It's a sunspot, looking at the woman in front of her with frowning eyebrows, but her heart is slowly pulling together inch by inch.

He stretched his five fingers along the contours of Xiao Hong's half of her face, and touched the back of her ear with his fingertips. into her hair, but still felt that this was not enough, so he stretched his thumb open and rubbed his fingers against her chin, nose, and eyebrows......

Who can relate to how he felt? It's like stroking a precious thing that he has been lucky enough to touch for a long time, careful, unbearable, reluctant, and full of a trace of "don't dare", God knows how much he longs for this woman, but for more than ten years, he has wiped her body with a towel little by little, hugged, hugged, seen, but only reached out to touch her face for the first time today.

It felt like a dream, but Kuroko clearly knew that it wasn't a dream, because he didn't even dare to let her appear in a dream for so many years, not to mention that the smooth touch of the skin under his hands was so real.

Xiao Hong didn't dodge or dodge, letting his hand brush her face and ears, the room was silent, everything seemed to be still, except for Kuroko's hand slowly moving on her face.

There was a scar hidden in his palm, Xiao Hong knew that this scar should have been added in recent years, because there was nothing in his palm when he took her hand again and again ten years ago and took her to the small hotel.

I don't know if it was cut by someone or by accident, so that the raised scar scraped the roots of Xiao Hong's tender ears, and she couldn't help but close her eyes until there was a sound in her ears.

"You...... Are you really willing to come with me? His voice was hoarse, and he was uncertain.

Xiao Hong flicked her eyelids, Ah Xing's face was already close at hand, strange and familiar, she couldn't help but take a breath, "Yes, I will go with you." ”

"Why?"

"You want to hear why?"

"Of course!"

"Okay." Xiao Hong still half-tilted her head so that she could see his eyes clearly, she smiled lightly under his gaze, and suddenly asked, "Do you know what you were to me ten years ago?" ”

"What is it?"

"It's the only thing in my hellish life that can still be called light."

In those years, her father had already passed away, her mother ignored her, she had to face economic hardship on the one hand, and she had to endure the bullying of Liang Kuan and those men on the other hand, life was just a day by day for Xiao Hong at that time, and this kind of life was like a vast ocean, with almost no end in sight, except for the sunspot.

This man always showed up when she was in the most pain, bandaged her wounds, washed her filth, and helped her put on clean clothes.

At that time, the sunspot was like a "savior" to Xiao Hong, or the only thing that could be comforted in the troubled years.

"Actually, I didn't hate Liang Kuan back then, nor did I hate those men, because I believed in fate, and I couldn't resist it, but I hated you...... Really, I hated you, because ten years ago I had illusions about you, and even had hopes, that you would one day take me away and save me from that hell, but you didn't, so these are what you owe me, and although it may sound unreasonable for me to say this, I really think so, and until now I also feel that you owe me, so now you have to pay it back. ”

Xiao Hong said these words word by word, but with a certain suppressed anger, in an almost calm tone, saying the hopes and feelings she had for this man, but it was ten years late, which was undoubtedly cruel to Kuroko.

A trace of pain finally flashed on his face, which had always been expressionless, and the fingers that stayed on Xiao Hong's face trembled slightly.

"Why didn't you tell me these words sooner? Why didn't you say it ten years ago? When you said that, I would take you away immediately, and I wouldn't stop for a minute! ”

Kuroko roared and roared desperately in his heart, but no matter how many words he spoke, it seemed insignificant at this moment, and the fierce emotions and remorse collided together, but he couldn't say a word, and could only rub his fingers over and over again Xiao Hong's face, ears, chin, and eyes, as if he was reluctant to miss a single point, and finally put his thumb on her lips.

It's these lip flaps, she just used these lip flaps to say the words "hate him", like a knife blade, splitting the sunspot in half.

Xiao Hong felt the man's hot palm pass over her face, stop on her lips, rub it a little, and then slowly move down, past her chin, neck, collarbone, and finally along the arc of her collarbone to her shoulder, into her clothes, until he pressed his entire palm against the butterfly bone on her back......

Xiao Hong felt that it was really a long and quiet process, as if he was scalding his skin a little bit with the temperature of his palm, and kissing her body with the raised scar, obviously the skin fitted, but she didn't feel the slightest emotion from it. desire, just like he wiped her body with a warm towel ten years ago.

At that time, although Xiao Hong was blindfolded, she could feel a trace of pain from his delicate touch, this pain seemed to be depressing, Xiao Hong had thought it was his own delusion before, why should he be in pain? Why repression? But now there is no cloth on his eyes, and every inch of his face can be seen clearly.

No matter how cold your eyes are, there will be waves, and no matter how deep your mind is, there will be flaws.

The man in front of him seemed to take a tense breath, using that breath to prolong his life, but he rubbed Xiao Hong's butterfly bone over and over again with his palm, as if this action could relieve his pain.

But it didn't seem to have much effect, because the waves in his eyes became more and more fierce and heavier, and his breathing slowly became rapid, until his chest rose and fell, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and finally he raised his hand and stroked the hair on the back of Xiao Hong's head instead, like touching a cat, from top to bottom, over and over again......

He said, "Okay, give me a little more time, and I'll get you out of here this time." ”

Xiao Hong really didn't expect him to agree so quickly, although he said it lightly, Xiao Hong knew that this matter was not a trivial matter, not to mention that he was so favored in front of Liang Kuan.

Now that Liang Lin is dead again, there is a great intention to let Heizi inherit the mantle in the future, and once Xiao Hong leaves, it means that all the efforts and struggles of the previous ten years will be in vain, and maybe he will have nothing again.

Is it worth it?

Heizi didn't sleep all night, and after Xiao Hong left, he felt that his body was floating, so he took his coat and walked into the bedroom and fell asleep.

actually dreamed, dreaming that he saw Xiao Hong for the first time twelve years ago.

At that time, Xiao Hong was still a student, and Liang Kuan was the main funder of the school. In his memory, it was the first time he stepped into the Fengping realm, and what greeted them was the "flag-raising ceremony" deliberately arranged by the school.

Kuroko didn't go to school, so what does the flag-raising ceremony look like in your impression? It is probably a large group of future flowers of the motherland standing in the sun, looking vigorous, but this is not the case.

At that time, the school had just opened, in September, and the weather had not yet turned cool, but it was cloudy, the sky was gray, and there were not many students in the school, about seventy or eighty, all of them were crowded in a small piece of mud on the playground, and the wind was strong, blowing up the dust and grass clippings on the ground, and every student was very hard, because he knew that there were leaders and bosses from the city watching next to him, except for a girl in the last row......

Xiao Hong still had short hair at that time, and she was wearing a white-washed navy blue cloth shirt, which didn't fit at first glance, and hung loosely on her body, but she couldn't hide her white skin. It was really white, so white that it looked a little weird standing in the middle of this group of gray-faced children, so much so that Kuroko saw her at a glance.

"Boss Liang, how's it going?" The principal next to him asked Liang Kuan's opinion, Liang Kuan touched his chin and didn't squeak, but his steps slowly paced, and he walked around the ceremonial team until he walked to the side of the last row, raised his finger and pointed.

"That little girl......"

The principal squinted and watched for a long time.

"There are too many children, which one do you refer to, Boss Liang?"

"The fourth person in the last row from the left, a ...... in blue clothes and short hair"

The headmaster tiptoed for a while, and finally found her, "You said she!" It seems that my father has passed away a long time ago, and now I live with my mother, and there is a younger brother below. ”

The principal replied cautiously, waiting for Liang Kuan's next instructions, but he didn't finish for a long time, squinting at Xiao Hong.

At that time, Kuroko was standing next to him, he had been with him for two years at that time, and he had basically figured out his temperament, seeing that his eyes had been glued to Xiao Hong, Kuroko inexplicably felt a lot of panic in his heart.

Sure enough, half a minute later, Liang Kuan touched his chin again, and muttered: "It looks so white, how can a girl raised in the mountains be so white?" ”

Originally, it was a solemn flag-raising ceremony, the flowers of the motherland, and the hope for the future, but how much dirt was hidden in the secret.

Liang Kuan left after saying that sentence that day, the flag-raising ceremony was not over, before leaving, Heizi glanced back again, and the last row was fourth from the left, her thin lips were closed one by one, and the wind blew the bangs in front of her forehead, revealing a fair but clean face.

Xiao Hong probably never knew what that ceremony meant to her, but Kuroko knew in her heart.

Two weeks later, the school ordered her to drop out of school on the grounds that she had not paid her tuition fees, and a month later a car drove to the entrance of the village.

At that time, there was still a little luck in my heart, but when my subordinates brought a blindfolded girl into the car, Kuroko saw the thin blue cloth shirt on her body, it was already November at that time, and her exposed lips were white and purple.

Half an hour later, the car drove to the hotel in the town, where Liang Kuan rented a room for a long time, close to the innermost, and few people usually go.

Kuroko personally took Xiao Hong's hand and sent her to the room, which was not big and poorly set up, with only a bed, a cabinet, and two chairs.

In the end, Heizi still let her sit on the chair first, and she was blindfolded all the way, not noisy or noisy, until she heard Heizi's mobile phone ringing, Liang Kuan called, and asked him if he had picked someone up, he replied, and was about to go out, Xiao Hong, who was sitting on the chair, realized that he suddenly grabbed his arm indiscriminately.

"Where is this? Who are you? Why did you bring me to this place? Xiao Hong asked several questions in a row, although her expression was still faint, but there was still a little panic in her tone, she was only fourteen years old at that time.

But Kuroko couldn't answer, and only glanced back at her.

She was still covered with a strip of cloth, and she couldn't see the eyes inside, but her fingers were pinching Kuroko's wrist very tightly.