Chapter 463: I Won't Give Up (Part I)
After a night's rest, she walked into the lab early the next morning, ready to try to suppress the killing again. And An Xin, who was standing aside at this time, remembered what Qian had said to him after waking up before, as well as the card he gave him.
An Xin looked at such a thousand, and felt sorry for him in his heart. He loves Qianruxue very much, but he always has to prevent his other consciousness from coming out to hurt Qianruxue, wanting to get close but afraid of getting closer, this contradictory feeling is something that ordinary people like them can't experience.
An Xin thought that when he first entered the Eastern District and became an agent under Mu Chong, he still felt that those ordinary people were very strange, why did he have to oppose the rule of mutants, although he was also an ordinary person, he didn't feel that mutants were any different from himself, and even thought that mutants were good like this.
Now when I live with Chiwa Chi like snow every day, I realize that Chi is living so painfully as a sub-personality. Every day, he worries about whether his consciousness will disappear, and whether Qianyuki will be hurt by his other consciousnesses, and these Qianxixue are unwilling to tell Qianyuki, for fear that she will worry about herself.
An Xin felt that he could understand An Sheng's feelings. Seeing Qian Qixue constantly working hard, seeing Qian Ai and suffering, I really hope that there will never be a mutant like Qian in this world, it's really too torturous.
Just as An Xin's thoughts were still drifting, she heard Qian Qixue calling her, "Is there anything wrong with calling me?" ”
"An Xin, I have suppressed the consciousness of killing with the new medicine," Qian Qixue slowly stood up and walked to An Xin's side, "I'll go take a rest, and when Qian's consciousness wakes up, you can call me again,"
"Okay," An Xin nodded, "You go sleep for a while, and when Qian's consciousness wakes up, I will come and call you,"
Qianyuki nodded and left the lab.
When Chiba woke up again, she found herself tied to a chair like last time, with An Shin sitting in front of her. Chi understood that it must have been the fourth child personality who had woken up again.
"You're awake," An Xin saw the person in front of him open his eyes.
Qian nodded, "What about Snow, how is she?" ”
"She's fine, but she's a little tired and needs to rest," An Xin stared at the person in front of her vigilantly, and continued to speak, "Like snow, I want you to answer a question, what is she trying to find in the ruins of the pharmacy?" ”
"It's a jewelry box with pictures of her parents, a little toy that her grandfather bought for her, and a brooch I gave her," Chi replied without pause.
An Xin nodded with satisfaction, but instead of tying Qian Song, he continued, "Let me ask you, if that Fourth Heavy Son personality has to wake up and toss Qian Qixue every night, what are you going to do?" ”
Hearing An Xin's words, Qian's face became gloomy, and he was silent for a moment before he spoke, "To be honest, if Qian Qixue doesn't mind, I think about sleeping with her separately in the future, it was like this in the camp before, but the time was short at that time, so Qixue didn't say anything, now, I'm afraid she will disagree,"
"Then you mean that as long as Qian Yuxue agrees, you are willing to sleep in two separate rooms with her?" An Xin asked again. Odd book e-book
"Yes," Qian felt that An Xin asked this question strangely, "this can't be what Yuxue asked you to ask me, right?" ”
"I proposed it to Nixue, I'm afraid that you have an idea in your heart, so I thought I'd come and ask you, if you want, if Qianyuki talks to you about this matter in a while, you just follow her meaning, don't let her think you have a pimple in your heart, you should be able to understand what I mean,"
"I understand, just don't let Ruoxue feel that I have wronged myself by agreeing to this matter, and make her feel better, right," Qian can certainly understand what An Xin means.
"It's good to know," An Xin felt that he was almost as good as Qian and stood up, "I'll call Qian Bixue, you wait,"
Thousand nodded.
After a while, Qian Qixue came to the laboratory, and when she saw that Qian was still tied, she immediately helped him untie the rope. Qian Qixue also wanted to check Qian, but was held by Qian and sat on his lap.
"Like snow, don't be busy," Qian put Qian like snow in his arms, "I have something I want to tell you,"
"You say," Qianyuxue lay in Qian's arms, and her tone was soft, with no strength.
"Like snow, I thought it would be better for me to sleep separately from you in the future, just like I used to do in the barracks, when you fall asleep, I will go back to my room to sleep, and when you wake up, I will come back to accompany you, okay?" Qian told Qian Yuxue about the proposal he had discussed with An Xin just now.
"It's An Xin who asked you to tell me," Qian Qixue still said softly, "Qian, I know you are willing, but I don't want you to go to another room to sleep, I always feel uncomfortable,"
"But, like snow, if that fourth sub-personality always comes out at night to toss you, you can't rest at all, how can you go on like this, your body will collapse," Qian said and hugged Qian Yuxue in his arms a little tighter, "I originally thought that I could take good care of you by your side, but now it seems that it is not as good as when I was not by your side before, at least you can rest well at that time, and now it is difficult to even sleep well,"
"However, even if we sleep separately, if that fourth-tier sub-personality wakes up, he will still come over, in fact, there is no difference," Qian Qixue felt that if that killing wanted to do something to him, even if the two of them were separated, it would be useless.
"Then I'll leave the small building and go to the rest room of the parliament building to sleep, no matter what, I have to wait until you raise the child well," Qianxin's worry has actually been for a long time, but he has not said it, and this time he simply said it through An Xinqi's topic.
"In that case, if you have something, don't you even have someone to help you?" Qianyuxue thought about what if the other consciousness woke up and did something strange, and she didn't even have a chance to suppress him.
"Then why don't you do that," Qian thought of a solution, "I still sleep in this small building, right next to you, but before I go to bed, I fix my two hands on the bed with handcuffs and chains, and you can hold the key, and then help me untie it when you wake up, so that there will be no problem, in case my consciousness becomes killed, I am not afraid that he will hurt you, what do you think?" ”
Qian Yixue listened to Qian's words, thinking of Qian's hands and feet being chained when she slept, her heart was pinched together, and her eyes couldn't help but redden.
Seeing that Qianqixue didn't make a sound, he looked down and found that Qianyuki was about to cry, so he immediately comforted, "Qianyuki, don't be sad, this is my own willingness, I think it's not too much for our children, I don't think it's too much to let me do anything, besides, I'm just handcuffed my hands and feet, and it's not a big deal, it won't affect my rest,"