Chapter 241: It's Too Late
Fei Linyi has never understood a person like today, and he has never understood Qiu Lan like he does today.
With a little bitter smile and a little watery eyes. You can clearly see the expectation and even the prayer inside.
Fei Linyi is not a person without normal aesthetics, but he rarely cares about these things on weekdays.
He guessed that Qiu Lan herself should be very good-looking, and occasionally he could feel that she had not reined in her complete mental fluctuations, but he had never felt that those eyes were so charming as now.
The lights shone on it, as if they were in the amusement park before, and countless fireflies were reflected in her eyes.
It's like that one, the fireworks they watched together.
Since then, those pictures have been deeply imprinted in the depths of his memory.
"Okay."
A word fell softly, clearly resounding in the hearts of the two.
The voice woke up Fei Linyi, who was still in his memory, and he realized how intimate the two were at this time.
Qiu Lan squatted in front of him, his hands around his waist. One of his hands was on Qiu Lan's back, and the other hand was even placed on Qiu Lan's face, gently rubbing the corners of her eyes.
Fei Linyi hurriedly put down his hand, he wanted to push Qiu Lan away, but he didn't know where to start, only to feel that the temperature was getting higher and higher where the calf on his back touched her.
Before he could react otherwise, Qiu Lan stood up slightly and hugged him tightly in his arms.
"Okay, then let's get ready, and we'll leave tomorrow."
The original rejection dissolved in an instant, and Fei Linyi could clearly feel Qiu Lan's joy, through the voice, through the embrace, so simple and so pure.
Fei Linyi's mood was also driven to be happy, the corners of his mouth were unconsciously curved, and at the same time, his brows were slightly frowned.
He's just not willing to bother with a lot of unnecessary things, but he's not stupid.
At the moment when he was planning to kill Xiang Junting and really leave, all he thought about was Qiu Lan.
I wonder how she will react when she finds out, and if she won't be able to accept all this.
Obviously, it could have ended early, but every reaction in his mind made him unable to start.
He shouldn't have stayed.
From the time he woke up until now, he has been admonishing himself like this. Because he had already expected that the longer he spent with Qiu Lan, the more he might be unable to control himself.
It's just a pity that it's too late.
All the precautions were too late when Qiu Lan looked at him with eyes full of vulnerability and expectation.
......
Fei Linyi confirmed this, and Qiu Lan's whole person recovered a little.
In addition to the handover of work, there should still be a goodbye.
The people of the Tianzang Sword Pavilion, as well as a few people known by the Qiutang Sword Society, because it was convenient for the spiritual power to send messages, Qiu Lan sent a long explanation, and also refused everyone's last invitation, and in the end, she went to see Xu Sha.
The cooperation with Yan Guantao continues, but Qiu Lan has neither time nor mood to use himself as a guinea pig.
handed over some of the research results of Qi Sijing and other scientific researchers of the Qiu family to Yan Guantao, and the cooperation between the two parties can be regarded as a second round of exchanges.
So with the help of Yan Guantao, Qiu Lan took Xu Sha, who Qi Hongling found.
"Red..."
Xu Sha was thinner than before, and his already prominent cheekbones were more obvious at this time, and his skin that was not fair enough seemed to be a little more yellow. Elongated eyes bulge.
Such Xu Sha is really worthy of his title of saltless.
A 'red' word stuck in his throat, and in the end he didn't continue.
After sorting out his expression, he bowed respectfully to Qiu Lan and thanked him: "Thank you very much for saving me." ”
Qiu Lan was not in the mood to be polite to him, just gave a faint "um", and then went straight to the point: "You can go out directly now." ”
"Thank you." Xu Sha still said this, and she didn't have any special emotions because she could leave.
Qi Hongling has countless thoughts in her heart, and she also knows that Xu Sha doesn't need her feelings at this moment.
A person's life is determined by countless things, and feelings are never just a seasoning or an accelerant, and it cannot replace all of a person.
So she has understood these days that whether she once had ideals and dreams, or now she has a career and companions, in her life, what ultimately decides everything is never love, so those stomachs full of thoughts and worries finally only become a sentence: "What do you plan to do in the future?" ”
Xu Sha glanced up at Qi Hongling.
He wanted to comfort Qi Hongling and say whatever he wanted, but he really didn't know what to say.
He knew that Qi Hongling was willing and could support him for a lifetime, and he also knew all his experiences, which was nothing to the omega in this world.
He also knew that he was actually like all omegas, there was nothing special, and he could only let fate drive him forward.
"Both..."Okay.....
The words stuck in his throat at one point.
Xu Sha lowered her head and closed her eyes.
He knew he couldn't.
If life is destined to be like this, then what is the point of his life?
Even if he still has Qi Hongling, he can't accept that he is with Qi Hongling like this.
They will not have children, and they will never be recognized by the world. And they have a long lifespan of more than 300 years.
"Would you like to be a spy?" In such a sad atmosphere, Qiu Lan spoke again.
Unlike usual, at this time, she was like facing Dr. Wu at that time, obviously without any expression, and her voice was faint, but it always gave people a sense of oppression, which made people unconsciously nervous and serious.
All of Xu Sha's thoughts were instantly pulled back by Qiu Lan's words, he thought about it seriously, and asked uncertainly, "Me?" ... May I? ”
"You have a little bit of potential." Qiu Lan told the truth.
Qiu Lan doesn't know much about Xu Sha, but it is not difficult to see from his performance on the spaceship that he is a very strategic, good at planning, and even a person with a sense of the overall situation.
It's just a pity that his knowledge is always too little.
Whether it was the Xu family or the later Dou family, not to mention that he had been given any relevant training, and he had not even been in contact with him.
Man is a very tolerant creature, and when a blank baby lands on the ground, everything around him affects him.
Qiu Lan never felt that she had changed, what she was like before, and what she is now.
But it is undeniable that her two lives have been completely judged by outsiders.
That's the power of the environment and education.
Xu Sha has awakened since she awakened, and what she has heard and learned is how to make him a good wife and mother.
And Xu Sha is actually a person with great wisdom, he may not bother to please or compete for alpha, so in the end, he will get more and more miserable, and even begin to doubt life.
"If you want, you can learn everything else."
Qiu Lan's always empathetic old and good personality should not be able to change, she knew that Xu Sha could not find a goal in life, almost reflexively, as soon as she spoke, she began to guide him to find himself first.
"Alpha and beta are less likely to be suspected, but at the same time more dangerous."
Qiu Lan briefly introduced: "In fact, any organization will train a lot of omega spies, I think you can guess what they do." ”
Speaking of this, Qiu Lan paused, and then continued: "I don't really like that kind of method... Of course, it doesn't matter, I just want to say that whether it is an alpha or an omega, there is no difference between their brains, and an omega who does not use color seduction is actually more likely to be ignored by others......
In adding your identity, the reason for your appearance,
Even the fact that I personally think you're actually pretty smart.
That's why I think you're a good fit.
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