Chapter 83: He's Not Tired
After Yin Xuan finished speaking, his palm increased the strength of holding Nie Qingwan's hand, his body turned sideways towards her, his face also turned sideways towards her, and his eyes met her eyes.
Nie Qingwan didn't fall asleep immediately after lying down, after listening to Yin Xuan's words, she turned her face to look at him, and after meeting his eyes, she didn't move away, nor did she move, just looked at it like that.
He said that his last life must have been a heinous person, and he did all the things that lost his conscience, yes, he was quite unconscionable, but that was her life with him, and as for his own last life, who knows.
Or too late, or there are good deeds.
But it has nothing to do with her.
He said that God could take anything from him, but not her.
So affectionate.
Nie Qingwan sighed, her eyes fell on his eyebrows, thinking, it turned out that he was such an affectionate person, she really didn't know, but his affection seemed to be used by the wrong person.
He opened his mouth and closed his mouth to call her Wanwan, he had never heard him call Beijiao or Jiaojiao, he knew it, right?
Do you know why you still show such affection?
Is she the person he really likes?
No way.
Nie Qingwan has never put Yin Xuan in the position of a man to consider the relationship, she has always put him in the position of her son to position family affection, this idea is right, but this is just her own idea, and her thoughts are far from representing Yin Xuan.
Until now, Nie Qingwan still felt that Yin Xuan should be in love with Huabeijiao.
Nie Qingwan looked at him and was about to speak, but Yin Xuan was too obsessed with her, that obsession was inciting his nerves all the time, as long as his eyes were glued to her, he couldn't wait to stick to the whole person.
Before she could speak, Yin Xuan had already approached her as if bewitched, and her thin lips were attached to hers.
Nie Qingwan was stunned, Yin Xuan didn't move, he breathed shallowly, closed his eyes, and felt such a quiet happiness.
If she doesn't push him, he will kiss her, Yin Xuan thought.
He restrained himself, waited for a while, and saw that Nie Qingwan didn't push him, so he was bold, put his hand on her waist and went upstairs, and invaded.
After a very long and affectionate slash, Yin Xuan buried his face on Nie Qingwan's shoulder that was not injured, he gasped slightly, and his hands caressed her face and hair lovingly.
Although Nie Qingwan didn't understand the matter of love, and she didn't crave this kind of thing that didn't exist in her life at all, but when she was reborn, she was repeatedly repeated by Yin Xuan like this and that, and she should understand it if she didn't understand it, besides, she was not really only sixteen years old, she was already twenty-eight years old, if she hadn't died, she would probably be thinking about it now.
Nie Qingwan actually didn't hate Yin Xuan's writing, although his literary skills were really not good, he was fine when he didn't rush in, but when he rushed in, he was lawless, like a robber, and he didn't stop until he plundered her breath.
She rejected him, not because he was bad, but because he used to be her son, and now, separated by the enmity of life and death.
Nie Qingwan stretched out her hand and pushed Yin Xuan.
Yin Xuan really didn't want to get up, he was too greedy for her breath, he was too greedy for her warmth, he was too greedy for her, this kind of greed couldn't even be controlled by himself, but if he didn't get up, she would be angry, she was still recuperating from her injuries now, and she couldn't be angry.
Yin Xuan slowly propped himself up and lay down beside him.
Nie Qingwan asked him: "Why do you want to call me Wanguifei, and you still call me Wanwan every time, I am obviously called Huabeijiao." ”
Yin Xuan lowered his eyes, picked up her hand and played with it, he didn't look at her, but said nonchalantly: "I like this euphemism, and I also think that Aifei is very commensurate with this word." ”
Nie Qingwan's eyes rolled slightly, she sneered in her heart, but her face was silent, and said, "But I don't like it, the emperor should not call it in the future." ”
Yin Xuan pursed his lips: "No." ”
Nie Qingwan said: "I don't like this euphemism. ”
Yin Xuan said: "I like it." ”
Nie Qingwan frowned and accentuated her tone: "I don't like it." ”
Yin Xuan said: "I shout, if you don't like to listen to it, then don't listen." ”
As he spoke, he glared at her angrily, glaring at her unwillingly, glancing at the little hand in his hand, and being attached for a while, although he was reluctant, he still shook it off unceremoniously.
He rolled over and lay down, with one shoulder to the side, leaving her with a big back.
Nie Qingwan: "......" how can he be like a child, and have such a temper with her, he is obviously a twenty-eight-year-old man, and he is still the emperor, he is simply a childish ghost!
Nie Qingwan withdrew her hand, wiped it on the quilt, closed her eyes, and fell asleep.
When she fell asleep, Yin Xuan turned over again and looked at her sideways.
Why don't you let me call you Wanwan, you don't listen comfortably, or do you listen awkwardly, or do you already guess that I know who you are?
He stretched out his hand and lifted the quilt up, put his face on her shoulder, and whispered: "I don't love Huabei Jiao, even if you are on top of her body, you are just my Wanwan, I can't call other people's names to you, Wanwan, I love you, I love you very much, do you know, I have loved you for a long time, can you know that in order to love you, I am willing to live in hell." ”
He suddenly felt melancholy: "You don't know anything. ”
He picked up her hand, pressed it to his heart, and muttered: "It's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't know, you just need to enjoy my love, I don't need you to pay, I just need to pay alone, you just need to stay by my side and accompany me through this life." ”
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At that time in the morning, Yin Xuan did not go to court, and left after sending off the ministers with the sea, and the Chen family did not stay, but after walking out of the encirclement of the ministers, Chen Jianxing went to Shoude Palace.
Chen Dedi didn't sleep well last night, she woke up early in the morning, her face was not good, she was wearing heavy makeup, but then she thought about it and no one came to see her, the emperor didn't come, it was meaningless for her to cover it or not, so she simply asked Caifang to wash her face again, casually ordered some rouge, and went to eat.
After breakfast, she wanted to take a walk in the yard, He Pinxiang helped her, and Cai Fang held an umbrella to follow.
Concubine Wan was not killed by an arrow, Nie Bei came out again, thinking about this matter, she was very uneasy, and when she sat in the chair, she felt that she still had to pass her mother into the palace to talk, but before she could act, Chen Jianxing came.
Chen Dedi immediately stood up happily and asked He Pinxiang to go and welcome her father in.
He Pinxiang went.
When He Pinxiang brought Chen Jianxing in, Chen Dedi had already returned to the house.
She sat in the phoenix chair and watched Chen Jianxing salute her.
Waiting for Chen Jianxing to straighten up, Chen Dedi waved his hand, and asked the irrelevant palace maids and eunuchs to withdraw, and when there were no outsiders in the house, Chen Dedi stood up, walked down the phoenix chair, came to Chen Jianxing, and asked, "Didn't Dad go to the morning court today?" ”
At this time, it was usually the time of the court, and it was impossible for her father to appear in her palace.
Chen Jianxing said: "The emperor didn't come, Suihai dismissed the ministers, I want to come to Concubine Wan hasn't woken up yet, and the emperor is not in the mood to come to the court." ”
Nie Qingwan woke up in the middle of the night last night and no one outside knew about it, Suihai only said it to Huatu, Xie Youhan and Nie Bei, and the people in Chen's Mansion naturally didn't know, and Longyang Palace was strictly forbidden, and the news inside couldn't be transmitted to the outside at all, so Chen Jianxing didn't know that Nie Qingwan had woken up last night, and Chen Dedi didn't know either.
Chen Dedi heard Chen Jianxing say this, the handkerchief in her hand rubbed it fiercely, in front of her father, Chen Dedi didn't need to hide her emotions, she said hatefully: "Earlier, my mother told me that this concubine Wan Guifei is a person like a red face and a bad country, and her daughter said that it is not so serious, but now it seems that it is not only a red face and a bad country, it is simply a demon girl!" ”
Chen Dedi said, she was angry, her eyes were red again, she thought of when she was sealed, the queen mother had been dead for less than three months at that time, Yin Xuan didn't want to seal it so quickly, although the Chen family mentioned it many times, but he refused on the grounds that she was still in the filial piety period of the queen mother, and it was not suitable to be happy.
He won't break his promise, it's just that he has to wait for the queen mother to be filial for three years before sealing the queen, and then enrich the harem.
At that time, Chen Dedi didn't know that it was Yin Xuan's excuse, at that time Chen Dedi didn't know that Yin Xuan was in love with the Queen Mother, and at that time Chen Dedi didn't know that Yin Xuan really didn't want to seal the queen and didn't want to enrich the harem.
He just wants to accompany the Queen Mother.
He just wanted to be with the woman he held up as his beloved.
It's just that the Chen family was afraid of long nights and dreams, and seeing that the emperor didn't listen to his repeated words, they encouraged the ministers.
After the ministers jointly asked the emperor to be crowned, at that time, because of the sudden withdrawal of the Nie family, the court was in turmoil, Yin Xuan took a lot of effort to stabilize the court, and it was impossible to cause chaos in the court because of the matter of the seal, and he agreed in desperation.
But because it is the filial piety period of the Queen Mother, everything in the ceremony is simple.
At that time, the queen mother was the god of the entire Great Yin Empire, the god of Great Yin had just died, but the palace had to do happy events, if the people knew about it, there would definitely be a riot, so that the ceremony was carried out silently.
Where there is the celebration of the whole country, where there is the palace garden, where there is the emperor and queen at the city gate, where there is a common inheritance of the royal chariot to walk the street, where there is so much grace.
Nothing.
But she was still happy.
How happy she was the moment she put on the phoenix crown.
She thought, even if there is nothing, even if there is nothing, she has become Queen Yin and Yin Xuan's wife.
On that day, Yin Xuan drank a lot of wine, and because he was drunk, he did not accompany her in Shoude Palace.
She thought, it doesn't matter, the emperor is probably also happy, when he is happy, he drinks too much, and if he can't come, she will understand him.
But now think about it, that night, where did he drink too much, he didn't want to enter her Shoude Palace, that night, he must have been with the Queen Mother, and that night, he may or may not be really drunk, if he is really drunk, it is not because of happiness, but because of pain.
He couldn't find anything to relieve and vent his pain, so he used alcohol to kill his sorrows.
The next morning, he came to dine with her, and her eyebrows danced happily, but during the meal, he told her in a very calm tone that he wanted to be a concubine.
The first one to seal is Tuoba Mingyan.
On the first night of the wedding, the husband did not accompany him, but the next day he came to accompany him to dinner, but he said that he wanted to take a concubine.
Chen Dedi thought, what kind of mood was she at that time.
It's been three years, and every time she thinks of that scene, her heart still hurts.
She remembered that her smile froze for a moment, but it quickly became natural and smiled in response.
Yin Xuan didn't say anything, it seemed that she was smiling or not, stiff or not, whether she was really laughing or crying behind the smile, he didn't care, he behaved like a qualified husband, accompanied her to eat, and walked with her in the courtyard for a while after eating, and said that he didn't come last night because he drank too much, and he wronged her, and he would come over in the evening.
As soon as he heard him say that he would come over in the evening, Chen Dedi's dull heart suddenly flew to his eyebrows because he wanted to seal the concubine.
That night, he stayed in Shoude Palace, but before she finished changing her clothes and hair, he had already slept on the chaise longue with his clothes closed, looking at him like that, she was really angry, although she told herself to calm down, don't be angry, he is the emperor, is her husband, she wants him to be the sky, but she still can't help but pull him.
Probably didn't sleep well, and he woke him up with a pull.
He raised his head and glanced at her, his eyes were blurred, as if he was looking at her, and as if he was not looking at her, he looked at her for a long time in a hazy manner, and then seemed to see her clearly, his eyes changed back to deep little by little, and he said: "I am a little tired, lean on for a while, and the queen will go to sleep first." ”
What did she say then?
She said: "When the emperor is tired, he will go to bed to sleep, more comfortable, although this couch can lie down, but it is not as comfortable as the bed, so that the emperor will be sore when he gets up tomorrow morning." ”
He ignored her, but slowly withdrew his gaze and stared at the window for a moment, then stood up and went to the bedside.
That night, she slept inside and he slept outside.
He lay down and fell asleep directly, not to mention the cave room, there was not a kiss, or a hug, or a touch.
Staring at his side-by-side back, she thought, he should be extremely tired, so many things have happened these days, he has to be busy with the affairs of the Queen Mother, and he has to be busy with things inside and out, probably not even having the time to drink a sip of tea, tired like this, it is normal not to be in the mood to have sex with her.
Then she'll wait.
Wait until he's busy with this time.
Anyway, it's going to be a long time.
One day they will become a real couple.
But I waited three years.
Three years!
The women of this harem can be wasted for a few three years!
What does it mean to be a harem woman for three years? It means the best youth!
And her best youth was buried in the palace, under his seemingly gentle but ruthless care.
If this person is Wan Guifei, in three years, they must have a group of children, right?
If this person is Concubine Wan, no matter how tired he is, he will definitely pester her to make trouble.
If this person was Concubine Wan, would he be willing to let her stay alone in the empty house for so many years? I was reluctant to give up for about a day.
He's not tired, he just doesn't love her.
Chen Dedi's eyes were red, swollen and sour, she didn't want to cry, first, in front of Chen Jianxing, she cried for fear that he would worry, and secondly, she felt that tears were the most useless thing in the world, what good was crying? Third, she thinks that she can withstand such an ordeal, which person's heart has not become indestructible after a thousand tempers?
She thought she could.
But it turns out that she still thinks highly of herself.
Chen Dedi sat down slowly on a chair and rubbed her eyes vigorously with a handkerchief.
He Pinxiang looked at it and sighed lightly.
Cai Fang saw it and sighed lightly.
But the two of them didn't say anything, these days, Niangniang has endured to the limit, this time, I'm afraid I can't help it, and when Chen Jianxing leaves, I'm afraid I'll cry in the dark.
Chen Jianxing looked at Chen Dedi, although she pressed her eyes with a handkerchief, Chen Jianxing knew that her daughter was crying.
Chen Jianxing didn't know how to coax her, but said softly: "If you don't feel happy, you can cry if you want to, don't be depressed, life is already a lot of suffering, no one will be smooth sailing to the end, you haven't experienced strong winds and waves before the age of eighteen, and the scenery of life is infinite, this time it's a good thing to be frustrated, isn't it said as the old saying goes, after a trench and a wisdom, life is too smooth, in fact, it is not good." ”
Chen Dedi stopped her tears and whispered, "My daughter understands." ”
Chen Jianxing still looked at her and sighed, "Do you regret it?" ”
Chen Dedi was stunned for a moment and looked up at him.
Chen Jianxing said: "Don't you regret entering the palace, don't you regret being this queen?" ”
Chen Dedi shook her head, indicating that she did not regret it.
Chen Jianxing said: "If you don't regret it, then do what you should do, you can cry at home, but when you go out, you have to be ruthless when you wipe away your tears." ”
Chen Dedi wiped her eyes again and said, "What my father taught me is." ”
Chen Jianxing said: "Dad came today to tell you, Concubine Wan must not wake up this time, if she really wakes up, then she has to find a way to make her sleep again, now Longyang Palace is strictly forbidden, and no one can enter, but as a queen, it is still very legitimate for you to go to comfort a concubine." ”
Chen Dedi is a smart person, and as soon as she heard Chen Jianxing's words, she understood what it meant.
Since the Chen family has made a move, then this Wan Guifei must die.
If you don't die under the arrow, you must die under the conspiracy.
Chen Dedi said: "My daughter understands, don't worry, my father can rest assured, my daughter will not be merciful when she should be ruthless." ”
Chen Jianxing nodded: "You have always reassured us all of us, but we must be careful." ”
Chen Dedi said: "My daughter knows it. ”
Chen Jianxing didn't say anything more, stood up and left, took two steps, Chen Dedi called him again, and asked, "Who is the person who shot this time?" ”
The Chen family chose Chen Wen to kill Nie Qingwan, but they did not specifically enter the palace to inform Chen Dedi, Chen Dedi only knew that today's incident must have been committed by the Chen family, but he didn't know who it was.
Chen Jianxing turned his head to look at her and said, "Your third brother, Chen Wen." ”
When this name came out, Chen Dedi was stunned, and she was shocked: "Is it the third brother?" ”
Chen Jianxing said: "Yes." ”
Chen Dedi couldn't believe it: "How can it be the third brother, the third brother ...... him"
Chen Jianxing raised his head, with a slight sigh in his tone, and before Chen Dedi finished speaking, he interrupted her: "Today, who do you think is the person who can kill people under the emperor's nose?" Who has the guts, and who has the ability? Originally, we all thought that we would not move your third brother, but we didn't expect him to agree. ”
He turned around again, looked at Chen Dedi, and said: "Although that arrow did not directly take the life of Concubine Wan, hit the grass and startled the snake, and provoked Nie Bei also came out, but it doesn't matter, your third brother has lived in his own world for the past three years, and once he makes a move this time, he will definitely not be able to close himself in his own world again, which is a good thing for him, and it is also a good thing for my Chen Mansion, the entire Chen Mansion is comparable to the Nie family in terms of your third brother's combat function, and he is the only one who has the ability to confront Nie Buwei and Nie Xifeng, so, on the way to destroy the Nie family, He will have a very important mission and responsibility. ”
Chen Dedi was taken aback again, glared and said, "Father said, destroy the Nie family?" ”
Chen Jianxing said: "Hmm. ”
Chen Jianxing walked back and told her that the Chen family planned to kill Nie Bei, and said: "You don't have to worry, this battle with the Nie family will be fought sooner or later, since Nie Bei has come out, no matter whether the incident of Concubine Wan Guifei's arrow was done by my Chen Mansion, he will not let go of my Chen Mansion, because of the death of the Queen Mother, we are accomplices, with the character of the Nie family, we will definitely not let us go, so, no matter whether there is such a thing today, no matter whether Wen Shu is exposed or not, my Chen Mansion and Nie Mansion will also face each other sooner or later, and they know that they are inevitable enemies, Then, of course, you have to start first. ”
Chen Dedi was very worried and said: "Nie Bei is not an idle person. ”
Chen Jianxing said: "Yes." ”
He narrowed his eyes slightly and said, "We, the Chen Mansion, are not idle people. ”
Chen Dedi thought to herself, that's right.
Chen Jianxing stretched out his hand and patted her shoulder gently, and said, "You don't care about these outside things, there are so many people in the Chen Mansion, you just need to take care of yourself and send Concubine Wan to see the king of Hades silently." ”
Chen Dedi nodded: "My daughter understands." ”
Chen Jianxing withdrew his hand and left, this time he really left.
Waiting for Chen Jianxing to leave, Chen Dedi sat there and pondered alone, and after a while, she said to He Pinxiang: "In the afternoon, let's go to see Concubine Wan, bring Imperial Doctor Dou and Imperial Doctor Wang, and by the way, bring Tuoba Mingyan and Concubine Chen." ”
He Pinxiang wondered: "Bring Imperial Doctor Dou and Imperial Doctor Wang to understand, but why do you want to bring Tuoba Mingyan and Concubine Chen?" ”
Chen Dedi hooked her lips coldly and said: "If I go alone, the emperor will 100% turn me away, bring Imperial Doctor Dou and Imperial Doctor Wang, the emperor may still be able to announce me in, but if I bring Tuoba Mingyan and Concubine Chen, then the emperor will 100% announce me in, I plan to go to see Concubine Wan, then I will definitely not return in vain, if I am really rejected from the door, I will lose face and not say it, and I will add jokes, and most importantly, I can't do anything, the imperial doctor must be brought, it is justifiable, go to see the injured person, take two imperial doctors, seems sincere, hasn't this trick been used by Concubine Wan, as for why you want to take Tuoba Mingyan and Concubine Chen, it is because Tuoba Mingyan may also want to take a look at Concubine Wan's miserable situation now, and Concubine Chen has always been good friends with Concubine Wan, Concubine Chen went, even if the emperor is unwilling, but for the sake of Concubine Wan's face, he will let us in. ”
He Pinxiang said with a smile: "It's still thoughtful. ”
Cai Fang said: "As long as you can go in this time, it will be much easier to go to see Concubine Wan in the future." ”
Chen Dedi sneered: "Yes, so this first visit must be successful." ”
He Pinxiang immediately said: "I'll go to the Tai Hospital to find Doctor Dou and Doctor Wang." ”
Chen Dedi said: "There's no hurry, it's not too late to go after lunch, but there is something that has to be done in advance." ”
He Pinxiang asked, "What's the matter?" ”
Chen Dedi said: "Inquire about whether Imperial Doctor Dou is on duty today, and his duty situation in the past few days, I want to know which day he is not on duty." ”
He Pinxiang sighed and said, "The slave will go down and inquire." ”
Chen Dedi nodded, let He Pinxiang go down, and when He Pinxiang left, Chen Dedi said to Cai Fang: "You personally go to Yanxia Hall and Xingchen Palace, and tell the little master inside to go to Longyang Palace to see Concubine Wan in the afternoon, so that they can make time." ”
Cai Fang answered yes and went down.
Cai Fang went to Yanxia Hall first, and then went to Xingchen Palace, she didn't stay much in Yanxia Palace, because Yin Xuan had decreed that no one should go to Yanxia Hall to disturb Ming Guifei to recuperate, so she couldn't get in when she went, so she asked the eunuch at the door to go inside and spread the word, Suhe came out to see her, she took Chen Dedi's words and left.
Go to Xingchen Palace and sit for a while, Concubine Chen has always been an amiable person, and Kang Xin next to her also has a sunny face that smiles at you anytime and anywhere, no matter whether the people in this Xingchen Palace are good or bad in their hearts, at least, the smile on this face makes you want to be close when you see it.
Cai Fang said to Li Yuchen that the queen wanted to visit Concubine Wan in the afternoon and asked her to accompany her, Li Yuchen heard it, and immediately said: "Okay, I have long wanted to see Concubine Wan, but Longyang Palace is strictly prohibited, my position is low, and I can't enter if I want to, but the queen is the lord of the East Palace, she will definitely let her go, great, after eating in the afternoon, I will take a few sisters from Xiyuan to Shoude Palace to ask the queen for peace, and go with her by the way." ”
What Cai Fang thought was that the queen only ordered you to follow, but she didn't say that the little masters of Xiyuan should also follow.
However, she didn't say that.
Follow the queen's side, this point of seeing how to deal with people is still there, Concubine Chen can take it if she wants to, and when she goes to Shoude Palace, can she go to Longyang Palace with her, it is not a word from the queen.
Cai Fang smiled, blessed again, and returned to Shoude Palace to resume her life.
Not long after, He Pinxiang also came back, He Pinxiang told Chen Dedi about Dou Fuze's duty situation in recent days, and after Chen Dedi heard it, he raised his eyebrows and asked: "Tomorrow, Doctor Dou is not on duty?" ”
He Pinxiang said: "Yes, Imperial Doctor Dou will rest tomorrow." ”
Chen Dedi sighed, slowly turned the phoenix bottle jade cup in her hand, she looked at the tentacles of those animals engraved on the wall of the jade cup, touched it with her fingers, and depicted it little by little, her voice was almost murmuring: "Then treat others in the way of others, whether she instigated the poisoning incident or not, but this trick really benefited me a lot, a doctor can heal people, and can also kill people." ”