Zhang Yan had already fallen asleep on the sofa, and I didn't bother to help him to the guest room, so I took a blanket and covered him.

Since I lived in this house, he has been very fond of it, and he always thinks about buying one opposite, but unfortunately the owners of this community are relatively stable, and no one wants to rent and sell to the outside world. So he never got his wish, and came to inspect it from time to time, and after a long time, it became more casual to enter my house than to enter his house.

When I'm not at home, I also leave the keys to him so that he can help me change the water for my betta fish, although sometimes he will accidentally change the fish for me, but it's better than being idle and no one takes care of it.

As soon as he entered the door, he consciously took a set of my pajamas to take a shower, and after washing, he lay down on the sofa, which was the end of his day. I poured a glass of water, placed it on the coffee table where he could reach it, left a lamp for him, and crawled back to my bed tiredly, ready to rest.

But I couldn't sleep after tossing and turning, thinking that Gao Fei firmly said that he still loved Ru Jing, thinking that Xiao Xia regretfully said that he was not the father of the child, thinking about Su Yao's way of wanting to speak and stopping that day, curiosity drove me, so I took out Ru Jing's computer that I got back from Gao Fei.

He finally agreed to let me take it away, I don't know if it was out of trust in me or out of respect for Ru Jing.

I turned on my computer, logged in according to the password Ru Jing had left, and found the folder she said, which was named by year, from 1993 to 2006, there were more than a dozen folders. I first clicked on the 93 years, which is divided into months, and the months are opened, and they are pictures named according to the date, although they are not every day, but there are 7-8 pictures every month. Click on a random picture, it turns out to be a diary written by hand in a notebook, and then taken a picture and saved to the computer. Come to think of it, in 93, computers were not yet popular, and Ru Jing should still be in junior high school at that time, and the diary naturally had to be written by hand.

But it is amazing that she has survived to this day, and it is really amazing that she has been preserved so clearly and categorically. I thought of her hidden bookcase, and the label on it, and it seemed inevitable that there was a bibliographic index.

I didn't look at the photos from '93, but clicked directly on the folder from 2006, and I wanted to know who Ru was with in that crucial month.

I opened the folder in June, it seems that a lot of things have happened this month, Ru Jing densely stored more than 20 diaries, I opened the first diary, with a long-lost mood, quietly walked into Ru Can's memory.

June 7, 2006 was sunny

I sat on a bench by the sea, waiting for dusk, waiting for nightfall, waiting for that particular time to come 14 years ago. This city is very prosperous, this city is also very depressed, it has bright nights, but there is no warmth of the lanterns, its day and night always switch in an instant, in that moment, all the street lights, car lights are like tinder, suddenly the whole city is ignited, so you see the night, it is always brightly lit, so that your sadness has nowhere to hide.

That was the first time I met Ru Ling, and I remember that the atmosphere was awkward and tense, I appeared at the door as an illegitimate daughter, the adults were arguing, Ru Ling was watching, and I was waiting. I was still a spectator, prepared for nothing. Until Ru Ling took my hand, pulled me to his room, gave me water and apples, and did not forget to close the door, so as to save me as much as possible from the interference of men arguing and women crying bitterly.

What a warm person he was at that time, warming me for many years and years after, but his warmth came to an abrupt end that year, and I can never get it back......

I reached out to wipe my tears, and one hand wiped them off before I could do that. I was startled at first, and immediately got up, trying to dodge, but was pulled into Gao Fei's arms.

I don't know when he came, I didn't even notice it, it seems that the memories of Ru Ling have become a hole in my defense.

Gao Fei hugged me and didn't speak, I was used to being held like this by him, and he also learned to give me a long, wordless hug when I fell into a memory, so as to pull me back to the present.

"What the hell are you thinking?" Gao Fei began to ask questions that I had not answered all along. I still don't want to answer him today, because it has nothing to do with him, and I don't want to have anything to do with him.

I pushed him away and was about to go back, but he caught up and followed quietly. He's actually warm, but not as dazzling as Ru Ling.

I pushed open the door, the room felt deserted, the air conditioner was on, it seemed that Gao Fei had just come back.

"Why don't you turn it off......," I turned around and was about to blame him for not turning off the air conditioner.

But he put his arm around my waist and began to kiss me fervently.

His heart was beating fast, his snort was heavy, and the arm around my waist was hard enough to keep me from breaking free.

He's been doing this more and more lately, and it seems that he can't be allowed to stay in this house any longer.

I nudged him hard, and when he felt my resistance, he finally stopped and turned to hugging me. I knew I had to give him time to calm down, and I waited obediently in his arms.

Although he had his enthusiasm, he always respected my wishes, which I sometimes felt touched and sometimes angry.

This time, however, he didn't seem to give up, for he suddenly picked me up again and walked briskly to his room. I began to be scared in my heart, because it was not his enthusiasm that I was indifferent to every time.

I clung to the doorframe and refused to let go, and did my best to scold him with the most angry look:

"Gao Fei! If you mess around again, get out of here! ”

"What are you nervous about, I didn't say what to do." He looked at me with a smile, but wasn't ready to let me go.

"Then why are you carrying me into your room?"

"I just see that you're in a bad mood and want to tease you. What do you think I want to do? ”

"Put me down!"

"Good!" He literally put me down, and as soon as my tiptoes hit the ground, I grabbed the door and ran towards my room. rushed in and wanted to close the door, but he stopped him, and he really didn't make enough trouble.

"Two choices, you sleep in my room with me today, or I sleep in your room with you. Pick one? Gao Fei took out his scoundrel appearance again and began to stalk.

"Get out!"

"Then I'll help you choose!" As he spoke, he pounced on me again and tried to kiss me.

"I'll choose the sofa." I had no choice but to end the cycle as soon as possible. He's just worried that I'll lock myself in my room again and won't come out, so I won't go back to my room.

"Okay, let's sleep on the couch." He let go of me, walked over to the bed, picked up my quilt and walked to the living room. I reluctantly followed, glad that there was such a plan, and regretted why I had agreed to let him live here.

He put the quilt on the couch, sat on his side, and motioned for me to lie down. I glanced at my watch and it was not yet 9:00.

"I'm going to take a shower!"

Gao Fei stared at me, his eyes suddenly darkened. I realized that this was not a wise move, so I sat down on the couch obediently, covered the quilt, and found that there was no pillow, and he was still sitting at the other end of the spectrum.

"You're not leaving?"

"I'm gone, who will be your pillow." That's exactly what he meant.

"You don't want to make an inch." I glared at him.

He suddenly grabbed me by the collar, pressed my head into his arms, lowered his head and kissed me again, I was in his arms, listening to his heartbeat faster and faster, breathing again and again, and suddenly wanted to respond to him, unconsciously stretched out a hand to caress his cheek.

However, as soon as my palm touched him, he stopped, grabbed my hand hanging in the air, and stared at me with a pair of misty eyes, I don't know what he was thinking at that moment, but after staring, he restrained his eagerness, put my head on his lap, and covered the quilt.

"Sleep." Then he leaned back, resting one hand under his head and one hand on the back of the chair at his side, and closed his eyes.

When I saw that he had quieted down, I closed my eyes with peace of mind. It's really a little tired, the thoughts about Ru Ling, and the enthusiasm for Gao Fei make me feel hard, so let's do it first, and then give me some time. Let me indulge for a while, whether it's nostalgia or nostalgia......

I closed the computer, and my heart was inexplicably restless, Ru Cana, Ru Canteen, you are obviously moved, you don't know, or you don't want to admit it. Gao Fei is too, how stupid are you, since Ru Jing let you hug and kiss you, can't you explain her intentions, what are you hesitating about, what are you forbearing? How unconfident are you to think that Ru Jing still has others in her heart.

It's infuriating! I'm so angry that I don't want to look at it anymore! I put down the computer, looked through the door, glanced at Zhang Yan on the sofa, and listened to his breathing, I should have slept very deeply. I turned off the lights and went to see Zhou Gong.

Ru Jing sat in front of me, put down her wine glass, stretched out her hand, stroked my face, I grabbed her hand, wanted to pull her into my arms, but couldn't pull her, under the stalemate, the voice of Zhang Yan sounded in my ears:

"Jiang Nan, what are you going to do!"

I opened my eyes suddenly, and saw Zhang Yan lying next to me, one hand on the bed, propping up his upper body, and one hand being grasped by me, staring at me with a pair of surprised eyes, looking at me strangely.

"Perverted! Why are you running to my bed again? Seeing the situation, I quickly let go of him and rolled over and sat up.

"The sofa is too narrow and uncomfortable." Zhang Yan replied disapprovingly, and sat up as well.

"Isn't that a vacant room?"

"You're close here."

"Are you just a few steps away?"

"Poor!"

"Get out!" Just thinking about it makes me angry and disturbs my good dreams.

"What did you dream about? Almost insulted me? Zhang Yan was not angry, got up, and walked out with a smile. When he walked to the door, he looked back at me again, deliberately lowered his gaze a little, continued to smile, and shook his head and went out.

I'm even more angry, what kind of attitude is this! Clearly laughing at me! But I didn't know what to say for a while, and I held back for a long time and finally held back a sentence:

"Take the ring off!"

"How can you be like a child, and when you get angry, you go back and ask for something. Besides, it's not yours either. Zhang Yan didn't pay attention to my stubble at all, and went to the refrigerator to find food by himself.

"You still haven't paid it back!" I gritted my teeth in anger.

"If you don't pay it back, you can still imagine Yu Huai like that, you can't come up and grab it." Zhang Yan poured himself a glass of milk, looked at me, and poured me another glass.

I took two steps forward, ready to grab it.

"Hey, don't move, if you really come over to grab it, I'll wonder if you're going to take the opportunity to continue standing on my cheap. Have your tastes changed lately? Zhang Yan was full of playfulness.

"Get out!" I took two sips of milk, thinking about turning the page on it.

"Dreaming of Ru Canteen? The thing reminds one of its owner? Zhang Yan glanced at the computer I had placed on the bedside and looked at me defiantly.

I was right, and I choked on a mouthful of milk in my throat and sprayed him in the face in an instant. Then, looking at his embarrassed appearance, I couldn't help but laugh out loud.

"Jiang Nan! You want to die! Zhang Yan came over angrily, picked up my clothes, wiped all the milk on my clothes, pushed me hard, and turned around to go to the bathroom.

I finally felt a lot more comfortable, walked back to my room, grabbed the computer, and thought, I'm going to let Gao Fei see for himself what he missed......