Chapter 14: The Woman in the Glass House
Ruan Yang's appearance put an end to the battle for the door, and in that melee, except for Gao Fei, who could be regarded as a matter of nature, everyone else was a self-denial and reconstruction. For example, Jiang Nan, although he looks like a reckless person, he should be cheerful in his mouth, and he may not be so impulsive if he does it; Besides, Yu Huai, a good businessman, was forced to learn robber methods; As for me, not to mention, I'm worse than Jiang Nan, I can't even say too impulsively, but the person who has enjoyed it on the keyboard even waved his fist.
That hallway, that ward, that woman lying in bed and falling asleep, is really magical. But looking at it another way, maybe everyone is venting their anger, and there are all kinds of changes in life, betrayal of lovers, and repetitions of life, all of which make people want to vent something, but they are just looking for a reason and an opportunity. Naturally, in addition to Gao Fei.......
Why do you always have to emphasize Gao Fei, because I think he is a pure person, and his feelings for Ru Fei can be regarded as pure love, as for why I say this, I can't explain it, if you know Ru Fei, if you see Gao Fei, you will have such thoughts as me.
After Gao Fei and I left the melee in the 707 ward of the special clinic, we stood quietly at the entrance of the hospital's complex for a long time. I didn't speak, because I didn't know how to introduce myself, about the relationship between Gao Fei and Ru Can, I had a grudge, and the same way for the relationship between me and Ru Can, it also made Gao Fei like a stalk in my throat. So how to start a conversation between two people, we are relatively strange, there is no common topic, the only common topic, and it is impossible to communicate, then the rest has to be silent.
"When was the last time you saw Ru Jing?" Gao Fei still broke the silence, I think he, like me, has a lot of questions that I can't figure out, such as the reason for her suicide.
"About 5 months ago, it wasn't a meeting, I could only say that I saw her." I thought back to Ru Jing who was standing outside the café window that day, and that was the last time I saw her. I knew that I should have called her in, maybe now she is still the inexplicable woman who listens to my story quietly with an indifferent face, at least vividly.
"Why didn't you take her?" Gao Fei was very calm when he asked this, calm with a bit of desperate indifference, yes is indifference, when a person is powerless, first fear, fear will provoke irritability, and then indifference, this logical reasoning, Gao Fei is also trying to fail.
"She wasn't going to come with me." I also thought about taking Ru Jing away, and thought she would be willing to go with me, but you already know the ending........
"But you made her move her mind......" This sentence brings a bit of resentment, and if there is resentment, it means that there is still unwillingness, and if you are unwilling, you will continue to entangle, which may be the contradiction between high and non-existent.
"Then why didn't you keep her?" I don't think Gao Fei will be a person who will give up, especially after seeing him fighting in front of the 707 ward of the special clinic, I can be sure that he is a person who can fight for his life for Ru Can, although Ru Fei may not need it, but he will, this is what I want to say purely, he doesn't seem to think about anything other than Ru Can.
"She didn't find what she was looking for with me."
"What does she want?" I looked at Gao Fei, and he returned to that calm appearance, calm decadence.
Gao Fei didn't answer me, just looked at me scrutinically, and then walked into the crowd, raised his head and looked in the direction of the special clinic building, the sun was dazzling, pouring on his face, his pale face, frowning, pursing his lips, every detail revealed the darkness and worry in his heart, Gao Fei turned around and left without saying goodbye.
I looked at his back, and suddenly I felt thin, and suddenly I felt tall. A person's back, even in the noise, still seems so lonely. For a moment, I seemed to see Ru Jing walking beside him, and holding out a hand around his arm......
I stood in place, seriously recalling Gao Fei's eyes, thinking about what Ru Jing wanted, and what made her give up the desire to live......
I was standing there in a daze when I suddenly saw a strange figure get out of a black SUV and wave to the people in the car as if to say goodbye, and then the car drove away. It was the Dr. Hu brought by Yu Huai, so it was Yu Huai in the car, and it turned out that he had just left. It seems that he is still unwilling.
So what does this Dr. Hu leave to do, Yu Huai won't have any strange and radical plans. I looked at Dr. Hu, who watched Yu Huai's car go away, and then waved a taxi. I followed closely behind, got into the taxi before I had time to think about it, and told the driver to follow the car in front. The driver looked at me strangely, but he still drove.
I also wonder why I like to stalk people so much. However, this practice of quietly following someone behind him, spying on his whereabouts and life trajectory, seems to be the same as peeping into the world behind a screen. Perhaps, I just like this feeling of being on the wall.
Dr. Hu's car drove around and around for a long time along the Corniche to a commercial district. Dr. Hu's car stopped in front of a shopping mall, and when people entered the mall, I followed suit. Dr. Hu didn't look like he was going to buy something, he was in a hurry, and he was talking on the phone as he walked, probably with someone. I still followed him, followed him through the shopping mall, and crossed a landscape bridge, on both sides of which there were all kinds of creative restaurants, and the streets began to be crowded with people, bustling in the early twilight, which seemed particularly lively and bustling.
Dr. Hu entered an open dining room, the restaurant has some modern Chinese characteristics, a circular atrium, around the periphery of the atrium there are more than a dozen small glass houses, each house can accommodate about 3-4 people, a bar table in the middle, two metal chairs, the glass walls are also curved, hanging high with beige-colored curtains, the shape of the glass house is like a rugby ball with one end cut off, the cut ball mouth is facing the ring atrium, the atrium is also full of people, waiters are busy, and the sound of music comes from the atrium.
Dr. Hu walked along the perimeter of the atrium and turned into a glass house, where it seemed that someone was waiting, and he sat down with his back to me, and the waiter immediately followed, and I took the opportunity to sit in the next room. There is a distance of about 1 meter between the two rooms, and because of the curtains, I can't see the people I am meeting with Dr. Hu, and I can't hear the speech clearly. I thought maybe he was just meeting up with friends and getting together for a little bit, and I was ready to end this boring stalking game. At this moment, the waiter finished ordering and left, and a young woman walked out of Dr. Hu's room.
The woman's age looks about the same as Ru Jing, her facial features are exquisite, her figure is well-proportioned, her clothes are also very decent, she has a standard smile on her face, and there is a sharp stubbornness in her eyes, she can be regarded as a beauty, but the temperament she exudes makes people feel a sense of oppression. Such women, usually men will look at them, and will not provoke them, because they will make men feel that they are despised or dominated.
She walked through my room in high heels and a Burberry dress. I can't help but wonder what is the relationship between this woman and Dr. Hu. It didn't take long for the woman to come back, still with such a sonorous and powerful pace, and as she walked to Dr. Hu's room, I noticed that Dr. Hu stood up and greeted her, which was very telling.
As an elder, he has such a high courtesy for a young woman, if it weren't for the fact that Dr. Hu received a British gentleman's education, it means that the status of these two people is relatively different, and it is obvious that Dr. Hu is the more humble person. After the woman sat down, Dr. Hu sat down with her. They started talking, eating. Because I really couldn't hear, I had to give up eavesdropping, and I also called the waiter to come over and order, ready to treat myself for a long day's work, and my body and mind were tormented.
I was halfway through dinner when an argument came from the next room. I heard Dr. Hu trying to restrain his emotions and say vigorously:
"Lin Jing, it's been three years, don't dwell on it anymore, you've been gone for three years, why do you want to come back, isn't it good to live your own life?"
"Uncle Hu, what reason do I have not to entangle? You know why I left at that time, why can't I come back, why can't I go for what I want? ”
"There are some things that you can't work hard for, why don't you and Yu Huai understand!"
"What? Yu Huai is still looking for Ru Canteen? “
"You'd better go back to your Canada, find someone who loves you again, and live well."
"I just need someone to love me!"
"Why bother!"
"Uncle Hu, are you willing to help me this time, I just want a proof."
"And after the proof? What are you going to do? ”
"I haven't thought about the rest yet." The woman stopped talking, and Dr. Hu sighed again, as if agreeing.
"Call me again when there is a result, I still have something to do, go first." The woman stood up and walked away without hesitation.
Dr. Hu followed and left, and I sat where I was, once again stuck in the puzzle. This woman knew Ru Jing and Yu Huai at the same time, and appeared in the city at the same time, and seemed to have a longing but unattainable demand. Although she is a woman, she can see that her stubbornness and paranoia are far greater than Yu Huai.
Although Dr. Hu thought that Yu Huai was as unreasonable as her, Yu Huai still restrained and forbearance to a certain extent, for the sake of Ru Hua. And this woman, not knowing what her goal is, she doesn't look like a person who will back down. Hopefully, her goal isn't related to Ru Canteen. Otherwise, I guess Ru Hua is invincible or suffered. Ru Jing is a person who doesn't know how to dodge, she will meet it, even if ten thousand arrows pierce her heart, she will meet it, her courage is all used in the face of provocation, but she has no love at all.
I sat in the glass house, looking at this bustling street, embracing couples, playmates, busy waiters, and the vivid life of the night here, I suddenly missed the vivid Ru Can, or should I say I have been missing........