On May 26th, I have been away from Shenzhen for 6 days, all the way along the highway in the direction of Yunnan, because with happiness, there is no way to go at full speed. I'm not in a hurry, after all, I haven't walked out of that café for many years, there is a kind of release and comfort that has been absent for a long time, I think I still miss those wandering times, but three years of stability, let me lose my courage, at this moment, I want a hug that can hug each other.

After seeing so much love and singing so many love songs, I still want to believe it, believing that it is the most magical emotion in the depths of the human soul, which can occur between different bloodlines and different genders, it makes you follow, makes you intoxicated, and makes you crazy. Even if you are tired, hurt, or painful, when you say goodbye, you still have no hesitation!

My destination is an ancient town called "Jianshui", where I lived for a while, the town is not big, the alleys are very deep, and in the overlapping old courtyards, tourists from the ends of the earth wander around. The original residents here are very welcoming, simple, relying on the tourism economy, doing some small business, they are content, leisurely, and even a little old lazy.

I think it's far enough and remote enough, and although it's not sparsely populated, it's easier to hide in a small place with mixed fish.

I turned off my original mobile phone number, bought a new temporary number, and couldn't help but send an unsigned message to Yu Huai with the new number on the first day. I know very well what I'm doing, I want to pull this man up, for his infatuation with Ru Can, and for his stupid sexual impulse, the former is appreciation, the latter is pitiful.

"I have something to leave for a while, don't read it!" I think in this way, he should be able to guess that it's me, I hope he won't be so stupid, if he can't guess, forget it, it's all unnecessary entanglement.

In the past few days, I have been walking alone with my children, walking unhurriedly, and when I am tired, I will find a hotel to rest, or find a place with few people to eat and feed, and stop from time to time to bask in the sun. Happy really gives face, and I don't have a little rusty feeling, just eat every 2 hours, and then stare at me, listen to my babbling for a while, and then sleep in a daze. Life with him is really carefree.

I don't know if it's because of mental hints, or if it's true. I looked at this kid in the past two days, and I felt more and more that he was familiar, not that he looked like Ru Confection, he really couldn't see Ru Confection's appearance on his face, but it was a little, a bit like Gao Fei.

I thought of Aunt Hong saying that he should be called happy, and I felt that something was wrong, this must be Gao Fei's child, there is nothing wrong.

Then why didn't Gao Fei know it at all, and denied it, listening to what he meant, he and Ru Jing didn't seem to have had a relationship. So what's going on with this child, it can't be that Gao Fei was born with someone else, and it's a product of sexual impulse! Men are bastards!

But why did the person named Aunt Hong say that this was Ru Jing's child? Where does he look like Ru Canteen! Where did Ru Can's child go? It's not going to die, does Ru Jing know that Gao Fei had a child with someone else, and her own child died again, so she committed suicide.

Thinking like this, I have stopped several times, holding Gao Fei's photo and comparing it happily, the more I compare, the more convinced I am that this is a copy of Xiao Gao Fei, and this child is not like Ru Fei at all. I wanted to call Gao Fei several times and ask him what was going on with the child, what was going on with Ru Jing, and what he had done.

But I changed my mind and comforted myself, the child is still young, it is possible for me to look away by myself, don't be impulsive, since it is related to Ru Jing, whether it is biological or not, take care of it first, and then talk about it, everything will be clear when Ru Jing wakes up, and it is not too late to settle the account when the time comes.

After a few days of being happy with each other, I suddenly felt as if I liked children a lot, and I liked them so much that I wanted to have a child of my own. But as soon as I thought of having a child of my own, I thought of Yu Huai again, and remembered the distracted appearance of him sitting in front of the window when we finally met. Why didn't he reply to the message? I didn't guess who I was, or I really didn't read it. The scenery outside the car window is changing rapidly, maybe I am just the scenery he passed by.

The phone rang, I took a look, and it turned out to be Yu Huai. Because I was still on the highway, I had to endure it until I entered the service area before I stopped. As soon as the car stopped, I woke up happily, I sat in the back seat, patted him gently, and he didn't make a sound, just looked around, as if he was also observing where he was.

I picked up my phone and saw Yu Huai replying to a message, and I was finally willing to reply, it took so long. I opened the message, "Su Yao? It seems that he guessed, but he is not sure.

I replied, "It's me!" ”

Yu Huai called, looking at the phone, I suddenly felt a little nervous, why did he call.

"Yu Huai!" I picked up the phone.

"Su Yao, where have you been?" Yu Huai asked lightly, unable to tell whether it was a greeting or worry.

"When I suddenly want to travel, I just go for a walk. Is there something wrong? ”

"There's a lot going on, can you come back?" Yu Huai's voice sounded a little wrong.

"Do you miss me?" I asked him pretending to be relaxed.

"Su Yao!" Yu Huai solemnly called my name to stop my joke.

"What's wrong?"

"I saw Ruolin yesterday, but I accidentally lost her again?"

"Lost? What do you mean? ”

"It's complicated, can you come back, you are needed here!"

"Your daughter is lost, what do you need me to do?" I'm a little tired of how this man is so cowardly!

"Don't get me wrong, it's actually because of ......"

"It's a little hard to accept, and it's a little overwhelming, and I feel ashamed, right? I can't take it anymore! "I know Yu Huai is still struggling, but the more he struggles, the more I feel that he is hateful. The so-called three years of infatuation, whether he has been guarding himself like jade for three years, or three years of being drunk and lying in the gentle township, a man is a man!

"I'm sorry, you're disappointed! Ru Hua will be disappointed too! Yu Huai heard my disgust and began to show his politeness.

"I don't know if Ru Jing will be disappointed, but Yu Huai, let me tell you, I'm really disappointed! Is your infatuation fake? Why do you say that you love Ru Jing on the one hand, but you have a child with another woman on the other hand. Now that Ru Jing has also given birth to someone else's child, what else do you have to struggle. The fate of the two of you ended three years ago, Ru Jing no longer loves you, and you are not qualified to love Ru Jing anymore, don't you understand? Can you show your courage in the workplace, be decisive, take what you should bear, let go of what you should let go, and start your own life. If your daughter is lost, you will go to find it, what are you looking for me! ”

"Su Yao! I want to tell you that Ru Jing has woken up. Yu Huai waited for me to finish speaking before he said this sentence leisurely.

"What do you say? Ru Jing woke up? When was this? Why didn't you say it earlier. As I was talking, I suddenly cried happily, probably because I was too fierce just now, he was frightened, and I hurriedly reached out to comfort him.

"You have a child?" Yu Huai suddenly asked me alertly,

"Nope."

"It's Ru Can't's child." Yu Huai didn't believe me at all, and he was really smart sometimes.

"It's not."

"Who is the child's father? Since you have a child, what about the man? Where is he? Yu Huai suddenly became excited.

"Yu Huai, does this still have anything to do with you, shouldn't you hurry up and go to your daughter?"

"Su Yao, where are you?"

"It's none of your business, where is Ru Jing?"

"Still in the hospital, you'd better come back quickly, something happened to Ru Yao, someone tried to kidnap Ru Yao, but Jiang Nan and Zhang Yan were arrested, Gao Fei and Xiao Xia were seriously injured, Ruan Yang was taken away by the police, Su Yao, Ru Jing needs you now!"

"What's wrong? How did it change so much? ”

"Come back quickly, if you really want to be Ru Jing's friend, she really needs you."

"What about you?"

"Su Yao, I ......" Yu Huai was suddenly questioned by me, and he didn't know how to answer.

"Forget it! I'll go back! ”

"You take the child, be careful on the road, don't let the child out of your sight, come directly to the hospital, I'm waiting for you here, everyone is there!"

"How's Ru Canteen?"

"Her situation is more complicated, you can talk about it when you come back."

"Good!"

"Be careful on the road, it's almost there, call me and I'll send someone to pick you up."

"Good!" I'm ready to hang up.

"Su Yao, you must be careful, especially Ru Yao's children!" He repeated it again, I don't know if this sentence is worried about me, or Ru Jing, or the child, I didn't reply to him, and hung up the phone directly.

I hesitated for a moment and didn't call Aunt Hong. I don't think she will agree to me going back, she said early on for the sake of safety, but she didn't say that Ru Jing's safety was also threatened, now Gao Fei and Xiao Xia are seriously injured, Jiang Nan and Zhang Yan have been arrested, Yu Huai estimates that she will have to spend energy to find her daughter, Ru Jing really needs me by her side.

I looked happy again, he stopped crying, stared at me with a pair of big eyes, looked at me in surprise, little guy, you still miss your own mother, if your father is really Gao Fei, then don't blame me for being unkind to him.

I turned around and got back on the road, never turning back before I arrived. Thinking of Ru Jing, I unconsciously accelerated my speed, and I no longer had the leisurely mood when I fled, but the return journey made people so anxious. It turned out that after so many years, I actually had a place I wanted to go back to, and someone I wanted to protect, but I didn't expect to be a woman.

I looked in the rearview mirror and smiled happily, and now he was looking in my direction in a daze, that little expression...... I couldn't help but curse in my heart again, Gao Fei, you bastard!