Chapter 086: No Turning Back
has been in love with Situ Mo for so many years, and she knows him too well.
He seems to be gentle, but he has a clear and determined bottom line in his heart, once he crosses the bottom line, it is like stepping into a desperate situation where no one survives, and there is no room for maneuver.
Tao Yuan had already smelled the breath of despair, but her eyes were still wide, eagerly waiting for Situ Mo's answer.
Situ Mo sat opposite her, his dark blue shirt lined his skin more and more sickly white, his handsome facial features were like a bright moon and a breeze, revealing a kind of elegance that ordinary men could not reach, he had already cultivated into an extremely quiet landscape ink painting in his long career as a craftsman, joy and anger were sunk in his heart, and what he could feel from the surface alone was not only dull, but also dull.
"You don't have to start again......"
After a long time, Situ Mo picked up the teacup and took a sip of tea, and responded to Tao Yuan lightly.
The resoluteness revealed in a few words made the extremely tight string in Tao Yuan's heart feel as if it had been cut alive, and his heart broke with a sonorous sound.
"Then what do you want me to do for you, so that you can forgive me and my parents? I really want to know that we can go back in time-"
Tao Yuan bit her lip lightly, and her tone was full of endless sorrow.
At this moment, her rumbling true heart was flooding like tap water being unscrewed, and it was out of control.
Only when she no longer had it, and after looking back suddenly, she finally recognized the goods and saw that Situ Mo was better than everyone else.
Tao Yuan's words made Situ Mo's heart hurt.
Since the breakup that year, he has lost both people and money, and he is ready to die alone.
He has been an orphan since he was a child, and he relied on the selfless support of the Qin family to grow up step by step.
As soon as he was born, he had experienced the warmth and coldness of the world, Situ Mo had closed his heart early, if it weren't for Tao Yuan's brightness like a fire that year, he was caught off guard and broke into his heart...... He may not even touch the word "love".
The emotions of most people in this world can be like flowers, blooming and thanking, thanking and blooming, season after season.
But there is also a kind of person whose love only lasts for one season, and if this season can last forever, he will be fulfilled for a lifetime; If you can't, it's like being gouged out of your heart and lungs, and all your internal organs will be hollowed out, and you will no longer be able to take root.
Situ Mo is the latter kind of person, his love has been opened, but he has lost to time and interests, and now his heart is like the land that has been burned by fire, and there is no life.
"Don't do anything for me, take care of yourself and your parents, live your life well. Then, look ahead. ”
Situ Mo's eyes were faint, and his voice was plain.
All the sadness was covered up by him, and what was presented in front of Tao Yuan was nothing but determination.
"Situ Mo, I've been ten years old in the past three years, look at me now, do you still have the same appearance as before? Do you really bear to let me suffer like this and grow old like this alone? ”
Situ Mo's determination hit Tao Yuan's heart like a wave.
Tao Yuan's tone became excited, she raised her head, pointed to the crow's feet and nasolabial folds on her face, like showing scars, and showed them to Situ Mo without hesitation.
Situ Mo was slightly shocked.
It's only been four years, and Tao Yuan is indeed visibly depressed and old.
When these inexplicable lines gradually climbed onto her once beautiful and moving face, she was shocked to realize the horror of time and lack of love.
Another New Year has passed, and she has officially run for the third year, and there is no turning back in life, and there is not much time to waste.
After loving a man like Situ Mo, other men no longer came into her eyes, she unconsciously delayed herself until now, and now she is finally sure that the person in front of her is always her sweetheart.
She didn't want to miss Situ Mo anymore, only by Situ Mo's side could she regain her brilliance.
"I have a female classmate who is doing purchasing agents, and I asked her to pick the best set of cosmetics for you."
Situ Mo could feel what she was longing for, but that unbearable past had become a hurdle, and he couldn't cross it.
However, he is naturally distressed about the woman he once loved.
"I don't want cosmetics, what I want is for you to come back to me, where we fall and get up. As long as you have faith, Qirun I can hand it over to you again to manage, and we will live as we envisioned before, you are outside the Lord and I am inside. Didn't you say you like children very much? When we get married, we want one, or two, boys and girls, okay? ”
At this time, Tao Yuan had abandoned all his self-esteem.
She put down all her figures, lowered all her postures, and tried her best to cater to Situ Mo, wanting to do her best to reunite after breaking the mirror.
But the more she was like this, the more Situ Mo felt that there was no turning back.
There are some things that women think can be capricious and vexatious; But where men are, the past is the past.
Tao Yuan's words did not provoke the slightest bit of beauty in Situ Mo's heart, but instead reminded him of the bad things in the past.
Once when he loved Tao Yuan to the extreme, he paid all his money and sincerity for her, and at that time he really looked forward to having a son and a half daughter with Tao Yuan.
He really likes children from the bottom of his heart, because in this world, he has no relatives who are really in harmony with him, and he really hopes that children will become the continuation of his and his lover's life, so he has discussed this topic with Tao Yuan countless times.
But at that time, no matter how he persuaded him, Tao Yuan's attitude was extremely resolute.
She didn't want to give birth, she didn't want to have a child to tie her life, she didn't want her body to be deformed...... For various reasons, Situ Mo's desire for children was gradually dispelled.
Because of his love for her, he continued to tolerate, from the beginning he was extremely eager for a new life, and later even accepted Tao Yuan Dink's idea for a while.
But now, Tao Yuan is sitting opposite him, and in order to save him, he even moved out the "child" as bait.
This is not what Situ Mo desires. Situ Mo was very confused by her words.
"Tao Yuan, there is no need to mention these things, it has passed between us, and I sincerely wish you that you can find your own happiness. As for you and me, there's no way—"
Situ Mo is like a fish in his throat, this meal can't go on anymore.
All kinds of past events were like huge waves rolling in his heart, and he didn't want to show his emotions, so he stood up, didn't say anything more, and walked straight out.
At the moment when Situ Mo walked out of the box, Tao Yuan, who completely felt irretrievable, couldn't help crying loudly.
The moment Tao Yuan's crying voice came, the string in Situ Mo's heart was also broken, he covered his heart, and couldn't hide his grief and left the leisurely house, so fast that he collided with Qin Lanzhou and Song Jinyu head-on, but he didn't say hello.
"Senior brother, the dishes haven't been served yet, why did you leave?"
Qin Lanzhou saw that Situ Mo was in such a hurry, and shouted loudly in a hurry.
Situ Mo was afraid that Qin Lanzhou would see the wetness in his eyes, so he didn't look back or stay, and left quickly.
"It's broken, I guess the talk collapsed......"
Song Jinyu realized that the situation was not good, so he grabbed Qin Lanzhou's sleeve and quickly walked to the box.
When they pushed the door in, Tao Yuan was lying on the table and crying loudly, whimpering and crying, making Song Jinyu and Qin Lanzhou look at each other and be at a loss.
Qin Lanzhou is not good at comforting others by nature, and when she saw this situation, she looked confused, and naturally set her eyes on Song Jinyu.
Qin Lanzhou gave a look, and Song Jinyu immediately understood her intentions.
So, Song Jinyu stepped forward, patted Tao Yuan's shoulder, and turned on the comfort mode:
"Tao Yuan, are you okay?"
When Song Jinyu asked, Tao Yuan realized that Song Jinyu and Qin Lanzhou had returned.
She raised her head in a panic, glanced at Song Jinyu and Qin Lanzhou with teary eyes, and quickly lowered her head.
Seeing Tao Yuan's eyes swollen like peaches and red eyes, Qin Lanzhou didn't feel very good in his heart.
"I ...... I'm fine, you guys eat, I'll go back too. ”
After Tao Yuan quickly collected her emotions, she stood up with red eyes, and she was not in the mood to eat at all.
"Tao Yuan, you tell the truth, do you still love my senior brother?"
Qin Lanzhou asked bluntly, Tao Yuan was stunned at first, and then his face quickly turned red to the base of his neck.
Song Jinyu saw that Qin Lanzhou was so direct, so he tugged at the corner of Qin Lanzhou's clothes, and then said to Tao Yuan:
"Tao Yuan, what does it mean, if you still have ideas about the master, why don't you sit down and talk to us. Perhaps, we can help you......"
"Really? Would you like to help me? ”
Tao Yuan raised her head in an instant, looked at Song Jinyu and Qin Lanzhou and asked in surprise.
She was determined to reunite with Situ Mo, as long as she could reunite with Situ Mo, she was willing to give everything.
Qin Lanzhou felt her strong affection for Situ Mo from her eager eyes.
Although she had disliked and even hated Tao Yuan before, now she saw Tao Yuan's actions, and she knew in her heart that although Situ Mo was very decisive, in fact, in the past three years, he had never let go of this relationship......
Qin Lanzhou then nodded and motioned for Tao Yuan to sit down:
"Don't be sad, senior brother, he is such a cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and it is not so fast to cover the heat at once. However, you tell us about your plans, and we'll figure out how to do it......"
As soon as Qin Lanzhou said this, Tao Yuan and Song Jinyu both sat down.
Tao Yuan originally thought that Qin Lanzhou would hate her, but she didn't expect that this time, Qin Lanzhou would be willing to help her.
Her heart, which was on the verge of despair, suddenly seemed to see a little hope.
In the past three years, she has completely seen her heart, so no matter what, she wants to return to Situ Mo's side.
Song Jinyu handed Tao Yuan a tissue, and after Tao Yuan wiped her eyes, she took a deep breath and said her thoughts to Qin Lanzhou and Song Jinyu openly......