Rusted memories
"He knows suffering, but he is more greedy for light."
The welfare home is the last support for abandoned children, it should be beautiful, but it cannot escape the malicious manipulation of human nature.
Gu Du grew up in the Tianyang Welfare Institute, the director is a well-known benefactor in Kyoto, invested in the establishment of the Tianyang Welfare Institute, adopted children who were abandoned for various reasons, and established the Tianyang Foundation, calling on people from all walks of life to care for children, and has been commended by the municipal government many times.
The dean was kind and kind on the surface, not knowing that it was just his false face. Under his real face, he is actually impatient with the children in the welfare home, beating and scolding at every turn, speaking ill of each other, treating disobedient children in confinement, and not allowing them to eat. But these are also known only to the children in the welfare home.
Gu Du was the older of the children, and every time he was angry with the younger children, he would secretly hide some food for the children.
Gu Dui, who grew up in this environment, has an increasingly cold temperament, doesn't like to talk, and no one dares to provoke him easily, so he is not social. But he takes good care of the younger children in the orphanage, and perhaps he takes it as a responsibility.
But in the gloomy life, there may be an even more terrible abyss ahead.
When Gu Du was 14 years old, he happened to hear a conversation outside the door of the dean's office one night.
"Dean Yan, how did you think about what you told you last time?"
"Well, the money is six or four, and I am six, after all, those little rabbit cubs eat me and live in mine, and I always have to pay back some money."
"Done. I'm in charge of contacting customers, and now there are a lot of rich people who have special fetishes, so let's just wait to get rich, hahaha! ”
"Haha, Mr. Wang always has a business vision. When the time comes, you bring the customer to pick someone, just notify me in advance. ”
Hearing this terrifying conversation, Gu Dui's whole body was cold, and his mind was buzzing, he didn't know what to do, how he was going to continue to protect the other children in the orphanage.
The next day, he secretly warned all the children not to go easily with the person who came to adopt the child during this time, for the reason that he did not want them to know such dirty things.
Half a month passed with trepidation, and on this day, the dean suddenly asked all the children to gather on the lawn in the backyard, saying that someone was going to choose a suitable child to adopt.
Dean Yan lowered his eyebrows and guided the two middle-aged men over, "Mr. Lu, Mr. Wang, the children in our welfare home are all here, do you want to see if you are satisfied?" ”
Gu Du quickly heard the laughter of Mr. Wang, and Mr. Lu next to him should be the customer in their mouths. The man had a big belly and a squinting face, and his eyes were greedily scanning them, which made Gu Du feel disgusted.
After watching it for a while, this Mr. Lu whispered a few words to Dean Yan, and Dean Yan smiled with wrinkles on his face, and then said to them: "Gu Dui, Fang Zhan, you two go to the office with us, and the others go back."
Gu Dui has an excellent appearance, and he is easy to see at a glance in the crowd. Fang Zhan is the same age as him, and he is also very delicate, but his personality is very different, Gu Du is cold and distant, and Fang Zhan is cowardly and withdrawn.
After entering the office, Mr. Lu approached Gu Du with a flattering look, and wanted to touch his chin with his hand, "What's your name, you look so good..."
Gu Du quickly retreated to the right rear, dodged his hand, and glanced at him with disgust, "Stay away from me." ”
Xu was frightened by Gu Dui's eyes, and Mr. Lu didn't move forward. Dean Yan on the side hurriedly came over when he saw this, and while comforting Mr. Lu, he reprimanded Gu Dui, "Mr. Lu, the child is not sensible, don't be like him." Gu Dui, don't be ignorant, Mr. Lu is the CEO of a large company, and this time he came to adopt you, which is a fortune that no one else can look forward to. ”
"I don't need to." Gu Du said indifferently. The thought of their dirty deeds under such high-sounding rhetoric made him feel sick to vomit.
"You, you're really... Mr. Lu, I'm sorry, this is a well-known thorn in our hospital, and I disobeyed discipline and collided with you. Why don't you look at Fang Zhan, he has a gentle temperament, he must be to your liking, haha. ”
"He doesn't need to." Gu Du hurriedly answered.
"What's the matter with you, get out!" Dean Yan was afraid that Gu Du would mess things up for him, so he hurriedly blasted him away.
Gu Du was pushed out, still worried about Fang Zhan in his heart, thinking about how to help him.
Secretly waited in the corner for a while, and saw Dean Yan smiling and sending Mr. Lu and them into the car, as if the two sides had already negotiated.
In the evening, Gu Du found Fang Zhan and wanted to tell him the truth and discuss with him how to deal with it.
"That person doesn't just want to adopt a child, he just wants to satisfy his disgusting fetishes."
After listening to his words, Fang Zhan was in a trance for a moment, and after a moment of silence, he said, "Actually, I can feel that that person is different from the person who came to adopt the child before...... He didn't ask me my name, what I like to eat, he didn't care that I was not lively, I didn't like to socialize with people, he just told the dean to adopt me because of my looks. ”
He took a deep breath, as if he had made up his mind in his heart, "But this is the first time I feel that I am being cared for, like us who are outcasts, who have not felt warmth, have not been cared for, and have not seen hope. So, even if there was even a glimmer of light, I wanted to escape from this cold place and walk towards it desperately. ”
After listening to his words, Gu Du knew that he couldn't persuade him anything, even if he didn't agree with his approach. But all he could do was to tell Fang Zhan the truth of the facts, and it was Fang Zhan's right to choose.
Three days later, the person sent to pick up Fang Zhan went through all the adoption procedures, took him to the car and left. Gu Du looked at Fang Zhan's back as he left, not knowing his emotions, maybe he just walked from one dark cage to another.
Since then, Gu Du has deliberately made himself disgraced and sloppy, and he is well aware that his bright appearance is more likely to bring disaster before he has enough ability.
Of course, he also pays more attention to those who come to adopt children, and teaches those who are not yet able to judge and discern who are really willing to take good care of them.
More than half a year has passed, and those people have come in the past half a year, some of them chose to go with them like Fang Zhan, and some were unwilling to know the truth, and they were protected under the threat of Gu Dui to call the police if the dean insisted on adoption; Of course, there are a handful of families who have adopted children in good faith.
The miserable life made Gu Dui's thorns sharper and sharper, and he opened his claws to be vigilant about everything around him.
But life is not always bitter. 15-year-old Gu Du met Luo Chao. It's like a cup of coffee bumping into a sugar cube.