Chapter 568: All Left
After sitting at the table and sleeping all night, Chi Lei was sore and sore all over, and when she glanced at her watch, it was only past six o'clock!
I don't know how long he will be able to stay with Cha Cha for another time, so he decided to bring Cha Cha for him to eat and have fun today!
Chi Lei habitually opened the drawer next to the cabinet, which was where Cha Cha had been sleeping.
It's just that when he opened the drawer, the whole person was stunned, his pupils dilated, and he couldn't believe the picture in front of him.
There is a thick blanket inside, which Cha Cha found and spread inside, saying that it is very soft to sleep in it like this.
But now there's nothing on this blanket!
It's only past six o'clock! Cha Cha couldn't have woken up so early.
Chi Lei had a bad premonition in her heart, and tried to use her mind to find Cha Cha.
"Cha Cha?"
Chi Lei screamed tentatively, but couldn't hear any answer.
"Cha Cha? Where are you? Are you avoiding me? I'll take you to eat delicious food, don't hide, come out quickly! ”
Again, there was no answer.
"Cha Cha? Haven't you always wanted to eat hot pot? Let's go eat hot pot at noon today! If you don't come out again, I'm going to eat all of your favorite hot pot! ”
When she said this, Chi Lei's voice had already begun to choke.
"Where the hell are you? Don't hide from me anymore, okay? Don't let me be in a hurry! I beg you, come out quickly! ”
Chi Lei anxiously searched every corner of the room, and when he really wanted to open something in a corner, Cha Cha was hiding under it and falling asleep.
"Cha Cha? Are you leaving? Can you come out and let me see you. Even if you're leaving, you should say hello to me! Don't you think you're going too far? ”
All the questioning turned into Chi Lei's own talk, Chi Lei fell weakly on her bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze, tears slowly flowing from the corners of his eyes, and finally submerged into the hairline.
"I'm sorry! It's all my fault, why should I come back? I shouldn't have come back! Cha Cha, why are you so stupid? If you had told me earlier, I wouldn't have come back! ”
I don't know why in the past two days, Chi Lei said the most was the three words I'm sorry, and I was saying sorry to everyone, but in the end, it couldn't change any ending.
When Chi Lei got up, there was already movement outside.
Gao Yaqing's funeral ceremony is about to start preparing today, and Gao Fang got up very early and took care of everything.
Chi Weifeng stood beside him, holding Gao Fang with one hand, and holding Gao Fang's hand with the other to borrow strength from him, for fear that he would be physically exhausted and faint.
"Little Lei? Why did you wake up so early today? ”
Chi Weifeng was discussing some details with the master of ceremonies at the funeral, and when he saw Chi Lei open the door and walked out, he asked.
Chi Lei didn't sleep well at night, plus yesterday and today, she cried for two days, and her eyes were already swollen and shiny, and they were a lot smaller than her usual eyes.
"It's nothing, Dad, I can't sleep anyway, is there anything I need help with?"
Chi Weifeng saw that the expression on his daughter's face was also very haggard, and he couldn't handle anything like this.
"It's still early! Or Xiaolei, you can take it back and rest for a while, here are me and your aunt! ”
Chi Lei glanced at Gao Fang standing at the door lightly, Gao Fang cried for a whole day and a night, and his eyes were naturally no better than him, where to go.
"It's okay, Dad, I'm fine! Auntie, let's see if there's anything I can do to help! ”
He's going to have to find a way to keep himself busy now! Whenever he is free, his mind will unconsciously think about Gao Yaqing and Chacha.
"That's right, Xiaolei, there are some things we don't know very well, why don't you go and check the list of guests?"
In the end, Chi Weifeng still couldn't bear to let his daughter suffer, so he found a very easy errand for Chi Lei.
Chi Lei only wanted to use some things to paralyze herself, so she took the book of registered guests from Chi Weifeng's hand and sat aside with the pen.
When Chi Lei sat there to register the guest list, she couldn't pay full attention at all, and she could always see Gao Fang standing at the door from time to time.
With so many thoughts, what could have been done in ten minutes was registered by Chi Lei for more than half an hour, and by the time he finished, it was already past seven o'clock.
In the morning, there was an endless stream of people coming to their homes, all of them to attend the elegant funeral.
Gao Fang and Chi Weifeng were in charge of receiving them at the door, and Chi Lei sat down on the stool next to them to be in charge of registration.
Whenever he has his spare time, he is always unconscious, and he can leave it to lie on the side silently.
He always thinks about the question again, is it wrong to come back by himself!
Looking at the people coming and going in front of her, and looking at Gao Fang, who had cried and fainted in Chi Weifeng's arms several times, Chi Lei finally made a very important decision!
Gao Yaqing and Gao Fang lived together, and Gao Fang divorced very early, so although the people who came one after another, there were not many in general, and it was considered to be over when it was dark.
Next, we have to wait until tomorrow, after tomorrow, after being sent to cremation, Gao Yaqing will sleep underground for a long time.
"Dad! There are some things I thought about today, and I don't know what to do in the end, but I still want to ask for your opinion! ”
Although he was tired for a day, Chi Lei couldn't wait to lie in bed and sleep now, but he knew that he really couldn't get over a hurdle in his heart in such a situation now.
"Xiaolei, there are indeed too many things today, can you talk about it tomorrow? Dad is actually quite tired today! ”
After all, after standing at the door for a day, Chi Weifeng really doesn't want to move now.
"Actually, it's only a few words, Dad, I'm very confused now, I don't know what to do, so I still want to hear your opinion!"
Chi Weifeng thought about it and finally agreed, his daughter has indeed encountered a lot of things in the past two days, and she must also need her own enlightenment.
"Actually, Dad doesn't have anything to help you, but since you have spoken, there must be something you can't figure out, you say, if you can help you answer, Dad will do his best."
Chi Lei looked at Chi Weifeng's aging face, and after hesitating for a moment, she still said her thoughts.
"Dad! I want to go out, go for a new environment, change to a new place, and start over! ”
Chi Weifeng didn't expect his daughter to want to say such a thing, and was slightly surprised.
"Isn't it good to stay at home now? Is it because Xiaoya's matter hit you too hard? But that's not your reason! ”
Chi Weifeng heard what Gao Fang said, and Chi Lei felt very remorseful about Gao Yaqing's incident, Chi Weifeng thought that Chi Lei would say such a thing, and it was also because of this incident.
"No, Dad, not only for this reason, but these things that are happening during this time now, it has hit me too hard! I really wanted to change to a new environment! What's more, I had a good idea before, and I also wanted to go out and try it out to see if I could break out of my previous world. ”
Chi Weifeng looked at his daughter in front of him, and suddenly felt strange, as if he had grown up a lot overnight.
"Dad doesn't want to think like that, but I'm glad I do! As long as it's your decision, I'll support you no matter what! Have you really thought about it, though? Does that kid from the Fang family know about this? ”
When Chi Weifeng mentioned Fang Yuzhang, Chi Lei's eyes were stained with a deep sense of loss.
He only had this idea last night, and he hadn't had time to tell Fang Yuzhang yet, and the most important thing was that he didn't want to tell Fang Yuzhang.
"Nope! I don't want him to know. ”
Chi Lei shook her head.
The reason why he returned to this place and encountered such a series of things that happened now was all because of Fang Yuzhang, so Fang Yuzhang represented sadness and sadness for him at this time.
Chi Weifeng didn't speak, and fell into deep thought.
"Dad, I'm sorry, I know that my thoughts may worry you, but I really want to go out and try it myself!"
Chi Weifeng sighed, his daughter has grown up!
"I don't mean anything else, I support your idea! If you really decide, Dad won't stop you! ”
When Chi Lei heard his words, her nose was sour, her eyes were full of moisture, and her vision gradually became blurred.
"Dad!"
With some crying in her voice, Chi Lei stepped forward and gave Chi Weifeng a big hug sincerely.
After he came to this world, Chi Weifeng was the best person for him! Although he didn't know that he wasn't his daughter, such words still made Chi Lei feel very moved.
"Why are you crying? You used to be always disobedient and scolded by your father! I haven't seen you shed a single tear, why are you crying now? ”
Chi Weifeng also had tears in his eyes, but he still smiled at his beloved daughter and didn't want her daughter to worry about him.
"Thank you Dad! I will definitely make a result and impress you! Chi Lei said this just because she didn't want Chi Weifeng to worry.
"Daughter, I don't expect anything from you, the only thing Dad hopes for is that you can take care of yourself!"
It was the first time for the parents to talk like this, and they had to face parting next.
"If you're going out, do you want to go out by yourself? When are you ready to go? After hearing the news, Chi Weifeng had a thousand words to say to Chi Lei, but he didn't know where to start.
"I don't know, I haven't been in touch yet, but I think I'll leave as soon as possible."
Although he said so, he had already made plans!
"Anyway, you've made a decision, Dad won't be okay, you're so old, I'm sure you have your own ideas!"
Chi Lei didn't say anything more, and the others just nodded silently.
His luggage had already been packed, and when they saw off the guests who had come to pay their respects in the afternoon, Chi Lei had already packed all his luggage in his room.