50. I love you willingly
That day, Rong Xuan was about to leave Nancheng because Luo Luo, and the whole person was very emotional.
The scene in the infirmary may have frightened Luo Luo, causing Rong Xuan to send her a lot of messages after leaving school that day, but no one answered.
He blames himself, but a lot of it is easy.
Finally, I don't have to pretend to be a little white in front of her all the time, obviously my crazy feelings for her, paranoid possessiveness has almost burned my bone marrow every night after I met her.
I want to see her, I want to hug her, I want to be with her all the time.
What I want more is her response.
It's late at night, and I can't sleep.
Luo Luo was going back to the capital tomorrow, and when he thought that she would probably not know her own information today after returning to the capital, and then he couldn't contact her at all, Rong Xuan felt that his hands and feet were already cold.
What did he have to do, what did he have to do to get closer to her?
Rong Xuan sat on the head of the bed, picked up the mobile phone next to the pillow, and opened his WeChat top.
The page was still stuck in the words I had sent out that afternoon, and there was a blank space at the bottom.
Luo Luo still didn't reply to his WeChat.
I couldn't control my fingers, and typed a sentence on the screen to send it over:
Slept?
The words that the other party was typing suddenly appeared on the forehead of the dialog box, and Rong Xuan's dark eyes lit up.
Luo Luo didn't sleep! She's still awake!
She's seen the message she's sent!
The fingertips pinching the phone are a little white, and her heart is fluttering and jumping, will she reply to the message? Will you reply to messages?
After waiting for a long time, the dialog box between the two of them has returned to normal, but there is still a blank underneath the message they sent.
His heart sank, and Rong Xuan felt that his current emotions might be on the verge of being uncontrollable.
Lift the quilt and get out of bed, take out the clothes that you only wear when you go out during the day from the closet, quickly change them, pick up your phone and backpack and go out.
On the way to her house, Rong Xuan kept holding the small pendant that Luo Luo gave him tightly, looking lonely.
Military District Compound.
"Thank you, master, you don't have to look for money."
The taxi drove away, Rong Xuan got out of the car and walked a few steps to the gate of the compound, where there were police officers standing guard.
Rong Xuan: Luo Luo, I'm at the gate of the compound.
There was still no movement in the mobile phone, Rong Xuan simply sat down on the side of the road, waited quietly, and looked at the nearest building near the gate in the courtyard, the light in the small window on the second floor was still on, it was her room......
Of course, Luo Luo saw his message, but her heart was too confused, Rong Xuan ...... She didn't know what she was supposed to do with him.
Receiving his message again, he said that he was outside the door of the compound, Luo Luo finally did not resist his heart, got out of bed and stood behind the curtain by the window.
She lifted a small corner of the curtain and tried to look out from here, but it was still dark except for the darkness.
I hesitated between the two options of turning off the lights and going back to bed or getting dressed and going downstairs, and my heart was astringent.
"Drip-"
Luoluo, meet me.
Luoluo, I'm going crazy.
Without any further hesitation, she grabbed the coat from the hanger and ran out, let herself be selfish again, and before she left......
Luo Luo walked directly in front of the police officers, they were all well-trained, although they were also a little curious about her walking out in her pajamas and coat like this, but they still didn't squint.
Rong Xuan still maintained the posture just now, sitting here decadently.
"Rong Xuan." She called softly.
The person who had kept his head down stiffened and did not dare to move.
"Do you want to ...... Let's go together......" she said tentatively.
Rong Xuan was a little confused, but he reacted quickly this time, and stood up suddenly, instantly taller than her.
He was a little agitated and said, "Okay...... Okay......"
The two walked side by side along the avenue, Luo Luo didn't speak, and Rong Xuan didn't dare to take the initiative to ask anything.
"You ......"
"You ......"
As soon as the voice sounded, the strange atmosphere between the two seemed to disappear, and they instantly became much more relaxed.
"Then let's talk about it first." As soon as the atmosphere changed, Luo Luo regained his usual calmness.
Rong Xuan didn't shirk politeness to her, "What time is tomorrow's flight?" ”
"Four o'clock."
Rong Xuan nodded, "Okay, I see."
"What are you going to do?" Luo Luo frowned, stopping to stare at him.
Don't blame yourself for thinking too much, a lot of unexpected things this guy hasn't done.
Rong Xuan was quite honest this time, "I want to send you to Beijing University." ”
"No, no, no, it's not the first time I've been back to Beijing University......"
"It's different."
Rong Xuan's dark eyes were fixed on her, in fact, he still had a lot to say to her, but he was worried that he would scare her, if it weren't for the fact that she hadn't replied to the message today, which made him worry and scared, maybe he wouldn't have made this decision so seriously.
Rong Xuan took her hand and put it in his palm and clenched it, Luo Luo wanted to break free but his strength was not as strong as his.
"I want to send you to Kyoto University."
"If you want to send it, you'll send it! I don't care about you anymore! ”
Luo Luo really couldn't break free from his shackles, and he was a little angry, and the docile kitten was still provoked by Rong Xuan.
This person is really, quite unreasonable!
Rong Xuan had a smile in his eyes, "Luoluo, you are so good." ”
"Fuck off!"
"Really."
"Get out, get out of here!"
"Huh-"
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Although she said that she didn't need him to send it, she was actually looking forward to it in her heart.
The special car in the compound sent Luo Luo to the airport early, and she sat there alone and waited for Rong Xuan to come over.
She hadn't gone through the formalities yet, and planned to wait for him to arrive.
The time was already a little rushed, and Rong Xuan ran here from a distance in a panic, and Luo Luo settled down at this time.
In fact, he was still a little nervous just now, what if he lied to himself last night...... Luckily, he came.
"Luoluo, I'm sorry I'm late."
"You're really here......"
Rong Xuan smiled and reached out to rub her long hair, "Of course, could it be that I still lied to you?" ”
Luo Luo brushed away the hand he had placed on top of his head and muttered, "Who knows......"
Rong Xuan didn't debunk her careful thoughts, she must have been sitting here waiting for herself, otherwise she would have gone in a long time ago, and at this time, it was better to save her some face so that she wouldn't be anxious with herself for a while!
Took her luggage, and the free hand wanted to take her.
Luo Luo was led by him without noticing for a while, thinking that he ran to his door in the middle of the night last night, and he was going to send himself to Beijing University today, and he didn't let go of his thoughts for a while.
The corners of Rong Xuan's eyes lifted, and he couldn't help but hook his lips.
It feels great that Luo Luo is holding herself so quietly!
"You sleep, I'll call you when it's time." Rong Xuan handed her the blanket and covered her intimately.
Luo Luo stared at him for a long time, silently stuffed his hand under the blanket, and closed his eyes.
Today, is it okay for her to be selfish again?
Anyway, there was no one they knew on this flight, and the capital was so big anyway...... Surely they will not meet anyone who knows them......
If you can, heaven...... Let her be selfish again......
When Luo Luo opened her eyes, Rong Xuan's delicate and gentle face was appearing above her head in front of her, and she was so frightened that she didn't dare to move.
"You, what are you doing?"
Rong Xuan attached herself and straightened her collar, and looked at the person with rolling eyes with a lazy expression, "It's almost here, it's time to wake up." ”
"That'...... What, have you been to the capital before? Luo Luo was about to change the subject, "Why don't you just play here for two days?" ”
As soon as he finished speaking, Luo Luo couldn't wait to slap himself a few times, what a cheap mouth, and play for a few days!
Seeing her remorse, Rong Xuan couldn't help but laugh a little.
"I've been here."
"When? How did I not know? ”
Bah! When have people been to the capital, why do they have to let you know? Who are you, really! Would you tell you if someone came before they knew you?!
Rong Xuan chuckled, "I came here during the winter vacation last year. ”
Last year...... Winter vacation......
"Didn't you go back to Nancheng after your vacation last year, I went to ask Doctor Luo, and then I came."
"I went to Beijing University, and I walked around your school, and the scenery was good."
"Then you ......"
She wanted to ask, then why didn't you come to me? Since you have already come to Kyoto University, why ......
Luo Luo didn't ask, and Rong Xuan didn't talk about it anymore, saying those things now would only increase her pressure.
In the capital, the whole sky is foggy.
The clouds seemed to be wet and sticking to the sky, hot and humid, and it seemed to have become synonymous with this city, and there were many people in this city, but people did not feel much life.
In the back seat of the taxi, Luo Luo leaned sideways and looked out the window, yawning boredly at the scene of traffic outside the window.
At this moment, she really felt that she had left Nancheng again, this is the capital, a city where the times are changing rapidly......
"Well, you can just wait for me here for a while, and I'll come down to you when I put my things away."
The two stood downstairs in the women's dormitory of the Beijing University School of Medicine, and Luo Luo was worried that there were too many acquaintances coming and going here, and he didn't even dare to speak too loudly.
Rong Xuan glanced around, nodded at her, turned around and walked to the bench under the shade of the tree and sat down to wait.
Jingda, this is the place where she has been staying for two years, and he has always believed that he will definitely be able to come in the future, and when the time comes, he will walk the path that Luo Luo has walked, eat the small cafeteria she has eaten, go to the library where she has been, and see the laboratory where she does experiments......
Luo Luo saw that he didn't show any dissatisfaction, and hurriedly carried his suitcase into the dormitory, let's hurry up, we can't let him wait at the bottom of the building alone for too long......
Rong Xuan didn't go back to Nancheng that night, because he was still on vacation, so Luo Luo also had free time.
Before he returned to Nancheng on the third day, he finally got his wish and went to every place in Beijing University with Luo Luo, and they also went to taste one of Luo Luo's favorite grilled fish restaurants......
Accompanied her to try the high-altitude bungee jumping that she had always wanted to go but never dared to do, and also accompanied her to the most famous and inexpensive snack street around Beijing University.
On the last night of staying at Beijing University, Luo Luo even let go of himself and went to the Internet café with Rong Xuan to play black games at night, such a Luo Luo was something Rong Xuan had never seen.
is no longer wearing a white coat in the infirmary, smiling at everyone with a gentle face, and no longer a professional and polite doctor.