CHAPTER XXIV
The next morning, he woke up slowly, and yesterday the doctor came to see it, only to say that he was sad and fainted, and his liver qi was stagnant, and it was not a big deal, so he prescribed two medicines and rested for a while. But Heguang was in a coma all night, and now he is awake.
Heguang opened her eyes and was stunned for a while, looking at the cyan begonia tent above her head, for a moment she felt that everything was a dream, the past life and this life were just an empty life, Lin Feizhuo was the moon in the sky, she shouldn't have had extravagant hopes, she was not Zhou Heguang or Li Qiying, at this moment she just wanted to be Li Heguang, Zhang Xubai Li Heguang alone.
She wanted to go back to the days when she could see him when she opened her eyes. The 'he' in Heguang's heart became Zhang Xubai for the first time. Kazuko closed his eyes, tried his best to suppress the sourness in his heart, and forced himself to get up, turning his head to see the letter on the bedside table. At this point, Kazumitsu has to admit that everything yesterday is a fact.
Kazumitsu took the letter and gently rubbed the clear handwriting on it, as if he wanted to find a trace of the warmth of the man's fingertips.
"Warbler!" When He Guang heard the sound and looked up, he saw Lin Feizhuo's face anxious, and he hurriedly broke in.
"Warbler! You're okay, it's me late, don't blame the warbler. Lin Feizhuo stretched out his hand to hold Heguang's, but he didn't want Heguang to hold the letter and dodged it, Lin Feizhuo lowered his eyes slightly, and withdrew his hand as if nothing happened, with a look of self-blame on his face.
"I'm fine, thank you Young Master Lin for your concern." He Guang's expression was faint, with a polite smile on his face, and he changed his friendly attitude towards Lin Feizhuo.
"Yingying, are you angry with me? It's me who is not good, I didn't come to see you in time, I just heard about Boss Zhang, I'm sorry, Yingying, I didn't accompany you when you were the most sad, you can beat me and scold me, just don't ignore me, Yingying, forgive me, okay? Lin Feizhuo saw the letter in Heguang's hand, and then looked at Heguang's attitude at this time, thinking that it was because of Zhang Xubai's matter that he was angry with himself. Lin Feizhuo's eyebrows and eyes could not hide his sadness, and he reached out and gently hugged Heguang into his arms, coaxing him gently.
"Young Master Lin, yesterday, did you deliberately stop me!" He Guang did not resist Lin Feizhuo's hug, snuggled in his arms, but suddenly spoke and questioned. Although Kazuko can't figure it out about love, it doesn't mean she's stupid.
Lin Feizhuo only promised to the thrush yesterday morning, and complained to himself in the afternoon, the senior brother was also missing at that time, and he was going to find it yesterday, but Lin Feizhuo pulled himself to express his heart and delayed for a long time.
All this is too coincidental, Heguang has to suspect Lin Feizhuo of ulterior motives, and besides, Lin Feizhuo will be avenged, the senior brother has a grudge against him, maybe the disappearance of the senior brother is also related to him. The more she thought about it, the cooler her heart became, her eyes became colder, and she couldn't help but ask, she still believed in Lin Feizhuo a little in her heart, so she asked him directly now, and she didn't hide it.
"Yingying, do you like him?" Lin Feizhuo slowly let go of his hand, and looked straight at the woman in front of him with a cold and suspicious expression. There was a clear grievance on his face.
"Senior brother is a very important person for me." Heguang was slightly stunned when he heard this, and he muttered for a moment, only squeezing out such a dry sentence.
"Yingying, what about me? If you doubt me for him, then what am I? What I said to you yesterday seems to you to be just stalling for time? Li Cry Ying! If I, Lin Feizhuo, want to do something to Zhang Xubai, do you think it takes so much effort? Lin Feizhuo suddenly got up from the edge of the collapse, his face was full of anger, but his eyes were full of sadness, and he suddenly laughed at the end, and the lack of self-deprecation made Heguang feel guilty in his heart.
"Feizhuo, I'm ......" Heguang looked a little overwhelmed, he was yelled at by Lin Feizhuo, and his brain was a lot more sober for a while, Lin Feizhuo was right, with his identity, if he wanted to retaliate, he would kill him directly, why bother so hard!
In the final analysis, he couldn't accept the fact that his senior brother didn't say goodbye for a while, and he didn't know his life and death, he was a little stunned, he was just thinking nonsense, but he questioned Lin Feizhuo for this, if he was someone else, he would have turned his face a long time ago, not to mention that Lin Feizhuo likes himself, and he came to visit him early but was treated like this, and now he should be even more sad.
"Fei Zhuo, I'm sorry, I thought about it." He Guang figured it out in his heart, so he didn't deliberately hold the shelf to Lin Feizhuo's cold face, stretched out his hand and pulled Lin Feizhuo's sleeve and shook it lightly, apologizing in a low voice. Because of his illness, Heguang's face was a little pale, his lips were pale and pale, and his low eyebrows were very pitiful at the moment.
"Yingying, I don't blame you, but I also figured it out, I shouldn't force it, I can't give you a name, I can't give you a wedding, but I still covet your love, it's my fault for all this, that's the case, I should let go, Yingying, ...... Take care! Lin Feizhuo gently pulled away Heguang's hand, held her hand in his palm, slowly squatted down, and tucked the hair on her sideburns with pity, and looked at Heguang with a complex look of reluctance and admiration, and his eyes gradually turned red. Lin Feizhuo's voice was hoarse, as if he was trying his best to suppress it, and after saying a word, he didn't even look at Heguang and strode out of the room, no matter how Heguang shouted behind him.
Kazuko got out of bed and was about to chase him, but he didn't take a few steps, but his eyes were dark, his brain was dizzy, and he fell to the ground in one fell to the ground. The fall was not light, and there was a dull pain in his elbows and knees on the hard floor, and he was unable to get up again for a while.
Kazuko was too lazy to ask people to stop struggling, and his body was relieved of his strength, and he lay on his back on the floor. The cold touch spread through the long hair and thin clothes, and the stimulating light became more and more sober.
Lin Feizhuo's words today forced Heguang to think carefully about what he had been camping for so many years. In his previous life, he was willing to give up his life for Lin Feizhuo, and in this life, he studied drama for him for ten years, and now he finally communicates with him, and he should be satisfied...... If nothing happened to the senior brother.
In the past, Zhang Xubai Yu and Guang were extremely important people, like brothers and fathers, but now they ...... Maybe it was because he suddenly lost him this time, and Heguang was finally able to face his heart, and now, Zhang Xubai is the person Heguang likes! Zhang Xubai is gentle and considerate, and after decades of companionship, it is impossible for Heguang not to waver, but she has always known that Lin Feizhuo is the person she wants to love, otherwise all this will have no meaning, including the act of exchanging souls with light to start over again is a joke.
Heguang is proud and stubborn, and he will definitely find ways to get the people and things he believes, so before that, Heguang has always rejected Zhang Xubai, no matter what, he doesn't want to hurt him, it is better to strangle all the tragedies in the cradle!
Thinking of this, Kazuko closed his eyes, hot tears flowed out and slipped into his sideburns, and his heart was sad, obviously he wanted to protect him, but now he still came to the point of being terminally ill and his whereabouts unknown. Kazumitsu's brain was muddy, tears flowed more and more, and the sadness in her heart almost overwhelmed her, and she smiled at the end, thinking that if she died like this, she might still be at ease, and it would be too tiring to live......