Chapter 758: Self-blame

Chen Yang leaned against the wall, his body couldn't help but tremble, when he saw this letter, he had already burst into tears, it was silent tears, he couldn't cry sound, but it was also the most painful feeling.

He is not a person who cries easily, and if it weren't for the pain to a certain extent, he would never see an iron-blooded or even cold-blooded person like him cry.

Clutching the envelope in his hand, he couldn't believe it, and he didn't know how to accept it. Lucy's words came true, she didn't lie to herself, and what was even more cruel was that her uncertain guess turned into a fact.

"Chen Yang, it's all weird...."

Chen Yang scratched his head in pain, in fact, he had already discovered Shen Weichen's physical discomfort, if he could care more about Shen Weichen, maybe everything would have a turnaround, but every time she didn't say that she didn't ask, in retrospect, Chen Yang blamed himself.

Although it is cancer, there are many kinds, if I had known about it, I would definitely take her to see Liu Yi first. Master is a superb doctor and proficient in Chinese medicine. Although cancer is serious, it is not necessarily without miracles, even if it is not cured, the disease can be controlled, and it is possible to live a few more years.

Thinking of this, he slapped himself even more with self-reproach.

This action scared Mia into crying and shouted, "Dad, what are you doing?" ”

Sister Ling also hurriedly stepped forward to persuade: "Chen Yang, I can understand the mood, but the matter has come to this, we can't change anything, respect Wei Chen's thoughts." ”

Hearing this, Chen Yang gradually calmed down, but he was still a little excited, and said with red eyes: "Sister Ling, did you already know?" Why didn't you tell me sooner? Where is Wei Chen? I want to see her, I must see her!! ”

Sister Ling's eyes also turned red, and she said with a crying voice: "That's right, I already knew, she told me since Wei Chen came back." I advised her to treat her, but she didn't listen, saying that the doctor had told her that there was no cure and that she could only control the disease. ”

"She didn't want to be hospitalized and spend her time on treatment. Because she still has an unfulfilled wish, which is to say goodbye to the fans who have always supported her, she first released a new album and then held a big tour. ”

"You know what? Whenever she finishes a concert, she vomits blood and rests for several days. Her body can't bear the current pressure at all, I have persuaded her many times, but she is still so determined, and she gritted her teeth every time to get through. ”

"Wei Chen is the strongest person I have ever met, but I can only watch her suffer physical torture and be powerless, Chen Yang, my heart is like a knife."

"Now that I've finally finished the last journey, I'm glad I know? Because it was a relief for her, she didn't have to endure the torture and torment of illness anymore, Chen Yang, really, if I saw Wei Chen shivering on the bed with a high fever and couldn't hold the chopsticks, I would ....."

At this time, Sister Ling covered her mouth and couldn't cry anymore, because the picture of Shen Weichen being tortured came to her mind, and she felt a lot of pain.

Chen Yang also burst into tears, holding her shoulders and saying, "Sister Ling, where is Wei Chen?" You must know if it's right, please tell me. ”

"I'm going to see her no matter what!"

"I... I didn't know, she had already arranged for someone to pick her up. Sister Ling shook her head and said, "She told me that she didn't have to go to her, she would find a place where no one was around, leave quietly, and didn't want to disturb anyone, so she didn't say anything." ”

"How so?"

"Cao Nima's, why is this happening?!"

Chen Yang turned around and punched the wall hard, trembling incessantly. At this moment, the harm he had done to Shen Weichen came to mind, and he suddenly felt that he was very different, and he couldn't wait to bear those pains for Shen Weichen.

"Woooooooo Daddy...."

"Dad, what's wrong...."

Mia burst into tears on the side, and Chen Yang was awakened by her crying, and looked at her blankly for a while before reacting. immediately wiped away his tears, because he didn't want his daughter to be sad.

walked over and squatted down in front of her, and said with a smile: "Girl, dad is fine, let's go, let's go home." ”

Mia also calmed down and said, "What about Mommy?" ”

"Mommy still has a job, let's be obedient, we can't disturb Mommy's work, you know? Otherwise she would be angry. Chen Yang gently wiped the tears on her little face and comforted.

"Okay, Mia doesn't make Mommy angry." She nodded obediently.

Chen Yang picked her up, said goodbye to Sister Ling, and walked out with red eyes.

Back in the car, he immediately sent a text message to Liu Die, Su Yunchu and Ah Dong, asking them to send someone to secretly find Shen Weichen, even if she really can't survive tonight, he wants to see her body.

When I returned home, it was already eleven and a half. Lin Yuexi was watching TV in the living room wearing a very tempting nightdress, and when she saw the two coming back, she immediately stood up, and was about to speak, but Chen Yang preemptively said: "The little guy is asleep, I'll send her upstairs first, and wait for me in the room." ”

Lin Yuexi opened her mouth and nodded silently, she noticed that Chen Yang's face was particularly ugly, and she couldn't say it, but this was Chen Yang she had never seen before.

Sending Mia to her favorite pink room, gently covering her with the quilt, looking at her sleeping little face, Chen Yang couldn't help but show a smile.

"Wei Chen, thank you for giving birth to such a good girl, rest assured, I will definitely let her grow up happily."

Chen Yang gently kissed her on the face before leaving cautiously.

Back in the master bedroom, Lin Yuexi was already sitting on the sofa in the room, and when he came back, he hurriedly stood up and said, "Chen Yang, did something happen?" 's face is so ugly. ”

Chen Yang nodded and walked over, opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, his eyes were red, and he said in a trembling voice: "Home... Do you still have alcohol at home? ”

Lin Yuexi was stunned, sensed that something was wrong, and didn't ask, and said, "Yes, I'll get it." ”

After a while, she came up with two bottles of red wine, Chen Yang took it and opened it, and took a big sip directly.

"Slow down, what the hell is going on?" Lin Yuexi said worriedly.

Chen Yang let out a long breath, couldn't control his emotions anymore, took out the letter with wet eyes, handed it to her, and said, "See for yourself." ”

Lin Yuexi took it suspiciously and looked at it.

His pupils contracted violently, and he sat aside and continued to watch seriously.

Chen Yang walked to Brother Yang, blowing the sea breeze in the distance, poured a sip of wine again, silently lit a cigarette, looked blankly at the night view of the sea in front of him, and fell into deep self-blame again.

"Wei Chen, I'm sorry...."

"I'm really sorry ....."

He lay on the guardrail and couldn't stop crying.