uncertainty, and the distance between her and him gradually widened.

After that day, I would meet people from the Prime Minister's Mansion every day to deliver things. She didn't do it anymore, but only ordered to go down and let her go directly to Hedai's room.

He Dai stayed in his garden for dozens of days in a row, and the two rarely saw each other.

On this day, I unconsciously shook to understand Peiyuan.

I didn't think much about it before stepping in.

A closer look reveals the scourge waters.

He sat alone at the table in the garden, describing it casually, his facial features immersed in the warm sun, a little more warm and comfortable. He had the letter in his hand, and the sandalwood box was clearly on the table.

He seemed to be in a trance, and his eyebrows and eyes were full of delicate and soft memories.

After a moment of silence, his fingers stroked the cool sandalwood box, gently rubbing the delicate patterns carved on it.

She made a noise when she stepped on some fallen leaves, and when Heddy turned around, she saw that there was a tender look on his face that had not been put away, and that was deeply affectionate.

Her heart was cold.

He Dai looked at her, his dark pupils as bright as stars, "What's the matter?" ”

"It's fine. It's just a casual walk. ”

He turned around, put away his things, and walked slowly past her, bringing with him the smell of sandalwood and the faint smell of anthers, sweeping away a bit of the void around her.

"I'm going to go out of the house. If you don't find it interesting to stay in the house, let the painting take you around. He just said lightly, calming down.

"Okay." She replied softly.

He walked away from her, the strands of hair that were raised and the ends of her hair intertwined and immediately separated. She couldn't help but open her hand, only to touch the end of his clothes, and a leaf that fell out of nowhere hit the end of her finger, so that her hand was still there, and she couldn't help but tremble slightly.

It was a warm spring, but there was an inexplicable coolness for no reason.

She remembered the days before, when she was used to squeezing around him to sleep at night. One morning, she was awakened by a sharp pain in her scalp, and when she opened her eyes, she saw a pair of eyes with a faint smile.

She didn't wake up, complained to him with a little temper, and touched the hair on his hand, a crystal white hair. She cried and complained that she had come out so early and asked him to find it for herself.

Then he took five or six gray hairs from his fingers, and she was about to snatch them away, when he hooked up and took small scissors to cut off a small bundle of his own jet-black hair, and braided some of her gray hairs into it.

He looked at her dumbfounded, and said lightly, "Growing old with a white head is like this." One sentence made her face red again.

But now she can't be sure, is she the one who can grow old?

She heard someone talking again.

"Childe is going to the Prime Minister's Mansion, quickly order to go down and prepare the carriage and other things."

"The soft fur on the carriage was replaced. When the weather is warm, change to cotton silk, so as not to heat up the son's ......"

She stood on the verandah not far from the door of the house, and stood for a long time.

Someone recklessly bumped into her, and she came back to her senses, ignoring the sounds around her, and walked slowly back to her room.

Her heart was beating more and more intensely, so fast that she pursed her lips tightly, as if she was afraid to jump out. Suddenly, her body hurt badly, and every step she took was like stepping on the blade of a knife, slashing her with blood.

She didn't remember that it was time to take the medicine today, and walked back to the room weakly, the medicine on the table was already cold.

She didn't move, her chest was suffocating, and a fishy sweetness finally welled up in her throat and spit out.

Hemoptysis has not happened before, she has been like this several times after being hit by Gu, but it is not as serious as it is today.

The blood from the corners of her mouth couldn't stop pouring out little by little, and the placket of her clothes was stained with mottled blood.

With a wordless wry smile, the person in the mirror looked hideous and terrifying like a female ghost who had crawled out of nowhere.

Anyway, I also studied medicine, but now I can't use needles with my hands. She sat frustrated for a while, and when hemoptysis had improved, she got up to change her clothes and clean up a large pool of blood from the ground.

The door was opened, and with an exclamation, a pink shadow rushed forward, raised her sleeve and wiped the blood on the placket of her shirt, and raised her face with tears in her eyes and asked, "Miss, are you alright?" What the hell is going on? Why so much blood? Where did it hurt? Let me see......"

Thin and weak raised his hand to stop Ruo'er's movements, "It's just that I just pushed blood through the palace, it looks scary, but it's actually good for the body." ”

"Is that so? Is it really okay? Ruo'er's tears were not dry, and pearlescent sparkles appeared on her thick eyelashes.

It wasn't until she saw Ruo'er walking out with her dirty clothes that Nan Xian couldn't support it and sat down on the edge of the bed, only to feel that her temples were suddenly beating hard, her eyes were pitch black, and she was wet with cold sweat and her freshly changed underwear.