My name is Yu Yue, a trainee who is about to graduate from the police academy, female, I must emphasize gender, because this is my pride and my pain point, especially in the profession I am about to engage in, gender will bring a lot of inconvenience and obstacles, whether subjective or objective. And these have slowly become apparent during my internship phase.

I believe the reason why you can read my self-description is because the story about Ru Jing and Ruan Yang is halfway through, and it is my turn to appear. I would like to thank Ru Jing, she has added a touch of fantasy to my boring, boring, and even despised internship life, my life, in just half a month after meeting her, has undergone incredible changes, she let me see a different life, a different humanity, a different officialdom, a different emotional home.

When I met her, I met the most important person in my life, and experienced the ambiguity and differences between good and evil that I had to face before becoming a qualified police officer. Everyone has good and evil in their hearts, most of the time we do small good, do small evil, and sometimes, we do great good and do big evil, this is what I define as gray and white. As for what is a great good and what is a great evil, I am not easy to explain, it is entirely based on my personal judgment.

For example, ordinary people will give up their seats to the elderly on the bus, and they can't help but cut the queue when queuing, which is the little good and the little evil, and there are some people who don't give up their seats or cut the line, but they will stand up when the lives of others are threatened, and at the same time, they will choose to sacrifice the interests or lives of some people in order to save more people's lives, which is the great good and the great evil. A person who does not do pure evil is white, and even if he does only a little evil, I can say that he is milky. But if a person chooses to exchange the improper interests of some people for the legitimate interests of others, and will do whatever it takes to do so when necessary, these people are gray and white, and of course some people are black, I don't think I need to explain this.

I met a lot of these gray people during my internship, so much so that I suspect that most of them are like this, they just don't have the opportunity to show their gray side, or they don't have time to compare it before the pure white. For example, I want to talk about Ru Jing, Ruan Yang, my master Wang Jun, and so on.

I want to focus on Ruan Yang here, because about him, the ending of this story is making me sigh, but I don't want to talk about the ending now, I want to talk about it from the beginning, how we met, how we got along, how he acted later, how he chosen, and how he finally disappeared before my eyes. Yes, it's gone, it's not dead, it's not missing, it's gone, it's gone, like water vapor melts into the mist, like snowflakes falling on a glacier.

Ruan Yang and I can be regarded as peers and colleagues, you all know this, he is also a policeman, and he is an old criminal policeman with more than ten years of experience, 10 years older than me. It is said that this age and experience are enough to make a person mature and realistic, but what I see in Ruan Yang is still that impulsive and romantic. Although he looks a little hard and tough on the surface, he hides one person in the softest place in his heart, and that is Ru Can. I don't think I need to explain too much about this, and his various performances in this case, in the last case, and in the last case are enough to illustrate this point.

So let's talk about how Ruan Yang faced other people other than Ru Jingyi and other yes. For example, me, for example, about Jiang Nan's kidnapping.

When we first met Ruan Yang, it was at Xiao Xia's house, and someone should have told you this, when we received a report that two doctors had been abducted from the hospital, and one doctor had been shot while he was being taken away. When we arrived at the scene, we met Ru Jing who was defending himself with a gun, the bandit who fell to the ground and died, Xiao Xia who was unconscious, the startled security guard, Yu Huai, Xiaoxiao and others. Of course, you know that. Through the confessions of these people, we found Nguyen Duong, the dangerous person who has been listed as a key murder suspect by the police, the original capital police.

When we knocked on Xiao Xia's door, Ruan Yang appeared in front of us as a matter of course. When he saw us, he was not surprised or flustered, but looked at us with an extremely cold and calm attitude, and sideways let us into the room. Then he naturally put away his belongings and left with us. It is not even necessary for us to make any clarification or explanation of the merits of the case.

After that, on the car back to the police station, I sat in the passenger seat of the police car, the master drove the car, the two senior brothers sat on either side of Ruan Yang, and Ruan Yang sat in the middle with handcuffs. He just looked out the window and didn't say a word. I looked at him in the rearview mirror and he noticed it, but nothing happened.

Judging by the way he walked and the bruises on her face and arms, he must have been badly injured in a recent fight. He frowned, pursed his lips, and seemed to be in a daze aimlessly, but in fact, his eyes were sharply watching the street scene outside the window. I think he's trying to remember the route and determine where we're going to take him.

"What's wrong with Ru Jing?" The first thing he said was not to ask why we had arrested him, not where we were taking him, but to ask a woman who was unconscious.

"In a coma, in the hospital." Senior Brother Zhao said simply.

"Where's Xiao Xia?"

"Also in the hospital." Senior Brother Zhao replied again.

He spoke again, as if there was nothing to care about except these two people.

"Is there anything wrong with your injuries? Do I need to go to the hospital first? I said in the rearview mirror.

"No, thank you!"

"Ruan Yang, don't you have anything to say?" The master finally spoke.

"Say it now? Isn't the interrogation not yet begin? Ruan Yang looked indifferent.

"You have to say it sooner or later, you might as well say it sooner and don't waste time." The master replied impatiently.

"Wait until you're ready to ask." Ruan Yang said contemptuously.

The master made a snorting sound from his nose, which showed that he was also disdainful. I don't know what the two of them are calling, it's obviously a matter of human life, it's obviously a matter of urgency, but they all look like I'm not in a hurry, I don't care.

"Ru Jing's doctor, Jiang Nan and Zhang Yan were taken captive." I couldn't help but chime.

"When, who? Do you have any clues? Ruan Yang asked three times, but he couldn't see the urgency, as if he knew that we didn't know anything.

"Yes......" I was about to tell him the only clue when the master slammed on the brakes, and I didn't say anything, and I was struck. After that, I looked at the master vigilantly and understood that he was warning me to talk too much.

Ruan Yang glanced at the master from the rearview mirror, and the two people's eyes collided in the rearview mirror, still so contemptuous.

After returning to the police station, the people in the car did not say a word, and I felt unusually sultry and depressed.

"Tell me, how did Wang Jie die?" The master sat on the chair, leaned back, and leaned back lazily. I sat next to him, fearing several times that his muscular body would overwhelm the chair.

"Shot in the chest."

"Who fired the shot?"

"I don't know."

"Someone saw that you were the last person to appear next to Wang Jie."

"That doesn't mean anything."

"What did Wang Jie say in the end?"

"He didn't say anything, he was dying when I fell, and he couldn't speak at all."

"Who are you hunted for?"

"I don't know."

"Who wanted to kidnap Ru Yao, and why did you capture Jiang Nan and Zhang Yan in the end?"

"I don't know, I haven't seen Ru Jing for three years, and I'll be in a coma when I see her again, you should already know this."

"Then why are you sitting in Ru Jing's room?"

"In order to avoid the police and pursuits, but also to heal the wounds."

"We have reason to suspect that you and the bandits killed Wang Jie, and at the same time waited for an opportunity to kidnap Ru Jing."

"What about motivation?"

"You have the motivation to tell us."

"I leaked the information of the police pursuit to the suspect, and then after the matter was revealed, I killed Wang Jie, who knew about it, because his identity was exposed, he was chased and killed by his accomplices, so he hid in Ru Jing's ward, and as a result, Ru Jing was kidnapped, but by mistake Jiang Nan and Zhang Yan suffered misfortune." Ruan Yang sat up straight and looked at the master seriously. For a moment, I almost believed what he said.

"Ruan Yang, you are hinting that there are ghosts in the police station." The master suddenly approached Ruan Yang. I just woke up.

"No, I'm just memorizing the script you have made, so that your play will not be complete."

"Your negative attitude will not help you rescue the hostages and clear the suspicion." The master suddenly became upright again.

"It's not impossible for me to cooperate, it depends on what you can tell me?" Ruan Yang also leaned back in his chair.

"What about telling you? You can't get out of the police station, you can't do anything. The master smiled disapprovingly, he was talking nonsense.

"I can consider whether or not to trust you."

"And how do I trust you?"

"You don't need to believe me, you just have to believe the facts."

"What do you want to know?" The master seemed to be compromising at me, and I was a little surprised that he wasn't someone who gave up so easily, unless he really believed in someone.

"Something happened last night." Ruan Yang really didn't know anything.

"I'll tell you, what can you tell me?"

"Tell you everything I know and go through." Ruan Yang said calmly. This deal seems to be a good deal. The master hesitated, turned the computer on the table, pointed the screen at Ruan Yang, pressed the play button, and pushed it in front of him. Then he stared at Ruan Yang's face and observed it carefully.

What was playing on the computer was the incident that had been recorded in the surveillance of the hospital parking lot. Ruan Yang looked at the computer, and after seeing Zhang Yan being shot, although there was no sound, I still felt his body shake, just a moment. Later, Ru Jing woke up, his pupils were visibly dilated, and his face showed a look of panic and worry, and finally the scene stopped after Ru Jing fell unconscious again.

"She said her name was Helena!" The master added a narration to the silent video.